Su Mu also seemed to know that his topic involved something that shouldn't be mentioned. So she immediately calmed down and forced herself to turn her attention to something else. Then she suddenly realized that she didn't drink water after she was thirsty just now, so she struggled to get up from the bed, picked up the thermos cup, and wanted to drink the water in the cup at just the right temperature.

Seeing that Su Mu finally reacted to these things, Le Duo temporarily put aside the unhappiness in his heart, got up and prepared the takeaway that was still in the box for Su Mu, and then urged Su Mu to finish eating these things quickly, and then go back to sleep. Su Mu remembered as she ate and remembered that this was the last time she and Le Duo played outside, and couldn't help but ask Le Duo while eating:

"What time is it, I'll send you. ”

"The plane is past eleven o'clock, and I have to leave in half of it. If you can get up and send it, if you can't get up, just wait for Weiyang to come to you, it's time for her to leave, and I'll come over to live with you after cleaning up. ”

Anyway, he was sober, and Le Duo took advantage of Su Mu's meal to start packing up his things, saving him from getting up in a hurry the next morning and forgetting to bring something. Seeing that Su Mu opened her mouth first, she took this opportunity to come out in advance of everything she wanted to tell Su Mu when she was ready to leave tomorrow.

"I don't know if Weiyang can come to see you off when you leave by yourself, if you can't send it, pack up everything before you leave, check it a few times, don't forget to bring something. You don't have enough brains, and you have to be helped by others every time you think about it, this time it's up to you, you have a little more heart. ”

"Also, I heard that you were going to find that cub next, and you know that I don't like him, even if it's for your sake, I don't want to show any mercy. I know what kind of person you are, and you always mind that he spends more money on you, for fear of any psychological burden. I don't want to talk more about your family background, and it has nothing to do with me whether his family background is good or not, I just think, whether you two want to be together in the future or not, you have to give him the habit of wanting to spend money on you. It's useless to just take someone's salary card, you take someone's salary card and live a careful life, which can only prove that the two of you are making do with it, he is willing to give you the salary card, and you are willing to spend the money for yourself, which is the manifestation of his true love for you. ”

"Look at my husband, he thinks about himself first, he is tired of walking so many steps to work, he buys a car for him, his children take drum lessons, he wants to buy a good drum kit, he comes to buy a random one and makes do with the school, everyone is patriarchal, there is a boy's father's side of the family must be provided, but what do you see my son gets? I used to think about it, I was so angry about these things, now I think about it, we are actually no different from divorce, if it wasn't for my son always thinking about his father, I would have divorced him a long time ago. ”

Su Mu also has some understanding of Leduo's situation, after all, she can be regarded as Leduo's closest person, Leduo will always be the first to share anything with her, and she is so happy that she is unhappy, so she occasionally listens to Leduo about these things. And after hearing more stories, Su Mu naturally had questions about why Leduo was reluctant to mention divorce until now. She had always advocated a divorce between two people before, so she also had a lot of things that shouldn't have been said to her, but she never asked Leduo why, and now she wanted to avoid this topic but didn't avoid it, so she hesitated for a moment, but still asked this question:

"Since this is the case, why don't you get divorced? Even if you are divorced, the children still have fathers, and they have not broken off their blood relationship. ”

"You're not married, you don't have children, of course you don't understand. If I didn't have children, I might have remarried by now, but now that I have my son, I have a lot more things to think about, and it's no longer just the two of us. As a husband, he was really incompetent, not only was he incapable of supporting our family, but he also accused me of neglecting the family while I was trying to make money. It's not that I haven't thought about saving our marriage, but I don't see anything worth redeeming in him. I don't ask him to support me, I can come out and work, but since I take on half of the financial problems, I want him to take on half of the family problems as well. But obviously, he was disappointed in me. He didn't think about taking care of the family, if I still lived in that house, then all the housework would still have to be borne by me, and the children would have to be taken care of by me, and he might still be like now, going out to drink with his fox friends and dogs every once in a while, and getting drunk until he was drunk, and then he would enter the house in the middle of the night. ”

"In today's society, how much love does you have to rely on to make a woman persevere? It's simply impossible, right, right, so I chose to take my children back to my parents' house when I couldn't work and take care of my children at the same time. ”

"It's not that he doesn't object, even if he doesn't love me, and his child has just been born, he doesn't want his wife to leave the family that belongs to the two of us. But what if he doesn't want to, he can't afford to take care of me, and he can't take care of the children, so he can only watch us leave him. I thought he would be touched and changed, but he was touched and nothing changed. He didn't do anything other than tell me to go back, as if we were gone, and it had nothing to do with him. He still lived the same life as before, as if my child and I had never been there. ”

"I want to get a divorce, I really can't live this kind of life. But you haven't seen the look on my son's face when he looks at me, crying and thinking about his father, and you haven't seen how happy his father laughs when he comes to me to play with him on vacation, so you don't know why I don't want a divorce. I know it's wrong to use the child as a shield, but my child is really not so sensible, he can only understand that his parents are now doing this to earn more money to give him a better life, he will feel proud to have such a father, he will also feel that he is no worse than other friends, he also has a father. I don't want to break this illusion, I want my son to have a happy childhood, and I don't have the right to ruin my son's carefree life because of my relationship problems with his father. Now he will only be unhappy that his father will not be with him all the time, but if he is divorced, can you imagine how much a child will have to bear?"

