(12) The takeaway is back
Su Mu felt a little puzzled, after all, the two of them had always been in a state of cold war, according to Ling Feng's previous practice, he should not send her a message until she got off work, unless there was something that needed to be resolved, otherwise, he would almost never take the initiative to send a message. So when Su Mu found out about this message, she was still a little resistant in her heart, afraid that Ling Feng had something to ask her for help.
She didn't have time to worry about him now, she wasn't done yet, and if she couldn't help him now, she might get into some more trouble. She was really fed up with these troubles, and if she had any more, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it and would explode directly.
But the phone had already been taken out, and her curiosity still tended to her clicking on the details, and to her surprise, it was just a very simple message.
"Wife, have you eaten?"
Su Mu was stunned for a moment with her mobile phone, and for a while she didn't react to what Ling Feng and her meant, she hesitated, put the phone back and took it out, and replied to Ling Feng:
"I haven't eaten, I'm busy. ”
"I know you're busy, so what do you want to eat at night?"
"I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet, let's see how many customers there are in a while. ”
"Think about it. ”
Ling Feng's series of abnormal actions finally attracted Su Mu's attention, and the bad premonition in Su Mu's heart couldn't help but deepen a little, she really wanted to just put away her phone and end this conversation, but she really wanted to know what Ling Feng wanted to do, so under the impetus of this ambivalence, she directly asked Ling Feng's purpose:
"Why do you ask this? When I'm hungry, I want to eat something. ”
"Of course I have to ask, because I want to have dinner with you in the evening. ”
"Hmm? Don't you go to the Internet at night? How can we eat together? I can't have a video meal with you at work, right?"
"Why can't I eat with you? Why do I go to the Internet? When am I going to go to the Internet?"
"Don't you have to go out every Saturday and Sunday?"
"Well, I didn't either, how do you know?"
What Su Mu hated most about Ling Feng was his current attitude. Obviously, it's good to directly deny or affirm when there is a problem, but if you have to make such a play, it seems that you are deliberately blocking Su Mu's words. Su Mu couldn't stand this the most, every time she came to such a time, she wanted to give up communicating with Ling Feng, so she didn't want to care about Ling Feng's feelings at all, and her tone directly became a little impatient.
"What the hell are you going to do? I'm so busy, if it's okay, I can't do it first. ”
"Something, look outside, the takeout I ordered for you has arrived. ”
After Su Mu saw this information, she subconsciously raised her head and glanced at the road she usually walked, and when she found that there was no takeaway brother, she lowered her head and wanted to reply to Ling Feng, asking him what he was doing, there was no takeaway at all, but just as she picked up her mobile phone, she seemed to suddenly remember something, and immediately raised her head and looked in the other direction, so she saw Ling Feng carrying a bag, holding her favorite milk tea, looking at her with a smile.
Su Mu didn't know how to describe her mental activity when she saw Ling Feng, it was not just joy or surprise, and even what made Su Mu feel terrible was that she actually felt a little scared and bored. She stood in place at a loss, not even knowing how to place her hands and feet, but in the end, she still held back the other feelings of gratitude in her heart, pulled a smile that seemed to be surprised, and then rushed over to level Ling Feng's arms.
It was impossible for Ling Feng to know what Su Mu was thinking at this time, and of course he didn't realize that the relationship between the two of them had already cracked at this time. So he didn't realize that these joys and surprises were all pretended by Su Mu, he just rubbed Su Mu's hair dotingly, and then said to Su Mu very gently:
"Why, are you so happy to see me back?"
"Why did you come back suddenly? Didn't you go home until the Qingming Festival holiday?"
Su Mu nestled in Ling Feng's arms, hiding her expression carefully, and trying her best to soften her tone, and then she began to think in her heart about whether to take advantage of his return this time to explain things to him clearly.
Whether or not to continue to be together is better than to come out in person, but there are many things that are not only unclear over the phone, but also easy to cause other misunderstandings. It was also because of this that Su Mu had never really said anything about the breakup, if the two of them had a chance to meet, maybe Su Mu would have already separated from Ling Feng.
But then again, if the two people weren't in different places, but each stuck together, then things might not have evolved to the point where they are now.
Just when Ling Feng was about to answer, there were some problems with the customers in the store, and it happened that Li Chao couldn't solve these problems, so in desperation, he had to be a "bad guy" and reminded Su Mu in the store, asking her to come back to the store first to solve the customer's problems.
And when Li Chao shouted like this, Su Mu immediately jumped out of Ling Feng's words with a red face and rushed back to help the customer solve the problem. As soon as she came back, the customers who saw the scene just now couldn't help but tease her. Because it was not easy to refuse the six Rao to ask questions together, Su Mu picked up some things about her and Ling Feng, and when she was talking, Ling Feng also came over, as if listening to a story, leaning on her by Su Mu's side, while listening to her tell their stories.
Perhaps because of Ling Feng's side, Su Mu suddenly had a very real feeling when she was talking about this, but this reality did not make her feel any sweetness, but instead aggravated her pain.
She's a very vulnerable person, so it's actually hard for her to make decisions. Because of this, the last thing she likes is to have something happen that is easy to affect her decision after she has finally made a decision. And at this moment, what she is doing is influencing the decisions she makes.
