(14) I saw Shu Shu, who I hadn't seen for a long time
It's not that the girl doesn't know how to be sophisticated, on the contrary, she is tactful, and she is more exquisite than her peers. It's just that she often can't accept Su Mu doing these stupid things, every time Su Mu makes some stupid decisions, she has to stop them, and by the way, she has to teach Su Mu how to solve these problems. In the past, when Su Mu was bullied by others, she was embarrassed to fight for her interests, she always had to stand up for her, and she didn't give face to others at all, but now in her opinion, Su Mu and Ling Feng are together, it is completely a waste of money and time, and they are doing thankless things, which she definitely can't accept. With such a child, isn't this just cultivating a husband for others? It doesn't do Su Mu any good, she still thinks that she can be as lucky as the heroines in those idol dramas now, so she found a little milk dog, can she have a sweet love with him, and then hold hands for a lifetime?
This is just like a dream, she didn't take the initiative to break them up, she already gave Su Mu a lot of face, and then let her watch Su Mu be wronged with this little cub, she scolded him on the spot It was light.
Although the girl named Shu Shu had never said these words to Su Mu, they had known each other for four years, and they could barely be regarded as sharing the same bed for four years, so how could Su Mu not know her temper. And it was precisely because she knew this that she was still very worried when she finished telling Shu Shu like this. After all, sometimes Shu Shu's stubbornness flares up, and she can't stop it, so she can't do it, let alone Ling Feng, even her boyfriend has to stand aside. What's more, Ling Feng's temper also looked a little better, if Shu Shu said a few words in front of Ling Feng that were not in line with Ling Feng's wishes, Su Mu didn't dare to imagine what the scene would become.
Su Mu is the kind of person who can't hold things in her heart, and if she thinks of something that has not been solved, she will keep thinking about it and worry all the time, so it will especially affect her mood and make her unable to do anything. And because she was worried about this, she hadn't eaten and slept well in the past few days, for fear that there would be any problems after the concert, and as for the authenticity of the tickets that Ling Feng was worried about, she really never considered it.
Three days later, Su Mu received his tickets on time. She happily immediately posted on Moments, showing off a little, and then thanked her two friends in particular. After Ling Feng saw it, he didn't ask her why she didn't tell him about it in the first place, but repeatedly told her that she was worried that the ticket was fake, Su Muli ignored him, and she was really too lazy to continue to discuss this topic with him.
For Su Mu's attitude, Ling Feng really couldn't accept it. And recently, he can obviously feel that Su Mu is becoming more and more perfunctory to him, not as good as before, and not even as sticky to him as before. Although he felt free again, it didn't feel so good.
Whether he loves or not doesn't seem to be so important to him now, what he wants more is all Su Mu's attention, since he can't get it, shouldn't he also consider it and stop paying?
Ling Feng himself didn't know when his problem with Su Mu began, and he couldn't even figure out what kind of feelings he had for Su Mu now. Maybe from the beginning to the present, he has never figured out what he likes about Su Mu?
When he saw Su Mu for the first time, he was attracted by her figure and smile, and when she smiled at him, he felt that his whole world seemed to be starting to shine, so he abandoned the ambiguous object at that time, abandoned his girlfriend who had a big problem at that time, and chose to start pursuing Su Mu.
He was very glad that Su Mu didn't know that he had a girlfriend at that time, otherwise, with Su Mu's character, he would never get close to him, and it was precisely because of such a lie that he was given the opportunity to pursue.
So is it because it starts with a lie, so they quarrel all the way because of the lie, because the lie consumes feelings, and in the end, it ends with a lie?
But Ling Feng couldn't say whether he regretted it or not.
It's like he doesn't know if he has ever loved Su Mu.
Later, when the two of them were together, he did give and tried hard to be with Su Mu, but since those people continued to appear in his life, they kept challenging the relationship between the two of them. After all the novelty took over his liking, his patience and affection for Su Mu didn't seem to be so much, so that when he saw Su Mu crying because of his grievances, he only felt upset, even if he knew that the mistake was really on himself, he was not willing to apologize and make changes.
He began to feel that Su Mu, like other girls, had nothing special, and his desire to care for and take care of Su Mu was also exhausted by other women and time. So he began to look at Su Mu more and more unpleasantly, and felt that what she was doing was wrong. But what he didn't expect was that after all those novelties disappeared, Su Mu was also moved. He began to regret that he had failed this girl, and wanted to be nice to her again and make up for what he owed her before. But some mistakes have already happened, they haven't changed, and there is no way to change them, and his impression of Su Mu has stayed there, so even though he wants to change it, there are still problems between them.
After all, Su Mu didn't get what he wanted to get, and he became more and more hysterical, and he didn't want to give anymore, and became more and more impatient, so there were more and more contradictions between the two people, which was a normal thing.
He hates dealing with trouble the most, and he even hates all troubles. He didn't want trouble to continue to arise, so every time he encountered trouble, he chose to avoid retreating, lost his temper, threw all the problems to Su Mu, and let Su Mu solve them alone. Since Su Mu has the ability and always doesn't need him to take care of her, then she can definitely solve these things. She solved it, and of course he was happy with it. And the most important thing is that Su Mu is becoming less and less like before, she has no gentleness, no kindness, and no empathy, it can be said that the things he liked at the beginning are now completely invisible in her, and now everything in her is what he is unwilling to face. And he especially doesn't like Su Mu to lecture him, he is not a child without his mother's teaching, and letting his girlfriend teach him like this makes him very faceless. But Su Mu never felt that there was anything wrong with what she did, she always felt that it was all his fault, and even in his opinion, Su Mu felt like he was an unweaned child, always trying to change him and educate him, which made him feel more and more irritable, more and more unwilling to accept, and more and more wanting to resist.