"The two of us are almost divorced now, don't bother each other, live their own lives, I don't expect him to take money to support his son now, as long as he can play the role of a good father when he is by my son's side, as for divorce, maybe when my son can accept the conversation, the two of us will consider this matter." ”

After the Leduo, all the luggage was packed. However, Su Mu was stunned when he heard this, and he kept holding the hamburger in his hand and didn't eat two bites at all. Leduo turned around to look at Su Mu and found that she was still stunned, so he couldn't help but roll his eyes, and then continued:

"What's the matter, I'm taking your ears, and your mouth won't move? You've eaten a little bit of this burger for so long, and you're going to eat it all night?"

"No, I think, well, what's the matter, aren't you afraid that your son will find out later that all this peace he saw when he was an illusion created by the two of you, and it will have a greater impact on him? Maybe he may be more ......."

"No, my son feels very sorry for me, he knows that it is not easy for me to support him, I have been working hard, he will understand me. ”

At this point, there was finally a glimmer of light in Leduo's eyes. Although Su Mu had never been a mother and didn't understand Leduo's feelings, seeing Leduo's expression, her hanging heart was more or less relaxed. It's just that she still feels that such a solution is not very desirable, but she can't come up with the best solution.

She has no experience in this kind of thing, although there are many examples of divorce around her, but these examples have not caused her any other influence except to strengthen her idea of not getting married, nor have she learned anything from it, so she has no way to provide Leduo with any methods, and can only witness the development of these things.

But then again, after Su Mu heard about Leduo's things, he once again had doubts about marriage, and at the same time strengthened his idea of not getting married.

Seeing that the expression on Su Mu's face changed and changed, Le Duo knew that the idea of not getting married must have popped up in her mind again. But this time she didn't have her, but after lying back in the bed, she said to Su Mu seriously:

"Marriage is not so terrible, on the basis of love, yearning for two Rao lives, is a sure idea. Everyone wants to be with the person they like all the time, and you are no exception, and there's nothing wrong with that. But when you fall in love, you can talk to any kind of person, but getting married requires you to consider not only two degrees of affection, but also many things. I thought I was marrying love, and despite the opposition of my family, I insisted on being with him. Everyone else too, if you find someone older than yourself, you will definitely get better care, I don't know if I'm an exception, anyway, he's so much older than me, and I don't get any pampering. Therefore, others are useless, just like I advise you to leave that cub now, you won't listen, but I have to tell you, you can play with whoever you want, I don't care about you, but you must not wait for him to marry you, let alone expect to grow up with him, he can cherish your relationship. Whenever you want, you have to think about yourself, there's really nothing wrong with being selfish. You don't always want to satisfy him first, that will only wronged you. I'm not two people together must be boys coaxing girls, I think, love needs to echo, if it's impossible to divide fifty-fifty, you can't always be too different, you don't just think about your own pay, forget to care about what he repays you. The two of you are living your life, this is real life, no, only giving and not seeking returns, this is really too abstract. It's not that I don't want you to spend money on him or something, but these things you do, you can get a similar response from him, it's worth it, you don't want him to spend money on you, that can be converted into the time he spends with you, and he cares about you, this is love in reality. You really don't want to be stupid anymore, haven't you understood this truth from everything that happened to that man? You have been kind to him, and how many of the things he eats and wears have not been bought for you? But what have you got? He still found someone else, and after knowing someone else, he didn't want you. Even if he cries and shouts that he can't bear you, is it useless? Does he change his mind, or does he make up for the harm he has done to you? Isn't there still nothing? So where can the feelings you give but not reciprocate last long? Do you really think that those episodes in it are true?"

"They are, a woman is incomplete without marriage. Although I don't support you being single, I really hope that you can have a good marriage and have someone to take good care of you. ”

As soon as she came into contact with these things, Su Mu's mood would become very chaotic, and as soon as Le Duo was like this, Su Mu felt like a ball of yarn that was entangled and couldn't be untied, which made her feel uncomfortable. She couldn't help frowning, she wanted something, but she opened her mouth several times, and she didn't know how to describe the feeling in her heart, and finally she could only eat the burger angrily, trying to let the uneasy and resentful emotions be digested by her stomach along with the burger.

After eating, Su Mu simply cleaned up and got into the bed, and at this time, Le Duo had already fallen asleep first without being sleepy. Although her whole body was still sore and she was still very tired, Su Mu couldn't sleep at all, and after tossing and turning a few times, she still sent a message to Ling Feng.

However, after waiting for a long time, Su Mu did not wait for a reply.

In fact, this was also the result that Su Mu had thought of a long time ago, so even if Su Mu felt lost, he couldn't find anything wrong with Ling Feng. And when he was lying on the bed with his mobile phone, Su Mu thought about a lot of thoughts in his mind, and when these thoughts came together, Su Mu suddenly found that he seemed to have really become the person he didn't like the most in the past to think about reality.

So is this really the case, is the sign of people growing up is to become the kind of person they used to dislike the most?

Su Mu couldn't find the answer to this question.