Whether Ling Feng had ever loved Su Mu or not, Su Mu had actually thought about it for a long time from beginning to end. She has always been unable to figure out why a man who keeps saying that he loves her, when he knows that he will hurt her, still chooses to do so many things that hurt her, but then when she accidentally watched a short video, she saw a piece of copywriting, and immediately understood the reason.

It's like Su Mu likes apples, but Ling Feng tries to give her a box of pears. Although Su Mu didn't like pears, she tried to accept it because she didn't want Ling Feng to be disappointed, but if she didn't like it, she didn't like it, and if she forced herself to accept it for a long time, she would get bored, so when she found that she couldn't accept it at all and began to refuse, Ling Feng put all the blame on her, saying that it was because she didn't like it, not because he didn't give it.

In fact, this situation has happened many times, during the time they got along, Ling Feng almost pushed all the mistakes on Su Mu, even when he tried to chase Su Mu back again, he still carried Su Mu behind his back to find other girls to play games together, and when Su Mu found out, he should have replied to Su Mu, it was not because she was arguing with him.

The moment Su Mu heard him say this, all the emotional fluctuations stood still. And it was also at that time that Su Mu was very sure that her choice to leave was the most correct thing for her to do after she and Ling Feng were together.

There was no justifiable reason for all the wrong things, it was a fact that Su Mu was arguing with Ling Feng, but this fact was not the reason why Ling Feng chose to do the thing that would hurt her. No matter what the situation is, the wrong thing is wrong in itself, just as a girl wearing less clothes is not a reason for her to be indecent.

But Ling Feng's cognition is never on the same level as Su Mu.

When Su Mu thoroughly recognized this matter, it was already difficult for her to imagine what kind of pain she would experience in the future if she agreed to Ling Feng to be with him again. At this time, Ling Feng had already blatantly used such an excuse to do things that hurt her, she was very scared, in the future, she couldn't even hold on to her last trace of dignity and feelings.

She is in love, and what she needs is favor and protection, not someone who uses the excuse that she loves him and is crazy about doing things that hurt her.

But Ling Feng has been doing such things all along.

Su Mu didn't want to admit that Ling Feng had never liked her, and she didn't dare to admit it, because she was afraid that once she did, everything before would become a joke. She would rather believe that Ling Feng was just using his own way to express his love for her, but it was a pity that Su Mu couldn't accept his way.

When the two of them were still together, Su Mu always said that two people are together not only by feelings, but also by whether they are suitable or not, which is why in many marriages, everyone does not choose love, but chooses the suitable. Because the right people get along together, both people will feel comfortable, and there is no way to solve all the trivial things in life by love alone. In the end, no matter how strong the feelings are, they will be tortured all over by life, and they will become a burden.

Su Mu would mention this matter to Ling Feng if he had nothing to do, just hoping that he could understand, and he was also planning a way out for himself. Ling Feng also wanted to change at the beginning, but this kind of change was really too short-lived, just like his freshness to Su Mu, and when his freshness to Su Mu was completely lost, he regained his true nature.

Su Mu had been trying to deceive herself, thinking that Ling Feng was willing to show her original appearance in front of her, or because she loved her. It wasn't until Su Mu was about to lose it that she had to admit that those undisguised personalities were because he didn't take Su Mu to heart.

Those reasons for being young, ignorant and playful have really been used up, and Su Mu really can't find any other reason to deceive himself. Ling Feng didn't even want to hide it anymore, so this relationship would end in the end, which was a matter of course.

It's just a pity that before all the hypocrisy was revealed, they also had so much beauty, although it was all deception behind the beauty, but their pair still looked very enviable.

Sometimes even Su Mu herself can't tell the truth from the fake, and even she wants to live in this false lie for a long time. But a lie is a lie after all, and it has no way to sustain a relationship from beginning to end.

And until the moment when he completely blocked all of Ling Feng's contact information, Su Mu also gave up all the thoughts that he hoped Ling Feng would change.

She finally stopped expecting Ling Feng to understand those truths, and finally stopped expecting Ling Feng to make any changes, and even she no longer expected Ling Feng to come back.

All her expectations, waiting, and feelings for Ling Feng disappeared at the moment when she was blacked out.

She didn't know what Ling Feng had in mind, she hadn't known all along, but this time, she really didn't want to know.

Everyone has to pay for their choices, and the moment Ling Feng chooses to do these things to hurt Su Mu, he is doomed to lose Su Mu. But perhaps for him, there is no loss in losing Su Mu, because in all the days to come, he will have many opportunities to meet more people.

And Su Mu is just one of the passers-by who is looking forward to his growth.

In the past, when the two of them quarreled, Su Mu would often say that when he grew up in the future, he would know how much she had paid for him, and he would definitely regret treating her like this. But it wasn't until the day of the breakup that Su Mu understood that all the mistakes and mistakes that Ling Feng had made were borne by her, and he would not regret it, because he would take what she taught him and start over with other girls.

It was really unfair to her, but it had already happened, and there was no way to change it, at least since then, and she no longer had the idea of hopefully repenting.

The beginning of this relationship was basically a mistake, and even if it was changed, she was not confident that she could fully forgive him. So reconciling is equivalent to jumping into that dead loop again, and repeating the cycle will only bring her more damage.

For her now, she can't bear the slightest injury, although leaving Ling Feng is a very painful thing, and it may make her unable to return to her normal life for a long time, but it is still much better than being with Ling Feng and continuing to suffer new injuries.

