Chapter 019: Confession Frustrated

Lin Yufei rained down his trembling lips on Su Yufei's pink face, Su Yufei's eyes closed tighter, and the blush on his face turned red.

Lin Yufei's fingers moved all the way downstream, slid through the flat lower abdomen, and then down...... However, just as he was about to invade the most private area, Su Yufei suddenly called softly: "No!" and then grabbed Lin Yufei's right hand.

Lin Yu was startled and immediately stopped all movements.

The passion ignited was like being extinguished by a basin of cold water, and the brain instantly cleared up.

Lin Yufei almost couldn't believe what had just happened, how could he do such a beastly thing! Could it be that he was such a nasty and shallow person in his bones?

I have always said that I look down on Xiao Long's generation and only use the lower half of my body to have a girlfriend, what about myself? Where is the noble? Not at the first opportunity......

Lin Yufei was ashamed, and he couldn't wait to find a hole to get into.

"What should I do?" Su Yufei muttered to himself, lowering his eyes and not looking at Lin Yufei at all.

"I'm sorry, I'm too impulsive, in fact, I ......" Lin Yufei subconsciously wanted to find a reason, and then thought about it, the facts were in front of him, if he didn't repent, he was really not as good as a beast.

"I don't blame you, I only blame myself for knowing that I can't like you, but I just can't control myself. Su Yufei's eyes were clearly filled with tears.

"Why can't you like it?" Lin Yufei asked worriedly.

"We are not suitable. Su Yufei said word by word.

"Why is it not suitable? What is appropriate?"

"We can't be happy together, I know you're a good person, but because of that, I don't want to drag you down. After speaking, Su Yufei actually sobbed.

Lin Yufei gently hugged her slightly trembling shoulders: "I said, I like you, as long as I can be with you, I am not afraid of no matter how much hardship I suffer, believe me once, okay?"

"Why are you doing this? I'm just a filthy girl, and I don't deserve so much for me. ”

"Worth it, a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand! I beg you not to despise yourselves any more, and to remember that in my eyes you are always and always the purest. Lin Yufei said word by word, sonorous and powerful, and said emotionally.

"Are you sure you've always thought so?" Su Yufei looked at Lin Yufei with a confused look in his eyes.

"Yes, please believe me, I will always be by your side whenever you want, no matter what happens in the future. ”

Su Yufei was noncommittal, he didn't speak for a long time, and Lin Yufei didn't know how to speak for a while. After sitting stiff for a while, Su Yufei looked at his watch, got up and said that he had to go to the hospital to deliver food to his grandmother, and Lin Yufei also hurriedly got up and said that he was going back to the hospital together. Unexpectedly, when he went out, Su Yufei insisted on keeping a distance of more than 50 meters from him......

Back in the dormitory, Lin Yufei saw Xiao Long lying on the bed reading a book, this was the first time in the world, you must know that even when he was in school, he would definitely not return home before ten o'clock every night.

"Why didn't you go out to play?" Lin Yufei asked him curiously.

"What are you playing, I'll go to the department to find you after work, Director Lin said that you asked for leave at night, knowing that you must be for Su Yufei's business, and you can't call your mobile phone, so how can you still have the heart to play." Xiao Long looked unhappy, obviously blaming Lin Yufei for not explaining it to him clearly.

But how can this kind of thing be said? The mobile phone was turned off when Lin Yu flew out of the hospital, because he didn't want any interference to cause this rare opportunity to be wasted. However, if he said the truth, he would definitely break his brother's heart, so he made up a lie at random. He also talked about the general situation of the matter, but when he asked for details, Lin Yufei was hesitant.

Xiao Long knew that there was no result if he asked further, so he had to give up.

In terms of human instincts, Lin Yufei has always felt that he is very rational and restrained. So before I met Su Yufei, I really hadn't even held the girl's hand, let alone kissed or something.

It is true that the introverted personality is one of the reasons, but more importantly, although Lin Yufei has a vague concept of virginity, he hopes that his first time can be dedicated to the woman he loves the most. Of course, this person may not be a future wife, but it must be a woman he has really loved.

Looking back, if the object was not Su Yufei tonight, Lin Yufei might not be able to control his impulses. Therefore, from this level of analysis, the deeper idea is actually to prove that he can really not care about her past with actions.

The next day, Lin Yufei woke up early, got up and patted Xiao Long who was still asleep.

Xiao Long asked him sleepily what was the matter.

"When you go back to work, help me ask Director Lin for a day off. ”

"You...... Are you going to deal with Su Yufei's matter?" Xiao Long immediately understood.

"Hmm. Lin Yufei told the truth.

"Just the two of you? I'm going to go with you, I'm a local, too. Why don't I call a few more brothers? I remember that there seemed to be a gangster at the last high school reunion, and I looked for the phone number to see if it was still there. Xiao Long said as he took out his mobile phone.

