(6) Reconciliation
These questions kept circling in Ling Feng's mind, and coupled with Su Mu lying on his shoulder crying silently, it made him feel even more confused. He tried to concentrate himself and solve at least one problem first, but he didn't know how to do it now, let alone looking for the answer, that is, how to make Su Mu stop crying.
Su Mu didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking at this time, but she had always been sensitive and found that Ling Feng didn't make any more moves, so she felt that he should be the same as herself, and began to doubt the relationship between the two people. At first, she felt that this was just her thoughts, so she didn't feel too sad, but now that she thought that Ling Feng might think the same way, the feeling of being about to be abandoned came to Su Mu with an overwhelming momentum, as if she was going to drown her here.
She knew that she didn't have any qualifications to be sad, because she was with him from the beginning with the idea that "one day they will break up". It was she who told herself to be greedy for pleasure, to live one day at a time, not to have any hope for the future, and not to plan, so when the moment of breakup really came, it should only be a part of her long plan that became a reality, and there was nothing worth her sadness about.
In her expectations, she should be full of sin, because compared to Ling Feng, who was bent on being with her, she didn't seem to give any sincerity in this relationship. But when things developed to this point, she didn't feel any lighter, on the contrary, she seemed to be 10,000 times sadder than she imagined.
So, really, why did you want to be with him in the first place, isn't it good to live alone, why do you want to provoke him.
Obviously she already knows that it's impossible, but she still has to try it, and after being together, she always has a negative attitude and thoughts, and she really doesn't know what she wants to do.
Thinking of this, Su Mu slowly loosened her teeth, and then slowly buried her head in Ling Feng's arms. Ling Feng's mind was still very chaotic at this time, but sensing Su Mu's movements, he still subconsciously adjusted his posture, wanting to better hug her. As a result, as soon as he moved, Su Mu seemed to be electrocuted, pushed him away and "jumped" out of his arms.
Ling Feng was stunned by Su Mu's reaction, he looked at Su Mu's panicked and tear-stained face, and forgot to ask her what happened.
But it didn't matter for him to ask, Su Mu, who jumped out, wiped his tears while lowering his head and muttering in a stupid expression and voice:
"It's over, my makeup must have been spent, and you must have rubbed a lot of foundation on my face on your clothes, and it's hard to wash......"
Ling Feng's whole person stood almost like a fool, listening to Su Mu finish reading these words. After that, he didn't know how to describe his mood, anyway, after he listened to Su Mu's worries, the messy questions in his mind were swept away, and then he was filled with the thought of "My daughter-in-law is too cute". He couldn't help but take two steps forward, hugged Su Mu back into his arms again, and then deliberately rubbed her face on his clothes a few times.
"Hmm...... Not...... Why are you ......?"
Su Mu was so suffocated that he couldn't breathe, struggling desperately, Ling Feng pressed her into his arms after rubbing, then put his chin on her head, and said to her:
"I'm afraid I won't be able to rub it, so I have to use more strength. ”
"You're sick, this thing is hard to wash, okay!"
"I didn't say I wanted to wash it, so that everyone else would know I had a girlfriend, wouldn't I?"
Ling Feng's justified and straightforward tone made Su Mu speechless for a while. Although she thought that he was too childish to do this, she had to admit that she was still a little happy after hearing this. She didn't understand why she felt the way she did, so she didn't know how she should respond to it.
After Ling Feng said this, he didn't expect Su Mu to give him any reaction, so after waiting for Su Mu for a while, and seeing that she really didn't speak, he took the initiative to let go of Su Mu, and then straightened her somewhat messy hair, and said to Su Mu very gently:
"Let's go, take you to work, and then I'll find a place to wait for your boss to come and help you." ”
"No, I shouldn't be busy at night, you don't have to help. ”
"You thought about it all day, yesterday you didn't think you were busy, today you are not so busy. Okay, don't talk about it, let's go, or your boss will talk about you again in a moment. ”
Su Mu was like a frightened deer, he kept rejecting Ling Feng, and of course Ling Feng wouldn't listen to Su Mu, so no matter how Su Mu refused, he didn't change his mind, and took advantage of Su Mu's request to take her back to the back of the store.
He always felt that Su Mu's boss was prejudiced against Su Mu, so his attitude towards her boss was not very friendly, and he tried not to meet if he could. Sometimes if her boss goes to Su Mu's store to pick up something or something, if he catches up with him, although he will be very unhappy when Su Mu expresses that he wants him to wait for him outside for a while, he will still choose to avoid it, for fear that after this woman sees him, she will say something to Su Mu behind his back, so that Su Mu will be educated in vain. So today, when he knew that she was in the store, he didn't prepare to send Su Mu into the store openly, and said goodbye to her in the back.
After Su Mu went back, the store was no longer busy, and while she was relieved, she couldn't help but feel that she was really unlucky.
I didn't see anyone helping her when she was busy in the morning, but now she is not busy, but someone has come to help.
After sighing in her heart, she took over the customers from her boss and began her work.
Ling Feng was right, although she wasn't so busy when she first came back, it didn't take long for a large number of customers to pour in. However, because her boss saw that she was not busy after she came back, he thought that this was the end of the day and that there would be no more busy time, so he did not continue to stay with Su Mu, but went home to accompany the child. Su Mu felt that he could finally rest for a while at first, but he didn't expect that as soon as the boss left on the front foot, customers on the back foot would come one after another, so that in the next two hours, if there was no Ling Feng to help, Su Mu might probably die of exhaustion here.
