(10) OK
Just when Ling Feng hesitated, Su Mu was already in the circle of friends, looking to see if anyone had issued a ticket like last time.
The benefits of having more friends were shown at this time, as soon as Su Mu's circle of friends was posted, a few people sent her messages after a while, but she was not very satisfied with the ticket price and location, so she didn't tell Ling Feng, and when Ling Feng made up her mind to go, she had actually asked all the people in her circle of friends who could find tickets for her.
And there are no suitable tickets.
This gave Ling Feng a big blow, and the hope that had just been ignited was extinguished in an instant. He was obviously a little frustrated, and he didn't seem to be in a good state, Su Mu really felt a little uncomfortable when he saw him like this, but he didn't know what to say to comfort him.
However, Ling Feng was still a little sensible, and did not blame Su Mu for saying that she was incapable or anything, but took out his mobile phone and sent a message to his sister in Beijing, asking if she could help find two tickets.
It's a pity that his sister didn't help him buy a ticket, which made Ling Feng even more frustrated, he looked at it with his mobile phone for a long time, and said to Su Mu in a very low tone:
"I feel so useless, I have to do everything by you, and I can't do anything by myself. ”
Su Mu didn't expect Ling Feng to say such a thing, she was stunned for a few seconds before comforting Ling Feng and said:
"Isn't this normal, otherwise I haven't lived nine years for nothing, and besides, my friends have taken root in society, and the people they come into contact with are not the same as the people you come into contact with. When you get older, you will also come into contact with these people, what is there to think that you are useless, it's just that the time has not come. ”
"But ......"
"Well, let's just say that, you're going to feel this way, and it's because you're with me, and if you're with your peers, you won't have so many things. When you are dating, you will definitely not ...... No, at least at this stage, I won't do the things that you and I do every day, and of course, I don't think we will go out on trips and concerts together. Even if your family agrees, it is estimated that the girl's family will not agree. So, what's so unhappy about you, isn't it worth it to be with me? ”
"What nonsense are you. ”
Although Ling Feng's tone was a little disgusted, he was inside, but as soon as Su Mu said this, his mood suddenly improved a lot. Seeing that what he said was still somewhat effective, Su Mu continued to say to Ling Feng:
"I'm right, you see, I can do what girls of your age can do, but what I can do, they may not be able to do. So, you should be glad that I can do whatever kind of girlfriend you need. ”
"Poof......
Hearing Su Mu say this, Ling Feng, who was originally very uninterested, really couldn't hold back, and laughed directly.
Thinking about it, it's actually similar to what Su Mu said.
During the time I was with Su Mu, I felt that it was really different from when I was with other people. Although he was always finding fault with Su Mu, he had to admit that Su Mu's patience with him was really good. If it were his peers, he would treat them like this, and it is estimated that he would have broken up as early as the first time, and he might even think about it, so he went to find someone else, and everyone played their own games, but Su Mu always tried to reason with him, and never thought of treating him in the same way, nor did he give up on him directly because he did these things. To a certain extent, Su Mu is indeed much more mature than his peers, and his way and attitude towards feelings are different, and more importantly, what Su Mu said is not wrong at all, what he experienced with her is completely impossible to experience with those people of the same age now.
Those girls would not have the ability to help him fulfill his dreams, nor would they have a material foundation, nor would they be able to think of these things that Su Mu could think of. Although each age group has its own characteristics, if he thinks about it carefully, he really feels that it is much more comfortable to be with Su Mu.
As for the shortcomings, it is not nothing, for example, Su Mu always relies on her age and experience, and when there is a problem, he always feels that he is not doing it right, and always wants to educate him, and he can't accept this alone.
It's true that he hasn't experienced enough, and there are a lot of things that he can't do well, but can't she say it well? If she can get rid of this problem, in his eyes, she really has no shortcomings.
To be honest, in fact, he also wants to learn to be good to her, but he doesn't know how to do it. The time he needs, not her accusations, nor her education, she does this, it will only discourage him, make him not want to do anything, and even produce a rebellious mentality, the more he is not allowed to do it, the more he will do it, the more she educates him, the more he resists, anyway, he can't follow her wishes, as long as he sees her unhappy, that's fine.
Sometimes Su Mu also thinks, in fact, Ling Feng did this, most of the time out of adolescent rebellious psychology, she herself came from this age, of course she would understand, but then again, understanding is understanding, it doesn't mean that she can accept it. In her opinion, some of the things Ling Feng did really couldn't be explained by naivety or rebellion, and the harm he did to her was not only those betrayals, but more importantly, he didn't know how to respect Su Mu in many things.
For example, his wanton insults and insults.
No matter what the reason, in Su Mu's opinion, Ling Feng should not have such a move towards her. To put it nicely, Su Mu was the closest person he had a relationship with, and he should bear his bad temper, but on the other hand, since he was the closest person, should Ling Feng leave the best of everything he had to Su Mu? Doesn't it mean that the person he loves the most is her? So why can't he treat her well, but leave all the worst emotions to her?
Regarding this point, Su Mu had a dispute with Ling Feng, but just like the two of them usually quarreled, when Ling Feng was speechless, he would definitely choose one of the silences and change the topic, and he would definitely not admit his mistakes and repent, so although Su Mu said it, it didn't have any effect, he still did what he did after what he did before, as if he directly took what Su Mu said as a deaf ear.
