But the person in front of him didn't seem to hear, "Hey, are you deaf? Are you blind? I can't see my mother going around here, you can't see it, you can't hear it, or do you mean it, you ...... it"

This is the time that Zhuang Ya has quarreled frequently recently, but her tone is rarely like this, and she is always relatively uncivilized when she looks at her man like this.

After hearing this, the man silently turned his head......

"Do you like to stay stunned, get out!" Ying Hanchu was busy playing games, and he didn't want to turn his head to look at Zhuang Ya more, and he seemed to have forgotten that Zhuang Ya's mother had already come, standing not far from the side, he habitually yelled at Zhuang Ya.

For someone who is excited to play a game, any interruption can be excessive, as if it were infuriating!

"You...... Play and play, play and play, everything is mine, I didn't buy it specifically for you to play!" Zhuang Ya was also on fire.

In annoyance, the two quarreled directly.

Zhuang Mu was there for a long time before she spoke, "I'll mention it first, you...... You...... Let's go back together, let's go home!"

Zhuang's mother meant obviously, and Zhuang Ya also felt that there was no need to stay, there was already such a situation.

So he moved*moved*mouth*skin, puffed up, and stared at Ying Hanchu, this man seemed to recognize it at this moment.

She didn't know why, and she didn't know what she was doing, so she walked forward slowly, smashed the computer, and the screen was broken, and the keyboard and a few key parts were all dropped next to it.

You can imagine her anger.

"Are you crazy?" Ying Hanchu immediately pulled Zhuang Ya's hair.

Zhuang Ya pulled her body, the tips of her fingers were also in pain, and the nails were embedded in Ying Hanchu's flesh, and there was gradually more dandruff in the nails.

"What are you doing, what are you doing!?" came the voice at the door, and the sound of rapid footsteps.

Originally hesitant to go upstairs, Zhuang Mu, who entered the door, hesitated to come up after carrying things down, but in the staircase aisle, she heard some sounds, so Zhuang Mu hurriedly ran over.

With the help and persuasion of Zhuang's mother, the atmosphere gradually improved, but it was only better.

Ying Hanchu's expression had a feeling that you were the culprit.

The chill in his eyes seemed to want to tear someone apart at any time.

And Zhuang Ya gradually turned into a crying voice after being annoyed!

But the momentum is unforgiving: "That's what I bought, I bought, I didn't buy it to play games for you, no, no!"

An almost roaring voice came.

The two argued.

may realize that it is a bit aggrieved, Ying Hanchu calmed down, and still said angrily, "Then the furniture in this room is still what I bought, do I have to break it!"

His meaning is obvious, even if you spend your own money, you shouldn't be like this.

"Hmph, what did you buy, what did you buy, it's just a broken washing machine and my share of the money, what, what!?" Zhuang Ya had a kind of cold and snickering in her heart, and she was even more annoyed.

"Anyway, I bought it, and I paid for it, it's a big deal, I'll take half of mine", Ying Hanchu swept around the room, "Then I bought it, and the clothes, and the ......"

"Forget it, forget it!" Zhuang Mu persuaded, but no one cared.

At this time, the crying in the other room was noticeably louder.

In fact, not long after Zhuang's mother came, I don't know exactly when the child woke up, but it was just a few crying, as if the little guy felt that no one cared, and there was no crying, after Zhuang Ya dropped the computer, the crying was obviously a lot, and now they quarreled, and the crying in the room was even worse, and they were all busy with their own work, and they didn't pay much attention to it.

It's just that Zhuang's mother sometimes went over to tease the child twice.

Seeing this at this time, Zhuang's mother hugged the child and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, it's nothing!"

teasing the children with a smile, but seeing them quarreling, and now saying that the other party bought it, don't take it away, the words are becoming more and more ugly and harsh.

Mother Zhuang can only listen to persuasion, and she doesn't know what to do?

Suddenly, Zhuang Ya wiped her tears with her sleeve and asked Zhuang's mother, "Dad is here, why don't you come up!"

"You have to look at everything in the car...... Let's go!" Then take the child by the hand and let her go to the car first, there is still something here, and she can leave completely after she finishes it.

Zhuang Ya didn't have the heart to answer Zhuang's mother, and if there was anything like that, she went down with tears.

Zhuang's mother carried things several times one after another, so naturally Ying Hanchu didn't care, but in the figure of Zhuang's mother coming and going.

