(24) Confession
Although Yu Heng said so, she still insisted in her heart that Su Mu could break up with Ling Feng, and she even thought that if she had the opportunity, she would definitely mess with the two of them, even if Su Mu was sad, she would definitely do it.
This guy is definitely unreliable, and such a young boy, if he wants to mature, he must have experienced a huge blow, but a pampered child like him, where can he be hit, and the biggest blow can only be Su Mu breaking up with him.
But this is obviously the rhythm of the predecessors planting trees and the future generations enjoying the shade, and it is really unfair to Su Mu, so no matter what, as long as Su Mu can escape from the sea of misery earlier, she must work hard.
Of course, it was absolutely impossible for Su Mu to know about her thoughts before she really put them into action. And as long as she pays a little attention, Su Mu will definitely not notice that she is wrong. She has absolute confidence in this regard, because although Su Mu is sensitive, she is really no match for her in terms of planning and strategy.
Who let her father start to be familiar with her when she was a child, since she was a child, she has faced those money-hungry guys, and it is difficult for her not to be smart.
After that, the two of them argued for a long time over the issue of eating, Su Mu insisted on eating the rest, and Yuheng insisted on buying her another one. In the end, he was defeated because of Yuheng's inconvenient legs and feet, and the two of them made do to eat the rest. Fortunately, the fans didn't become too miserable, and Su Mu still had two bottles of Coke in the store, and the two of them were quite happy to eat.
After eating, Yuheng wanted to accompany Su Mu here for a while, but was driven home by Su Mu strongly. Before leaving, she told Su Mu to call her immediately if she had a problem, and Su Mu responded with a "uh-huh-hmm" and didn't take what she said seriously at all.
After Yuheng left, Su Mu suddenly remembered that Yuheng had just fallen out of love, not only did she not comfort Yuheng, but she was also comforted by her in turn, which made Su Mu feel a little annoyed, and couldn't help but take out the phone and wanted to send a message to Yuheng. But after she unlocked her phone, she opened the chat interface several times, but she didn't know what to say.
It was impossible to talk to her about her sadness so abruptly, right? And she was obviously hiding it, and if she took the initiative to poke her wound like this, it would not necessarily be effective.
Thinking of this, Su Mu exited the chat interface and opened Taobao, ready to pick out some gadgets for Yuheng to make her happy.
Before Su Mu finished picking out the gifts, guests came to the store one after another, and in desperation, Su Mu had to put this matter aside for the time being and go to receive customers first.
After a few hours of busy work, it was almost time to leave work again. In the past, Su Mu was tired of a day and always couldn't wait to go home, but when she thought of what she was going to face today, she wished that time would pass slowly, and slowly, even if she didn't get off work and let her sleep in the store.
However, it is impossible for the time to change according to Su Mu's wishes, so soon, the mall will sound the closing song. Although I really wanted to delay the time to go home, there was no spring feeling in the northeast in March, and the night was still very cold, so Su Mu still decided to run over to catch the last bus.
As soon as Su Mu arrived home on his front foot, he didn't even breathe when Ling Feng's phone called. As soon as he said a word, Su Mu felt that his attitude was wrong, and he immediately wanted to hang up the phone.
But she definitely couldn't do this, she knew Ling Feng, if she hung up the phone now, then trouble would definitely follow. Ling Feng's methods of bullying her could really be regarded as very appropriate, and sometimes she really wondered if the genders of the two people had really been reversed, otherwise, why did she always have to keep compromising and tolerate the harm that Ling Feng's naivety brought her.
In desperation, Su Mu had to try to apply for a break, after all, she was indeed a little tired after a day of work, and she had to deal with Yu Heng and him, which really made her feel a little difficult, but Ling Feng had no intention of letting him go at all, as soon as he heard her say that she was going to hang up the phone, he immediately threatened her:
"If you hang up now, I'll go play right now, and you won't want to call. ”
For a moment, Su Mu really wanted to hang up the phone like this, but in order to avoid a senseless quarrel, Su Mu had to soften his attitude and said to Ling Feng:
"Okay, okay, then I won't hang up, don't hang up. ”
"Okay, so who answered the phone today, and who went to look for you?"
It was a completely questioning tone, which made Su Mu very uncomfortable to hear, but she didn't say anything, just said truthfully:
"A friend of mine, a girl I met a long time ago, has a pretty good relationship. ”
"What are you both talking about?"
"It's just chatting, you know I work, I don't have time to contact friends, she happened to be free today, so she came to see me, and we chatted for a while. ”
"I asked you what you were talking about!"
Speaking of which, no matter how good Su Mu's temper is, he can't accept it. So she finally changed her attitude and said to Ling Feng a little strongly:
"It's just a chat, girls meet, of course there's something to talk about, do you want me to repeat it to you sentence by sentence?"
"Okay. ”
"Just say what you're going to do. ”
"What do you say I'm going to do? Why do you want someone else to answer my phone and turn it off directly? Don't say that your phone is out of battery, and the power bank is out of power. ”
Ling Feng snorted coldly, finally found an outlet to vent, and broke out the anger he had endured all afternoon. Su Mu was angry and felt helpless, but because it was indeed her fault this time, her attitude had to soften.
"I bought something to eat, and I was about to eat it, but before I poured it out, Yuheng took it. Maybe it's because she just fell out of love, and her attitude is a little bad for you, I've already told her, but I don't know if she turned me off, you didn't call again, I'll eat first. ”
Su Mu didn't like to lie the most, but this time, she had to do the same. She really didn't want Ling Feng to know that Yu Heng was so tired of him, and she was afraid that what happened would have no effect on her, but if Ling Feng knew, it would affect his confidence in the future.
