Xi Zhan's sudden awakening startled me, I retracted my gaze with a sneer, and explained without three hundred taels of silver: "I can't sleep and just woke up, it seems to be dawn, I'll go downstairs to make breakfast." ”

After saying that, I hurriedly got out of bed and left.

Downstairs, I kept patting my hot face with my hands, thinking that I wouldn't go back to my room even if I slept on the couch tonight.

I sat on the couch for an hour before I got up to go to the kitchen, and I didn't know how to cook so I boiled a pot of white rice porridge.

After I drank a bowl, I sat on the sofa and was distracted, and Xi Zhan came down from the stairs, still dressed in a black suit.

He didn't go out during the day, he sat on the couch and read books, and at noon he went to the kitchen to cook by himself.

The maid didn't come, so I rubbed Xi Zhan's lunch.

Xi Zhan stayed in the study in the afternoon, and when it was almost evening, I pushed open the door and went in and asked him, "What does the second brother want to eat at night?"

At that time, Xi Zhan was holding a brush to write, and a regular script was densely written on the white rice paper, and he put down the brush and asked me in an indifferent tone, "What do you want to eat at night?"

I only cook instant noodles and white porridge.

I thought for a moment and said, "I'm not hungry yet. ”

I said I'm not hungry because I wanted Xi Zhan to cook.

It was drizzling outside the window, and I went in and stood at the desk to see that he had copied Shen Congwen's "Xiangxing Essays", which was a very classic literary work.

Xi Zhan's handwriting is very beautiful, and the ones hanging on the wall are a bit like those produced by one person.

Could it be that he wrote all these things on the wall?

I did not hesitate to praise: "Your calligraphy is very beautiful, the pen is steady, the pen is smooth, and you look like a master." ”

Hearing this, Xi Zhan raised his eyebrows and asked me, "You can write?"

My dad was very good at calligraphy, and he trained me in this area when I was very young, but I really didn't have that talent, and I always wrote big characters in a mess.

Later, my dad gave up on me.

I smiled awkwardly: "I practiced when I was a child, but the writing was terrible, but I can see clearly, and the second brother is a master at first glance!"

Xi Zhan didn't take my sycophancy, he leaned back a little and instructed me, "You come and write." ”

I wanted to refuse Xi Zhan, but I didn't dare to open my mouth when his faint eyes looked at me.

I walked over and stood beside him, picked up the brush, and stopped above the snow-white rice paper.

Xi Zhan asked in a deep voice, "Why don't you write?"

I gritted my teeth and wrote a sheng character under my pen.

It's as immature as a child just learning to draw.

Terrible mess.

Xi Zhan didn't comment on the garbage I wrote, he suddenly raised his hand to hold the back of my hand, and wrote the sheng character stroke by stroke.

His breath fell on the side of my ear, tickling the tip of my heart, and his breath filled my whole body and made my blood boil.

I tried to avoid him, but my body froze in place.

Somehow, the sheng that came out of his hand was particularly beautiful, as beautiful as he was.

I seemed to be charmed and said, "Second brother is so handsome." ”

Hearing this, Xi Zhan quickly let go of my hand, his cold palm withdrew, I looked at him in a daze, and the moment I raised my eyes crashed into his cold and cruel eyes.

I heard him warn me word by word: "Yun'a, I'm not something you can worry about. ”

He still calls me Yuna.

I was stunned, did he misunderstand something?

I shook my head and said, "I'm just complimenting you on being handsome." ”

Xi Zhan didn't answer my words, he turned around and left the room directly, and I sat in the study staring at the sheng he wrote.

Was he just wary of me?

Let me not hit his mind.

But I never thought in my heart that I had anything to do with him.

I just thought he was handsome.

Suddenly, I somewhat understood what I said to Ji Nuan - even if I wasn't interesting to Xi Zhan, he was so good that he broke the rules of the game after all, and it was difficult not to make people feel excited.

When I realized that, I felt like I was leaving.

Get out of here and go back to Wucheng.

When I left the study and went downstairs, I saw Xi Zhan cooking in the kitchen, and the meals were very simple, all of which were light.

I went in and found a bowl of white rice, then took some dishes and sat on the sofa and began to eat, and when I finished eating and washing my bowl, I said in a calm tone to Xi Zhan, who had not yet eaten: "Second brother, I want to go back to Wucheng tomorrow." ”

Xi Zhan said in a calm voice: "Hmm." ”

"Thank you for saving me that day, and even more so for curing my cancer, and my life will be yours in the future. ”

My verbal expression seems to be insincere.

I thought about it for a while and said sincerely: "No matter when, no matter where, no matter what I was doing at the time, as long as you look for me, second brother, I will leave all people and things to your side." ”

I looked at Xi Zhan, who looked indifferent, and said with a smile: "Maybe you don't need it, but this is all I have! Second brother, you are the second best person to treat me in this life, thank you very much." ”

As long as Xi Zhan needs it, I will give him my life back.

"Well, have a nice trip. ”

I expressed so much, Xi Zhan said lightly, all the way, he is like an emotionless killer!

