Chapter 020: Life and Death
Pushing open the door, I saw Su Yufei lying on the quilt and crying like a tearful person. Grandma Su was not very clear at this time, and her eyelids drooped weakly. However, when he saw Lin Yufei, his eyes tried hard to open, and at the same time, his right hand struggled to lift it up, but he was no longer able to complete this action, and only moved his fingers slightly.
Lin Yufei saw Grandma Su's eyes facing him, her lips slightly open and closed, as if she was saying something, so she hurriedly leaned down and leaned her ears over.
Grandma Su moved her mouth a few times with difficulty, and finally said a few words intermittently: "For me... Take care... Good... Minmin..."
Lin Yufei nodded vigorously with tears in his eyes, and said word by word: "Please rest assured, I will definitely take good care of Xiaomin." ”
A smile flashed across the corner of Grandma Su's mouth, slowly closed her eyes, and walked away quietly.
On the same day, after seeking Su Yufei's consent, Grandma Su's body was taken to the county funeral home for cremation, and the only thing left for Su Yufei was a cold black urn.
When Su Yufei left the hospital with the urn in his arms, Lin Yufei hurriedly chased after him.
"I'll send you back. Lin Yufei said softly.
Su Yufei turned his head but said coldly in a hoarse voice, "No need." ”
"Why?"
"Now that my grandma is gone, we don't have to see each other again. ”
"Well, I promised my grandmother to take good care of you. Lin Yufei said hurriedly.
"No, you still have to go to school and have a lot of your own things to do. Besides, I'm not a child, I'm going to live on my own. ”
"I can protect you, please trust me, okay?" Lin Yufei looked at her earnestly.
"You are supported by your family, what can you do to protect me?"
"I ......" Su Yufei is right, as a college student who has not yet graduated, he has not yet left the ranks of parasites, what to do to protect others, Lin Yufei was speechless for a while.
"Alright, I've told you my decision, please don't say anything more meaningless. I will pay back the money you lent me as soon as possible, and you can leave me a bank account number. Su Yufei took out paper and pen from his handbag and handed them to Lin Yufei.
Where would these Qian Lin Yufei care, and was about to excuse himself, when he suddenly remembered something, so he took the paper and brushed and wrote a sentence: My mobile phone number will never change.
When Su Yufei saw this, Lin Yufei clearly saw that her red and swollen eyes were flashing with tears.
"I'll call you when I get there. Su Yufei left the hospital in a hurry after leaving this sentence.
"Okay, take care. Lin Yufei said to Su Yufei's back.
Seeing Su Yufei gradually disappearing in the background, Lin Yufei did not move for a long time.
Is it really all over? Intuitively, Su Yufei should like herself, but why did she say such a decisive thing? Could it be that she just has no confidence in the future of the two of them? What did she think in her heart? Lin Yufei fell into bitter thought.
......
Su Yufei left, and Lin Yufei only found out three days later.
That day, Lin Yufei couldn't bear the pain of lovesickness, so he deliberately took a day off and stayed in front of Su Yufei's dormitory building early in the morning, just to take a look at her.
But I didn't see Su Yufei until noon, so I knocked on the door directly, but I didn't expect that the door was opened by a strange middle-aged woman, she told Lin Yufei that Su Yufei had moved out three days ago, and handed over a letter for herself, which was written like this:
"Yufei, allow me to call you that for the first and last time. I'm gone, please forgive me for not saying goodbye. It was a misunderstanding that God arranged for us to meet, I am an unfortunate girl who lost both of my parents since I was a child.
Although the difficulties of life did not crush me, after entering society, I still experienced its cruelty and ruthlessness, and my chastity was cruelly stifled along with the longing for love.
However, I still have to thank God for letting me meet you, although we can't finally come together, but that beautiful memory is enough for me to remember for a lifetime. I have never doubted your sincerity, but because of this, I can't be so selfish, you have a bright future, I can't drag you down, so I must choose to leave.
Forget about me, as if you never knew me. I left, went to a place where no one knew me, and this city had brought me so much pain. Finally, please promise me to live well, take good care of myself, and be happy!
Su Yufei on the same day"
Holding a thin piece of letter paper, Lin Yufei wanted to cry without tears.
When he realized that Su Yufei might leave him, although he was sentimental, he was not too touched. At this moment, Lin Yufei seemed to wake up from a fainting, and began to feel a heart-wrenching pain, just like limbs numb due to curling, if he didn't move, he would only feel faintly uncomfortable, and when he stretched out and the blood veins resumed circulation, he felt the stinging pain in his heart.
Lin Yufei carefully folded the letter and put it in his jacket pocket, and then took out his mobile phone to call Xiao Long.
"Hey, where are you?"
"Did you get off work?" Lin Yufei replied.
"Where the hell is it, have you seen Su Yufei?" Xiao Long's tone was a little anxious.
