Su Mu almost always leaves the impression of being optimistic, capable, confident and measured, but in fact, Su Mu's own personality is just the opposite of the impression she left on people. She has low self-esteem and is very pessimistic, in her cognition, when something goes wrong, she must first find out what problems she may have, and even sometimes, she will habitually blame herself for the problems.

Almost no one knew that the real Su Mu was like this, even the people closest to her never knew that Su Mu would become like this in their company. And Su Mu also has the ability, she can hide herself so well, without missing a trace, and when she shows her inferiority, she will disguise herself as gentle and kind, so that others will not notice her real emotions at all.

Speaking of which, such a hiding made Su Mu often feel frightened, for fear of being exposed by others. And in this kind of frightening, Su Mu felt sorry for herself, and sometimes she even felt that in some ways, she was no different from the green tea in other people's mouths.

It's just that she never thought about robbing someone else's things.

Having said that, when Su Mu realized this, she once again had doubts about her own existence and her own worth.

It's hard for her to build up her self-confidence, and every time she just tries to prove herself, reality always hits her hard. This makes Su Mu often feel that she is really an unlucky guy, because any unlucky thing can be encountered by her, and every time she wants to try to change the status quo, there will always be various forces to stop her.

It's like it's all a law.

And basically, after so many years of working with others, there are few things that can be successfully completed. And what she did independently, in her opinion, what she did did was okay, and it could be regarded as a small achievement. So Su Mu summed up an experience from these things, that is, she is indeed not suitable for working with others. However, the funny thing is that in teamwork, she is often the one who can play a good role in bonding, and her teamwork is definitely not worse than anyone else, and what is even stranger is that she can always integrate into a new group very quickly, no matter how people in this group are to each other, they are all very friendly to her without exception.

This is a fantasy for a person who is difficult to contact with others, but it happened to Su Mu, so it is difficult for her not to make Su Mu feel that she is a fake person.

Thus disgusting himself even more.

However, although she was very sad after thinking of this possibility, she had already decided to resign, and no matter what happened, it was impossible to change this fact, so Su Mu didn't show anything, just quietly continued to listen to the boss tell her about the new salary standard, and then memorized the jobs that the boss gave her - to bring newcomers to familiarize themselves with the work.

Halfway through, the boss asked her if she needed the notebook to write it down, and she shook her head bluntly, indicating that she could remember it with her brain. The boss also felt that she was a little unreliable, and her eyes were not very friendly, but Su Mu didn't care at all.

In fact, she doesn't need the boss to say that she knows these at all, because the newcomers she brought have long been unable to count on two hands, and at this time the boss told her that these are not necessary at all. She had already summed up this experience herself, and even if the boss didn't give her the manual, she could summarize it in her own way.

After sending the boss away, Su Mu's side was temporarily stabilized. She thought about it for a while, she was busy and hadn't eaten yet, and the part-time job had just sent a message saying that she wasn't going to do this business for the time being, so she was destined to not wait for someone to replace her today, and let her go out for lunch according to the mall's requirements. In addition, the mall is not allowed to order takeout, so she can only find someone from the opposite store to help watch the store, and then go out to buy something convenient and satisfying for herself, and take it directly to the store to eat.

In fact, the mall does not allow employees to eat privately in the store, and for this reason, the directors of the mall have come to Su Mu many times, just because Su Mu ate in the store at noon. The reason given by the mall is to maintain the image of the mall, although Su Mu feels that this request is not very excessive, but for them who only have one person to see a store, there is really no way to do it according to the rules of the mall. After all, the things in the store are quite valuable, and it is impossible not to leave people in the store to watch the store, but there is only such a person, and it can't be opened at all. And the employees worked from morning to night, eleven and a half hours of work, it was impossible to eat in the middle, only one meal Su Mu sometimes felt very hungry, if he was to comply with the rules of the mall, then Su Mu would starve to death at work sooner or later.

But if you apply to the mall because of this situation, the mall will definitely say that this situation has nothing to do with them, and it is their boss who causes this situation, if their boss is willing to pay another salary and hire another person, it will not make their employees unable to eat.

It's a hard thing to coordinate.

The boss only keeps recruiting part-time jobs on Saturdays and Sundays under the pretext that he can't recruit employees, because there are really no people during other working hours, except for the problem of eating, a person can be completely busy, and there is no need to recruit another person at all. And it is impossible for the mall to make any special case for only one company, and it is impossible to change the entire rule because of one, so in the end, it is these employees who suffer.

So Su Mu always brought his own food before, and then hid in the console to eat secretly when no one was around.

And this is the reason why parents don't like Su Mu to do this business, because Su Mu is not in good health, such working hours are already her limit, and if she doesn't eat on time, the impact on her body may be greater. If she kept doing this, neither eating on time nor ensuring that the food she ate was hot, her stomach would definitely burn down in the long run.

In the eyes of parents, nothing is physically important, so they often quarrel over Su Mu's inability to eat on time, and often ask Su Mu to resign because of these problems.

