(15) Quarrel again

After posting on Moments, Su Mu didn't contact Ling Feng, so he went home directly. When she got home, she found that there was only one message from Ling Feng on her mobile phone about whether she had arrived home or not. Su Mu didn't rush back, he went to remove his makeup first, and then packed up his things before he made a voice call to Ling Feng directly.

After the phone called, Ling Feng took a long time to pick it up, and before Su Mu could speak, he heard the sound of pressing the phone on the other side of the phone, as well as the noise of giggling and laughing.

At that moment, Su Mu didn't know what kind of feeling it was. She suddenly remembered that before she broke up with her boyfriend in college, she had also quarreled several times because he didn't care about her getting off work at all, even if he didn't get home at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he wouldn't ask a word and quarrel, and now it seemed that Ling Feng was about to develop in that direction.

Although she felt that it was too much to ask Ling Feng to wait for her when she got off work, after all, everyone had their own things to do, it was impossible to always be so coincidental, he happened to be idle and had nothing to wait for her when she got off work, but in her heart, she still hoped that Ling Feng could put down what he was doing and wait for her when she was about to get off work. Because when he was in the dormitory, he really didn't have anything else to do except play games or watch anime, and if he couldn't put these things aside for a while to wait for her, it would always make her feel that she didn't have games or anything.

In the past, when she didn't like him so much, it didn't matter what he did, because she felt that she owed him something emotionally, so she would take as much as he gave and pay back as much as she wanted. She doesn't care how much he gives, because even if he only gives a little, it's better than nothing at all. But then after gradually starting to like him, she found that what she wanted became more and more, and when he couldn't give it, she couldn't try to understand him as before, she only thought about whether he didn't care about herself anymore, and then wanted to break up.

She hadn't thought about the word breakup once before Su Mu didn't like Ling Feng, but since she found out that she liked Ling Feng, she thought about it more and more times. I want to break up when I don't get along, I think he doesn't care about myself anymore and wants to break up, and I suspect that he has contacted other girls and wants to break up...... If it weren't for her deliberate control, then it was really hard for her to imagine if the two of them could still be together now.

Sometimes Su Mu couldn't understand why he had already started to pay his feelings, but he was more willing to think about breaking up. Shouldn't it be that the more you like it, the more willing you are to tolerate everything about the other person?

This question has been bothering Su Mu for a long time, and she even thought that she was the only one who was an exception. It wasn't until she found out that Ling Feng's attitude towards her had gradually begun to change that she knew that it was not only her who was like this, but Ling Feng was also like this.

It's just that at that time, she actually couldn't tell whether Ling Feng loved her or not, and what made her even more unpredictable was what she was doing when she faced Ling Feng.

Of course, that's all for later.

After Su Mu heard the noise of the game, she said into the microphone in a small voice and with a cold attitude:

"You play first, and then contact after playing. ”

She didn't care if Ling Feng heard this sentence clearly, and after she finished speaking, she hung up the phone. After that, she began to read and write, just like when she didn't have a boyfriend.

It was about an hour before Ling Feng called. After Su Mu heard the mobile phone ringing, he glanced at the mobile phone, and after seeing that it was Ling Feng calling, he hesitated for a moment before picking up the phone.

"Wife, what are you doing? ”

It was Ling Feng's usual coquettish tone, Su Mu had heard it countless times before, and in the past, she would tell him what she was doing very seriously, but this time, Su Mu somehow felt a wave of irritability in her heart, and she almost hung up the phone directly without controlling herself. And Ling Feng on the other end of the phone didn't hear Su Mu's answer, and thought that Su Mu didn't hear it, so he repeated it again:

"Wife, what are you doing?"

This time, Su Mu was even more disgusted for no reason, so she rudely threw the book in her hand aside, and replied to Ling Feng with a very cold attitude:

"Finished playing?"

Ling Feng was already an extremely sensitive person, and the sudden change in Su Mu's attitude immediately aroused his vigilance. But he didn't put his own questions into consideration, but instead popped up a list of many questions she might have in her work.

I'm afraid that if I don't encounter something unhappy at work, why should I be angry with him? Then he has to weigh and weigh, how can he not let himself carry this pot.

It's not that he caused trouble, he doesn't want to bother to help others coax her.

At this time, neither of them realized that their thoughts and attitudes had changed. Even when they began to dig deeper into the reasons for the change, the two of them didn't notice it. Maybe whether it is found before or after, as long as you find the starting point, you can work hard to change the ending.

It's a pity that there aren't so many possibilities in this world.

"Well, yes, I'll call you and I'll go to sleep. ”

Ling Feng pretended not to notice either, trying to remove himself from the things he hadn't guessed as quickly as possible. And when Su Mu heard what Ling Feng said, his anger rushed up.

The two of them couldn't speak a few words during the day because of work and class, and finally stayed up until the evening to get off work, Ling Feng had nothing to do in the bedroom, so the two of them could chat a little more, even if she moved the mind of breaking up, she was not satisfied with him, but she was still looking forward to being with Ling Feng every day after work, and the two of them found something to do together, so that it was possible to communicate and communicate feelings, so that the future of the two people would not be ruined because of too little contact. She had been trying very hard to restrain herself from getting angry, but Ling Feng's attitude made it clear that she hadn't thought about these things, could it be that in his eyes, even if she didn't get in touch, there was nothing, even if she just said "good morning and evening", and then stopped contacting, the relationship between the two people was still there, and it wouldn't change at all?

How can it be!

It's said that he doesn't care about himself anymore, but it's a little more credible.

"So on this day, we'll just say morning, lunch, and good night, and it's over, right?"

