Independence has become a basic state for many girls nowadays, and because of this, more girls have begun to have an indifferent state of marriage. Su Mu is also one of these girls, but for her, it is more important because she has no confidence in marriage at all. And under the impetus of this kind of thinking, Su Mu herself has a lot of problems, in addition to being sensitive and suspicious, she will not completely hand over her heart to another person, no matter who she is, she has two points of leeway.

She thinks that leaving these two points of leeway is the best for the two people who are dating, so that they have their own space, but also give each other enough freedom and freshness, so that if they break up in the future, the two people will not tear their faces and not see each other in the future. Probably because she was fed up with the injury, or because she was too face-conscious, Su Mu always liked to leave a way back for herself when she did things, and even when she was with Ling Feng, she had thought that if she was destined to break up, she would maintain it until he went to Japan no matter what. After all, the reason for a long-distance breakup is always much better than what three views do not match, the personality does not match, or what cheats on the legs.

So for a while, Su Mu even advised himself that even if he found out that Ling Feng had a cheating partner, he would work hard to hold on.

She would rather lie to herself than stumble twice on the same issue.

She also wanted to save her face.

However, there are some things that cannot be controlled, and besides, love cannot be experienced with reason. Once you fall into the swamp of love, it is basically impossible to get out of it. Su Mu knew very well that she couldn't escape, so the only thing she could do now was to try to protect herself.

But Su Mu's so-called "preservation" means something different, what she saves is her own face, she swallows all her grievances, and before the other party says to break up, she resolutely does not mention breaking up, even if the other party does what she can't accept the most, she will turn a blind eye and then live her own life.

Only this time she didn't know if she could hold on.

In the past, she knew to stop losses in time, and knew that when she couldn't get or couldn't give all her sincerity, she would control herself and take the lead in giving up the relationship. But this time, everything seems to have gone out of her way, and she will be scared that things will turn into a great farce in the end.

But fear is fear, since everything has begun, there is no chance to retreat, not to mention that she herself has already cut off the back road, and there is no other choice but to move forward.

As for what happened after buying the ointment, in Su Mu's opinion, it had become a fixed mode for the two of them to get along. In the process of getting along with the two of them after that, Ling Feng repeated similar things countless times. He always willfully asks Su Mu to do things that make her extremely embarrassed, every time he will force Su Mu to the point of wanting to break up, after Su Mu is wronged and finishes things, he will feel that he has done something wrong, sometimes he may apologize to Su Mu and admit that he is wrong, but more often, it is to watch Su Mu suffer, not only did he not open his mouth to coax her, but he would hurt her even more.

During that time, Su Mu often wondered what she had done to make Ling Feng treat her like this. She couldn't figure out why a man who kept saying that he loved her would only make her aggrieved, and he couldn't make her feel the slightest bit of love for her as she said. She never felt that she had done anything sorry for him, from beginning to end, she was trying to learn to love him, but such efforts and love did not bring any benefits at all, and what awaited her was a grievance that would never see the end.

It's not that she hasn't thought about breaking up, every time Ling Feng uses all means to make her cry all night long, she wants to break up with him. But the hateful thing was that she was always soft-hearted, even if Ling Feng disappointed her again and again, even if she never waited for him to really coax her from the heart, when he took the initiative to contact her the next day, she still wanted to give him a chance.

Even though the two of them would quarrel like this for days on end, three-quarters of the time they spent together, they were both arguing incessantly.

Every time she thought of this, Su Mu felt a little ridiculous, and even when Ling Feng said that she loved her later, she would subconsciously dodge, not wanting any response at all.

Su Mu didn't resist, she had quarreled and made trouble, and even completely ignored Ling Feng's face, accusing him in person was equivalent to tearing her face. Moreover, in the time that followed, she almost tried her best to escape, even if Ling Feng had tried to treat her well, she didn't want to accept it at all.

Of course, people's attitudes can't change so much all of a sudden, everything has a process of gradual development, and this process is not all grievances and tears.

This is the reason why Su Mu can't give up completely.

After Su Mu went back, she asked Nian Bei to help deal with the burned part of her hand, and then she took a picture of Ling Feng to prove that she did exactly what he wanted. After Ling Feng saw such a picture, his attitude obviously became better, and he even revealed a little regretful attitude. After Su Mu felt this, she suddenly felt a little tired, she took her mobile phone and looked at the message sent by Ling Feng for a long time, and simply replied to him:

"One day you will know how much I love you. ”

In fact, Su Mu had a stomach full of things to say, and in the past, when she encountered problems, when the relationship between the two people was eased, she was more inclined to reason with Ling Feng and explain everything clearly to Ling Feng. At this time, she felt that the nature of quarreling with Ling Feng was not the same as the nature of quarreling with others, the two of them quarreled more because they wanted to find problems and change problems, so every time they reconciled, the two of them would always review each other, recognize the mistakes they had made this time, and then try not to make them again. But this time, Su Mu really felt very tired, and even felt that no matter how much he said, Ling Feng would not understand.

Maybe this is the problem caused by the age gap, and these problems, the views of the two people will never be unified, because Ling Feng will never be able to catch up with the change in Su Mu's thoughts, and this is a fact that there is no way to change at all.

However, although Su Mu did not reason with Ling Feng at length as before this time, the weight of her sentence seemed to be heavier than a thousand sentences combined, and Ling Feng didn't know what to do. He suddenly felt that he was so far away from Su Mu, which made him feel devastated. He thought about it for a long time and didn't think of saying anything to Su Mu, and in the end he could only say "um", which was considered a response.