Zhuang Ya cried like a tearful person, sitting in the back seat, leaning on the back of the seat in front of her and crying.

Originally, Zhuang's father was still a little stubborn, and he didn't want to go up for the sake of face, because he was not as calm as Zhuang's mother was driven out by Zhuang Ya's child after the full moon before.

So I was a little embarrassed to come over, but seeing this Zhuang Ya crying, he sat on the side as if he was sitting on pins and needles, I don't know why, watching Zhuang Mu go back and forth to get things, so he called the driver to help get things together, so that it was faster and could leave early.

And Zhuang Ya's mind was after the quarrel, just before she was about to go out, Ying Hanchu not only didn't keep it, but said in a hurry, "Hmph, don't think I don't know, you will stay with me honestly, Mingli doesn't care, you can be so relieved, it's not that I, an honest person, is behind the blame, and no one wants to look for me!"

This sentence, he said more than once, Zhuang Ya was angry and felt wronged.

And it was precisely because of what she heard that the mother of Zhuang who moved felt that her child had done something, and the daughter in her hand at this time was actually not Ying Hanchu's child, so Ying Hanchu treated her like that.

This is also why when she went to her hometown, her parents also doubted Zhuang Ya's motives, and there was a kind of reason why she was wronged for Ying Hanchu and felt sorry for the man's family, even if Zhuang Ya felt that Ying Hanchu was not good, since they had a feeling of guilt and deservedness, it was that kind of feeling of taking blame on themselves.

Because to say something unpleasant, Ying Hanchu's subtext is that Zhuang Ya is actually messing around outside, but because of her unclean body, she is committed to following Ying Hanchu, even if she has no reputation, she still stays, just because she has done something sorry for herself.

In fact, Zhuang Ya couldn't tell about it.

The cause probably Zhuang Ya knows.

Because when Zhuang Ya gave Ying Han at the beginning, he didn't see * red that night.

In Ying Han's initial concept, he didn't see * red, that is, he was not clean before, and he even had a feeling of betraying the pot.

And the daughter was born, not so much like herself, mainly like Zhuang Ya, and a little unspeakably annoyed, but she couldn't speak, and the boy behind her was a little like herself, so it was natural to abandon this.

What's more, the countryside is already preoccupied with patriarchal thinking.

However, not seeing *red*,It doesn't mean that it was not perfect before.,This can't be explained.,Even if Zhuang Ya says the truth.,There are some people like this in the Qiandu engine.,I didn't see *red*" at the beginning of the night.,Including the next *face*It's not very tight.,There are.。

But Ying Hanchu didn't believe it.

The most important thing is that he believes that Zhuang Ya and himself have been incomplete before, so he is the pick-up man.

And these things, she can't explain clearly.

Even Ying Hanchu was always suspicious, whether she was angry or speechless, she felt that rebuttal was a cover-up, and silence was acquiescence.

So I don't believe it at all, but Ying Hanchu doesn't believe it, and the family seems to be even more.

Maybe for some traditional reason, I also feel puzzled, so even when she arrived at her hometown, she took her daughter with her, but she didn't live the peace of mind that Zhuang's mother said.

Maybe Zhuang Ya's heart has never really been at ease, and how can she live with peace of mind.

And the speculation of the family, as well as the suspicion of outsiders, finally slowly disintegrated Zhuang Ya's belief.

It turns out that stubborn love and firm feelings don't seem to know when, because there are too few "stupid" or "infatuated" people, and then they twist into themselves, they actually look stupid, but smart, and want to steal beams and change pillars.

Just like others say, when you are tired of playing, find an honest person to take over, and then *hole*mouth* repair, live with an honest person, and get married simply and happily.

And Ying Hanchu felt that she regarded her as the most "honest person".

And she is the seemingly little lamb, but in fact she is a wolf in sheep's clothing.

This kind of psychology is like a person who longs for true love, nothing.

It's nothing to get it.

But the problem is that when too many people meet people who are all kinds of real people, when a small number of people meet people, they marry people who don't want anything.

Three mentalities emerged.

The first is to feel happy and cherish it more.

The second type is the kind that feels lost, and wants to believe and doubt on the one hand, so the temptation, and the idea of setting up the psychology of people appears.

The third is that they don't believe it at all and think it's impossible.

