After Ling Feng returned home, he lived a life with Su Muti every day as he wished. Unless there is something, he has the opportunity to go to Su Mu every day, and the two of them either sleep in Su Mu's house, or go to KFC or Starbucks to sit and play games, or go shopping and watch movies, almost half a month, both of them come over like this.

This used to be a day that both of them were looking forward to, but this expectation didn't last long for this freshness, but in about half a month, the two of them broke out into a violent quarrel, and the cause was Ling Feng's deception.

Su Mu didn't mean that he couldn't accept Ling Feng going out to play with other people, after all, everyone had their own friends, and it was impossible to completely cut off contact with them just because he had a lover. It's just that Ling Feng has too many criminal records, and he is not so honest, so Su Mu is relatively strict with him. But the so-called "Yan" just hopes that Ling Feng will talk to her first where he goes and who he is with, if it is inconvenient to send a message, he must explain in advance, at least once an hour, don't go out to play as if he is missing.

For these requests, Su Mu felt that she was not excessive, because Ling Feng had deceived her many times before, and each time he promised that he would not do this again next time, but there was always a next time. And sometimes, Ling Feng's lies almost reached the point where he opened his mouth, and even if this lie was full of loopholes, when Su Mu didn't even need to verify it to know that it was definitely a lie, Ling Feng would not admit that he was lying. It is precisely because of this that Su Mu set these "rules" for him to do.

Of course, in fact, Su Mu also knew in his heart that Ling Feng's deception had formed a habit, and she had no way to put an end to his lies, and he would not think of never deceiving her again, so the "rules" he had set for him were just an excuse he used to quarrel with her and accuse her. When something goes wrong, he will definitely use these "rules" to say that Su Mu controls too much and wants too much, and he won't mention it at all, and the reason why Su Mu did this is that he had deceived her too much, making her completely lose her sense of security and trust in him.

Not only this one thing, almost everything, Ling Feng would not see his own problems, even if he knew very well in his heart that this matter was what he did wrong, he would justifiably blame Su Mu, and try his best to put all the blame on Su Mu, and keep silent about his mistakes. This has happened countless times, almost every time he quarrels, he will do these things, Su Mu tried to make him understand at first that these problems were caused by him, and the reason why she did this was completely caused by him, but then Su Mu found that what she did was useless at all, and he couldn't see his own problems at all, so she gave up communicating with Ling Feng.

Su Mu once said to Ling Feng that the purpose of quarreling is not to break up, but to solve the problem, which can be regarded as a process of communication, because when there is a problem, it is impossible for people to keep their sanity all the time, so it is normal to quarrel. For so many years, Su Mu had looked at quarrels by this standard, but it wasn't until she got along with Ling Feng for so long that she realized that sometimes, quarrels couldn't solve problems at all, because the other party didn't want to communicate at all.

Yes, Su Mu also admitted that no one wanted to listen to others point out his mistakes directly, and Su Mu didn't want to always find fault with Ling Feng. But she thought about Ling Feng's thoughts, and when Ling Feng was doing things, she never considered her thoughts. She had repeatedly told Ling Feng about the things that would hurt her, Ling Feng said that she knew every time, apologized every time, said that she would not do it next time, and then when she waited until the next time, she would repeat this scene again. Su Mu is older than him, has experienced more than him, and has a stronger ability to bear than him, but this does not mean that she has to bear more pain and hurt because of this. These advantages of hers can be used to accompany Ling Feng to grow up, so that he can take fewer detours on the road of growth, rather than to pay for Ling Feng's naivety and irresponsibility.

But Ling Feng has been using her forbearance, her soft-heartedness, and her feelings to keep paying for his mistakes, and she doesn't feel that there is any problem.

This is the reason why Su Mu chose to leave in the end.

She can accompany Ling Feng to grow up, accompany him to endure hardships, and accompany him through ups and downs, she can do all of this, but she can't keep letting Ling Feng be so irresponsible to consume her hopes for the future, her feelings for him, and her efforts. If Ling Feng was worth it, she would definitely give up everything for him, but now it seemed that Ling Feng was not worth it.

She also wanted to selfishly do it for herself.

In fact, there was nothing wrong with what Ling Feng did at the beginning that day, and it didn't make Su Mu suspect his whereabouts. But when Ling Feng told her that he was going out to buy furniture with his family, she felt very uncomfortable. This kind of discomfort really had no reason, and it suddenly made Su Mu feel a little breathless. It's just that Su Mu didn't think about the bad side at that time, and he always thought that it might be because he had just woken up and didn't sleep well last night.

If it weren't for the fact that this feeling lasted until the afternoon, Su Mu really couldn't hold on, she wouldn't have made a video call to Ling Feng, and if she hadn't made this call, she wouldn't have found out that Ling Feng had lied to her and gone to his fellow student.

When Su Mu found out that she had been deceived, her whole body froze there. She didn't know what she was going to say, she didn't even know whether to cry or get angry, she only knew that her hands and feet were numb, she couldn't move, and she only had the word "break up" in her head.

She didn't want to listen to explanations, she didn't want to quarrel, she just wanted to leave Ling Feng, leave this man who would only use lies to perfunctory her.

Ling Feng kept calling, but Su Mu didn't answer. She wanted to cry, but there were still many people in the house. She didn't want them to hear her crying, and she didn't want them to know that it was because Ling Feng was crying, so she rushed out of the house without even thinking about it.

It was raining heavily outside the house, and it only took a few steps to come out, and Su Mu's whole body was drenched. The raindrops the size of beans fell on Su Mu's body, extinguishing all the enthusiasm and hope in her heart. She walked helplessly down the road, not knowing where she was going, and finally crouched down in a small corner and began to cry with her head in her arms.