It was already difficult for the two of them to get along now, and if Ling Feng gave up because of this kind of thing, she really didn't know what to do.
It was not easy for her to build up her confidence, she felt that Ling Feng could change, if she didn't even start, she really didn't know who she was slapping in the face.
Thinking of this, Su Mu suddenly felt a tremor in his heart, as if he had been shocked.
Does she care about her face? At this time, is this kind of thing she cares more about?
She couldn't believe that this was her true thoughts, because if it was, then what she thought of this afternoon and what she told Yuheng would be completely meaningless. What's more, she has always felt that she is not the kind of person who weighs the pros and cons, and she wants love more than anything else related to reality. But now that she thought that it was these things, could it be that she had the illusion that she loved Ling Feng, but in fact, she didn't love it at all?
No, how is that possible!
His mind was full of these things, which made Su Mu's whole person look a little sluggish and a little absent-minded. Ling Feng said something on the other side of the phone, but Su Mu didn't react, and he couldn't help but start shouting her name non-stop.
Su Mu was startled by Ling Feng's loud voice, and then she realized that she was out of her mind, so she immediately apologized to Ling Feng and kept asking him what she had just said.
Ling Feng finally eased up, and when Su Mu made him like this, he began to lose his temper again. Su Mu also knew that he was in the wrong, so he didn't dare to say anything more, just kept trying to ask Ling Feng what he had just said, wanting to divert the topic.
After Ling Feng yelled, he could be regarded as venting, and after being silent for a while, he repeated what he had just said to Su Mu:
"You're justified this time, and you're not allowed to answer my phone next time. ”
"Got it, not anymore. ”
"The attitude is not bad, then you can go ahead and explain what happened last night. ”
What should come is always coming, so when Ling Feng said this, Su Mu repeated to Ling Feng what he had already said to others several times. After listening to this, Ling Feng was silent for a long time and didn't speak, just when Su Mu thought that the phone was dropped and was about to hang up, he said:
"Is Grandma's illness serious? Will there be any danger in having surgery on the eye? ”
Su Mu didn't expect Ling Feng to ask this in the first sentence, and she immediately replied:
"It's a complication of diabetes, and if it's serious, it won't change much if you have surgery, but at least you won't go blind, which is good, and you will have to get regular injections every month in the future, I don't know how long it will take." ”
"Do you want to take care of it all the time?"
"No, it's just that the surgery is more serious in the past few days, and then you need to take care of the injections in a few months, and the rest of the time is fine, but you can't cook in the future, and you can't look at the electronic screen for a long time, anyway, it's more troublesome." ”
"Can't you take care of your family, so how long will it take for you to come out to work?"
"What do you mean?"
At first, Su Mu was very happy, Ling Feng actually took the initiative to care about her grandmother's condition, and felt that he was very filial, but when she heard Ling Feng's words, she felt as if something was wrong, as if Ling Feng really cared about her work, not her grandmother's physical condition.
This made Su Mu feel a little uncomfortable.
Ling Feng might also feel that there was something wrong with the way he asked, but he had already said that it was impossible to take it back, so he had to carefully explain:
"I mean, if you don't come out to work, you won't have a salary, and I don't have the ability to support you, I ...... I'm a little stressed......"
Although Su Mu felt that these words were not Ling Feng's true meaning, she also had to admit that Ling Feng really pleased her by saying these words. And she didn't expect that after listening to what she said, Ling Feng was not as angry as she imagined, which made her feel very surprised.
Maybe Ling Feng didn't have as much temper as she imagined, right? Maybe the previous speculation was all her illusion?
Su Mu never thought that one day she would change back to her previous appearance, and she had clearly said that she would never be tempted by sweet words again, but now that Ling Feng had just coaxed her a little, she wanted to start changing her attitude. But she really couldn't control her happiness when she heard these words, and she wanted to ignore them, but on the contrary, she remembered every word he said clearly, and even when she remembered it later, she couldn't control her laughter.
Maybe girls really need to be coaxed, no matter what kind of personality they are, no matter how old they are, as long as they hear these sweet words, they will feel very happy. The only difference is that some girls may take the initiative to ask for these, while some girls will just wait silently.
Su Mu belongs to the latter.
She is not used to reaching out to others to ask for things, no matter what it is, she is always waiting for someone to give it to her, never thinking of taking the initiative to fight for it, and even hinting will not be used. Before being with Ling Feng, she rarely even communicated with her boyfriend, and never talked to them, sometimes she didn't have anything to talk to, she never cared about them, she did whatever she wanted, if she did something she was unhappy about, she wouldn't say it, she just kept saving, saving until the end, and said to break up if anyone couldn't stand it first.
Several boyfriends have come over like this, and Su Mu has never thought of changing, she has always believed that two people who really love each other don't need to become different from each other, they will definitely be compatible in all aspects. But after being with Ling Feng, she found that she was really constantly changing for Ling Feng, and even sometimes, she felt as if she was crazy, she could endure so many things, and occasionally coddle with Ling Feng. This is something she would never do before, and it is precisely because of this that she feels that she is really emotional.
But now, she felt very confused, she didn't know what she thought of Ling Feng now, she didn't dare to know whether she loved it or not. She was very happy to hear the sweet words, but she didn't know if what she liked was what Ling Feng said, or if anyone could say it. She might need some time to think about what the point of continuing all this was and whether she wanted to continue with Ling Feng.
She was still scared of what she was going to do if that possibility was true. She knew that she had to believe in Ling Feng, and she also knew that she needed to be confident, but she would neither believe in herself nor dare to believe in Ling Feng.