I want to leave laughing
In the car, Li Yang sat in the co-pilot's seat, and I sat in the back, the three of them just chatted a few words along the way, and after a while of silence, Yanjie finally said to me: "Jiaming, Li Yang told me about your resignation, he misunderstood you a little, there should be no deal between you and Zhang Rixuan, the reason why you told her about the power conspiracy of Zhuomei's senior management is because you can't pass your own level, am I right?"
I was silent for a long time, I didn't expect that Yanjie, as an outsider, gave me an understanding at the moment when I was leaving, she was right, I also wanted to fulfill Liu Ao while keeping my job prospects, but I really couldn't pass my own level, so I struggled painfully for several days.
Seeing that I was silent, Yanjie whispered to me again: "Li Yang said that you really shouldn't, but I also hope you can understand him, and you two brothers don't make trouble because of this matter, because you are not wrong, you just have different positions......"
This time, before Yanjie's words were finished, I said: "Of course I understand Li Yang, I just hope that he doesn't see me as the kind of person who forgets his righteousness, maybe I did something wrong in this matter, but I really don't regret it, subconsciously I should do it, whether it is Zhang Rixuan or other so-and-so." ”
Yanjie sighed and said, "Alas, I don't know what to say, but it's a pity for this job...... By the way, Li Yang has received the above appointment notice, he is now the deputy manager of the Baoli planning department, and Zhao Li has become the leader of the planning and copywriting team, so you don't have to worry about Li Yang. ”
This news made me happy and disappointed, happy for Li Yang and disappointed for myself, but I didn't immerse myself in the loss, and hurriedly asked Li Yang: "What about Liu Ao, has Liu Ao entered the company's top management?"
Li Yang shook his head and said, "No, he doesn't have any chance to become the core senior of the company." ”
I can hear the dissatisfaction and loss in Li Yang's tone, it is I who ruined Liu Ao's hard-won opportunity, and I know that after losing this opportunity, there is basically no chance to become the core senior of the company at his age.
The three of them fell silent again, and in the end, it was Yanjie who opened her mouth first, and she asked me again: "Jiaming, did you tell Zhang Rixuan about this matter in person?"
I shook my head and said, "No, I just wrote her an anonymous letter." ”
"You are really stupid, at least let Zhang Rixuan know, let her owe you a big favor, with her status in the mall, she will definitely not be small to repay your favor. Yanjie shook his head and sighed.
I just smiled and said, "If I want to have this kind of mentality, won't I really become the kind of person in Li Yang's mouth?"
This time, Li Yang unexpectedly took the initiative to answer my words, and he said in a low voice: "I really want you to be such a person, and I don't want you to return to Xuzhou like now, do you fucking know how sad I feel?...... I'm unhappy that you ruined Liu Ao's chance, but I don't want to ...... I don't want you to go like this, my heart is uncomfortable, you know?"
Li Yang's words made the corners of my eyes hot, and at this moment I understood that no matter how fierce we were, how we didn't understand each other, but in each other's hearts, we are brothers, true brothers who have struggled together in this city for a long time.
At this moment, I didn't know how to express myself, I just raised my head, not wanting the tears rolling in my eyes to fall, and Yanjie, who was driving, had already pulled out a tissue to wipe the tears from her cheeks.
And when I looked back at the city, I found that I had not been able to leave the pain in the city as I imagined, and all I took away was gray grievances and unwillingness.
Li Yang sighed heavily, took out a box from his bag and threw it to me and said: "This is a lung clearing capsule sent by a friend from abroad, I used it with a good effect, you take it back and try it, and smoke less cigarettes in the future, call me when you run out, and I will ask my friend to send it to you directly." ”
I just nodded, then put the lung-clearing capsule in my bag, and finally, in silence, we finally arrived at the train station, which also meant that the time of separation had arrived.
I took the luggage from Li Yang and Yanjie's hands, waved goodbye to the two: "I'm leaving, I'm free to go around our Xuzhou." ”
Yanjie nodded at me and said, "Well, we will definitely miss you, you have a smooth journey." ”
I smiled and asked Li Yang, who had been silent, "What, don't you plan to wish your buddies a smooth journey?"
Li Yang suddenly hugged me, his voice choked, patted me on the back and said, "Take me to say hello to my father...... And also...... Don't mess with it yourself, hurry up and settle down your life, don't let Yanjie and me worry...... You know what?"
At this moment, my emotions were deeply touched, gritted my teeth and swallowed tears into my stomach, and remembered what kind of pride we vowed to take root in this city when we graduated, and a few years later, Li Yang really took root here and married the person he loved after struggling, and I struggled painfully for more than two years and could only leave with a body after all......
I raised my head and took a deep breath, and finally smiled and said to Li Yang: "Don't worry, buddy will get better, maybe it won't be long before you and Yanjie receive my wedding invitation." ”
"Work your wedding day, Yanjie and I will definitely give you a big gift. Li Yang hugged me tightly again and said.
Yanjie also came to my side, pushed Li Yang away and hugged me and choked up: "Come on, Jiaming, we will take the time to go to Xuzhou to see you! Also, after talking about a girlfriend, you must show us first, and we will help you check it." ”
I was moved in my heart but pushed Yanjie away, forced a smile, and said, "...... Don't let me cry, I really don't want to cry, I want to leave with a smile. ”
Yanjie slapped me with a smile and said, "Okay, let you go with a smile, and when you have a vacation after a while, we will go to Xuzhou to see you." ”
"Please, this is the third time you've said you've come to see me...... But you come, and I'll welcome you. ”
Yanjie nodded, straightened my messy clothes after hugging, and said, "Give us a call when you get home." ”
"I know, I want to call your mother if you keep nagging like this......" After a pause, I said again: "You two should live a good life and continue to be a pair of fairy couples that I envy...... Alright, it's almost time, I'm gone, you can go back too. ”
Li Yang held Yanjie in his arms, the two waved to me, I looked back at the city again, put the guitar on my back, and walked towards the station without looking back, but I felt that the guitar that was being carried was getting heavier and heavier!
......
A quarter of an hour after saying goodbye to Li Yang and Yanjie, I got on the train to Xuzhou, looking at the increasingly unfamiliar scenery outside the window, I finally felt that I was really leaving, but what kind of life was waiting for me?
I hope that Ban Dad will arrange a stable job for me in their state-owned enterprise, and my mother will ask someone to take me on a blind date with a beautiful girl, and what I have to do is to work hard to do a good job in the work arranged by Ban Dad, and then fall in love with the beautiful girl introduced to me by my mother...... Life is also new, and as for the old past, let it be blown away by the wind