She understood very well that continuing to be with Ling Feng would not do her any good, even if Ling Feng could get better and pamper her as he did when they first got together, it would not play a substantial role. Because there are still many problems between the two of them, and these problems cannot be solved by love alone. If the relationship between the two Rao gets worse and worse, it doesn't matter, if the relationship between the two Rao gets better and better, then when they are separated in the future, it will definitely be 10,000 times more painful than now.
It's not that Su Mu doesn't have confidence in the future of the two Rao, but that's the case. Although she used to think that two people might be able to create some miracles, and she also thought about proving that age is not a condition that restricts two people from falling in love, but after experiencing these things in the past few months, all her hopes and confidence have almost been exhausted. And she also began to understand that sometimes she hadn't thought about the things she thought about for Ling Feng, and as for the initiator who had made things develop to this point, she should also be counted as one.
It's not just Ling Feng who did this wrong, she is also the wrong party in this relationship, if she doesn't have the element of gambling, if she doesn't feel that the family is too reluctant, if she doesn't have to challenge any reason, then everything will not develop to this extent.
Now that she woke up, she wanted to stop the loss in time and wanted to end the relationship, but as soon as she remembered these things they had experienced before, she felt that it was unfair to Ling Feng to do so. And as soon as her heart softens, those originally firm and correct decisions will be shaken by it, and she will be overwhelmed, swaying from side to side, and even bringing more pain.
This is not a good sign.
When the story is almost told, the customer's work is almost done. And because of Ling Feng's help, Su Mu's Su Mu on this side was obviously accelerated, and almost half of the time was saved, and all the works of this batch of customers were completed. However, although the speed was much faster, such a long time still made Su Mu lose the opportunity to go to the food city to eat, and he had to get off work for another time, so in the end, Su Mu still decided to eat with Ling Feng at dinner.
And the most important question now is not the question of dinner, the most important thing so far is where Ling Feng will stay at night.
When Ling Feng and Su Mu mentioned this issue, Su Mu didn't even think about asking Ling Feng to go home and live. After Ling Feng heard this answer, he gave Su Mu a fierce look, and said to Su Mu in a tone that was both aggrieved and fierce:
"I saved up for a long time to buy a ticket back, if I can go home and live, do I still need to save money?"
At first, Su Mu didn't understand what Ling Feng meant, and she hadn't even reacted to Ling Feng's words, and when she almost blurted out and asked him why he was saving money, she realized that Ling Feng should just want to come back to see her when he came back this time, so his family didn't know that he was coming back.
But this didn't delay him from going home to live, why did he seem to be very resistant to going home to live?
"So you came back behind your family's back? So what, when I was in college, I came back and came back, and I didn't say hello to my family in advance, so I went back to live, and it couldn't be good, can your mother come back because you didn't say hello to her, and then not let you live at home?"
"That's not because of ......"
Hearing Su Mu's questioning, Ling Feng was very suspicious that with her emotional intelligence, how could she mix up and still be quite popular. If his family knew that he was coming back to talk, then his time would definitely be occupied by the family, and his parents would definitely not agree that he would spend all his time on him, so what was the point of him coming back?
Ling Feng thought so in his heart, but he couldn't directly talk to Su Mu with these words. He knows Su Mu, in Su Mu's heart, his family has left a shadow on her, and he will also be very afraid, their dislike of her will affect her feelings for him. If Su Mu knew that such a thing would happen, then she would definitely be cranky. The relationship between the two of them is already very tense now, and if Su Mu is left with a chance to think nonsense, then he may probably lose her forever.
So just as the words were about to come out, Ling Feng immediately stopped himself, and casually excused her:
"Do you have to be so straightforward with me? I want to sleep with you in my arms at night, can I still hold you when I go home? What can you do with me when I go home?"
Originally, Su Mu stopped halfway through hearing Ling Feng's words, and thought that he might be thinking of a reason to lie to her, but what she didn't expect was that Ling Feng would say such a thing next. She blushed immediately, then gently twitched Ling Feng's arm, and said coquettishly:
"What are you doing in public?"
"That's not for you to chase and ask, and you don't move your head to think a little more first. ”
Seeing Su Mu's expression, Ling Feng knew that he had escaped the catastrophe. So he exhaled secretly, and then ignored Su Mu's still red face, dragged her aside, and began to study where to stay at night.
It was convenient for Su Mu to go to work, so the two of them were directly located opposite the mall. After deciding where to live, the two of them began to discuss what they would eat after work.
Ling Feng's idea was very simple, since he came back to ease the relationship between the two of them, it must be based on Su Mu, he will accompany her to do whatever she wants, so of course, Su Mu will make a decision on what she wants to eat. He originally thought that Su Mu would choose hot pot or something, after all, she always shouted to go before but no one could accompany her, but what he didn't expect was that the first place Su Mu wanted to go to was the barbecue restaurant he always went to.
When Ling Feng heard this answer, he couldn't believe his ears, so he confirmed it to Su Mu again in disbelief, and said that Su Mu could eat whatever he wanted, and he didn't have to think about him, but Su Mu still had the same answer.
"I can eat anything, besides, don't you have to go to that house to eat barbecue every time you go home, it's not that you haven't been there together, I think it's delicious, then go there." It's a little far from where we live, so we have to eat quickly, otherwise it's not convenient to come back. ”
Although this was a very important thing in the eyes of others, even when Ling Feng thought about it a long time later, he would feel that his choice to come back at that time was really the most right thing for him to do, because at this time, he was very serious about determining that in Su Mu's heart, there was still his position.