When Su Mu was talking, his stomach was tumbling, and suddenly there was a feeling of wanting to vomit, accompanied by a trace of pain. It took her a few times to endure the sensation, and her hands began to go numb again, so that she couldn't even hold the mouse.

Nian Bei was cleaning up, and when she looked up, she saw Su Mu's face was pale, and there was no blood at all, so frightened that she immediately threw away the broom, rushed directly to her and helped her up, preventing her from falling off the chair.

"Big brother, what's wrong with you, big brother? Why did you come to make an account and make yourself like this?"

Ling Feng's phone never hung up, he listened to everything Nian Bei said word for word, and he didn't know what was going on, so he became nervous, and kept shouting Nian Bei on the other end of the phone, asking her to answer the phone and tell him what was wrong with Su Mu.

Nianbei was all about Su Mu, how could she care about Ling Feng's request, plus she really felt a little irritated when she heard him keep yelling, so she hung up Ling Feng's phone on her own initiative.

With Nianbei's support, Su Mu was able to recover for more than ten minutes. She begged Nianbei to pour her a glass of water, and then went back to work, as if the previous episode was just that she was not feeling well.

Nianbei had already seen Su Mu's power, so when Su Mu had such a performance, she was no longer surprised. It's just that she suddenly felt a little distressed, and even had an urge to push off the work in her hands, and then let her cry for a while.

The scene she saw Su Mu being wronged more than once, except for crying once, the most abnormal performance was this time, and the rest of the time, she was laughing, and she tried to laugh softly and understandingly. Nianbei doesn't understand why she always has to wronged herself, and she knows that she is being wronged, but she always blindly tolerates it, and she doesn't want to find fault with others. In her opinion, in fact, this is all a manifestation of hurting herself, if she doesn't cherish herself and doesn't think about her own interests, then how can you expect others to take care of it?

She really wanted to ask Su Mu this question, but looking at Su Mu's current state, she felt that she had no way to ask. So she had to give up, pick up the broom again, and continue to finish the work she hadn't done just now.

However, after ten minutes, the two of them finished their work one after another, and it was time to get off work, so Su Mu began to urge Nianbei to hurry up and prepare to go home, and she also finished all the follow-up work in the fastest time.

During this period, Ling Feng did not send any more messages, which somewhat allowed Su Mu to maintain a normal state of mind and did not affect his work. It wasn't until nine o'clock that Ling Feng sent a message, asking if Su Mu had left work normally.

In order to catch the last bus, Su Mu was running on the empty road at this time, and he didn't have time to look at his mobile phone at all. It wasn't until she caught up with the car, stood firm and breathed for breath that she took out her phone.

Seeing Ling Feng's normal tone, Su Mu finally didn't show any abnormalities. She sighed heavily, then replied quickly

"Home. ”

As long as someone who is a little careful can definitely see that Su Mu's answer is so simple that it can almost be said to be indifferent. Therefore, Ling Feng, a person who was already delicate and sensitive, could of course feel Su Mu's changes, but he knew that this time was definitely not suitable for contacting Su Mu, so he had to endure it, pinching the time to calculate when Su Mu would be able to get home.

At the same time, he was also worried that Su Mu's mobile phone would be silent and not answer his calls.

In fact, sometimes Ling Feng would also think about why two people always quarreled when they were together, and why they always avoided all the good things in each other and only saw the bad things in each other. Doesn't it mean that people in love don't see each other's shortcomings, but why are the two of them looking at each other wrongly lately, and they have been arguing non-stop for two days?

While waiting for Su Mu, Ling Feng kept thinking about this question. He wanted to find an answer, but he really didn't know how to explain it, except that the two had no feelings. But the last thing he wanted to admit was this matter, he didn't want to deny that Su Mu didn't love him, nor did he want to deny that he didn't love Su Mu.

This is the last thing he wants to face, because if it is verified that the ending is like this, then the efforts of the two of them over this period of time, and even the quarrel between him and his family, will become a joke.

He was not reconciled.

After Su Mu arrived at home, Ling Feng sent a message again to confirm with Su Mu. Su Mu had just stepped into the house, looking at Ling Feng's message that seemed to be urging, he replied without thinking about it:

"What, you're not busy today?

If Su Mu was by Ling Feng's side at this time, she would definitely see Ling Feng's panicked expression. It's just that Su Mu was not present, otherwise the war in the future might have happened in advance.

There is actually some reason for saying that Su Mu is tired of long-distance relationships, after all, the previous relationships are basically long-distance relationships, and none of them have good results, so she will always worry about what problems will occur. Not to mention that the relationship between the two will become bad after being separated for a long time, that is, it is not certain whether the person she loves the most will cheat.

That's the essence of the problem.

Su Mu subconsciously always thought that two people would always have a third party because of a long-distance relationship. She was very concerned about this matter, but every time she wanted to talk to Ling Feng, she felt that something was not suitable, and she was reluctant to open her mouth, so she created some more ways for him to leave her.

She can give him how to be good to himself and how to love himself, if he uses all these tricks to chase others, it will really be a stone to shoot himself in the foot.

In order not to cause unnecessary trouble, Ling Feng was completely following Su Mu's words. In this way, the two of them can be regarded as easing the relationship, and they are no longer in a state of tension as before.

"They didn't play a game today, so I'm going to wait for you right away. ”

"So you mean, you came to me because you didn't play games anymore?"

"Of course not, you're definitely more important than the game, nothing is as important as you. ”

"So, I've been busy with work for eleven and a half hours a day, and I'm coming back just to quarrel with you?"

"Of course not, who said there was going to be a quarrel, no one wants to take the opportunity to quarrel!"