So who is right and who is wrong in this relationship is also a matter that cannot be clearly said. Putting all the blame on him, he can't admit it.
After all, feelings are a matter of two people, and Su Mu didn't stick to it until the end, nor did he give him enough patience and patience to let him grow, so he can't be blamed alone.
Fortunately, this idea was not discovered by Su Mu, if it was discovered by Su Mu, it is estimated that Su Mu would be angry with him. But then again, in fact, when he left, Su Mu already felt that there was nothing unacceptable, even if he knew the truth, it was the end of leaving.
It's just that when she leaves, is she more embarrassed.
Two days after receiving the ticket, Su Mu packed his luggage and set off for Ice City in advance.
Originally, Su Mu had planned to go to Ling Feng first, and then go to Ice City together. However, given that the relationship between the two has not been so good recently, and they have to waste an extra ticket money, Su Mu chose to give up. Fortunately, she hadn't told Ling Feng about this before, otherwise, it was estimated that Ling Feng might have had some trouble with her again as soon as she heard that she was not going. She didn't want to make any more troubles, and if she could avoid quarrels, it would be better to avoid some.
What's more, she has to meet Shu Shu in advance, if she has it, she can only talk to the two of them alone, plus the boyfriends of the two people, she can't say it.
After four hours of "tiring travel", Su Mu finally arrived at Shu Shu's school, and when she got out of class, the two of them found a place to eat, and began a heated discussion about their boyfriends.
Of course, in the discussion, Shu Shu scolded Su Mu for not having a long brain. In the end, Su Mu didn't dare to say anything. And more importantly, when it first happened, Su Mu didn't think there was anything, but when she thought about it, she would find that it was really bad behind her back, and in summary, Ling Feng didn't seem to have done a few good things, which also made her really shameless to say it again.
Therefore, many things in the relationship can't stand scrutiny, and if you want two people to be together, you really have to pretend to be confused.
It's a pity that Su Mu really can't do it.
As the two of them talked, Su Mu's tears were about to stop. When Shu Shu saw her like this, she was angry, and couldn't help but continue to say to her:
"You said you, that's all it takes, when you were with that dog man, you said what you didn't love, always because he wronged yourself, you were willing to fulfill everything, you listened to others, you didn't have a backbone at all, you said that when you were alone, where did the momentum and stubbornness go? What, if you find a man, you can't find your own place? You didn't want so many men who picked you up, and you didn't want that resolute attitude when you rejected them?"
"I ......"
"What are you, you said that you are not a big boss, why are you still so naïve? You think you are him? You eat and drink all day and think about playing, you are almost thirty, you should have a brain if you have no career, for a man to make you like this, are you worth it? Don't think about it, can he be worthy of your life?"
"Yes, we all know you, just want a relationship, just want him to be good to you, your idea, put it on you at the age of eighteen, there is nothing wrong with it, change it to the present, do you think it is appropriate? Who doesn't plan for the future, who doesn't want to be able to take it easy when he struggles in the future, in the adult world, everything is linked to interests, you don't want anything, can you guarantee that he doesn't want anything? Are you really naïve? Which children are innocent nowadays, monkeys and monkeys, don't I know that I, a teacher, can still be blinded by love and can't see these realities. ”
"Also, his family has money, that's his family, you tell me, he spends more money on you? Isn't it just a few lipsticks for your birthday? What, you don't deserve this lipstick? You can't afford it yourself? I can buy it for you, okay, it's obvious to him? Don't tell me that he's still young, you don't want him to spend more money on you or something, do you know how much money he puts into the game? Do you know how much he spends on other women? Do you know how much he spends on eating, drinking, and having fun? It's just that you're stupid, you think he has no money, and you always put it on him. Oops, I'm so angry, I really don't know what to say about you. Last time, you just planted your head like this, giving others the same as your ancestors, and raising others, but they ran away after just four days of knowing that girl, and they kept saying that it was true love, don't you feel disgusting? Now this is again, you raise it again, and then you get used to such a lot of stinky problems, and you will shirk your responsibilities at a young age, and when you grow up, you will still have it? Just protect him, just this temper and attitude, throw him in the society for two years, you see if he cries and admits that you are right. It's really useful to have a brain, I beg you to use it, you can't waste any time. ”
The more Shu Shu spoke, the more he couldn't control himself, and interrupted Su Mu's words several times when he wanted to refute. Su Mu didn't know what he should say when he listened, so he could only sigh, hang his head, and didn't speak again.
After the two of them were silent for a while, Shu Shu's temper also calmed down, sighed, and finally comforted Su Mu:
"What I'm saying is the truth, you know it yourself, but you don't want to admit it. I don't want you to lie to yourself all the time, there really won't be anything good going on like this. But I also know that what you can give has already been paid, and you can't find anything. You also know what kind of person I am, and I care most about whether you can live well, and I never want to care what that little cub looks like. So Mu Mu, stop the loss in time, if you really wait until your feelings are exhausted, I'm afraid you won't be able to hold on. You're different from me now when I met you, isn't it a different personality, do you know? I'm really distressed, and no matter how much you hurt, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it. ”