(13) I decided to go to the concert anyway
The life of the two of them was also very dull after that, and soon Ling Feng's last semester of classes in this school would be completely over. When graduation was approaching, the two of them often discussed what they would do when they came back, and at the same time, Su Mu discovered a very important thing.
Ling Feng told Su Mu when he first met Su Mu that his favorite singer was Lin Junjie, and one of his dreams was to watch a concert by Lin Junjie when he was eighteen years old. Su Mu also liked Lin Junjie like Ling Feng in his early years, so when Ling Feng told her about it, Su Mu also remembered how crazy she was when she chased Lin Junjie, so she kept thinking that if she had the opportunity in the future, she would go to a concert with Ling Feng to see Lin Junjie's concert.
And it was very coincidental that if Ling Feng's holiday time was determined, then as soon as he came back, there would be a concert in the provincial capital of their city. And if you push it a little further, there is also a concert in the ice city where Su Mu used to go to school, but it was Saturday at that time, and Ling Feng had not yet completely graduated.
When Su Mu learned the news, he immediately told Ling Feng very excitedly. After Ling Feng listened, he was very happy for a moment, but after calming down, he began to feel worried.
Of course, he really wanted to go, but not to mention whether he could grab the tickets, the ticket money alone was a big problem for him.
If he went to Ice City, his mother would definitely not agree, because he was just preparing for the exam at that time, and his mother would never let him distract himself from doing anything else, even if he was confident in the exam. But if he went to Spring City, his mother might oppose it because he wanted to be with Su Mu, and it was also impossible to give him money to buy tickets.
Of course, he knew that if he said he was going, this matter would not be a problem for Su Mu, and she would be very willing to bear the expenses of the two people, and she would not say anything more. But if he really asked Su Mu to help pay the money, even if he returned the money to Su Mu in the future, he would still feel a lot of pressure.
Su Mu said that he was machismo, and he would often oppose it, but sometimes, he would still have some such thoughts. For example, when he was with his girlfriend in the past, basically all the expenses were borne by him, and there were almost no girls who paid for them, and he never prepared gifts or anything, and the price was not low. But after being with Su Mu, Su Mu always used the fact that he didn't make money as an excuse, and most of the time she was spending money, which made him feel very awkward. Although according to Su Mu's theory, there is nothing wrong with her doing this, but his family background is not bad, although it is said that it still depends on the age of his parents, he also has pocket money, and he will not have a penny. Besides, what boy can willingly let his girlfriend spend money on him, and he is not one of those scumbags who eat soft rice, and he himself feels sorry for Su Mu by doing this.
So he couldn't help but regret a little, if he could have saved a little more money before, then he wouldn't have hesitated when such a good opportunity was in front of him. And if possible, he can also pay Su Mu's share directly, so that he can feel a little more at ease.
After all, this is his dream, if Su Mu really wants to complete it, wouldn't it seem that he is too useless? Could it be that in the future, he will have to say that because he has found a good girlfriend, he has saved a lot of effort? This is simply a kind of debasement for him.
Ling Feng was right, Su Mu had never considered these two issues he had considered, because these two things were not difficult for Su Mu.
Su Mu didn't spend much money on going to work before, so he saved a lot of savings. Although he bought a mobile phone for Ling Feng before and spent part of it, the rest of the money was more than enough to support the tickets for two people. And Su Mu has always been the kind of person who firmly believes that "the daughter will come back when she is gone", and life is to be happy in time, so she doesn't attach much importance to money. In addition, it may be because she has no worries, so she basically uses the money she makes to support her hobby. Moreover, Su Mu has always believed that Ling Feng is indeed still in the stage of spending his parents' money, and the difference between the consumption levels of the two of them is not in the amount, but in the concept, and in order to avoid Ling Feng's mother from having any bad thoughts about her, she tries to let Ling Feng spend less money, and if there is any problem in the future, his mother will think that she has brought Ling Feng badly.
It's just that there is one point, although Su Mu doesn't care about how much money she spends on Ling Feng, what she cares about is that all that Ling Feng has done is worthy of her efforts. She could not care about how much Ling Feng had spent on her, but she cared a lot about how much Ling Feng had paid for her. Although money itself cannot be used to measure feelings, the fact that they are willing to spend money for the other party can be measured, which is why Su Mu will always mention this matter to Ling Feng in the end.
Although it is said that couples do not need to consider the question of whether they owe anything or not, this situation is limited to the fact that the two people are giving to each other, and at this time, Su Mu can no longer see that Ling Feng has any place to pay. So all the efforts of being alone in the past have become a burden at this moment.
To put it mildly, Su Mu spent all this money on Coke, Coke could grow better, and he would only accompany her alone, but spending it on Ling Feng was like raising a white-eyed wolf, neither caring about her good, but also hurting her without care.
It's just that this kind of thing, under that circumstance at that time, Su Mu didn't care about it at all.
But at that time, Su Mu had actually thought about whether she would put pressure on Ling Feng by doing so. But time really waits for no one, so Su Mu didn't think too much about it, and began to beg for tickets all over the world.
Although it is almost time for the concert, the ticket price is still only increasing, Su Mu asked a lot of friends, and also added the contact information of a few people, but they either have no tickets, or the price and seats Su Mu is not very satisfied. It took two whole days for Su Mu to get a seller whose price was still relatively cheaper, so she happily took the result and went to discuss with Ling Feng which one to buy.