"yes, why did someone always quarrel with me and make me unhappy before? Or play games with my roommate until the middle of the night, and then just say goodnight to me, or even say goodnight?"

Ling Feng was originally prepared to discuss with Su Mu where he would go on his birthday. Because the first day is Friday, he can have time with Su Mu on the second and third days. He thought about it all night, just so that he could come up with all the options for Su Mu, so that she didn't have to worry about what to choose. But obviously, now they can't even communicate normally in this posture, let alone discuss this matter, so what else is there to say.

"Aren't we always chasing after one thing?

"Why, is it reasonable that you didn't play all day today? Besides, how do I know if you're doing something behind my back that I don't like to see. ”

Su Mu's question, Ling Feng's expression suddenly froze a little. He tried to pretend that nothing had happened, and said to Su Mu in a very strong tone:

"I said no, no, why do you always doubt me?"

"It's not that I want to doubt you, but you know that my sense of security is so low, but you keep destroying it, making my sense of security about you even lower. ”

There are many videos that say "the sense of security is not all brought to you by men, but more of it is given to you by yourself, as long as you become strong, you will not worry about the lack of security."

Su Mu didn't know what the person who said this thought about, whether he had experienced feelings, or what his emotional experience was, anyway, in his opinion, what he said was completely meaningless, the so-called sense of security originally existed to maintain the relationship between two people, he had a relationship with both people, in this case, it was impossible to maintain it by relying on one person's efforts alone.

She often wanted to transmit all these things to Ling Feng, but Ling Feng never seemed to take the long stories she wrote and the accusations against him that Ling Feng never cared about. No matter what she said or did, Ling Feng would always deal with her in a pattern, and even the color of the card that replied to her was still the same.

At the beginning, Su Mu was still thinking about working hard, but after several times, after she found that Ling Feng had not changed at all, she understood that in fact, Ling Feng did not listen to her demands carefully, but she didn't want to do it from the bottom of her heart. So no matter how many times Su Mu told him, the effect was the same as repeating it to him in a noisy carriage.

It would be false to say that she was not disappointed, but for this matter, Su Mu was actually helpless, she could only watch Su Mu become more and more tired, and then, obviously, felt the change in her attitude towards Ling Feng. And he himself was also in the midst of these countless disappointments, gradually drawing a distance from Ling Feng.

It is very painful to know that you are gradually distancing yourself from the person you like. But a mistake is a mistake, and even if the line between right and wrong is blurred, what is wrong can never become right. Especially for people like Su Mu, being hurt is hurting, no matter how much she makes up for it afterwards, she will not be forgotten when she was hurt at that time.

Don't look at Su Mu's bad memory, but her ability to hold grudges is unmatched. Sometimes the two of them quarreled because of something and when they quarreled, Lin Feng had no impression at all, but if he mentioned it, Su Mu could tell him very accurately when this incident happened, what the cause was, and what the result was. So much so that Ling Feng often suspected that what Su Mu said before, that she had a bad memory, was lying to him and making excuses for herself.

But in fact, Su Mu does have a really bad memory, and what he just said may be forgotten by him when he turns his head, and where he puts the things in his hand, he can't find them the next moment. For this reason, she doesn't know how many bank cards she has reissued, and she has been to the police station to reapply for her ID card several times. There was even one time when he went there twice in a month, and he got the police who worked in the police station. I know her for a long time. This is relatively important, like the kind that is not important, Su Mu often can't find it. So much so that she often thinks about attaching GPS to her parts, which can be found as long as she opens the software, so that she doesn't have to work hard to find them herself.

As far as the current form is concerned, Su Mu feels that she actually wants to give it to people who are on the same path as herself but are still struggling on the road of invention, because only lazy people better understand the needs of lazy people, and will make things suitable for lazy people to be lazy.

Sometimes Lin Feng actually felt that Su Mu was still quite powerful, as far as the same thing was concerned, Su Mu's thinking would always be one step ahead of others, thinking of all kinds of problems at different levels and from different angles. In Ling Feng's eyes, this could be regarded as an advantage of Su Mu. However, he still felt that as long as Su Mu didn't transfer this specialty to him and use it to investigate whether he had cheated and deceived him, it would be a wonderful and beautiful life.

However, the truth was completely different from what Ling Feng thought, Su Mu knew every mistake he made very clearly, but sometimes he just didn't bother to talk to him. Or to put it another way, that is, Su Mu still wants to ease the relationship between the two people, and does not want to make things worse.

Like now.

After listening to what Su Mu said, Ling Feng didn't give a half-point answer, because he didn't know what he had to say to dispel Su Mu's thoughts and make her happy, he still felt that it was better not to say a word than to say more wrong words.

And after being silent like this for a long time, Su Mu suddenly asked him:

"What are your plans for your birthday?"

Ling Feng originally wanted to discuss this matter with Su Mu, but as soon as the topic changed, the atmosphere between the two of them became like this. He didn't expect Su Mu to take the initiative to mention this issue, but seeing that Su Mu didn't continue the previous topic, he immediately fled for his life and shifted the focus of the topic to this matter.

"I'm wondering if we're going to Spring City or staying here, or going to Haicheng. ”

"You've thought about so many places, have you thought about what kind of things to do in different places on your birthday?"

Su Mu's words made Ling Feng a little overwhelmed, because he had never thought about this question carefully, and it could even be said that he had never thought that he needed to think about this matter, Su Mu knew when he saw that he didn't speak, and it was useless to ask him this. So she sighed and said to Ling Feng:

"Don't think about where to go, let's go to Spring City together, in this case, you know the destination, just make your own plans. ”