Su Mu didn't expect that Ling Feng deliberately didn't hang up, and he was stunned for a long time before he accepted such a reality. And in order not to disturb Ling Feng's class, she turned on the mute, and then started her normal work day.

Because he got up early, Su Mu really had time for breakfast. So after wrapping himself tightly, Su Mu decided to go to the roadside breakfast stall to buy something to eat.

When she sat on the bus, holding soy milk to warm her hands, she frowned unconsciously when she thought of what happened last night.

Although there was a bit of impulsiveness in agreeing to Ling Feng to be with him, the touching that incident brought to her was enough to pay for this bit of impulsiveness. However, it is not long for two people to be together just by relying on the contribution of one party and the touching of the other party, Su Mu knows this very well, so when she is moved, she still has a trace of guilt towards Ling Feng.

Because of this touch, it couldn't support Ling Feng's feelings for her.

Although there was still a trace of doubt in Su Mu's heart, feeling that Ling Feng couldn't give much affection in such a short period of time, compared to someone like her who hadn't paid at all, no matter how much she paid, it was enough. She didn't even dare to guarantee that before the relationship ended, she would be able to muster up the courage to let go of her fear of the future and her distrust of her feelings, and try to love someone desperately, which made her even more uneasy.

She was afraid, afraid that she would hurt him, afraid that she would not meet his expectations, afraid that she would be disappointed in herself in the end.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but take out her mobile phone and wanted to discuss this matter with Leduo and them. However, when she thought of the opposition that they had been vaguely displaying, she was a little stunned. She was a little worried that these people wouldn't have a good day all day, so she hesitated, but put her phone back in her pocket and turned her face out the window.

The frost on the glass has strange and intricate lines, completely separating the view of the occupants from the outside world. If you don't hear the mechanical female announcer, the people on the bus will probably not know where they are going. In the past, when Su Mu was a child, she was always worried that she would sit on the station, so she always had to listen to the radio carefully and very carefully, but now, she has long since stopped caring about these things.

She was young at the time, and getting off the wrong stop meant she probably wouldn't be able to find her way, she didn't have a cell phone to navigate her, and she didn't have extra money to use to get a taxi. This meant that she had to force herself not only to communicate with others, but also to be educated by her family. And these two things are the last things she wants to face, even after so many years, the situation has improved, but in essence, nothing has changed. And the only thing that has changed is that she is finally able to bear the consequences of doing something wrong. For example, she no longer has to worry about taking a stop because she can get off the bus and walk to the right place by herself, or she can choose to take a taxi, for example, after saving enough money, she can quit her job because she doesn't want to put up with the unhappiness that the job brings her, and start her trip. These are the freedoms and rewards that growth has brought her, but time has not brought her any good results when it comes to relationships.

It is said that time is a good medicine, which can make people forget the pain. But for Su Mu, the more time passes, the more clearly she seems to remember those injuries, and the more unforgettable those pains become. It's not like she hasn't tried to make a change, and unfortunately, every time she waits for her, it doesn't end well.

It is about the time when the more people want to get something, the more they can't get it, they will try all means to get it even at all costs. This was probably the only excuse Su Mu could find that could be used as a justification for the decision she had made last night. It's just that she really can't imagine how to go in the future.

To be honest, it feels great to meet a boy with her eyes full of her, and she is very much looking forward to the two of them being able to love each other and grow old, but this is just an expectation. Not to mention how long he can insist on loving her, even whether she can be happy with him is a question.

What a hassle.

The thoughts in Su Mu's mind along the way can be described as a thousand turns, and when she got out of the car, she felt a little ridiculous. However, it cannot be denied that these are the problems she is about to face, and there is nothing wrong with making some mental preparations in advance.

Su Mu felt that she had almost thought of the things that the two of them could encounter, and even at the moment of getting out of the car, she was ready to break up in the future, but in fact, what would happen in reality was far beyond people's imagination, and after a few months, Su Mu felt that it was better for her to break up with Ling Feng directly after getting off the car that day, so as not to save the next things from happening.

It's just that if she really broke up at that time, she wouldn't be able to taste the sweetness in "bitterness and sweetness".

This is also a big loss.

After Su Mu arrived at the store, she began her daily work step by step.

After opening the store, things continued to follow one after another. Every time Ling Feng got out of class, the two of them could only say a few words in a hurry, and Su Mu had to do something else. Originally, Ling Feng wanted to keep the call on the phone and not hang up, so that he could get news from Su Mu at all times, but not only did he keep on the phone, Su Mu also had to contact other colleagues about work, so his thoughts could only be stranded, and he could only rely on fate to contact Su Mu.

When he went home at night, Su Mu comforted Ling Feng while knitting a scarf, and it would be good to wait for this time to pass. Although Ling Feng promised her that he would be very well-behaved and would not disturb her work, he was still a little uncomfortable in his heart. He also knew that Su Mu's feelings for him were not so deep now, and the reason why he did this was to hope that he could occupy all of Su Mu's time, so that she could like him faster. Although it is possible that there is something wrong with his way, this is what he can think of, and it can make her accept her way as quickly as possible. Only if she accepts him first, then he will have the opportunity to understand her past and then help her heal the scars in her heart.

In this matter, Ling Feng knew her far better than Su Mu imagined. He knew that she must have gone through a lot of things to isolate herself from the others, and he also knew that she must also want someone who could take care of not only her life, but also her mood, and her scars. Maybe he can't do that much right now, but he wants to give it a try.