During the meal, Chu He's mood has been unstable, I know that before I get a positive answer, she must be panicked, after all, she is just a woman, and she is different from An Qi and Zhang Rixuan, she is a woman who is very dependent on others, she looks very arrogant, but in fact she is the most insecure.

This dinner was finally eaten in the silence of the two, and I helped Chu He book a room in the hotel near the train station.

Before leaving, Chu He grabbed my arm and asked, "Jiaming, when will you give me an answer?"

"Soon. "I replied succinctly, I have to make a choice as soon as possible in this matter, because Chu He can't afford to wait.

Chu He let go of my arm, nodded and said, "Then I'll wait for you to make a decision in Xuzhou." ”

"Hmm...... You have a good rest, call me if you have something, I'll go first. After speaking, I left the hotel with Chu He's expectant eyes.

......

I sat on a bench on the street with a beer in my hand, looking at the cars in front of me with a little dazed, my confusion was completely due to the lack of choice, if I gave up my job for Chu He and went to Suzhou, how should I explain to Chen Sitian? Or is the explanation useful?

If I don't go to Suzhou, it means that I will watch Chu He fall into the abyss in helplessness, I can't do it, because I think of her suffering the humiliation of being slapped by other actresses for my job opportunity, my heart twitches, this kind of convulsions make me miserable, and only by agreeing to Chu He's request will I get rid of such pain.

In the tearing of the choice, I felt helpless and dazed...... The ringing of my mobile phone accompanied by a cold wind woke me up from my daze.

I laboriously took out my mobile phone from my pocket and looked at the number, it was Chen Sitian calling, and then I remembered that I had promised her to have dinner with her, and it was already half past nine at this time.

I answered the phone with mixed emotions, but waited silently for Chen Sitian on the other end of the phone to speak first.

"Jiaming, did you pick up your friend?"

I said apologetically, "Well, I just had a meal with her......"

Chen Sitian responded in a low tone: "That's as it should be." ”

"Have you eaten?"

“...... Not yet, has been waiting for you. Chen Sitian was silent for a while before saying.

"Then I'll go to you now, and I'll go with you to eat. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Don't you like Western food, I invite you to Fez for grilled steak. ”

Chen Sitian finally smiled and said: "You've eaten it all, so you don't have to spend so much, just eat anything." After thinking about it, he said, "Let's go eat rice noodles, I haven't eaten rice noodles for a long time." ”

"Good ......" I answered, but the emotion was brought into the picture of eating rice noodles with Zhang Rixuan when I was in Suzhou, but after a flash, I had a very subtle feeling in my heart, which reminded me of Meng En, Lu Yu, Li Yang, Yanjie, Zhang Rixuan, the "empty city" restaurant, and these people or things are all related to Suzhou, but what they represent is a kind of beauty that makes me nostalgic, and this beauty makes me suddenly miss the life in Suzhou.

Obviously, I am disgusted with everything in Suzhou, why do I feel a little nostalgic at the moment, and what is the reason for such a change in my mentality? I don't know very well! And people really don't know much about themselves in many cases.

......

Twenty minutes later, Chen Sitian and I met at a rice noodle shop, and Chen Sitian asked for a bowl of rice noodles, and I sat opposite her to eat with her.

Chen Sitian didn't eat fast, she looked at me who had been silent and asked, "What did your friend come to you for?"

I didn't know how to answer for a while, but after a long time, I said, "There's something I can help me with." ”

Chen Sitian smiled and said, "It shouldn't be small, right?"

"How do you know?"

"It's not a big deal, how can you go to Xuzhou to find you...... But this is a private matter between you and your friends, and I won't ask. ”

I looked at Chen Sitian, and there was a sour feeling in my heart, in fact, she is really a very decent and very good woman, I am full of good feelings for her, so it is difficult for me to choose to leave Xuzhou, plus we already have a marriage contract, if we really quit our job and choose to go back to Suzhou, it will undoubtedly be fatal to our feelings.

I nodded, and fell silent again, but the tearing feeling in my heart intensified.

Finally, when Chen Sitian was about to finish eating, I took a deep breath and said to Chen Sitian with solemnity: "Tiantian, I want to discuss something with you......"

Chen Sitian looked at me suspiciously, and said for a while: "You say." ”

“...... My friend's music bar had a problem, and I might have to go to Suzhou to help out for a while. I spoke after a long silence.

Chen Sitian almost subconsciously frowned and asked, "You go to Suzhou, what about work?"

After another deathly silence, I whispered, "I'm going to quit this job, I know it's abrupt......"

Before I finished my words, I was interrupted angrily by Chen Sitian: "You know that Tang Tu shouldn't have made such a decision...... Don't you know how many all-nighters you have endured and how much effort you have put in to gain a foothold in Orson advertising?"

"I don't have a choice, I hope you support my decision, okay?"

Chen Sitian laughed angrily and asked, "Then what about our relationship? How long are you going to stay in Suzhou?"

"I don't know how long I'm going to stay, if you want, you can wait for me to come back......"

"When you come back, you will find a job again, and then let me cooperate with you to re-cultivate your relationship?...... Sorry I can't. ”

"Tiantian, don't be so extreme, okay? My friend's bar has invested more than one million yuan, borrowed a large amount of loan sharks, and the bar operation has also gone a lot of ways, do you let me watch her die and not save her?"

Chen Sitian nodded heavily and said, "Jiaming, what I appreciate most is your honesty, can you answer me a few questions honestly?"

"Yes. I replied almost without hesitation.

"Is that friend of yours a man or a woman?"

Chen Sitian's first question caught me off guard, and it took a while to whisper back, "She is a woman." ”

After I finished speaking, Chen Sitian's expression suddenly became ugly, and it took a long time to ask me again: "What is the relationship between you and her?"

"Friends. ”

"Friend, is an ordinary friend worth giving up your great job prospects, or even our feelings?"

I was upset, but I gritted my teeth and said, "I have to help with this...... Because that's what I owe her. ”

"Well, if you insist on doing so, I won't force you, and I won't force you to come, but I still want you to go back and ask your mom and dad to see if they agree with you doing so. After Chen Sitian finished speaking, he picked up the handbag that was placed aside and left with resentment.

The opposite side of me was suddenly empty, looking at the bowl of rice noodles that Chen Sitian hadn't finished eating, I felt in pain again that my life was being ruthlessly torn apart by fate...