If you talk about what is the most profound memory of her youth, then for Su Mu, in addition to getting up at six o'clock in the morning during the summer vacation, just to watch "The Legend of Sword and Fairy" in the morning, there is only the year when he graduated from elementary school, and he has been listening to "Qili Xiang" from the morning to the evening.

When Jay Chou first became popular, Su Mu was still a child who would only live in her own small world, she had little contact with the outside world, and every day except for school, she would only hide in her own home, read books or watch TV. She doesn't have any special hobbies, and she rarely goes out to play with her friends, and she looks shy and a little autistic, unless someone is willing to take the initiative to enter her world, otherwise she will never take the initiative to approach others.

In such an environment, Su Mu rarely pursues any popularity, and if she counts with her fingers, she did the same thing as their students at that time, probably copying lyrics.

And the songs in her collection of lyrics are basically Lin Junjie, SHE and Jay Chou.

And Jay Chou is the biggest reason why Su Mu is interested in national style. So when she came to Shanghai, of course, she wanted to visit his store.

It's like being nostalgic for the beginning where all change began.

Both of them have a past that the other doesn't know about, only scattered fragments that can't be pieced together to form a complete story. What's more, Su Mu couldn't tell the truth from the falsehood of what Ling Feng said, so it was okay to say that he didn't know anything about his past.

For a moment, she hated her own straightforwardness, and she also hated her unreservedness, perhaps it was precisely because of this that Ling Feng was given countless opportunities to hurt her, making him feel that she would always wait for him, no matter what kind of thing he did.

Because he didn't have much appetite, Su Mu still ate very little.

In fact, as early as this time, some things were already emerging. But this kind of omen is so ordinary that it seems to repeat what happens in daily life many times, magnifying the degree of impact, and it is impossible for people to detect it at all. Even if people have instinctive fear, they will magnify all the details in their fear, and they will not notice them.

Sometimes Su Mu would also think that if he could have discovered these anomalies earlier, he might have been able to avoid many things, but many disasters were inevitable, just like Su Mu knew that Ling Feng was not worth entrusting, but he still chose to forgive again and again.

Ling Feng didn't force Su Mu to eat anything this time, maybe it was because the two of them were not main dishes, they were snacks in his eyes, and it didn't matter if they ate it or not, or maybe it was because he had long been used to Su Mu's situation and had completely lost the idea of wanting to care about her. Anyway, he was ready to leave here after he felt that he was full, and he didn't ask Su Mu if he still wanted to stay a little longer.

Because there was still time, after coming out, the two of them chose to go to a movie. This is Su Mu's favorite activity, so she readily agreed, but the two of them have seen this recently released movie, so they can only pick a movie that both of them want to watch again.

This would have been a good thing, but on the way to the cinema, the two of them had a problem.

This was the first time the two of them had quarreled after going out.

For Su Mu, her backlog of grievances has been enough, and she has been enduring it, hoping to leave a perfect process to remember for this trip. So even if she felt that she had been wronged a lot, she didn't want to quarrel. However, Ling Feng never seemed to think about these problems, he always thought that Su Mu was making trouble, and he always thought that it was because he was too good to Su Mu and made Su Mu used to have problems, which was why he caused the current situation.

After a long time, the two of them still quarreled over the same thing, and this time, Ling Feng didn't control his thoughts and said this sentence bluntly. When Su Mu heard this, tears began to fall without warning, and then asked him word by word what he was good to her, and let him say it one by one and clearly.

But Ling Feng couldn't say it.

How could he possibly say that?

From beginning to end, he never treated Su Mu sincerely, and those so-called love words and so-called care were all hypocritical illusions that stayed on the surface. He thought that he could deceive himself and Su Mu in this way, but Su Mu knew better than him how clumsy his deception was. He was able to deceive her for so long because she thought he could make him change.

It's a pity that he didn't understand this truth until the end.

It is inevitable that one person will not be disappointed in another person in vain, but Ling Feng has never refused to admit that Su Mu has become what he is now because of him, and he also does not admit Su Mu's accusations against her for everything. He circled those as Su Mu's wrongs against him, and always thought that Su Mu's disappointment was just a moment of anger. So he didn't have any pressure, he took contact with other women for granted, he took his indifference to her as a way to make her angry, he never felt that Su Mu would leave him, so he was blatant when he did this, and felt that as long as Su Mu didn't say it, he could treat it as if none of these things had happened.

But how can it be that it hasn't happened?

Those early mornings when she woke up crying, those nights when she couldn't sleep all night because she was sad, those moments that witnessed her wanting to die, were constantly reminding Su Mu that Ling Feng didn't love her at all.

She didn't dare to forget.

Even if she forgot, all the scars on her body would keep reminding her of the memories she had had.

Even the street in Shanghai where she walked alone, the shops she visited alone, would remind her that in that strange city, Ling Feng let go of her hand and let her disappear into the sea of people.

Just because he was sure that she would come back by herself, she didn't need to coax, coaxing her was just in vain, everything was caused by her vexatiousness.

But Su Mu has never been a person who will make trouble unreasonably.

All those who know Su Mu well can attest to this.

And they can also prove that he doesn't deserve Su Mu's love at all.

But they won't do it.

Because they knew that Su Mu would not agree to them meddling in her feelings.

Because they knew that if they did, Su Mu would be even more disgusted with himself, disgusted that he didn't handle the problem properly and brought them so much trouble.

But despite this, they still felt that Ling Feng was not worthy of Su Mu's likes even more than Su Mu.