When she was busy, Su Mu hadn't realized why Ling Feng had appeared so timely, and it wasn't until she had a little respite that she remembered this question. So she took advantage of the fact that there were no customers to guide Ling Feng aside, and asked him why he came so quickly. After sending him a message, he appeared in front of her in less than a minute.
Ling Feng just smiled at this, no matter how Su Mu asked him, he didn't speak.
Of course, he wouldn't tell her that before that, he hadn't gone to find a place to rest as he said, but had been staying near their store, where he could keep an eye on Su Mu's movements. In fact, when he saw Su Mu's boss leaving, he already wanted to go in to help. But at that time, he was afraid that Su Mu would ask him what he had done, and he couldn't answer, so he kept dragging it out, and only went over when she said she needed help.
Of course, this is only one aspect, more importantly, in fact, he wants to know if Su Mu will call him to help.
He knew very well what kind of person Su Mu was, and it was difficult for her to ask someone for help, especially for ordinary friends. After being with her for so long, he had hardly seen Su Mu ask anyone for help because of his own affairs, and most of the time, someone else sent a message, hoping to get some help from her. There are even many times when she plays a role in helping him solve problems. Sometimes he looked at her and felt that she couldn't do it at all, but even so, she had to try countless times, and when she was sure that she couldn't solve it with all the methods she could think of, she would ask for help from others, and when she completed it, she had to buy something to thank them. When she did this, it always made him feel a little angry, and what made him even more uncomfortable was that sometimes he had already offered to help, but Su Mu didn't even think about it, so he chose to refuse first.
This made Ling Feng deeply aware of what Su Mu had told him before, and that most of her boyfriends felt that there was no meaning in existing by her side. If he hadn't known Su Mu so well, he might have felt this way, but fortunately, Su Mu had already told him before he started that what she needed most was his company, and as for whether she could help her share things at work, she didn't really care, which made Ling Feng feel relieved and felt that he still had the meaning of existence. But despite this, in Ling Feng's heart, he always felt a little awkward, so he always subconsciously thought that an important condition for judging whether Su Mu had fully accepted him was whether she would take the initiative to ask him for help.
He didn't think that this was his greed, in addition to wanting her psychological support, he also wanted her to rely on her life, but he felt that this was what he should do, and Su Mu also had the right to enjoy his care for her. Since he had already thought about taking on the responsibility of taking care of Su Mu, he should take care of everything in all aspects. Otherwise, he should also be a very failed boyfriend.
However, although he had already thought about it very thoughtfully, Su Mu still did not let him go, and kept asking the same question. At this time, Ling Feng felt that he still lacked a little experience, otherwise, he would definitely do it seamlessly, so that Su Mu would not be able to find any handle and entangle this problem with him. So he could only emphasize to Su Mu repeatedly that he really just happened to walk by here when he was bored, and happened to catch up with the message she sent, and didn't do anything else.
Su Mu actually didn't believe Ling Feng's answer at all, but she really couldn't think of any other answers, so she could only assume that she believed his statement and didn't continue to get to the bottom of it.
It's not that Su Mu felt that Ling Feng was lying and deceiving her, and went to do something else. It's that Su Mu is more worried, he has been waiting for her here, and he has not done anything else.
She really didn't want Ling Feng to do much for her, because in this case, she would feel that she owed Ling Feng more and more things, and she didn't know how to pay it back. She has never liked to owe others anything, money, feelings, he doesn't want to owe, which is why she always refuses others to help. She always feels that there are many things that she can't afford, and she has no reason to accept other people's help plainly, no matter who this person is, so most of the time, she would rather spend money if she can solve it with money and does not need to use feelings.
Although it may be a shortcut to take the road of favors.
Seeing that Su Mu chose to give up because he didn't get an answer, Ling Feng breathed a sigh of relief. After that, he went to buy dinner while there were not many people, and the two of them made do with a bite. By the time they got off work in the evening, they were both tired, and they had completely lost the idea of going out to play, and they just wanted to go home and fall asleep.
So Ling Feng sent Su Mu home as soon as he got off work.
Because the next day is Valentine's Day, even if she returns home, Su Mu doesn't stop, and the group keeps sending all kinds of notices, even if there is nothing for her, the boss wants to circle her to see it. And the boss doesn't play cards according to common sense, one will say something about her, and a while it will have nothing to do, so that she can't rest for a while, so she can only waste more than an hour, and then read all these things in the group.
By the time everything was over, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Ling Feng had woken up from a sleep. Listening to Ling Feng talking to her on the phone in a voice that had just woken up and was still a little confused, she only felt very helpless in her heart, and her enthusiasm for this job was reduced a little.
After forcing his sleepiness to repeat the things explained by his boss to Ling Feng, Su Mu hung up the phone, simply cleaned up and went into the bed. After lying in the quilt and closing her eyes, Su Mu felt an urge to resign in her heart, and even in an instant, she had already picked up the phone and wanted to discuss this matter with her boss.
There is really no enthusiasm for work, and the love for these things at the beginning has almost been exhausted under the heavy work. Now she is still supporting nothing more than this salary, if she can't even support this salary to persevere, she really can't think of any reason to support her to continue. 2k reading web