"No need, Su Yufei definitely doesn't want other people to participate, I didn't say that I went with you that night, and you must not leak it out! Of course, this kind of thing is known to as few people as possible, if she knows that I told you, maybe how to blame me." ”

"That's right, but people in that kind of place are not easy to deal with, so you have to be careful and call me at any time when you encounter a situation. ”

Lin Yufei nodded gratefully, it's good to have this kind of brother, pushed the door and went straight to the inpatient department.

Su Yufei came a little late, and when he saw Lin Yufei, his expression was very indifferent, and he just said hello and put him aside.

Lin Yufei didn't care either, and when Su Yufei got up to leave, he followed behind unhurriedly.

"What's the matter?" Out of the hospital gate, Su Yufei turned his head and asked Lin Yufei expressionlessly.

"I'll go with you. ”

"Where?"

"Of course, I'm going to pay it back. Lin Yufei's heart sank, could it be that she was going to change her hexagram again?

"No, thank you, I was there last night. Su Yufei was still silent.

"Have you been?Did they agree?Why didn't you call me along?" Lin Yufei said hurriedly.

"Yes, it's settled, I don't want to trouble anyone else, but thank you anyway, if nothing else I have to go. Su Yufei said unhurriedly.

"What did you say that they agreed so easily?" Lin Yufei looked at her with suspicion.

"Yes, yes. Don't you think I've been tortured enough?" Su Yufei said angrily.

"Of course I didn't mean that, I just ......" Lin Yufei still couldn't believe it.

"Okay, I really have to go. Su Yufei said coldly.

"Do you have any plans to go back to your old unit?"

"No, I want to find another job. Su Yufei's expression showed a hurry.

"Then I'll go with you. ”

"No need, I've already suffered a loss, and I won't be so easily deceived again. Actually, Lin Yufei just blurted out the words, but it seems that she is too sensitive.

"It's okay, I've already taken a leave of absence today, and I'm idle anyway. Lin Yufei still didn't give up.

"Really, don't do this anymore, okay? We really can only be ordinary friends. ”

"But ......"

"No, but, forget about yesterday's events, just act as if nothing happened, okay?" Su Yufei said as he looked at Lin Yufei with a pleading gaze.

"Why are you doing this to me? Wasn't it okay last night, why did everything change overnight?" Lin Yufei said sadly.

"There's no why, just blame me for not having this blessing, you'll definitely find a girl who is a hundred times better than me, definitely. ”

When he said this, Lin Yufei clearly saw Su Yufei trying his best to control the tears that almost wanted to snatch his eyes.

"No, I just want you!" Lin Yufei shouted loudly, almost hysterically roaring, and his voice shook his eardrums.

"I'm sorry, I've already decided, if you're still so stubborn, then we can't even be ordinary friends. I have to go, goodbye. After Su Yufei finished speaking, he turned around and left, no longer staying for half a moment.

Lin Yufei stood there motionless, watching her disappear from sight little by little.

……

In the following days, Lin Yufei would wait for Su Yufei in Grandma Su's hospital room every day, although Su Yufei no longer avoided it, but only a few cold words.

At the beginning, she destroyed the mobile phone card just to help her cut off her determination to cut off contact with Silver Dream Leisure House, but she didn't expect that she would not change her card for a long time, and she didn't contact her by phone, and she was worried that she would really ignore herself if she chased after her, so Lin Yufei didn't dare to go to her residence to find her.

The days passed like this, and the relationship between Lin Yufei and Su Yufei was like a pool of stagnant water, and it was not alarming. However, Grandma Su's condition gradually deteriorated, and she was completely unable to take care of herself in life, so Su Yufei began to accompany her bedside all day long.

Lin Yufei will definitely accompany Grandma Su's bedside as long as he is free, although Su Yufei still rarely talks to him, but Lin Yufei thought to himself: Even if it wasn't for Su Yufei, he would do this, because in his heart, he had already regarded Grandma Su as his own grandmother.

Later, Grandma Su had some difficulty even speaking, and Director Lin ordered a critical illness notice, and Lin Yufei knew that that day was not far off.

Sure enough, on the third day after that, Lin Yufei was working as an assistant to Director Lin on the operating table, and Director Lin was teaching him to suture the incision. At this time, the nurse from the department came in and reported that Granny Su was dying. As soon as this sentence entered his ears, Lin Yufei's heart suddenly shook violently, and he was almost pricked by a suture needle.

Director Lin saw Lin Yufei's thoughts, waved his hand, and motioned for him to get off the operating table first.

Lin Yufei didn't have time to take off his surgical gown, so he trotted quickly, ripped off his mask and hat along the way, and went straight to Grandma Su's ward.