Ling Feng also explained to Su Mu, saying that he did this because he deliberately didn't want to listen to Su Mu's words and deliberately angered her, for some things, Su Mu could accept Ling Feng's explanation, but not everything could be covered by such an excuse, only Ling Feng himself could do it, he would just make Su Mu succumb.
Su Mu didn't understand why Ling Feng kept emphasizing that he wanted Su Mu to be obedient, and he didn't understand why he always wanted to make himself obedient in the way of "suppression". For Su Mu, this would only increase her boredom with him, and she had already clearly shown such an attitude, he still didn't want to make any changes, he just wanted to use this way.
Some people said that Ling Feng actually just wanted to prove himself to Su Mu, to prove that he was capable of protecting her, and to prove that he could be on an equal footing with Su Mu. Su Mu could understand his thoughts, but in Su Mu's opinion, there was no need for him to do so at all.
When Ling Feng was willing to give his feelings, even if he only gave half of his feelings, and the remaining half was left to others, Su Mu was also obedient, obviously this was a very good way, as long as he was willing to be good to her, Su Mu could listen to him in everything, so why did he have to choose to use his way? Could it be that in his eyes, there was only one way to prove that he was effective for Su Mu, and he had the ability to take care of Su Mu?
There was no need for this at all, could it be really useful to prove this? What if he proved it in his own way? Didn't he still force Su Mu away in the end?
Isn't this the so-called "gain outweighs the loss"?
Su Mu didn't understand Ling Feng's thoughts all along, to be more precise, what Ling Feng was thinking, Su Mu didn't understand from the beginning. In the past, she had always wanted to get to know Ling Feng and try to find a way to ease the relationship between the two of them, but the more she came to the end, the more she realized that the problems of the two of them did not need to be solved at all.
This is not just because there is no way to fix it, but because there is no need for it.
Two people rely on not only feelings together, feelings are only the most basic part, on top of feelings, there are three views, as well as living habits, as well as social circles and social experience. There are too many people who drink poisonous chicken soup, thinking that "the right person" is a derogatory term, and always thinking that their love should not be bound by this old idea. But Su Mu feels that this "right match" is really a word that has been wronged for a long time, whether in ancient or modern times, in her opinion, it should be the best standard for choosing a mate, and this standard, and what kind of appearance and figure, does not match at all.
Because two people are only right at home, everything else except feelings can have the highest degree of compatibility, and a little less may be able to make up for it with feelings, but if there is too much less, feelings will become a drag.
After all, they can find a more suitable life for themselves faster, but they have to let themselves live in pain all the time because of their feelings, and then torture each other, which is not a good thing.
In Su Mu's opinion, the relationship between her and Ling Feng has become a drag, if she hadn't been unable to let go of her feelings for Ling Feng and give Ling Feng a chance again and again, the two of them would not have developed into what they are now, maybe at a very early stage, the two of them would go their separate ways to find a partner who was more suitable for them.
After finally coaxing Ling Feng to laugh, Su Mu was also relieved. However, this matter of buying tickets could not be delayed, so she changed the topic back and asked Ling Fengdao:
"Then you say, should we go and see this?"
"I really wanted to go, but I was afraid that my mother wouldn't agree and wouldn't give me the ticket money. ”
Maybe it was because his mood had improved, so when he talked about this matter, Ling Feng was not as depressed as he was at the beginning. Su Mu noticed the change in him, and knew that what he had just done still worked, so he continued:
"If you want to go, then we'll buy a ticket, I can still afford this money, but let's go, I definitely can't take this ticket money for nothing, don't talk about it if you don't pay it back, you have to take me to eat delicious food when you go out to play, you can eat whatever you want, don't say me, and be kind to me in the future." ”
Su Mu said these words as if he was coquettish, and Ling Feng himself felt that he should try to ask his mother, in case he thought too much about it, and his mother agreed, wouldn't it be just right. So this time he didn't refuse, and nodded at Su Mu.
"I was going to take you to eat what you like, how could it make you feel wronged. Besides, am I bad for you? You're the best girlfriend I've ever had. ”
"Cut, listen to your nonsense. In that case, let's go downstairs to KFC and sit down, and I'll take a look and buy the ticket first. ”
Su Mu didn't know the bottom when she said this, because after all, she wasn't so sure that she could buy a suitable ticket. But fortunately, her friend also introduced her to a few people who had tickets in hand but couldn't go, even if there was no suitable seat, she could definitely buy tickets.
After waiting for KFC, the two of them ordered two cups of ice cream and sat down. Originally, according to Su Mu's appetite, it was okay to buy one cup, but in Su Mu's eyes, half the price of the second cup was equivalent to no money, so she had to let Ling Feng buy two different flavors so that she could eat two flavors.
Just as Ling Feng was queuing, Su Mu searched for ticket information on the second-hand website. In Su Mu's opinion, this location was better than the ones she had seen before, and the price was acceptable, so when Ling Feng came back, she excitedly held up the phone in front of Ling Feng, signaling him to find a suitable one, whether to buy it.
Ling Feng was afraid that this was fake, but he felt that this software was okay, and it was a regular platform, so he didn't do much to block it, and let Su Mu make his own decision.
To be honest, if someone like Su Mu suddenly came up with so much money at once, she was actually still a little distressed, after all, it was not easy for her to save money, and Ling Feng's current performance had also been checked a lot compared to before, there was really no way to make her very willing. But as soon as he thought that after watching this concert, the relationship between the two of them might come to an end completely, Su Mu didn't hesitate any longer.