Later, when something went wrong, when Su Mu couldn't sleep all night, she often wondered in the dead of night that the relationship between the two of them gradually deteriorated, was it because Su Mu laid a bad foundation at the beginning, no matter what happened, quarreled, After crying, she will forgive his mistakes as if nothing had happened, and she will not make him pay any price for the mistakes he has made, so that she will leave him with a false perception that hurting her has no effect on him at all, no matter what it does to her, she will endlessly and endlessly forgive his mistakes, and then continue to be good to him. Even if she is a little stronger, she can also blame Su Mu for her mistakes, and then let her admit her mistakes.

When she thought of this possibility, she tried to bring it into every scene she could remember about their quarrel, and then she realized that it could explain something she had never understood before.

If you want to say it's uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable. After all, she didn't think that she wanted to grow up with Ling Feng hard, and she worked hard to be good to him and let him avoid detours, but in exchange for such a result. But if you want to say whether you regret it, Su Mu's answer must be no regret.

A failed relationship may not let people know what they really want, but it will definitely let people know what they don't want. Although he was hurt a lot and felt that he had been wronged a lot, Su Mu did not regret having such an experience. Because during this time, Su Mu figured out a lot of things, although she didn't know what kind of love she was suitable for, she understood very well that the so-called "love" that Ling Feng expressed was unacceptable. In love, blindly forbearance really won't have any good results, and in the days to come, she will definitely choose to protect her interests first.

Su Mu had never compared these things before, and in her cognition, it was also a blessing to suffer losses. Although this reasoning sounds old-fashioned, Su Mu doesn't think it's outdated at all. She insisted on this truth for many years, and it wasn't until she got into trouble with Ling Feng that she realized that putting up with it would only make things worse and worse, and it would also make her fall into the abyss of pain.

So to a certain extent, Su Mu still has to thank Ling Feng, although he has brought her a lot of harm, but he has also helped Su Mu, making her more and more mature, and also allowing her to successfully get out of those wrong circles.

She hadn't escaped those wrong cycles for years, and even for a long time, she didn't feel that her thoughts and actions were all wrong, and she was still looking for other reasons why things went bad. If it weren't for these experiences with Ling Feng, she would never have been able to overturn her inherent thoughts and recognize those realities.

Although the quarrel was over before going to bed, after waking up the next day, Su Mu still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. Awkwardly replied to Ling Feng with a "good morning husband" as usual, and then he didn't think about saying a few more words to him as before.

Ling Feng didn't call her as soon as class was like before, he just sent her a message telling her that he was out of class. So Su Mu felt even more awkward, and replied to him with a "hmm" angrily.

Then the two fell into an eerie silence and did not say a word.

Su Mu looked at his phone countless times in the morning, but there was no message from Ling Feng every time. This feeling made her feel very uncomfortable, and she really wanted to ask Ling Feng what was going on with him. But every time she wanted to send a message, she hesitated for a long time, and then put down her phone again, and didn't send out half a word.

As soon as Nian Bei came, she found that something was wrong with Su Mu, she didn't even have to think about it, she knew that it must be Ling Feng who had provoked her again. So she was careful all afternoon, trying to avoid contact with Su Mu, for fear that she would vent all her anger on her.

It's really scary for this woman to start a fire, and it's just that she doesn't think so.

Su Mu's mind was on Ling Feng, of course she wouldn't feel that Nian Bei had this attitude towards her, if she could feel it, she would have jumped up and hit her a long time ago. Originally, Nianbei could have escaped like this, but God may have forgotten to look at her, so he didn't control her mouth.

"Big brother, have you thought of a greeting?"

To be honest, after Nianbei said this, he didn't realize that what she said was wrong, or that there was something wrong. And she coincidentally mentioned one of the pots that Su Mu didn't open, so Su Mu exploded when he was on the spot, as if he had found an outlet, and said to Nianbei with a murderous aura:

"What greetings?"

"What's the greeting you're going to write on your partner's birthday?"

"Then do I wish him happiness like the East China Sea and longevity than Nanshan, or do I wish him to grow old and grow stronger and stronger year by year?"

"What the hell, what are you talking about here?"

Listening to Su Mu gritting his teeth and giving her examples, Nian Bei was confused. She didn't know what she had done, and she still let Su Mu transfer the artillery fire to her. But since the transfer has been successful, she can't hide if she wants to, so she can only bite the bullet and pretend to be stupid with Su Mu.

"What did I say? Why don't you say what you said? And a greeting, people are only eighteen, say a greeting on a birthday?"

was given such a life by Su Mu, Nianbei couldn't wait to slap himself.

Really, why do you have to say this sentence too much, isn't it good to stay honest and do your own things, why do you want to talk?

But the crux of the matter is that she doesn't think she's wrong, isn't it all congratulations for birthdays?

What kind of stimulation did she have to make such a small thing explode?

Although he was yelled at and regretted that he was talking too much, Nian Bei was really not angry at all about Su Mu's attitude. Seeing that things had developed to this point, she simply opened the skylight and said something bright, and directly explained the problem to Su Mu.

"Are you two quarreling again? Three days and two ends of a quarrel, is it over? I'm tired of listening, you two are not tired?"

"Who said there was a quarrel, when did I say we had a quarrel?"

"Okay, I've been here for more than an hour, and I haven't watched you two send messages, otherwise he has been messaging and calling constantly, isn't that a quarrel?

