(29-1)

After repeated verification, Su Mu finally found that although she was very interested in sweets, she was still more accustomed to the taste of northern cuisine and other things. So after arriving at the Hong Kong-style afternoon tea shop, although the two of them ordered a lot of things, Su Mu didn't eat a few bites at all, so he chose to give up.

Su Mu didn't fill his stomach because of this, and Ling Feng didn't sober up because of this, originally Su Mu planned to go back when he saw him like this, but when he saw that it was still early, he asked Ling Feng's opinion if he could continue to shop.

This bit of wine actually didn't have any effect on Ling Feng at all, it just made him look like he was drunk, so he directly agreed to Su Mu's request and went to Tianzifang with her.

This kind of place is simply a paradise for Su Mu, and this kind of small shop in a small alley can always give Su Mu a feeling that he can find treasures. When he first entered, Su Mu entered a cultural and creative store and didn't want to leave. Finally bought two copies of a note and came out of here satisfied, turned around and met a Hanfu shop, Su Mu plunged into it again.

Because of the effect of alcohol, Ling Feng's head hurt a little, he really felt a little helpless when he looked at Su Mu like this, but thinking that when she passed by the Hanfu store before, her eyes were full of yearning, but because of his relationship, he had never entered, which made him feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, so he didn't stop her like before.

To be honest, sometimes Ling Feng didn't know what was going on with him, obviously he didn't have any feelings about this matter, but when Su Mu wanted to do it, he just wanted to stop it. It's like a program in programming, with no emotion, only an end goal.

This is really a psychology that is difficult to explain clearly, he even feels as if there is something wrong with his psychology, looking at Su Mu's disappointed eyes, he always has a very satisfied feeling, he seems to like to hit her very much, or it can be said that he enjoys the process of destroying her, as if only by doing this can he prove that he is stronger than Su Mu.

At first, he enjoyed Su Mu's care, but recently, he seemed to be getting more and more tired of her mature appearance, he said that she was naïve, and he was tired of her like this, but in fact, he was even more tired of being without her, as if he couldn't do anything.

If you want to go to a concert and can't find someone to buy a ticket, you want to stay in a high-end hotel, you don't have a credit card to swipe, or even make a travel plan, she doesn't do it well, and with her, he never seems to be able to reflect his role.

The most important thing is that Su Mu always keeps saying that he is young and making excuses for him, which makes his little self-blame all turn into boredom.

He knew that she had been through a lot, but so what, no matter how strong she was, wouldn't she still cry and shout and beg him to be kind to her?

So if she controls this, she will never leave him, he will always be higher than her, and he will not have to be suppressed by her age.

After a long time, when Ling Feng remembered that he had such thoughts, he felt very incredible, and at the same time, he also felt very regretful.

Maybe it's really like what Su Mu said, she used up all her patience and expectations, all her feelings and future, just to accompany him for a rebellious period of youth. He finally matured, finally understood the truth, and finally knew to take care of her.

But she was gone.

He had tried to make up for those regrets, and he had fantasized countless times that the two of them would get married and have children, but he never thought that one day she would really give up on him. He had always thought that if he had survived the most difficult days, there would be nothing to stop them. But when he finally found out, the most difficult days were not the days when he quarreled with her every day and listened to her every day, but the days when he regretted losing her every day.

He also didn't understand why he always wanted to hurt her at that time, and always wanted to do things that challenged her bottom line. Sometimes when he thinks about it, he feels that it is really not easy for Su Mu to survive to that extent, but he is such a bad person, but he always feels that the fault lies with her, wantonly trampling on her feelings, and feels that this is a very proud thing.

So, maybe from now on, there will never be such a person who can love him as much as she does.

Because there will never be such a woman who can be hurt so much by her.

She did teach him a lot, from gentleness to loyalty, from thoughtfulness to favoritism. Everything she had wanted was now learned.

After that, she will be well protected by others, and she will never need him again. He will also use these to love others, and he will be a hundred times better than he used to be to her.

But these people are not her.

Su Muke liked these things in the store very much, and seeing those hair accessories and small accessories, she couldn't wait to buy them all, so she regretted a little, why didn't she wear Hanfu, but after thinking about it, if she really wanted to wear it, lest the two of them have to quarrel, so she had to do it, and she didn't even want to buy these with her, so she put down the bag that she had read several times.

To be honest, Su Mu rarely picked up something and looked at it repeatedly, so Ling Feng was actually ready to pay for it, but he didn't expect Su Mu to put it down again, and went out with Ling Feng in tow.

Ling Feng felt very amazing, he really didn't understand why Su Mu suddenly changed his attitude, the whole person looked so depressed, he really wanted to take Su Mu back and buy her the bag, but Su Mu kept blocking it, so he said that he wanted to see something else.

The dispute was fruitless, so Ling Feng and Su Mu continued to walk around for a while, seeing that everything they could shop was finished, and the time was almost up, the two of them went back to the hotel.

Maybe it was because she was walking all day, Su Mu felt a little tired, but she still wanted to take advantage of the moonlight to go to the Bund for a walk, but Ling Feng ordered takeout, and after eating, she lay down on the bed, and she had no intention of going out again.

Su Mu had never liked to say these words, what she hoped more was that Ling Feng could take the initiative to understand her, consider and take care of her. However, it was a pity that Ling Feng had never done this from the beginning to a long time later, and even refused to be straightforward, completely admitting that he had not done a good job.