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Su Mu felt that he could finish a sentence completely at this time, and he had made great progress. If it was the same person who said that she was better before, she would not only nod and smile, but now she probably would leave Ling Feng and go back to the store by herself, so ashamed that she would have no face to see people.

Although she often shouts that she wants a sweet love, and often envies the girls who are coaxed by her boyfriend, but now that she has tried this kind of love, she feels that this is a crit for her. She really couldn't accept to hear such sweet words so often, and if she listened to them a few more times, she was afraid that her heart would jump out of her chest because of nervousness and shyness.

Sure enough, she just didn't enjoy the fate of love.

When dating her previous boyfriend, no one will give her this feeling, she is used to the life of two people who respect each other, although she is also looking forward to the two of them being sweeter, but she has no way to take that step, and even others gave some hints, she knew it, and finally chose to turn a blind eye because she felt awkward.

Maybe it's because she has always felt afraid of being let down, so the full score of liking only shows three points. Sometimes she also thinks that if she takes the initiative and is not so reserved in front of her boyfriend, maybe they will go a little further.

So to sum up, Su Mu was trapped in this vicious circle of death, she couldn't break out by herself, and no one could take her out.

No one has the courage, and no one has the heart to save her.

Maybe there are indeed people in this world who have the idea of "because you are not good, so I want to stay by your side more", but that person has never appeared in Su Mu's world.

However, now it seems that Ling Feng may be an accident, but his accident still has no way to make Su Mu let go of those dark thoughts in his heart.

She might need more time, she might need more love, and if she didn't, she'd probably never be able to escape those loops.

It's just that I don't know how long Ling Feng can hold on like this, and to what extent.

Thinking of this, Su Mu unconsciously showed a self-deprecating smile. This expression was incompatible with her previous performance, and it caught Ling Feng, who was enjoying the pride that Su Mu had just performed, off guard.

Where could Ling Feng have thought of it, but in just ten seconds, so many thoughts flashed through Su Mu's mind. And ever since he knew that Su Mu had this skill, he had always wanted to figure out how Su Mu's brain worked, how he could come up with so many things in such a short period of time. He felt that it was not enough for him to think about Su Mu for so long, and he couldn't digest it if he was given so much time, was it because his brain was not enough?

But it's usually that his IQ is a little higher, and Su Mu himself admits this, so what is the reason for this?

This problem has always plagued Ling Feng, even if it has not been solved until now, and Su Mu after that behaved even more excessively, because even if she is dedicated to two things, she can also do both, and one does not fall, which makes Ling Feng feel that her skill is even more powerful than ten lines at a glance, and he has to admire her against his will.

Of course, Ling Feng's biggest problem at the moment was to figure out what Su Mu had in mind, which caused her mood to change in such a short period of time. So he bit his lip, and then had the courage to pinch Su Mu's face, and asked Su Mu in a serious and slightly ridiculous tone:

"What's the matter? Could it be that you're jealous?"

What Ling Feng said was indeed in line with normal thinking, after all, what Su Mu said was indeed easy to understand as the current person eating the vinegar of his predecessor. But Su Mu, a person who has a lot of past, doesn't care about these things at all, so she doesn't think about this aspect at all. However, in view of the fact that her thoughts just now were indeed difficult to speak, the reason that Ling Feng said gave her a step down, so she changed her expression and said softly to Ling Feng:

"Yes, you are so gentle, you must have been influenced by some girls before, you must like that girl very much, so you can become so considerate and caring. Thinking about this, of course I was jealous. ”

"If that's the case, you're a third of the way right. I was indeed influenced by other girls, this is the third of what you said right, the remaining two-thirds, half of them are although they have had some influence on me, after all, there is a first love among them, but you have to believe that there has never been a girl like you, let me like it so much, and the remaining third is, fortunately I became what I am now, otherwise, I would not have been able to take care of you. You've been hurt so much, I've got to stay with you and forget about them. ”

No matter how hard a person's heart is, there will always be a particularly soft place that others can't touch, and they can't touch themselves. Su Mu thought that after going through so much, her heart was already as hard as iron, and she rarely cared about any mountain alliances and sea oaths. Although the sweet words will make her shy and moved for a moment, but after calming down, she will not take these things to heart at all. But the words that Ling Feng said just now were like a flood of beasts, invading her heart, which was full of holes, so that she couldn't control her tears at all, and she burst into tears almost instantly.

She was still thinking just now that she hadn't met the person who wanted to stay by her side and wanted to make her better because she was not good, so Ling Feng said something like this. Although she wasn't sure whether this was true or false, Su Mu had to admit that Ling Feng's words did have a great impact on her, and it was no exaggeration to say that in the extremely difficult days that followed, Su Mu relied on this sentence for more than half of the time.

If Ling Feng hadn't said this at this time, then maybe in the days to come, maybe one day, after Su Mu gave up, he would never have the confidence to start over.

It's just a pity that Ling Feng doesn't remember him saying this for a long time. So much so that Su Mu wanted to ask Ling Feng a question, if he could remember this sentence, then in the future, would he be able to love her as always.

But this question, Su Mu knows, she will never ask.