After hurriedly taking a few bites of the rice ball, Su Mu remembered that she hadn't told Ling Feng about her resignation, and coupled with the things that happened in the morning, she suddenly felt so annoyed that she almost wanted to explode on the spot. She took out her mobile phone very irritably, wanting to discuss it with Weiyang and Leduo, but before she could unlock her phone, she saw Ling Feng's call coming.

Su Mu sometimes feels very strange to herself, she has already made a decision, and wants to say something important to the other party, if she takes the initiative to call, she will immediately say this decision, and she will definitely say it very imposingly, but if someone else calls first, she will definitely be embarrassed to speak, no matter how important this matter is, she will delay it again and again, and only say it in the end. She had already discovered this character, and she had been trying to correct it since she found it, but until now, she has not changed it, and it is still the same as before.

So when Ling Feng called over the phone, she gave up the idea of talking to him about this matter and wanted to hear what Ling Feng had to say.

Yes, Su Mu didn't have any thoughts of wanting to explain or quarrel, she had even made a decision, and when Ling Feng finished saying his thoughts, she would find a reason to hang up the phone.

After all, it's working time, and there will be customers in the store from time to time to come to see the goods, and she used to be lazy when she had a part-time job, but now that she doesn't have a part-time job, she can only look at the store by herself, so it is absolutely impossible for her to waste her time arguing with Ling Feng at this time, otherwise it will definitely affect the business of the store.

She was very clear about business and private matters at this time, but she was a little worried, Ling Feng couldn't tell the time, so she had to argue with her again. In this case, she must find a suitable reason, otherwise, she will definitely be noisy and unable to work hard.

Just when Su Mu was thinking about this, Ling Feng chose to hang up because no one answered the phone for a long time. Su Mu felt that the phone had stopped vibrating and breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he had escaped for the time being, but he didn't expect that after a while, Ling Feng's call came again.

Su Mu glanced at the time and found that it should not be long before Ling Feng was going to go to the evening self-study, and even if she wanted to make trouble, it wouldn't last long, so she took a deep breath and picked up Ling Feng's phone.

"Heh, what, do you think what you're doing is too disgusting to take my phone and reply to my message?"

As soon as Ling Feng picked up the phone, her attitude made people feel very angry, Su Mu originally felt that she had done nothing wrong in this matter, and tried to reason with Ling Feng calmly, but as soon as she heard him say this, she immediately became angry, and then her voice increased several times, and said to Ling Feng:

"I told you, I don't even look at the things in the collection, and I forget when I collected it, and it's my fault that I didn't delete it. But please pay attention to those times, none of them were before I knew you, and they were all a year ago, and I didn't pay attention to them anymore after I met you. If you think I've had an affair with them before, and you're insecure, you can tell me that I'm going to delete them all, but what do you mean by deleting them without my consent? I didn't care if I was ambiguous before I met me, why did you still contact the object of your previous love for beauty after you confirmed the relationship with me, do you think this is responsible for me? What's more, I didn't log in to your account directly, and deleted them directly without your consent, all of them told you to delete them yourself, and I don't know if you deleted it or not. So why do you say you're doing this because I've done it before, so you're doing it?"

Su Mu thought that he had explained the ins and outs and the truth very clearly, but Ling Feng didn't seem to listen to half a word, and after she finished speaking at length, he just asked Su Mu repeatedly, why hadn't he deleted these things that should have been deleted before this.

Su Mu really didn't know what to say, she was so angry that she clenched her phone, bit her lip tightly, and couldn't speak for a long time. Ling Feng, on the other hand, felt that he had grasped Su Mu's weakness, so he kept asking Su Mu to give her an explanation. In the end, Su Mu really didn't want to continue to entangle with Ling Feng like this, so he held up his mobile phone and shouted to Ling Feng:

"Didn't you delete those girls before? Didn't you still contact them? Didn't you also consider my feelings and try to raise a spare tire for yourself? You didn't do it, why do you ask me?"

"So you're admitting that you're in touch with them, so why do you accuse me of deleting them?"

When Ling Feng said this, Su Mu felt that he had never been wronged like this, and tears fell directly. She didn't understand why it was so obvious that Ling Feng was wrong, but he could so justifiably push all the problems on her, she wanted to refute him, but she didn't know what to say at all. This sense of powerlessness made her feel even more aggrieved, and she even began to ask herself why she chose to forgive him so easily when she found out that he was in contact with other girls.

But if she had done a little more at that time, would she have been retaliated against even more harshly now?

So why should I lower my bottom line to forgive him? Just covet his temporary dependence, and then get myself into the current situation, where is it worth it?

Thinking of this, Su Mu felt even more aggrieved, so she didn't say a word, but hung up the phone directly, then turned on the mute, and cried on the table by herself.

Because it couldn't affect the business of the store, no matter how sad Su Mu was, he just kept biting his arm and didn't let himself cry. After two minutes to vent the grievances in her heart, she got up and wiped away her tears, and continued to work as if nothing had happened, and didn't bother with Ling Feng.

stayed up like this until the end of work, and Su Mu didn't call Ling Feng as usual, and didn't even look at his mobile phone, and went home directly.

After returning home, because she had to post a message about the closure of the store every day in the group of the mall, Su Mu reluctantly took out her mobile phone, and when she opened WeChat, she found that Ling Feng had actually logged in to her account again.