"Don't ask, come over after work, I'll wait for you on the Qinghe Bridge. ”
"Did you really move away? You see I guessed right, I asked you to find her, but you just didn't listen, what about now, it's too late to regret it, right? Alas, in fact, I ...... too."
"If you don't want to come, pull it down!" Lin Yufei interrupted his chatter impatiently and hung up the phone directly.
When he put the phone back in his pocket, Lin Yufei suddenly regretted it, why did he vent it on others when he was in a bad mood, and his brother Xiao Long was not wrong at all, if he could have gone to her earlier, maybe there was room for redemption.
However, Lin Yufei knew that Xiao Long would not be angry and break the appointment, otherwise he would not be Xiao Long.
Sure enough, not long after Lin Yufei arrived at the Qinghe Bridgehead, he saw that familiar figure from a distance.
"Little brother, don't say anything now, let's drink. Xiao Long walked over and patted Lin Yufei's shoulder with a solemn expression.
A pair of good brothers found a small square table and sat down in the supper shed by the Qinghe River, ordered a few side dishes, and then asked for a whole case of beer.
At first, they used wine glasses to dry a bottle each, and then both of them were troublesome to pour wine, so they directly took the bottle and blew it.
Lin Yufei's usual alcohol consumption is about the same as Xiao Long's, five or six bottles of beer is not a problem, but today may be because he drank too quickly, after three bottles of stomach, he began to feel a little dizzy.
Even so, Lin Yufei still picked up the fourth bottle without hesitation, but he didn't expect to be stopped by Xiao Long.
"Drink slowly, don't get drunk all at once. Xiao Long spoke with a big tongue, and judging by the situation, he felt similar to Lin Yufei at this time.
"What are you afraid of, you have to be drunk and not go home. Lin Yufei craned his neck and continued to pour the wine into his throat.
Xiao Long also picked up a bottle of beer and drank it all, then put the bottle on the table with a snap, and then opened his mouth and said, "I want to drink slower and drink more, so that I can get drunk deeper." After a snort, he continued, "Little brother, I won't tell you, brother, I am also very bitter in my heart." ”
"You...... What's wrong with you?" Lin Yufei was also a little drunk at this time.
"It's not all for women, alas!" Xiao Long sandwiched a peanut, but he didn't expect it to slip to the ground when it was almost to his mouth, and he was so angry that he threw the chopsticks on the table.
"Wang Xiaoyan still refuses to let go?" Lin Yufei asked tentatively.
During this time, he had been thinking about Su Yufei, and he had hardly asked since he helped him "make a move" that night, but Xiao Long was trying his best to help him analyze his ideas, thinking of this, Lin Yufei couldn't help but feel a little guilty in his heart.
"It's settled on her side, it's not her, it's Xiaowen who already has a boyfriend. Xiao Long had a sad look on his face.
"Xiaowen, our new female doctor in the department, it turns out that you like her?" Lin Yufei said in a lost voice.
Xiaowen is the only female doctor in Lin Yufei's current internship department, and she just came to work in the hospital after graduating this year. The stature is neither tall nor short, neither fat nor thin, the face is neither beautiful nor ugly, the personality is neither lively nor introverted, and there is almost no feature on the whole body.
But how could such an ordinary girl have such a strong attraction to Xiao Long, a super handsome guy? Lin Yufei was really puzzled, could it be that he usually had too little contact with her, and Xiaowen still had a shining place that he couldn't find?
"Yes, that's her. Okay, let's not talk about these unhappy things today, come on, let's drink. ”
"That's right, let's not talk about it, drink. ”
After a crisp clash of glass bottles, the brothers picked up another bottle of beer and drank it with their necks tilted up.
Soon a case of beer bottomed out, and both of them were already drunk, and when they got up to pay the bill, Lin Yufei rushed to pay the bill.
Lin Yufei and Xiao Long supported each other and walked back slowly.
"Where are we going now?" Xiao Long suddenly turned his face sideways and asked Lin Yufei.
"Back... Go back to the hospital dormitory, where else can you go? Lin Yufei's tongue was already a little disobedient.
"What kind of dormitory are you going back, let's have fun together, I'm in for a treat!" Xiao Long said with a flushed face and a stiff neck.
"What kind of heart can be opened? Drinking can't relieve sorrow, what else can make people happy. ”
"I'm afraid you won't dare to go. "Xiao Long came to a radical method.
"If there is any place I dare not go, just say it, I will accompany you. At this moment, Lin Yufei also decided to let go.
"That's okay, I'll ask you to get a massage, do you dare to go?" Xiao Long suddenly came to his senses, the corners of his mouth hooked, and he smiled evilly.
"You mean looking for a young lady?" Lin Yufei was shocked, naturally knowing that what he said was definitely not a regular massage place, and suddenly his heart moved, and he said horizontally: "Go! Who is afraid of whom!"
"Sure enough, there is a kind, then I'll lead the way to find a high-grade one. ”。
"No, just go to Silver Dream. ”
"Okay, no problem!" Xiao Long said excitedly.