(1) Review the college entrance examination
A week after watching the concert, Ling Feng finally finished the last exam, and at this point, he could be regarded as a complete graduate from this school.
All along, he didn't have much affection for this school, for him to come, this school was just a springboard for him to go abroad, and it didn't make much sense, but when he packed up his things and was about to leave here, he suddenly felt as if he was a little reluctant.
To tell the truth, this was the first time he had experienced life in the dormitory, and the days of eating, drinking and having fun with these people in the dormitory were over, and he was actually reluctant. Su Mu is not selfish, he only thinks about his own feelings, but in the eyes of others in the bedroom, he has never been a selfish person. They got along very well, they didn't even blush once, they quarreled loudly, and when they had to see each other again, they really couldn't be completely free.
But fortunately, they will also get together in Japan later, although they are not in the same school, but they can be regarded as Pets to rely on, which is better than him being there alone.
And he was reluctant, half of the reason was that he didn't end his youth with the college entrance examination after ten years of hard study like others.
In fact, his grades are not bad, why did he give up studying, he himself did not come out with the reason. Going abroad is also a solution that his family has discussed for a long time, if it weren't for this, he wouldn't always quarrel with his family after meeting Su Mu.
To be honest, he really thought about giving up the idea of going abroad for the sake of Su Mu. He knew how difficult a long-distance relationship was, and he was afraid that if he was not by Su Mu's side, he would lose Su Mu. Su Mu is such an insecure person, and he has almost consumed her trust in him before, what if someone else appears around Su Mu after he goes abroad?
He was stalking to Su Mu when he was a stalker, what if someone took advantage of her absence and stalked her. At that time, if something went wrong, he didn't know how to chase Su Mu back.
It's so painful to fall in love and not see each other. Don't Su Mu can resist the temptation, just him, he doesn't know if he can keep his heart.
He wasn't worried about Su Mu at all, he was more worried about himself. He didn't want to hurt Su Mu at all, but he really couldn't control himself, just like every time he wanted to be able to control himself and stop doing things that Su Mu didn't like, but they would still quarrel over these things.
At first, he thought it was nothing, thinking that it was normal for couples to quarrel, how could there be couples who didn't quarrel. But when he found out that Su Mu began to talk about his badness over and over again, and never saved him a little face, he had already begun to realize that Su Mu no longer seemed to have the heart to be with him. If she was really still with him, she wouldn't have said those words so clearly, because she knew that these words would definitely affect the relationship between the two of them, but she didn't choose to avoid it, nor did she choose other ways, but just came out like this, leaving him no way out.
At first, he would still defend himself, he would struggle, and when he quarreled so much, he thought that it would be good if he broke up like this. So they kept quarreling, and the more they quarreled, the more fierce they became, and he became more and more unscrupulous, and even began to fight non-stop. He always thought that Su Mu would come back by himself after enough quarrels as before, but later he found out that he gave Su Mu freedom, so Su Mu never came back, and he didn't even know when she left.
He always thought that Su Mu would not leave him alone, and she would definitely try to maintain this relationship, just like she had done before, but she was still gone, even if she did not completely disappear from his life, and his contact information was still lying quietly in her list, he would never get her again.
But how did things turn out like this? She liked him so much, she liked him so much, she gave up so many things for him, suffered so many grievances, why did she just leave in the end?
If Ling Feng was willing to put a little more heart into Su Mu, he would naturally know why Su Mu chose to leave. But if he was willing to do so, Su Mu wouldn't leave.
Of course, that's all for later.
In fact, Ling Feng was not completely uninvolved in the college entrance examination When Zheng took the college entrance examination, it was just in time for the Dragon Boat Festival, and at that time he happened to be on school holiday and came back for the festival, so he discussed with Su Mu and the two of them very early, and first got up early to climb the mountain during the Dragon Boat Festival, and then went to his school to have a look, at least let himself have a little more contact with this college entrance examination that he should have been able to participate in.
It's been almost 4 years since Su Mu graduated from university, and he doesn't care much about these things for a long time. However, she remembered that she also had such an idea when she just graduated, and every year during the college entrance examination, she would even post articles and the like to express her own feelings and blessings to the students, so she fully understood Ling Feng's idea, and did not object, but offered to go with him.
At first, Ling Feng didn't dare to ask Su Mu to accompany him at all, because he was very worried that Su Mu would reject his idea, thinking that he was naïve, mature and ignorant. But he didn't expect Su Mu to agree so easily, so that he had been preparing for a long time, but not a word came out.
When it came to the Dragon Boat Festival, the two of them got up early, because they got up too early, Ling Feng almost didn't get up, and they all relied on the alarm clock and Su Mu to call him. Fortunately, the mountain they had to climb was not high, so even though they were still very sleepy, the two of them still insisted on climbing the mountain under the cold wind of the early morning.
Didn't give up halfway like when I was at the Great Wall.
Although Su Mu is not physically strong, she still likes to climb mountains. In the past two years, she has climbed one a year, Mount Tai and Huashan she has climbed, and in the next few days, she is ready to climb the three mountains and five mountains, so that her travel plan will be successful in a certain aspect.
Of course, climbing the mountain is a physical work, and after reaching the top of the mountain, Su Mu was so tired that she couldn't breathe evenly, but the whole process of climbing the mountain was quite happy for her. Especially when standing on the top of the mountain, just in time for the early morning sun to dispel the mist, which makes them look down and see half of the city, which does have a different feeling.