I went upstairs with a very depressed heart, and Xi Zhan didn't go into the room to sleep that night.

I think he's trying to prevent me from taking advantage of him.

When I woke up the next day, I went downstairs and saw him sitting on the sofa in good spirits, very leisurely flipping through books.

I didn't say exactly what I was going to leave, and he didn't ask me, as if I could leave whenever I wanted from here, without telling him, and it would be the same when I came back.

I drank a bowl of leftover porridge from yesterday and went upstairs for breakfast.

Because I'm leaving, I still want to put on makeup.

I put on a very delicate makeup, put on brown eyeshadow, and changed my long hair into a long dress.

When I went downstairs, I saw that Xi Zhan was still in that posture, and I walked to the door and called out to my second brother: "I'm going back to Wucheng." ”

Xi Zhan raised his eyes and looked over, there was a flash of amazement in his eyes, he squinted lightly and said, "Be careful on the road." ”

I nodded, and suddenly saw a very clear tooth mark on the side of his palm, which should have been bitten by me before, but I didn't expect to leave a trace, and it was still on such a beautiful palm.

After I left Xi's house, I took a taxi to find Fu Xi.

He was surprised to see me in Tongcheng, and hurriedly asked me if the person on the video was me, and I asked him curiously, "What video?"

Fu Xi opened the video on his phone and handed it to me.

It was a video of me begging Gu Tingchen to go home in the rain at the door of the church that day, and I knelt in front of him carefully, and he said cruelly in the video: "Shi Sheng, I will get married and have children sooner or later, I can't break my life with you! You know better than anyone that you can't have children at all!"

yes, I know better than anyone that I can't have children.

I returned the phone to Fu Xi and asked, "Are you blind?"

The video is so clear, it must be me!

He also deliberately asked me specifically to make me feel bad!

Fu Xi sighed and called out to me, "Where have you been during this time?" I can't reach you even when I call. ”

During this time, many people called me, but I didn't answer, and I didn't read WeChat, so I was too lazy to be sad.

Assistant Yin also said that this is very good, suitable for recuperation.

I reassured him and said, "It's okay, I'll go back to Wucheng later, where's my Rolls-Royce?" ”

Fu Xi frowned and asked, "So anxious to leave?"

I smiled and asked, "Why don't you go and wait for your ex-girlfriend to beat me?"

Fu Xi: "......"

I drove back to Wucheng, and during the time, I was stuck in a highway jam, and I put my hands on the steering wheel and kept thinking about the video just now.

I humbly begged Gu Tingchen to go home, and I looked so embarrassed, as if I blocked all the dignity of my life in exchange for his words, "You can't have a child at all!"

I couldn't give birth to a child, and I didn't even have the dignity to make a big fuss about other people's weddings, and now the whole country knows about it!

At this moment, my heart is like a thousand pounds of stone pressing.

I know I can't avoid it.

I knew I had to go back and face it.

From beginning to end, Xi Zhan didn't ask me about it.

He didn't ask me what was going on.

There was no care for me.

He didn't even blame me for hiding my identity from him, and still called me Yuna in a cold voice.

It seems that no matter what bloody and turbulent things happen outside, Xi Zhan can be a rock-solid guard in the same place, guarding me to return to his home at any time.

Don't ask about the past, don't ask why.

No matter what mistakes I make, no matter who I like, no matter what kind of injuries I have, he will guard me, as if he will never leave me in this life!

Xi Zhan, he really gave me such an illusion!

This delusion makes people think that he likes me.

Even I doubt it!

But he said, "Yun'er, I'm not something you can worry about." "It woke me up hard, and these words revealed my lowliness.

I'm not something you can worry about, in other words, I don't deserve to be concerned, and if so, then what's the reason he's guarding me?

Just because I saved his life that night?

But I didn't really help that night.

I couldn't figure it out, so I just didn't think about it anymore.

......

Due to the highway blockage, I returned to Wucheng very late, and I went to the apartment instead of going back to the villa.

I came home too late, I felt tired and lay in bed, and after a short rest, I got up and drank medicine.

The doctor said that I would be able to stop after taking the medicine for another month, and I would be a healthy person in the future.

After drinking the medicine, I lay back on the bed and hesitated for a long time to send a text message to Xi Zhan, "Second brother, I arrived home safely." ”

He replied to me, "Hmm. ”

A cold hmm, as if it had brought warmth.

Because he responded to me.

I originally wanted to put down my phone and sleep, but I thought that I had returned to Wucheng, so I slowly clicked into WeChat.

A whole bunch of news.

Only there is no Gu Tingchen.

These messages are looking for me.

are asking about my whereabouts.

I sent a message in a group, "I've returned to Wucheng, don't read it." ”

I clicked on the text message again and saw Gu Lanzhi's.

"Little girl, are you alright?"

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The author has something to say: Well, I'm trying to update every day, at least until the end of this month, I will update 10,000 words every day, unless I'm particularly anxious to write a little less, 10,000 words of updating is equivalent to the content of five chapters! I'm just lazy, lazy to score chapters, so it's two or three chapters a day!!