(23) Yuheng's support

Ling Feng was suddenly yelled at by Yu Heng, and before he could react for a while, all the words he wanted to say to Su Mu were stuck in his throat, and he was stunned for a long time before he remembered to ask who was answering the call.

But when he remembered, the phone had already hung up, and he immediately tried to call back, but the phone prompted "The phone you dialed cannot be connected for the time being". He didn't believe in evil, so he borrowed two more phones and tried to call back, until he heard all these words, and he had to give up.

But the fire in his heart is burning more and more.

Although Su Mu felt that Yu Heng was a little impulsive to do this, she grabbed her phone and didn't say anything, and directly turned on the phone to airplane mode and put it in her own pocket, but when she thought that she would not have to answer Ling Feng's call in this way, she might be noisy for a while, so she acquiesced to her approach and didn't say anything.

Because the chat just now was delayed, and there was some delay on the way back and forth, the fans of the two of them had basically sucked up the soup at this time. Yu Heng looked at this thing, thinking about whether to change something to eat, but Su Mu felt that it was too wasteful, so he asked Yu Heng if she was hungry, if she was hungry, she would go out now and buy her something else, if she was not hungry, she would wait for her to finish eating.

When Yu Heng heard Su Mu's words, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, she grabbed Su Mu's hand, snatched her chopsticks, and couldn't help but reprimand her:

"What are you doing, it's just a dozen yuan, I'll just invite you to eat it, why do you still eat it?"

"It's not that you can't eat it, it's not cold, and why do you have to spend money, you're still a patient. ”

Su Mu didn't know why Yuheng lost her temper because of this incident, and comforted her, and wanted to get the chopsticks back by the way. But Yu Heng didn't let him go at all, clutching his chopsticks tightly, saying that he didn't let Su Mu snatch it back. At this time, Su Mu also realized that Yu Heng was really angry, she immediately sat up straight and asked Yu Heng seriously.

"What's wrong with you, why are you suddenly angry?"

"I'm just very strange, you're so generous when you're with us, and you're so economical when you're on your own? You buy it for me every time I waste a lot, and now I'll let you waste it for a while, can't you?"

"What the hell is going on with you? It's not that you can't eat it, so why waste it?"

"Why don't you ever tell me if I waste it? You buy me whatever I want, and you buy me what I know, knowing that I can't eat it. ”

"Isn't that what you want to eat? I can't afford to buy a big item, and if I want to eat something, how can I still detain you? Why are you so strange today? Why do you always initiate it, it's easy to get old, don't you know?"

"I don't know, I don't know anything, I know that you are not good to yourself at all, good to those wolf-hearted people, I am not good, I am also wolf-hearted, I am not good to you, I can't help you if you are wronged. You take care of me so much, but I can only watch when you are wronged, and you still hide it from me. ”

Yuheng, who had not shed a single tear because of broken love, cried breathlessly when he said this, and said one sentence several times before saying it all. Su Mu has always felt that she is more pleasing to girls than those men, but in the face of the current situation, she really seems to be unable to deal with it.

She had no position, no comfort, and she didn't know what else she could do except keep handing her tissues to wipe her tears.

So, the man who makes the girl cry is really bad, and what's even worse is probably watching her cry into tears, and he doesn't care about it.

Su Mu thought like this in her heart, and was somewhat glad that she cried until the end, Ling Feng could more or less say a word or two to coax her, although it looked more like a perfunctory, but something was better than nothing.

At this time, she still felt something, but after the mentality of the last two people changed, she realized that she couldn't take off any disguise, couldn't be weak, couldn't be naΓ―ve, and couldn't cry.

Because he doesn't allow it, and he doesn't like it.

But just wiping her tears is definitely not enough, and when the girl herself has cried enough and doesn't cry, then she can be regarded as completely disappointed in this experience. Su Mu has never let girls cry until she holds back her tears, so she bit her lip, hesitated, and said to Yu Heng:

"You know, I've always told you that if you don't want to be abandoned, you have to abandon others first, and it sounds a bit sad, but for me, I really can't accept being abandoned. I rarely have heart-to-heart relationships with people, so I can prevent this kind of thing from happening at the root, but there are always some people in this world who are accidents, such as you, such as Ling Feng, and then like my few pitiful friends. There's no way I'm going to let you go, you know what that means, and that means I'm going to choose a different way to keep you until the end. I am free and easy, but my free and easy are all for others, and it doesn't mean anything to me whether those people go or stay, I don't care. But you are different, and I really can't accept you leaving me. That's why I'm trying to keep you in every possible way, even if I have to make any changes, I can accept it. I don't care if I've been wronged, or if I've paid in return, as long as you're always there. Yuheng, I know that you all want me to be selfish, I am really selfish to other people, some people's sincerity has given me, I have clearly refused, but I don't want to be selfish to you, because I want to keep you. ”

"But we will be distressed, you take care of me so much, but at this time I can't be busy with anything, I really feel very useless. I just want to learn to take care of you like you take care of me, I don't need you to pay so much, I won't leave, I won't abandon you, so you should be kind to yourself. Besides. The relationship that needs to be maintained by sacrificing oneself like this cannot last long, and two people who really have a good relationship don't have to bother so much to maintain. Didn't you tell me that before, why can't you do it yourself now? Don't you think that the relationship between you and Ling Feng is the most typical example of this?"

