(11) The plan is completed
After buying the ticket, it can be regarded as solving a big problem in my heart. But then comes the question of time and route planning, as well as how to save money.
If it weren't for this concert, Su Mu would still be wealthy, and he wouldn't have to think about these issues when he traveled. But after buying this, Su Mu's wallet was a lot empty, which made her hesitate.
She didn't like this feeling very much, because in her opinion, travel is something that relaxes the whole body and mind, and she shouldn't worry about these facts, so she always tries to earn money beforehand, and then when she goes out, she never makes any plans, just does what she wants. But with Ling Feng here this time, because she had to worry about Ling Feng's feelings, she definitely couldn't completely follow her own ideas, and she didn't have any confidence financially, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
Every time like this, Su Mu would feel that it was more appropriate for him to live alone. Maybe it's really because she's very selfish, but she really thinks that in this case, it's better to be alone, at least so that she lives very freely, she doesn't have to think about others, and more importantly, it doesn't matter what she does, if there is anything that doesn't take into account others, and she ends up complaining, it's really helpless.
It is because of this kind of thinking that Su Mu has to think more thoughtfully when taking care of others, which makes her feel very tired, as if she is deliberately currying favor with others. She also tried to change this mind, but after many comparisons, she found that it was difficult to change her mind, relatively simple, to maintain a polite and not distant relationship with everyone, and there was no need to be at a distance.
Su Mu once thought that after having Ling Feng by her side, she would become different, at least when treating Ling Feng, there should be a difference. She should be willing to pay for him wholeheartedly, she should feel that being two people together will make her life easier, she should be able to experience the happiness of someone who can take care of her, but now, she doesn't feel like this at all, and even feels that she should be happier when she is alone.
Therefore, in fact, the decisions she made were all right, even if she was reluctant in her heart, but in other aspects, everything she had, from her body to her habits, was rejecting Ling Feng's existence.
It's a terrible thing.
But the most important thing at hand is not to think about these questions, but to determine where they are going.
Originally, if there was no concert, the two of them could have played for a while and went home, but now that they are sure to go to this concert, the time to go home is basically determined. Moreover, the time for the Midway Rice Festival has been determined, which is equivalent to the time for going to Shanghai. The rest is the time of Suzhou and Hangzhou, because these two parts are considered to be in charge of Su Mu, but the preferences of the two people are not the same, which puts Su Mu in a dilemma.
Su Mu has already been to these places, so what attractions there are, Su Mu knows very well in his heart. She personally prefers Suzhou, but Ling Feng has always wanted to go to Hangzhou, and she wanted to go during the Chinese New Year, but she didn't make it, which made Su Mu a little hesitant. On the one hand, it was her own preference, and on the other hand, she wanted to satisfy Ling Feng's thoughts, she was really a little difficult to choose.
For this reason, Su Mu deliberately asked Ling Feng what he thought of these two places. And Ling Feng didn't give her any useful answers, and still replied that she could go anywhere according to her arrangement.
In order to be able to go to Suzhou with peace of mind, Su Mu found various reasons for herself, and most of the reasons why she was determined in the end were because the air tickets were very cheap.
Su Mu never thought that he would make such a choice because he wanted to save a little more money. Ling Feng felt that Su Mu's choice was very correct, and if he could, the two of them could also go to Nanjing to eat authentic duck vermicelli soup once.
Yes, that's right, the ticket that the two of them bought was not a direct ticket to Suzhou or Hangzhou, but a transit in Nanjing. This is because the time from them to Hangzhou and Suzhou is not very ideal, Su Mu was idle and bored, so he flipped through the ticket and got the ticket to Nanjing. She found that it was very cheap to go to Nanjing in those days, even if she transferred to Suzhou by high-speed rail, it was cheaper than until Suzhou, and if she took the high-speed rail to Suzhou, it was also very convenient to go to the hotel, so the two of them chose to go, and they chose the day when the ticket was cheapest, and transferred to Nanjing.
In fact, Su Mu felt that it was really troublesome to do this, and she especially hated going through a lot of detours in order to accomplish something, but Ling Feng was very happy because it could save money by doing so, and Su Mu was embarrassed to discourage him, so she had to try to find something else to comfort herself.
After all, I have tossed a trip to Nanjing, and I can't go in vain, otherwise I won't toss a trip in vain.
Fortunately, Su Mu in Nanjing has also been there, although there are not many places to go, but she is still relatively familiar with the Confucius Temple, so she decided to buy the ticket to Suzhou later, so that the two of them have time to eat something in Nanjing and fill their stomachs before going to Suzhou.
There are too many snacks in Nanjing, when Su Mu arrived in Nanjing, he agreed with his friends that he must come again when he has time in the future and eat these snacks all over again. When she said this, Su Mu still felt that they would be able to get together once in the future, but two years had passed, and she had always had time, but the others couldn't find time again.
When Su Mu and Ling Feng talked about this, her mind kept thinking about the duck vermicelli soup in the Lion Bridge, and she couldn't help but tell Ling Feng about it as well. The two of them often go to the food court in the mall to eat this, and Ling Feng likes to eat it very much, so when Su Mu talked about it, he also showed great interest.
Seeing that Ling Feng was also interested in this, Su Mu could be regarded as having found an excuse to comfort himself. However, the time of this trip is relatively close to the time of the event, so Su Mu can only give up his plan to go to Hangzhou and put all his energy on planning to go to Suzhou to play.