This is also one of the reasons why Su Mu likes to climb mountains, when she has experienced a lot, and then sees everything under her feet, her mood will be much more relaxed. It's just that she still has work to do on the weekends, and she doesn't have time to get off work at night, so she can't find time to climb the mountains, so this idea can only be realized when she travels every year.
Fortunately, she suffered a lot when climbing Mount Tai and Mount Hua, so she also thought through a lot of problems along the way.
Thinking that they had to rush to see them take the oath before the exam, the two of them didn't stay long on the top of the mountain before they hurried down. Fortunately, they didn't stay too long, otherwise they might not have been able to make it to school.
Because there are a lot of people who climb the mountain this time, so for convenience, the road at the foot of the mountain was directly closed, and after going down the mountain, the two of them walked a long way, through the whole morning market, before they got a taxi.
When we arrived at the school gate, it was just in time for the candidates to start entering. Because Su Mu also took the college entrance examination here back then, looking at the scene in front of her, she actually evoked a lot of nostalgia in her heart, but she didn't have these things with Ling Feng.
Because what she was thinking now and what Ling Feng was thinking about was definitely different, even if he was now, Ling Feng would not understand. In addition, she didn't know any of Ling Feng's classmates, and she didn't want to be seen by others, so Su Mu chose to quietly hide to the side and not be with Ling Feng.
Ling Feng always thought that Su Mu didn't want to see his friends, as well as the parents of his friends, because she didn't like to see him. In fact, he is quite upset about this, because in fact, he himself does not really want to expose the relationship between him and Su Mu, for fear that the people who oppose it will become more and more opposed, and some of the people around him who are not have it, by the way, he also ran to tell his parents. He really had enough of listening to these nagging, but fortunately, Su Mu would take the initiative to keep his distance from him in this situation, otherwise, he wouldn't know how to talk to Su Mu about it.
After all, when this kind of thing came out, it was as if he was very irresponsible, and he didn't dare to admit to everyone that Su Mu was his own girlfriend, and he also knew that Su Mu hated this kind of unresponsible man the most. So he didn't want his image to be damaged because of this matter.
Of course he thought so, but he didn't know what Su Mu thought. In fact, Su Mu didn't really care too much about these things, but she knew Ling Feng's thoughts very well, and she also knew that Ling Feng's parents didn't agree that Ling Feng was with her, and they didn't want to make her public to others, so she didn't want to join in the fun.
She doesn't like the feelings that are coming, it makes no difference between coming and giving alms to her, and she is not a beggar, so there is no need to accept alms.
However, Ling Feng never knew that she had such thoughts, even if Su Mu had been with him countless times, she didn't like to ask for things, what she hoped was that Ling Feng could take the initiative to give these to her, take the initiative, and express his love for her more, Ling Feng still never did this.
Ling Feng always felt that it was not that he didn't want to give, but that he really didn't bother to think about what Su Mu wanted. A woman's heart is a needle, sometimes he really can't figure out Su Mu's thoughts, he hopes that Su Mu can tell her thoughts directly, without letting him guess, so that it will be better for both of them.
After all, Su Mu was the first girl he was so interested in, and he didn't really understand what other girls wanted, in case he thought about it wrong and did it wrong, it caused Su Mu to complain, but the gains outweighed the losses. It is better for Su Mu to tell him directly what she wants, so that a lot of trouble can be avoided.
Su Mu did not deny that to a certain extent, there was nothing wrong with Ling Feng's idea, but the problem was that the relationship between the two of them did not have such a foundation, and Ling Feng's doing this was equivalent to refusing to take the initiative to do anything to express his heart to Su Mu, which made Su Mu feel that he was very perfunctory, as if in his eyes, Su Mu was not very important.
What's even worse is that Ling Feng didn't realize that there was a problem between the two of them, and the relationship between the two of them was not so stable and needed to be maintained, so in this case, if everything needed Su Mu and Ling Feng to take the initiative to express themselves, it would only make Su Mu feel that Ling Feng didn't take him to heart at all. And over time, Ling Feng would still feel that Su Mu was too greedy and wanted too many things, which would affect the relationship between the two of them even more.
In fact, things also developed according to Su Mu's idea, and when it came later, Ling Feng's most gotten sentence was that he felt that Su Mu wanted too much, and he couldn't give it. But Su Mu knew very well that she had never asked for anything excessive, and what she wanted was what the man took the initiative to give to the woman when other couples were together, which other girls didn't have to ask for at all, but here in Ling Feng, she didn't get no, after she expressed her thoughts and expressed her needs, she was even thought by Ling Feng that she was making trouble unreasonably, and she wanted too much.
So Ling Feng rightfully rejected Su Mu's request, continued to live his own life, and continued to ignore all of Su Mu's needs, so in the end, Su Mu completely lost confidence in him, but he began to hope that Su Mu could give him another chance.
He Su Mu had never given him a chance to make changes, and when this sentence fell on Su Mu's ears, she really felt particularly ironic and ridiculous.
In the year and a half that the two have been together, since March, she has been giving him a chance, constantly hoping that he will change, but not only has he not changed, but in the end, he has to put the responsibility on her. In this way, she really felt that she had no need to give him any more chances.
The two of them are really inappropriate, even if they are reluctantly together, there will be no good results, rather than this, it is better to cut through the mess quickly and break off the relationship at this time. Long pain is better than short pain, and it is better to break up at this time than to turn against each other later.
It is a happy thing for two people to be able to love each other, and if this happiness can be continued, of course, it is a good thing, but if not, the best outcome is to cut off the relationship when the pain begins.