"Yes, yes, I know that the two of us are really developing a little poorly now. But think about it, the two of us used to be very good before, and when we were together, there were no problems. Although there are some problems of principle, he has already promised me, and I always feel that I still want to believe in him again. Maybe he hasn't been in a serious relationship before, and he has done these wrong things after being influenced by some bad influences, but that doesn't mean he won't change, right? I always feel that my vision is not so bad, besides, it can't always be so unlucky, always looking at scumbags, right? God used to treat me well, I have to have confidence. What if he gets better? What if he is taught by me to be a model boyfriend in the future? Hey, don't forget that I'm a half-baked teacher with a teaching certificate, although I don't meet the standards of being a teacher in appearance, but I still have half a year of experience in educating students. And I also received nine years of compulsory education, if you want to educate him, it shouldn't be a problem, right? You have to have confidence in me, don't always think about those bad things, you see I don't even want to, you always think about something. ”

Su Mu said as he tried to get the chopsticks back from Yu Heng's hand.

Although she said it affectionately, her eyes occasionally glanced at the fans in the bowl. This is what she bought with money, and she ate a meal so seriously for a few days, which was a little not very delicious, and if it was delayed like this, it would not be delicious, and seeing that the evening rush hour was coming again, if she didn't eat it now, and waited to buy another one back, it would be a waste, and she would lose more, so it would be better to eat two more bites now.

But what she thought in her heart was what she thought in her heart, and everything she said was true, she really comforted herself like this, thinking that she wanted to give Ling Feng a chance, that is, she had the opportunity to say it to others today. But obviously, Yu Heng didn't want to buy it at all, she still clutched her chopsticks like crazy, said nothing and didn't let go, and tried to continue to persuade Su Mu.

"Don't you be stupid, okay? It's all said, there is only a difference between zero cheating and countless times, and if you forgive him, he will think that you are a bully, and he will not be able to treat you well. Don't you know what it means to be nice to you? It's all aspects, all aspects, and it's impossible to be wholeheartedly to you anywhere. Sooner or later, the two of you will have to break up because of these things, so why are you still procrastinating, the long pain is better than the short pain! Don't you know that you are constantly suffering from it?"

"I know, I know everything, but Yuheng, can you just give me a chance? I want to gamble once, and I may not lose if I say it. What if I win the bet? Then I have a sweet love, haven't you always thought that I could have a good relationship? ”

"But what if you lose the bet? Besides, nine out of ten bets will be lost, otherwise it will not be a gamble. ”

"If I lose, I'm used to being abandoned, isn't it? After a long time, the wound will always heal, and the original painful feeling will be forgotten. ”

", it took you four years to get out of your first love in high school, and that's because you met that scumbag. You say that you haven't really loved those people, but you just feel that you are responsible for the beginning and end of a relationship, yes, I accept this reason, but it is one thing to love or not, and it is another thing to be hurt or not, if this little rabbit hurts you again, how many years will it take you to get out? Three years, five years, or ten or eight years? Are you irresponsible when you are as young as him? How old are you? You're twenty-seven, how can you have so many three, five, ten or eight years to survive! If you're responsible for your feelings, can't you be responsible for yourself?"

Yu Heng's words, Su Mu didn't know how many times he had heard it. In fact, everyone was actually still very concerned about age, not really because Ling Feng was too young, but because they were more worried that Su Mu was getting older and would be hurt more and more. These injuries didn't just come from Ling Feng, but also from the surrounding environment.

Although the malice towards older young women has decreased, it is still not a minority. Not to mention what the people around him will think of Su Mu finding this little boyfriend, are they waiting to see her jokes, just because she is in her thirties and has not married or had children, it is enough for Su Mu to stand it. One or two doesn't matter, you can't hear it, but twenty doesn't matter. There are no people with such a big mind in this world, who can completely ignore the thoughts and statements of the people around them, not to mention that Su Mu can't stand the fingers of others, if this ending is really a joke, then Su Mu can't live anymore?

It wasn't that Su Mu hadn't thought about these issues, but it was precisely because she had thought about them that she wanted to give Ling Feng a chance again and again. She wants to prove that her choice is not wrong, and she also wants to prove that love is important to reality, she doesn't want to be seen as naΓ―ve and innocent all the time, she wants to tell everyone that reality does not defeat all feelings.

At least she can be one of the examples.

But Su Mu didn't say these words again, and after Yu Heng finished speaking, she just replied to her very simply:

"You're still young and haven't experienced enough, and in a few years you may find that there are many things in this society that you need to compromise. These things can even be done without distinguishing between right and wrong, and what you have to do is to follow the choice of the public, right and wrong. I've survived this way in the past few years, but after meeting Ling Feng, I feel like I'm struggling again. I want to put right and wrong back in my place, even if it doesn't affect everyone, then it affects everyone I can. But I insisted, not just for that, but because I loved him. Loving someone does require a bottom line, but I want to use half love and try to forgive him once. After all, it is not easy for people to meet love once in their lives, and there are many people who have never tried the beauty of love after stepping into marriage. I also don't want to deal with anyone for the rest of my life, so I want to fight for it once. If I don't succeed this time, then I'll go back to reality and never struggle again. Is that okay?"

There was pleading in Su Mu's eyes when he looked at Yu Heng, and there was also a hope that was difficult to suppress. Yu Heng looked at her eyes, and the tears that had been stopped couldn't help but fall again.

"Okay, I'll support you, if this little bunny fails you, I'll cut him with a thousand cuts. ”