During this period, Ling Feng had called, and Su Mu finally picked up the phone, and kept accusing Ling Feng of why he was always doing things that hurt her, and why he always chose to do these things when he knew that he would hurt her. Ling Feng didn't know how to explain, let alone how to persuade Su Mu not to get angry, he didn't even know what he should do in order to let Su Mu go back first and not get drenched in the rain again.

The two of them were in a stalemate on the phone for a long time, and Su Mu really couldn't support it anymore. She didn't want to argue with Ling Feng about who was right and who was wrong, she didn't even need Ling Feng to apologize and admit her mistakes, she just wanted Ling Feng to leave her and never appear in front of her again.

She really couldn't support it anymore, she felt that she couldn't treat Ling Feng with gentleness and kindness like before, and even she could no longer regain trust in Ling Feng, even if she reluctantly continued, the two of them would break up sooner or later because of this kind of thing.

If two people are together and there is no trust, it is equivalent to nothing.

Su Mu was drenched in the heavy rain for a long time, and when she could barely stabilize her emotions, she could control her tears, and she didn't look like she had cried, so she stood up and began to walk home. And just as she was about to walk to the intersection of her house, Ling Feng suddenly appeared in front of her.

Su Mu didn't know how to describe the feeling she had when she saw Ling Feng, the moment she saw Ling Feng, her stomach suddenly swelled with a feeling of wanting to vomit, accompanied by intense pain and convulsions, her limbs, which had finally eased up, began to become numb again, and she couldn't even make a simple fist action.

She wanted to run away, wanting to get as far away from this man as possible, but after Ling Feng discovered her intentions, he took a step ahead of her and hugged her in his arms.

This is the most taboo thing for Su Mu.

Since before, Su Mu had already been very taboo about Ling Feng touching her, and every time Ling Feng touched her, although she didn't show anything, she had actually begun to resist in her heart. After this incident, her problem was even more serious, as soon as Ling Feng touched her, she began to struggle violently, saying that she didn't want Ling Feng to touch her.

Ling Feng didn't know what the reason for this was, he had always thought that Su Mu was doing this just because she was angry, and it had nothing to do with the others. So the more Su Mu struggled, the harder he worked, thinking that as long as he trapped Su Mu, he could solve the problem.

But in fact, at this time, Su Mu's whole person was already so uncomfortable that he was about to die because of Ling Feng's actions. She felt a lot of pain even when her heart was beating now, and if she continued like this, she was afraid that she would go into shock directly in Ling Feng's arms. In this way, she made a very extreme move.

He bit down Ling Feng's shoulder.

Although it was raining, it was summer after all, the clothes he was wearing were very thin, and Su Mu was very hard, Ling Feng could hold on at first, but then it was too painful, so he had to let Su Mu go.

As soon as she was free, Su Mu immediately took several steps backwards, widening the distance between her and Ling Feng, and then she instinctively wrapped her arms around her chest and hugged herself tightly to prevent Ling Feng from getting close to her again.

Ling Feng didn't know why Su Mu was so defensive of himself, he didn't know at all what kind of harm he had done today to Su Mu, he still felt that Su Mu was really making too much of a fuss, after all, he wasn't looking for other girls, he just went to find his hair small. Besides, he did go to see the home with his parents before, and he didn't choose to deceive her at the beginning.

This is not cheating, let alone a big deal, but now that Su Mu is like this, it is as if he has done something unforgivable, which is inevitably a bit excessive.

Because he thought like this in his heart, when the incident first happened, he didn't even think about coming to Su Mu, and even he was still thinking that if he could coax Su Mu well and let her go home directly, he wouldn't have to come. He really doesn't like to toss on a rainy day, and it's always good to have less trouble. But no matter how he coaxed Su Mu not to go back, he didn't forgive him, and he didn't even answer his call, so he had no choice but to tell his friend that he wanted to go back early.

When he was about to arrive, he never thought that Su Mu would appear in front of him in such an embarrassed manner. For a moment, he was very distressed, but what Su Mu did next made his distress disappear immediately.

It's such a trivial matter, what's the big deal, he didn't go to find another woman, he just went to find his hair Xiao, as for making things like this? Yes, he lied to her, he didn't tell her the truth, but so what? Isn't he also afraid that she won't agree? Isn't he also afraid that she will get angry if she finds out? He really doesn't want to quarrel with her anymore, he has really quarreled with her enough, isn't it good to live a non-stop life like before? Why is there any need to quarrel? Also, she always said that she could endure it, and she had endured her a lot, so why couldn't she endure it a little more? Many people said that he was ignorant and young, so it was not appropriate to tolerate him more. Sooner or later, he will change, so can't he wait for him longer? Do you have to force him to grow up quickly? Isn't that also hurting herself? She doesn't want to think about any quarrel she ended well? Isn't it all because she has been wronged and still has to forgive him, so why can't you ignore the step of quarreling? Even if it's for her own sake, she should do this, right?

Of course, this was what Ling Feng thought about in his heart, and he didn't say it directly to Su Mu. But because he was driven by such thoughts, he couldn't willingly admit the mistakes he had made and wanted to make amends. So the two of them were in a stalemate in the heavy rain, unable to reach a consensus, and Ling Feng refused to let Su Mu leave.

Su Mu kept trying to leave, but every time she moved, Ling Feng would forcefully pull her back to where she was and make her stand there. The grievances in Su Mu's heart have almost been pressed to the extreme, but she can't vent them, which makes her whole person very bad. She began to make some small movements unconsciously, such as picking at the flesh on her big arm with her nails, biting her lips fiercely, and trembling uncontrollably, in order to relieve the depression in her heart.