Then there was a long silence.

During this time, both of them kept hoping that the store could quickly find a customer and save them from this embarrassing situation. After waiting for nearly half an hour, a customer finally came to the door and asked Su Mu to help clean the ring.

Cleaning the ring was simply too common, Su Mu could do it in three or two minutes, and he didn't have to hang up the phone at all, but Su Mu really didn't want to wait any longer, so he directly said to Ling Feng that he wanted to be busy, and quickly hung up the phone.

In fact, there was no need for the two of them to do this, it was just because Ling Feng felt that he had just done a little too much, but he was embarrassed to apologize, and then he was worried that Su Mu would be even more angry because he didn't apologize, so he didn't dare to mention the matter of hanging up the phone. He was worried that if Su Mu was allowed to calm down like this, it would make her feel more aggrieved and affect their relationship even more. And Su Mu simply didn't have the habit of hanging up the phone, plus she thought that Ling Feng had something to say, so she kept waiting.

After the incident passed, the two of them basically had no serious contact, at most, Ling Feng occasionally sent her to remind her of the change of dressing. In the evening, Ling Feng resumed his habit of playing games with his friends, but this time he didn't disappear for hours as soon as he disappeared like before, but took the time to chat with Su Mu during the gap in the game, and he would also clearly explain to Su Mu when the game started and when it ended.

After a few days like this, Su Mu realized that Ling Feng had changed so much.

To say that he was unhappy was fake, it was not easy for Su Mu to see Ling Feng make changes in order to ease the relationship between the two people. So although the two of them were still in constant friction, Su Mu's mood had obviously changed a lot, and even the time for quarreling was constantly shortening.

Su Mu has always felt that she actually wants it very simple, and people like her, who are used to being lonely, will not think about asking for help when doing anything. So she didn't hope that Ling Feng would be of much help in her work or life. What she wanted was for Ling Feng to be patient enough to accompany her and give her all her favor and preference. She didn't need anyone to reason with her, she had a lot of truth in herself, she was just that Ling Feng could accompany her with a better attitude.

But Ling Feng had never given her what she wanted, and she didn't even know what Su Mu really wanted.

Even before this, she had repeated and hinted at Ling Feng many times, but he didn't have any reaction.

This is what really disappointed Su Mu.

But the disappointments were all accumulated, if Ling Feng could still be like now, at least in some way to make up for it, she wouldn't be so angry.

After a few days of peace and quiet, someone from the store applied for the job again.

To Su Mu's surprise this time, the person who came to apply for the job turned out to be a boy.

Although it is said that handicrafts can be done by both men and women during the experience, relatively speaking, girls are indeed more suitable to take on this job, because girls' minds should be more delicate and they can better grasp the needs of customers. It doesn't matter if a boy comes to be a clerk, but if you ask him to take over, there will definitely be problems.

Su Mu discussed this matter with the boss, hoping that the boss could make a new plan, after all, there is still time, and it is not necessary to find someone to make do with it first. However, he didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking, so he insisted on using this boy, and used the old employees to distance, trying to prove to Su Mu that her choice was not wrong.

In desperation, Su Mu had to compromise, and then added Li Chao's WeChat, and made an appointment with others to come to the internship.

Originally, Su Mu thought that since Li Chao was favored by the boss, he must have something outstanding, but when the two of them slowed down, Su Mu felt that he was like a hairy child who had not yet graduated. Su Mu was surprised by the leader's choice, but there was no way to persuade the leader, so he had to follow everything planned before and start training Li Chao step by step.

During the training process, Li Chao performed well, but as soon as Su Mu wanted to change his opinion of him, a phone call from the boss interrupted Su Mu's train of thought.

The boss is going out to look for a new project, and he won't be at home in the past few days, so Li Chao will ask Su Muduo to take care of it, and other things will be talked about when she comes back.

After Su Mu hung up the boss's phone, she only felt that her head was big for a while, she looked at Li Chao, who had just finished training and was sitting there in a daze, and she didn't know what she was going to say for a while. She suddenly felt that she had the illusion of catching ducks on the shelves, and in order to eliminate this illusion, she took the initiative to sit opposite Li Chao and began to use the opportunity of chatting to try to get to know Li Chao more and see if he was really suitable for the job.

As a result, I don't know if I don't know, this question simply scared Su Mu. Not only is this Li Chao young, but he hasn't even graduated yet, the age shown on his ID card is less than eighteen years old, which is a little younger than Ling Feng.

This is a big problem, it is impossible for a shopping mall under the age of 18 to issue an admission pass to Li Chao, which means that the opening time of their store has to be postponed to 10 o'clock every day, and there is no time to do cleaning work. And although Li Chao said that he has no classes now, it belongs to the internship period, but this is only the last semester, and it is not clear whether there will be classes in the next semester, if the school has something to do temporarily, then should she put down the things in the store and go to complete those things in the school? She really doesn't know what the boss thinks, and she doesn't know how difficult it is to train an adult and an experienced person who can manage the whole score? If you have to train such an unqualified person, isn't it delaying the time of herself and the other party?

So, in a responsible attitude towards the store, Su Mu edited the information he had just obtained into a long WeChat, and then sent it to the boss in one go.

After that, Su Mu began to keep asking her boss to reply to her messages.