Since he had a cat, Su Mu's focus was all on the cat, and he didn't pay much attention to Ling Feng, although the two of them didn't have too much contact, but compared to before, it was a lot more. Although every time he contacted Su Mu, he was mentioning the breakup, but Ling Feng didn't hear it, saying that he wouldn't break up, as long as Su Mu said it, he would divert the topic.

Su Mu didn't understand why Ling Feng did this at that time, because in her eyes, Ling Feng didn't love her at this time, and it was already difficult for the three views to fit, and now that there was no love, then the two of them would have no way to maintain this kind of relationship, even if they barely maintained it, it wouldn't be long before they would repeat the process of breaking up.

Later, when Su Mu and his friend mentioned this matter, their friend didn't understand it very much, how could he not understand such a simple thing with Su Mu's IQ. This is obviously because Su Mu's attention is no longer on him, so he feels a kind of anxiety, he may not love Su Mu, but he wants Su Mu to focus all his attention on him, and more importantly, in that situation, he has not yet found someone else who can replace Su Mu.

Su Mu still didn't understand her friend's statement, because after all, there were many girls who had been discovered by her and kept an ambiguous relationship with Ling Feng, and Ling Feng wanted to find someone to replace her, it was simply easy, there was no need for this. When her friend heard Su Mu's theory, he was so angry that he wanted to scold her, but when he saw that she still didn't understand, he could only endure his anger and patiently explain to her.

"Can the junior be the same as the main room? Do you see fewer people with the mistress? Why don't those juniors become the main room? Let me tell you, the junior is the junior, just play and forget it, she can't meet the standard of the main room, the ones you say, as far as you find, in the eyes of the one in your family, at best, they are usually looking for fun. Besides, your house is a standard central air conditioner, maybe sometimes people don't think it's ambiguous, it's because you're too sensitive. And it's not that I said that you have to be a little confident, you always think that you are not good-looking and too thin, but your appearance, this body, throw you on the avenue, so which man doesn't praise you. As for the ones in your family, I don't have to guess what kind of goods I know, I can't find anyone who can look better than you and have a better figure than you, then he definitely can't let you go. He, in a popular phrase nowadays, is hungry for your body, and nothing else. ”

When Su Mu listened to this explanation, she couldn't tell whether she was sad or what, because of that sentence that was greedy for her body, Ling Feng had also said it word for word, and even when the two of them quarreled before, Ling Feng had the idea of just wanting to only sleep with Su Mu and not talk about feelings.

So in fact, Ling Feng hadn't thought about loving her a long time ago, and she had said it openly, only she simply thought that it was Ling Feng's angry words.

However, at this time, the relationship between the two of them had not become so exaggerated, and after Su Mu recovered from the cold, he was replaced by Ling Feng to start the fever.

To be honest, when Su Mu heard the news, he was actually a little worried, but fortunately, there were other people around Ling Feng who could accompany him to see a doctor, so Su Mu didn't say anything. After arriving at the hospital, Ling Feng had been on the video with Su Mu, Su Mu didn't want to pick it up, but Ling Feng said that he was also afraid of injections, so Su Mu reluctantly picked up the video.

In the process of Ling Feng's medical treatment, Su Mu basically participated in the whole process, and in the end, seeing Ling Feng fall asleep with the injection, Su Mu's heart was shaken again.

In this way, Ling Feng was still a child, he couldn't even take care of himself, how could he take care of her? Maybe she was really too demanding, if he waited for him to mature a little more, wouldn't this situation be much better?

After all, in fact, the two of them haven't been together for too long, so it's impossible to become a fat person in one bite.

Maybe wait, Ling Feng will always change, right?

When Ling Feng was injected, Su Mu had been thinking about these things.

By the time Ling Feng went back, Su Mu's attitude had already begun to change a little. However, it may have been because his illness had delayed Ling Feng's thinking, so he didn't feel any change in Su Mu at first, he just found that Su Mu didn't seem to mention the breakup anymore, and he wasn't sure if it was his hallucination.

If not, then this is really great news for him, so in order to determine the authenticity of this news, he still didn't hold back and called Su Mu "wife".

This time, Su Mu didn't refuse, as if what she heard was a very ordinary thing. This made Ling Feng happy and half of his illness was directly healed, and even when he was chatting with Su Mu, he couldn't help but secretly laugh several times.

Fortunately, Su Mu is back, as long as Su Mu doesn't leave, then he still has a chance.

The ideas of the two of them were still good at this moment, and they both hoped that they could be together well, so for a period of time, Ling Feng had behaved quite well and did not make Su Mu angry. At 520, Ling Feng also bought several lipsticks that Su Mu had always liked, which couldn't help but make Su Mu feel that Ling Feng really seemed to be starting to make changes for her.

If Ling Feng could really start to take her to heart and make changes for the future of the two of them, then Su Mu would definitely love him even more. After all, Ling Feng was a very important existence to her, she had put all her expectations for marriage and the future on him, if he disappointed her, maybe she would never have the courage to love others again.

However, happiness is too much luxury for the two of them, and it doesn't take long for the relationship between the two to become tense again.

And the reason was that Ling Feng asked Su Mu if he could not come back when she celebrated her birthday.

Su Mu's birthday happened to be Monday, and she didn't plan to let Ling Feng come back, and she was already looking at the train ticket, preparing to find him after her birthday. However, Ling Feng said to Su Mu first, because it was Monday, so he planned to come back to her in advance, so Su Mu gave up her own idea. And for this reason, she had been preparing for the past two days, but she didn't expect that Ling Feng would tell him that he would not go back for the same reason.