And because true love is hard to find, the people you meet are different because of their own experiences and personality ideas, and the final result is naturally different.

And the second is the situation at the beginning of the cold season.

He believed it, but it slowly turned into doubt.

Doubt all, doubt.

It's more like, the kind of suspicious, but it's different from that kind of heart, he's more like finding an excuse to find someone to talk to for his own name, and a kind of shield for flirting with *sao*.,Thinking like this.,She's not clean anyway.,What she does seems to have a natural reason.。

Or in other words, it is to find an excuse, from the beginning, so that it is reasonable and more comfortable to let yourself be ambiguous about others at the same time.

People are greedy, but unlike greed, some people will stop in moderation and want to live a stable life, even if they have other ideas, they dare not practice, of course, they are willing, or really satisfied, and they feel that such a simple life is very good.

But there are also those who want to try more and satisfy their selfish desires.

That's why it's hard for the mind to settle down.

So when Zhuang Ya fled from home, because of the gossip of outsiders at home, and her family also said that she would let her leave, and finally found an excuse to leave and went to the bus station, she was at a loss.

(That's what the first two chapters are about.) ）

But looking at Ying Hanchu's phone number, which has not been heard from, has already sent a text message, and he is at a loss.

With the courage to leave, he went somewhere else, but he couldn't move an inch, looked at the stack of money in his bag, and cried like a tearful man.

The face of Zhuang's mother appeared in front of him.

It's just that in the end, Zhuang Ya still couldn't bear it, and in the end, she relented and went back in disgrace.

Living with Ying Hanchu, I still moved before giving birth to my second child, I don't want to see something when my parents come over, or whatever, I have a kind of idea of breaking the can!

I thought everything was fine.

But it is still like this, for the sake of the second son, I went home one day, and the man and the youngest son were missing at home, and I came to Ying's house, and now I live in the hotel with my eldest daughter, and take a break!

(1. Reality)

(That is, the case of Chapter 24, which is a memory)

Zhuang Ya thought a lot that night, and felt that she was moving for the second child, as if she was trying to cover up.

The future is scarce.

But she really had to trouble her parents again, and Zhuang Ya was speechless.

How?

Zhuang Ya has no concept.

Just silently turning off the phone, there is a feeling of isolating everything, as if all the hustle and bustle has nothing to do with you at this moment.

But there is still a way to go.

Zhuang Ya was very conflicted.

I have the idea of hoping that my family will help me and vent my anger, but I am also afraid that if I go too far, I will not be able to step down.

In these thoughts, there is also the idea that I don't seem to have anything to rely on except my parents.

"Escape, escape, I didn't expect that in the end, I felt like I had come full circle, and I returned to the original point, that day!"

Zhuang Ya always felt helpless, looking at the innocent children next to her who continued to watch TV, Zhuang Ya was so tired, so tired, but she didn't know where to go!

The child doesn't know what's going on, and sometimes puts *playing* under Zhuang Ya's fingers.

Zhuang Ya looked at her with mixed feelings:

"I used to be helpless standing next to the car, she was also holding herself with such a small hand, and now it is, but everything seems to be the origin, and it doesn't seem to be, thinking that the second child, another one, can break the game, but in the end, you may have to face, you can't take the problem of *leaving*, it's really better to be in your own belly!"

Zhuang Ya misses the children in her belly for a little time, what are you looking forward to, what are you looking forward to?

"Whether a person loves himself or not, maybe not, give birth to one, have another one, whether it is a man or a woman, or how he does, how well he does housework, whether he can do anything well, he can win, if he doesn't love so much, he doesn't love so much!

Zhuang Ya cried and laughed.

"Don't move, don't move!" the immature little guy may want to say, no pain, no pain, like what he once comforted her to fall.

Now look at the same action.

So familiar.

She stretched out her little hand and carefully stroked a few strands of hair on Zhuang Ya's forehead, such a careful and clumsy appearance was distressing.

Zhuang Ya couldn't let go of her feelings and couldn't settle down.

If his own touching * can make the little guy settle down and sleep quietly, but the same action, on the contrary, Zhuang Ya has the feeling of wanting to be in pain.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm sorry for you!" Except for the repetition of this sentence, Zhuang Ya didn't seem to know what to say.

At that moment, she gently leaned part of her body to the little guy, leaning on the little guy's back, but she had an inexplicable feeling of warmth.

An illusion that she could take care of herself, too.

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