(1) It's always not long in getting better
Because Ling Feng didn't play the game, the two of them were embarrassed all night, and they didn't know what to say at all. Su Mu felt that it was really awkward, and finally forced himself to go to bed quickly, so as to end the call as soon as possible.
However, after this night was over, the relationship between the two seemed to have changed a lot, at least Ling Feng didn't make trouble for Su Mu like before. Su Mu only felt very fortunate about this, because the next day, she began to interview newcomers non-stop. It was already very troublesome, if Ling Feng blocked her at this time, it might have some impact on the store.
She didn't want to get into any more trouble when she left.
But I don't know what's going on.,Although there have been a lot of applicants recently.,But there's really no one who is suitable.。 As for the girl who said "see you tomorrow" before, Su Mu was still thinking about how she was so confident, but after the boss came to talk to her for a while the next day, she turned around and said something to Su Mu that she was not suitable for the job and that there might be no way to meet in the future. Su Mu was also surprised at how her attitude changed so quickly, and later the boss told her that this girl was introduced by a friend. The child thought that with this relationship, the boss would definitely keep her, but she forgot that this kind of small shop is not chosen randomly when selecting people, in order to protect her own interests, of course, not everyone introduced by relatives and friends can come to work.
This was almost the first time that Su Mu felt that the boss's choice was correct, but then the two of them also had a time to look away. However, in the case of disagreement, those who came to apply were basically screened out, so that by the time there were still ten days left, there were still no suitable candidates.
Su Mu felt more and more anxious, and his mentality gradually began to become unstable. In addition, sometimes Ling Feng always treated her in the way she didn't like the most, and her endurance continued to decrease, so within a few days, the two of them began to quarrel non-stop again.
Others have a small quarrel in two days and a big quarrel in three days, and these two people can't wait to quarrel in the morning, noon and evening. But I don't know if it's used to it or what, even if it's so noisy, Su Mu never thought about breaking up, and every time she calms down after a quarrel, she will think back to the content of the quarrel just now, find out what the problem is, and then try to avoid the same thing from happening again.
But that didn't stop the two from arguing constantly.
Sometimes Su Mu really couldn't understand Ling Feng's thinking.
For example, once Su Mu was too anxious, the ring had just been quenched, and she originally needed to be clamped with tweezers and then cooled down with cold water, but her brain seemed to be short-circuited, so she grabbed it directly with her hands. This time, not only did he burn his hands with two big blisters, but his apron and pants were all burned, and he almost burned his thighs. After Su Mu did the emergency treatment, he told Ling Feng about this matter, originally he wanted Ling Feng to comfort him, but it turned out that Ling Feng didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, he had to go to Su Mu to buy medicine.
Su Mu and Ling Feng argued for a long time, saying that there was no problem, there was no need to apply medicine now, plus the pharmacy was quite far away from here, it was snowing outside and it was not good to take a taxi, she still felt a fever, and there was only Nian Bei in the store, and she was not at ease, so she said that she didn't want to go.
Su Mu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her approach at all, after all, it wasn't a big injury, as the head of a store, it was impossible for her to just put down her work in the store to buy medicine. But Ling Feng was very strong and asked Su Mu to go out to buy it, Su Mu didn't want to answer his phone, so he kept calling, and later directly logged in to Su Mu's various chat software, which directly delayed her work. Su Mu couldn't tell him anything, he couldn't beg, he couldn't get angry, and Su Mu was so angry that he couldn't wait to break up with him directly.
In the end, Nianbei really couldn't stand Ling Feng like this, and she was also worried that Su Mu's hand would have problems, so she wanted to buy medicine instead of Su Mu. Su Mu knew that it was snowing outside, so he was really embarrassed to trouble Nianbei, so he had to go out by himself.
The weather in March is not a time of spring and sunshine for the Northeast. In addition, it may be the cause of the cold and fever, and when Su Mu first went out in a down jacket, he couldn't help but shiver from the cold. She found the nearest pharmacy to her on the map and wanted to take a taxi, but it was so difficult to get a taxi on a snowy day, and she stood at the door and waited for five minutes without a car to pick her up, so she had to walk there.
Usually ten minutes away, because of the bad road, Su Mu stumbled for fifteen minutes, and when she walked to the pharmacy, her mobile phone was frozen and turned off. While waiting for the pharmacy staff to find her burn cream, she cautiously asked if there was an Apple charger that could lend her a charge, and she had no cash and had to pay with her phone. The clerks finally borrowed a charging cable from the resting staff, and Su Mu immediately took it gratefully and immediately charged the phone.
The waiting time is always tough, especially in such awkward situations. Su Mu squatted in the corner, holding his mobile phone, praying in his heart over and over again that it would turn on quickly. After making sure that it was enough to support the payment, she immediately returned the charger, paid in a hurry, and rushed straight to the store.
She didn't pay attention to the message Ling Feng sent her on the way here.
On the way back, Su Mu was getting colder and colder, but the temperature on his forehead was getting higher and higher. When she obviously felt her body temperature rise again, she suddenly felt particularly aggrieved.
She didn't understand why Ling Feng, who had always prided himself on being mature and good at taking care of people, was so naïve.