After deciding on it, Su Mu began to buy all the things that needed to be prepared online, what kind of sunscreen, small fans, ice packs, daily medication and other bits and pieces, Su Mu was thinking about it every day, for fear that he would be left behind and complained by Ling Feng.
Every time she was looking at Taobao, Su Mu was thinking that if it was just herself, she would definitely not be so troublesome, but every time she complained, she couldn't help but think carefully about what Ling Feng needed, and then bought it all without landing.
Of course, she is not the only one who is so actively preparing. In order to do a good job of the strategy, Ling Feng also deliberately bought a map of Shanghai on the Internet, and checked a lot of information. The two of them did these things almost every day in the days that followed, and because of this, the relationship between the two seemed to be much better than before, although the time to see each other became more, but the number of quarrels obviously became a lot less, which made both of them feel a lot easier.
Of course, this didn't make Su Mu's thoughts about Ling Feng change in any way, and she also knew that the reason why the two of them became like this was not because their relationship had warmed up, but because Ling Feng hadn't done those wrong things again. But if Ling Feng had done something similar, neither of them would continue to maintain such a relationship.
Ling Feng didn't have the same thoughts as Su Mu, he always felt that the relationship between the two of them had eased, and he began to like Su Mu again.
Before that, he had said this to Su Mu, saying that he didn't know what was going on with him, and he would have this feeling of boredom with Su Mu. At that time, Su Mu didn't show anything, and he felt a little guilty in his heart, so he didn't think much about it. After he liked Su Mu again, he also told Su Mu, but Su Mu still didn't show anything, which made him feel very flustered, as if Su Mu had escaped his control. Maybe it was because of this that he would behave like this in the future, trying to use this way to keep Su Mu.
This kind of thinking of his was simply unreasonable in Su Mu's opinion, and she had tried to reason with him, but he didn't listen to it at all, and when Su Mu tried to resist, there were even more excessive behaviors.
Although he was tired of doing these plans and other things at first, it was strange that perhaps because of a few days of suffering, Su Mu seemed to have adapted to such a life, and he no longer felt that making plans was troublesome and resistant. But then again, the more she did this, the more she felt that it was useless to do this, and then the more she felt that she should learn the profession of tour guide.
Su Mu has never liked to sign up for tour groups, especially after participating in the team building activities in her family's company when she was a child, she has a very serious shadow on this kind of tour group activities. She really doesn't like to arrange all the activities in advance, on time and on point, like rushing to go to every scenic spot, and more importantly, the attractions arranged by the travel agency are really not necessary for her to go, and the travel agency will not leave time for them in the places she wants to go, so these places she has walked through over the years are all found by her own feelings.
The biggest advantage of this is freedom, of course, some are not all advantages, such as some places really need to be explained, if there is no explanation, Su Mu doesn't know what allusions are here. When she went out for the first time, Su Mu had no experience, so she missed a lot of things along the way, which made her feel very regretful. When she went out for the second time, unless she caught up with the free commentary from the museum, Su Mu would rent an audio guide at other times, so that she could learn more about the story here.
For Su Mu, the greatest meaning of travel is not to relax herself or escape from reality, but to allow her to accept more history, enrich herself and find more material for her writing.
Su Mu has never mentioned this to anyone, because she knows very well that her concepts are not accepted by most people. No one likes to listen to this kind of opposing speech, especially if she thinks she has done nothing wrong, so Su Mu has always adhered to the principle of seeking common ground while reserving differences, so she rarely interferes with other people's ideas, and tries her best to understand, but because of this, she very much dislikes her peers standing on some kind of moral high ground to educate her.
Because of this, Su Mu didn't want to make any comments on Ling Feng's behavior at the beginning, if it weren't for the fact that Ling Feng did more and more excessively, she found out that she had really touched some bottom lines that shouldn't be touched, and she didn't want to care, and even if the two of them weren't in such a relationship, Su Mu wouldn't care about these things.
It was not her responsibility to educate Ling Feng, no matter when.
She was well aware of this matter, but the longer she spent with Ling Feng, the more she couldn't control herself. She hoped that Ling Feng could get better, no matter what Ling Feng had done to her and how much she had hurt her, she hoped that Ling Feng would take responsibility and stop doing those things again, and not hurt other girls who liked him. But maybe it was because her ability was not enough, or maybe it was because she was acting in the wrong way, no matter what she did, it didn't seem to affect Ling Feng in the slightest. He still does what he has to do, even if he does it too much, he doesn't feel it.
In the days that followed, every time Su Mu received a call from Ling Feng, the two of them would quarrel, Su Mu would not give Ling Feng a little face at all, he was embarrassed to say ugly things before, but now he has no psychological pressure at all. And Ling Feng still hadn't made any changes, what he said was still nothing more than a brain in Su Mu's opinion, and she would be so angry that she wanted to slap him twice.
But every time he calmed down, Su Mu thought it was funny. She can understand this incident as something made during the rebellious period of a child, but she has long said that understanding does not mean acceptance, and being with him is her own choice, and she can't blame others, which is not wrong, but she has already suffered the punishment she deserves, so after the breakup, she doesn't want to understand these things at all.
To put it bluntly, she has broken up, and she doesn't want to suffer these grievances at all. Although this sounded a little naïve, she really wanted to treat him the way Ling Feng treated him once, so that he could also feel her state of mind when she was experiencing this.
Although in fact, judging by his character, he may not feel anything, and may feel that this is just Su Mu making trouble, then she also wants to try it.