"That'...... What if there is?"

After being bluntly exposed by Nianbei, Su Mu's whole person began to become nervous, and he couldn't even speak intermittently, Nianbei couldn't help but sigh when he saw her like this, and said to her:

"Why do you always lie to yourself? I don't know what good it will do you. ”

"How did I lie to myself?"

At that time, Su Mu still didn't want to admit it, and was still trying to find an excuse. Nianbei was ruthless at all, and directly poked at her shortcomings.

"I don't know what's going on with you, can't you just say what you want? You see you're not happy right now, if you want to be comforted by others, just say it, if you don't say it, how do we know what you're thinking, even if we want to comfort you, we don't know where you're unhappy, we can't comfort you. And if you don't say it, the problem will never be solved, and the next time there is the same thing, he won't pay attention, and you can only be sad by yourself. ”

Su Mu admitted that Nianbei's words were very reasonable, and she was not the first to say such things to her. But some truths are easy to say, but they are very difficult to practice, for example, Su Muming knew that she was wronged by herself, but she still couldn't open her mouth.

"I know you're right, but I don't know why, every time I encounter these things, I can't say anything I want to. Really, every time I make up my mind to say something, I worry about whether others will think I'm troublesome after I finish speaking, and I have to worry about such a small thing. You know I don't like to ask people for help with anything, just because I'm worried that people will think I'm too busy and troublesome. Sometimes I even wonder if something is wrong with me, which is why I feel that something is wrong or something, which makes me even more afraid to speak up. What if it turns out to be really my problem?"

"What's wrong with your problem? It's good to accept and change it, otherwise what else can I do? Besides, what's wrong with too many things? What's wrong with trouble? There are always those who are not afraid of trouble and like to have a lot of things. If they dislike you, you can just stay away from them. Haven't you heard that things gather like people in groups? If you feel uncomfortable with these people, it means that you are not the same kind of people, so let go and find the right one for you, you can't find a three-legged toad, can't you find a two-legged person? Also, if you really want a toad with three legs, can you do it? Can you do it by yourself? Just cut off one and it won't be long before you can get it. ”

Nianbei stared at his eyes and said confidently, and he also had a feeling of "hating iron does not become steel". Su Mu felt quite touched at first, but when she heard the last sentence, she couldn't help laughing, directly breaking the serious atmosphere.

"Hey, don't be so cruel, okay? ”

When Su Mu said this, Nianbei also realized that her analogy was not quite right, so her face turned red instantly, and then said to Su Mu with some weakness:

"Eh, don't care about the details, I didn't say that it must be solved by violence, it is very unwise to use violence to counter violence, but when it is absolutely necessary, this method is not impossible. Oops, hey, forget it, and you can't understand, you will understand. Okay, that's all I can say, I can't say anything else. Don't you grieve yourself, it won't do you any good, what if it gets worse for you? Haven't you thought about this problem? If you don't say it today, he will treat you so coldly, so what if you don't say it next time, what if you don't say it next time? Can you guarantee that he will never do anything else to hurt you?"

Su Mu, who was still smiling just now, suddenly sank his face when he heard this.

He'd done things to hurt her many times, though she didn't know if he knew he was hurting her by doing so.

Thinking of this, Su Mu was originally a little happy by Nianbei, but he suddenly fell back to the bottom. But this time Su Mu didn't show it, he just thought that he was persuaded.

She understands that what Nianbei said makes sense, but habits can't be adapted in a few words. It's a bit difficult for her to be bold and try, maybe she'll need a moment.

But definitely not at this time.

Just as the two of them were discussing this, Su Mu's mobile phone lit up and lit up. But because she was silent, she didn't find out. By the time she found out, there were already seven or eight pieces of information piled up. When she opened it, it was all messages from Ling Feng.

It's just that none of them are what she wants to see, or what she wants to see.

"You went to dinner just now, what are you doing?"

"Why don't you reply to my message?"

"Busy?"

"I've said it eight hundred times, can you not mute your phone?"

......

Su Mu flipped through them one by one, and the more she flipped to the end, the more impatient she became. Looking at it, she even felt the urge to return the gift. The urge to break up with him directly. It took her a long time to stabilize her emotions, and then she messaged back:

"I was chatting with Nianbei just now. ”

Su Mu originally thought that Ling Feng was in class, so she was ready to go to work after replying to the message, but she didn't expect Ling Feng to call her directly.

"Is the chat delaying you from replying to the message? Shouldn't you reply immediately when you see what I sent you?"

"I said we were chatting, I didn't hear it, and my phone wasn't muted, I sat so close to Nianbei, and she didn't hear it, it can't be my own problem, right?"

"What's the matter, I'm also wrong, I'm still wrong when I send you a message?"

"That's enough, I'm not here to quarrel with you when I answer the phone, just hang up if there's nothing to do, I'm going to work." ”

"Who allowed you to hang up? What, work is more important than me?"

"Can you stop asking such childish questions? I'm working now, and calling you like this is going to delay my work. ”

"I won't hang it, I think you dare to hang one today!"

Seeing that the two of them were arguing more and more fiercely, Nianbei immediately snatched Su Mu's phone, for fear that she would not be able to control herself, so she would argue with him with the phone in the store. Although she supports Su Mu to do this, after all, she is now in the store, and after doing this, the problem between the two of them is solved, and the image problem in the store may not be solved.