Because Ling Feng had too many calculations in his heart, his attitude towards Su Mu was a little perfunctory, and at this time, Su Mu's endurance was not as good as before, and when she felt that Ling Feng was perfunctory to her, she felt a fire in her heart at that time.
What, isn't this what he wants to do? She's trying to help him fulfill his dream, but he has this attitude towards her, does she deserve to be burdened with this favor? Really, if she doesn't want her to do it, thinks he can do it himself, or doesn't want to see it, just say it, why put on such an attitude and make the two of them so embarrassed! Besides, she didn't think about him, knowing that he would worry about money and time, so she had already picked the most suitable one to buy, what else did he want?
Besides, two people are together, this kind of money and social gap has been obvious from the beginning, I didn't care about it before, why did I start to care about it again at this time. If you can't bear it, just say it directly, and save each other delays.
The most important thing is that she has already said that she has broken up, and he said that he will not break up with anything, so he is unwilling to work hard to be together, isn't this sick?
Su Muqiang endured these thoughts in his heart, and did not let himself say these things on impulse. She didn't want to upset this balance in the first place, after all, it wasn't her who was at fault, and she couldn't take the initiative to take the blame on herself. Besides, it didn't matter that Ling Feng felt that he was wrong, the most important thing for two people to be together was to be considerate of each other's feelings. Su Mu had already tried her best to be considerate of Ling Feng, so since Ling Feng made her feel uncomfortable, then this discomfort would accumulate and sooner or later she would find an excuse to break up.
She's just waiting for an opportunity, and before that, she'll need to work on keeping the relationship going, at least not letting herself show how it is.
Since he is already calculating and weighing the pros and cons, she doesn't want to be the one who makes mistakes in this relationship.
After the two of them parted unhappily, Su Mu thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to buy the two tickets for Bingcheng.
One is that she hadn't been to Ice City for a long time, and although she didn't like that city at the time, it was also the place where she had lived for four years, and there were women who were important to her, and she wanted to find a chance to go there. In addition, the fare was quite cheap, and the increase was not so exaggerated, even if Ling Feng wanted to give her the money later, he would not feel that it was so expensive.
After considering these two points, Su Mu notified Ling Feng and transferred the money directly to the person who sold the ticket.
Ling Feng was breathless and didn't see Su Mu's notice, and by the time he saw it, Su Mu had already finished transferring the money. When Ling Feng learned of this, he immediately called Su Mu and began to question her:
"You really transferred the money?"
"Yes, he'll give me stamps tomorrow. ”
"You didn't even ask clearly, the ticket was really fake, and people were unreliable, so you transferred the money. ”
"Can you stop asking nonsense? That's my junior classmate, how many years have they known each other, and their families don't live far away, can you lie to me?"
"Then what if he is deceived by someone else? Why don't you think about this? I ask you, can't you think more about problems when you are so old?"
When Su Mu heard Ling Feng's words, the anger that he had endured instantly ignited. She threw away all the gentleness she used to disguise, and said loudly to Ling Feng:
"So are you blaming me now? I please, I'm trying to satisfy your thoughts, if you don't need it or your heart is unbalanced, just tell me not to do it, I'll find a friend to see it myself, I can take you without it. And this is a friend of my friend, even if I am deceived, I am willing, I don't need you to accuse me of not doing things. If you have this attitude in the future, everything will be done by yourself, and I won't care about it! Also, I will trouble you to think about it before doing things in the future, people are good to you is their friendship to you, you don't have to be cheap and sell well, you are good to you, you are still picky, you are not qualified, you know!"
After Su Mu said this, he hung up the phone directly. And after hanging up, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, so she couldn't help crying. And after a while, Ling Feng's message was sent.
"Wife, I'm sorry, I was too impulsive just now. ”
Su Mu was crying, and he didn't have time to look at his phone. After waiting for a while, seeing that Su Mu didn't reply to him, Ling Feng sent another message, trying to defend himself:
"I'm just worried that you spend so much money, in case you are deceived, how distressed it is, it is not good to have this money to buy something, it is not worth it to spend on scammers. ”
"Yes, yes, what you said is right, then don't go, I'll go by myself. ”
When Su Mu picked up her phone and saw such an explanation, she came back without thinking about it. Ling Feng saw that she was willing to return to herself, which was a good thing, so he continued to say to Su Mu:
"It's me who is wrong, don't be angry, the ticket is set, the time is also set, let's take a look at the train ticket, look at the hotel?"
Ling Feng's topic had really shifted to the right place, and the matter he mentioned really had to be prepared in advance. After all, the time is quite close, and when the ticket arrives, the two of them will also leave for Ice City. So Su Mu had no choice but to wipe away his tears and began to choose a hotel with Ling Feng and book a train ticket.
Although Su Mu has been in Bingcheng for four years, she has really not been to the concert place, but fortunately, the best friend she misses lives there, so she directly called the girl and asked her to help refer to the hotel.
If the girl had been efficient, she would have gotten an answer in a short time after she had explained the matter. She discussed it with Ling Feng and chose the hotel, and then she went to call her best friend.
Her best friend is also a straightforward master, and after hearing that Su Mu had such an object, she didn't say a good word, but she still invited them and went to dinner after the concert.
After all, the two sisters haven't seen each other for a long time, and this time they finally have the opportunity to get together, so they have to see each other. However, for this reason, Su Muke knew her little sister's temper too well, so in order to avoid something uncontrollable from happening at that time, Su Mu deliberately greeted her in advance, no matter what happened later, what Ling Feng behaved on the spot, even if she was dissatisfied, don't say it directly in front of Ling Feng.