Whoever it was, when considering Su Mu's physical condition and the environment he was in, he would not do the same thing as Ling Feng. It would have been okay if she hadn't said anything to Ling Feng, but she had obviously said everything, and he insisted on letting her do it, such an act was really incredible. Su Mu never thought that she would take care of people, but if the same thing happened to her and Weiyang, Weiyang was injured in Xi'an, and she couldn't go to the hospital, and Weiyang insisted on not going to the hospital, she would definitely order a local takeout and buy the medicine that Weiyang needed, so it was impossible for Weiyang to go out by herself. And let alone quarreling, she was too late to feel distressed, and she was reluctant to say a word. She knew that Ling Feng was young and might not be very sensible, but she couldn't be ignorant to this extent? she didn't ask Ling Feng to be so good at taking care of people, but couldn't he try to make himself mature and look at the problem from her point of view?
Since he thinks he can take care of people, why can't he do such a simple thing, so why do he have to force her to do something that makes her very difficult?
The more Su Mu thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and the human couldn't help but fall down. In the past, the tears were hot, but this time, Su Mu felt that the tears on her face were cold, just like those snowflakes that fell on her face.
And what also cooled down was her heart that wanted to work hard to persevere.
Of course, it was impossible for her to completely lose confidence in Ling Feng because of these things, or to say that if she didn't love her, she wouldn't love her. In fact, when many girls say that they are disappointed in the boys they like, most of them say it after they have experienced countless disappointments, and boys don't know why girls can say disappointment and want to break up after such a small thing, but just like a drop of water can be pierced by a stone, people's ability to bear is also limited, and when love is constantly hit by countless disappointments, it will disappear. And Su Mu also knows that she is at this stage, but she doesn't know how long her love will last.
Sometimes she also misses her high school days, although for her, there are also very bad memories of that time, but after careful comparison, they were really not ordinary at that time. It's really incredible to think about it, the thinking of their generation is really much worse when they are the same age as Ling Feng and them, not to mention anything else, just in the matter of treating feelings, they have a lot of differences.
Su Mu has always felt that at their age, love is really a very dedicated thing. Although most of them are forbidden to fall in love, it doesn't mean that they can't be controlled, they will also fall in love secretly behind their parents' backs, even if the pressure of studying is very high, it doesn't stop them from pursuing love. And at that time, their attitude towards love was really serious, and those who fell in love casually would become the object of everyone's despisance, and they would collectively envy those who boldly confessed or dared to commit crimes against the wind and disclose their love. It is precisely because of this experience that Su Mu feels that in love, the most innocent relationship should happen during this time. She had always had such thoughts, so she should have thought that Ling Feng and them should be like this, but after coming into contact with many people who were about the same age as him, and after falling in love with him for more than three months, Su Mu thought that it was time for her to change her thoughts.
Although Su Mu knew that she shouldn't overturn a boatload of people with one shot, the impression left on her by these people she came into contact with was indeed that they were all like child's play about falling in love. Su Mu didn't know why they had such a unified mind, they would regard falling in love as a kind of talking material, and the amount of emotional experience as a kind of capital to show off, neither taking responsibility nor thinking more about anyone. Not only that, when Su Mu interned in junior high school, she felt that today's children really had a big problem in family education. At first, she thought that there might be some problems with her teaching, so she also discussed it many times with her instructor, class teacher and classroom teacher, but several teachers always comforted her, saying that she was just inexperienced, and it would be good if it took a long time, and with more patience, maybe the children would accept her.
Of course, Su Mu would also listen to the teacher's words and try to make herself appear kind, but this situation did not change because of her. What made Su Mu feel even more strange was that the higher the overall learning level of the class, the more serious the situation would be. She clearly remembered that in the class with the best academic performance in the whole grade she taught, there was a girl who would keep rolling her eyes as long as she was in class, and at the end of the class, the other intern teachers who came to listen to Su Mu's class were worried that according to Su Mu's character, would she pick up the stool in the middle of the class to clean up this girl.
In fact, Su Mu was really angry, but in order not to delay the class, she had to endure it. And after all, her identity is here, although she has been wronged, but if she is listened to, then most people either think that she is incapable and can't even be rectified as a student, or they think that she is stingy, and she still cares about children at such an old age.
In addition to this little girl, Su Mu encountered many strange things in the class, and from that time on, she felt that she was not suitable to be a teacher. Even though the poor class had improved under her tutelage, she still didn't change her decision. She can't be so broad-minded, and she can endure anything in the face of a child. So after graduating, she resolutely refused to be retained by the school and never worked in any profession related to teaching again.
Originally, Su Mu had forgotten about these things, and before she met Ling Feng, she hadn't even mentioned them again for three years, but Ling Feng's later performance always reminded her of those unpleasant experiences before, so much so that she gradually began to doubt Ling Feng.
doubted his perception of love, doubted how much he loved her, and doubted whether he really didn't contact other girls anymore.
Someone said a long time ago that Su Mu is a thoughtful person, she has a lot of things in her heart, even when she went to see a Chinese medicine doctor, the doctor often reminded Su Mu not to be so distracted and think about some things that she didn't have. Su Mu kept nodding her head in agreement, and tried her best to pretend that she didn't care about anything, but in her heart, there were actually thousands of thoughts hidden.
That's why she needs a lot of security.
Whenever she was talking to her friends about the criteria for choosing a mate, Su Mu never mentioned how much ability the other party needed or how much property she had, and even once she said that as long as it felt right, she didn't ask for anything else. Most of her friends will persuade Su Mu to be realistic, at her age, she can't live on love alone, because love can't feed people, bread is the most important thing. Su Mu admitted this, but she always thought that she had the ability to support herself, and there was no need to rely on others to live. What's more, girls should be financially independent, at least financially independent, girls are not better than always feeling that they are dwarf, and they always have to look at other people's faces.