Sending Zhang Rixuan away, I went back to the house, drank the unfinished red wine at all, and then lit a cigarette and lay on the sofa and inhaled heavily, but I still recalled the picture I had just asked Zhang Rixuan if we were friends, I was a little surprised why I asked this, and what is the meaning of asking this?

I didn't figure it out for a long time, maybe this is a good reason for people to die, although I didn't care what Zhang Rixuan thought of me, when I really wanted to leave, I also wanted to leave a good impression on Zhang Rixuan, even if I wasn't a friend, I didn't want her to think of me, all associated with words like obscene, shameless, and despicable.

After washing, I got out of the drunken trance and gradually sobered up, so I took advantage of the soberness to pack my luggage again.

I still had the guitar that Angel gave me in my luggage, and I found a clean rag and wiped it over and over again, so I wiped out the pain of love, wiped out the wound of memory, and I was a little sad.

It would be great if there was a love that could ignore material things and be eternal, so that now I may have married Anqi, in fact, I am not afraid of marriage at all, because I love Anqi, and I will not be bored for a long time with the woman I really love.

I remember that in the days of the breakup, I thought about her every moment and wanted to tell her: "Remember that I have been standing at the end of the world waiting for you", but for a month, a year, and so on, I didn't get a response, so I began to rot my life with beer and women, and the guitar she gave me accompanied me in the same way.

I put down the rag and pulled the strings of the guitar, and the sound was still clear, so I heard the bright laughter of those snuggled together, such laughter made my past happy, but it hurt my present, so I held the guitar tightly, and held it tightly, thinking that this would hold those laughter and laughter in my hands.

......

A ringtone of my mobile phone pulled me back to reality, and those clenched laughter fell from between my fingers like grains of sand, and I couldn't grasp it even if I wanted to, and I felt a sense of loss and a faint ache in my heart.

I stared at my phone blankly for a long time before I connected the call, this call was from Yanjie, she asked me directly: "Jiaming, when are you going to go back to Xuzhou?"

"Tomorrow, tomorrow morning. ”

Yanjie sighed and said, "Is it so fast?"

"Yes, I don't care, I come and go freely. I smiled back.

"I still want to invite you to dinner for you to practice...... We've been friends for so many years, and I'm really reluctant to let you go. Yanjie said with a little choked up, I know that her choking is from the bottom of her heart, she is reluctant to let me go, and I am reluctant to her and Li Yang, but this city is not suitable for me after all, leaving means relief and a new beginning.

"There is no need to practice, you and Li Yang are very busy, but you will remember to come to Xuzhou to play when you have time in the future......" After thinking about it, I added, "If he is still willing." ”

In fact, in the past four days after resigning from the company, I had no contact with Li Yang, and I knew that he couldn't let go of that incident, and he was also dissatisfied with me, but I didn't know how to explain it to him, because my reasons were not reasons in his eyes, and we couldn't look at this matter from the same angle at all, which made me feel regretful and heartbroken.

Yanjie was silent, and I guessed that Li Yang was still angry at this time, and maybe he would be angry for a long time, and the adverse consequences of this incident were too great.

Yanjie was silent for a long time before finally saying to me: "

What time is the train tomorrow? I'll take you to the station. ”

"Don't bother. ”

"Tomorrow is the weekend, I don't go to work, it's fine. ”

I thought about it, and I didn't refuse again, so I told Yanjie the time of departure tomorrow morning, and told her the current address.

After finishing the call with Yanjie and packing my bags and washing, I finally went back to my bedroom, lay on the bed and wanted to call Lu Yu and Munn to tell them that I was leaving tomorrow morning, but finally gave up, because I knew they would go to the station to see me off, but I didn't like to bear the melancholy of this face-to-face parting at all, so I told them when I returned to Xuzhou.

Turning off the lights, I summed up my years in Suzhou in the dark, in fact, it was not without a little gain, at least a few friends who played very well, and a good boss Liu Ao, but unfortunately in the end I gave up the opportunity, and indirectly ruined Liu Ao's promotion opportunity, thinking of this incident is a burst of guilt.

I also know that Li Yang's biggest resentment against me is because of Liu Ao, he has always valued Liu Ao's kindness to him, and without Liu Ao, he would not be where he is today.

However, is our brotherly relationship for so many years really going to be ruined in the rights and wrongs of these workplaces?

I don't understand, I don't have an answer, I just hope that time can make Li Yang feel relieved, and one day I will wait until he and Yanjie go to our Xuzhou as guests, and then drink a few glasses of wine, smoke a few cigarettes, and say a few bragging words at the top of my voice......

Tiredness finally came into my thoughts, and I yawned heavily in the middle of the night, and then fell asleep, quietly passing the last night before leaving.

......

The next morning, I moved my bags out of the house, and then gave all the keys to the house to the couple who rented the house yesterday.

Below the apartment, I looked at the early morning sun, and made an appointment with Yanjie today: she would come to take me to the train station, but women are naturally rubbing, and it was still early to get on the bus, so I was not in a hurry, but I habitually smoked several cigarettes while waiting.

After a while, I finally saw Yanjie's slowly coming white Mazda6, and what surprised me was: there was another person in the passenger seat, and when I looked closely, it was Li Yang, and my heart immediately swelled with emotion, Li Yang and Yanjie came to see me off.

After the car stopped, Yanjie and Li Yang walked down from both sides of the car, and then came to me.

I smiled at Li Yang, "I didn't expect you to come!"

"Yanjie is here, can I not come. ”

I jokingly asked, "You kid won't be tied up by Yanjie, you are quite reluctant!"

"It's almost the same as being tied up if it's not tied. Although Li Yang responded to my words, he did not smile.

Yanjie slapped Li Yang and said, "You two have been brothers for so many years, you really want to get old and die together, let's hurry up and help Jiaming carry the luggage onto the car, don't miss the train." ”

Li Yang nodded, and then Yanjie and Yanjie put my little luggage into the trunk of the car, and said to me who was stunned: "What, do you still want to be nostalgic for a while?"

I smiled, without words, and made a gesture to Li Yang to get on the train, and then all three of them got on the train, and Yanjie started the car and drove in the direction of the train station