Su Mu almost gritted her teeth and replied to Ling Feng's words, and it wasn't until she finished saying that Ling Feng realized that the two of them hadn't talked much today because of the awkward quarrel they had yesterday. But he completely left this matter behind, and treated the two of them as if they had never quarreled, and did not even wait for her to get off work to chat with her, and kept playing games until it was time to sleep.

It was a big mistake, and it was so naΓ―ve.

But do you really want to apologize to Su Mu like that? Speaking of which, she didn't take the initiative to contact him, and if something goes wrong between two people, you can't just rely on one person to solve it, right? He didn't talk to her, didn't she take the initiative to find him? So how could this mistake be only on him?

"Then if you want me to accompany you, you can tell me, you tell me, I will definitely accompany you. ”

"If you really want to be with me, why do you keep playing games when I'm almost out of work, and why don't you call me back when the game is over after I hang up?"

"Didn't my roommate tell me to play a game? The five of us went black together, and we brought someone else's girlfriend, so I'm embarrassed to quit. ”

After Su Mu heard Ling Feng's defense, he was so angry that he wanted to rush over and beat Ling Feng violently. She really didn't expect that Ling Feng would put on a straightforward appearance to reason with her when she knew that she had done something wrong, and even put a lot of reasons that had no value at all for her. In her cognition, when a man knows that he has made a mistake, he should face it seriously and calmly, and then find a way to solve it, and a practice like Ling Feng is simply a manifestation of shirking responsibility! Why didn't she find out before that he actually had a tendency to develop in this direction?

Is this what the person she likes should be?

"With someone else's girlfriend, what about me? Why don't you take me? Do you want me to find someone to play games with?"

Su Mu, who was already furious, could no longer control himself, and directly yelled at Ling Feng. Ling Feng never thought that Su Mu, who had always seemed gentle and weak, and who was always obedient to him, would have such a side. When he heard this, he was so shocked that he thought that the person on the other side of the phone was not Su Mu at all, and he couldn't even say the words he had just thought of.

"You're not allowed to play games with Bere, and if you do, you can only play with me. ”

"Then you're really interesting, you are allowed to play games with others, and I am not allowed to play with others? You can bring other people's girlfriends in a group, and I, as someone else's girlfriend, will also have other people. ”

"You don't have to go on endlessly, what's wrong with just playing a game together, besides, aren't I with you now?"

Seeing that Su Mu's topic was getting more and more deviated, Ling Feng's anger also surged. He didn't understand why Su Mu had to hold on to this matter, he knew that it was wrong, wouldn't it be good, would there be any other different results if the quarrel continued like this? It's not just a constant quarrel, so why quarrel, just treat it as if this incident didn't happen? He would just pay more attention to this aspect in the future, what's the point of arguing about this now?

I really can't understand it.

"Aren't you going to sleep? Do I want you to stay with me for a few minutes? Why, do you mean that I am delaying your sleep? Then you should go to sleep quickly. ”

After saying this, Su Mu hung up the phone directly, and then encircled himself in the quilt.

She admitted that she owed Ling Feng emotionally, but in other aspects, she had never let Ling Feng pay more. She didn't let Ling Feng spend more money, she solved any problems by herself, and tried not to cause trouble to Ling Feng, even before those things appeared, she had never checked Ling Feng's mobile phone, nor did she care who he was associated with, she never even asked about his past, nor did she expect him to give her a stable future. She felt that what she had done was enough to make up for the emotional debt she had owed him before. If you want to say that she blindly accepts his good but doesn't pay at all, then he begins to ignore her, she can accept it, after all, she is at fault. But now like this, she doesn't feel that she is sorry for him at all, and it is really difficult for her to accept that he will behave like this.

She likes him, she is willing to do anything for him, she is not afraid to give, and she never even thinks that she can get any equal affection. But even if there is inequality, it doesn't get worse or worse. And if he doesn't like it anymore, or feels that he has to accommodate her for everything with her, and he's tired, then he can say it. She's not a pestering person either, as long as she says let go, then she can disappear from his life in no time, and she will never leave a trace. He didn't even have to make up reasons to deliberately want to break up, as long as he mentioned it directly, she would not hesitate at all.

With this in mind, Su Mu muted his phone and didn't pay attention to Ling Feng's constant calls at all. And it didn't take long for her to gradually calm down.

To say that she was angry, she was really angry, but what she thought of after being angry seemed to be a little too serious, and it was a little unfair to Ling Feng to make such a judgment just based on this one thing, and to come up with such an idea. Although he didn't do it right, it didn't seem to be as serious as she said during the quarrel. And it's not too serious, but it's a bit ugly to get it into the way it is.

Thinking of this, Su Mu, who had hung up the phone for ten minutes, suddenly felt a little regretful, so he couldn't help but pick up his phone and look at it, wanting to see how many calls Ling Feng had made, and then consider whether he wanted to call back to the past as appropriate. As a result, she didn't expect that as soon as she picked up her mobile phone, she saw Ling Feng's call.

Maybe it was because the people he wanted to call just now felt a little weak, so Su Mu subconsciously wanted to hang up the phone. But after a long time of hesitating between answering and hanging up, she pressed the answer button.

"Wife, are you still angry, if you are not angry, then let's sleep. ”

As one of the parties involved, Su Mu didn't feel that there was any problem with Ling Feng's performance under this situation, she even thought that since Ling Feng gave her the step down, she should go down and couldn't hold it anymore. Besides, she was indeed a little tired, so she nodded as if nothing had happened just now, and then said to Ling Feng:

"Well, go to sleep, good night husband. ”