Since the hair cut, the two of them have been chatting without being salty, and basically there is no excessive communication, and they don't look like a couple at all. Su Mu thought that Ling Feng had finally agreed to break up, and there was some happiness in his sadness, and his life was not so bad.

After all, in fact, she lived a very fulfilling life every day, in order to make money to support herself, she started the work of code words, plus she had to read books and check materials to study, and she also had some handicraft hobbies, so what Ling Feng didn't know was that Su Mu showed nothing to do every day, which she deliberately created in order to want to contact him more. Without Ling Feng, Su Mu could still live well, but Ling Feng was confused by this illusion, and felt that Su Mu would not be able to live without him.

The person Su Mu has been looking forward to should understand her dedication, she feels that she has done so many things for her lover, and she should be cherished and loved, this is the best state for two people to fall in love. However, Ling Feng was just the opposite, the more Su Mu gave, the more presumptuous he became, leaving all the bad to Su Mu.

Therefore, for Su Mu, leaving Ling Feng was the most correct choice.

You see, in fact, Su Mu understood these truths from the beginning, but sometimes, she wanted to give Ling Feng a chance, hoping that he could understand these truths and make changes for her.

No one can willingly and easily give up someone they have worked so hard to love. All feelings are with a heartbreaking, skin-peeling and cramping determination at the moment when they stop paying. It's just that Ling Feng never understood Su Mu's pain, and he didn't know that it was his choice that caused the current situation.

Does he love Su Mu? She never seemed to have seriously considered it. Even after the endless quarrel ended, even after Su Mu completely blocked all his contact information, he couldn't find this answer. He couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Su Mu, and even sometimes he felt more and more that the feelings he used to feel were an illusion. Because when he said that he loved her and said that he was good to her, he couldn't give an example, and later, he didn't seem to really love her.

But does he really not love her? Then why was he so scared when he heard her say that it was her aunt who cooked for her that day, afraid that she would belong to someone else like this?

Is this what they call possessiveness?

Do you really just want to occupy her, but you don't want to give a little affection?

Long after Su Mu left, Ling Feng finally began to think about these questions, and at this time, he had no way to contact Su Mu at all. All of his contact information was blacklisted by Su Mu, and what was even more helpless was that he had no way to meet her.

He regretted it, if he didn't choose to give up coming back because of trouble when he could come back, if he didn't blindly put the blame on Su Mu when something went wrong, if he didn't say to calm down, if there were these ifs, even if any of them came true, he wouldn't be Su Mu.

But now it's too late to say this, he didn't choose to come back in order to spend more time with Su Mu, and in order not to let Su Mu quarrel with him and disturb him to play with his friends, he proposed to calm down for a while and break up for a while.

So Su Mu really left and never came back.

He sometimes felt that Su Mu was very ruthless, obviously the relationship between the two of them was so good before, and it was also very sweet, and it was also the envy of others, how could Su Mu just say that he would leave, leaving no room for him at all. Later, a long time after the breakup, a few nights when he thought about Su Mu and thought that he couldn't sleep but couldn't contact her, he suddenly thought about how desperate Su Mu was for Su Mu when he cried and survived. But when Su Mu said this, he never cared, and even felt that she had brought it all on herself.

Yes, she brought it on herself, and if she hadn't chosen him in the first place, she wouldn't have had all this pain.

So how did he understand it so late, if he understood it earlier, maybe Su Mu wouldn't have left, and he would have had a chance to make up for it.

Now that he wants to make amends, who else can he make amends? No matter how good he is to the next girl, then she can't feel it, can she?

She had completely disappeared from his life, and would never be seen again.

The woman who had said she would never give up on him finally left with her tears in her eyes.

Maybe he should be glad, because in this way, she will no longer have to cry because of him, and his promise can be regarded as fulfilled.

She finally didn't have to cry because of him anymore.

Maybe it's because of the relationship between the circle of friends, and the girls who are good friends with Su Mu have guessed what happened, so everyone has been very attentive recently, almost putting down their work, and accompanying Su Mu 24 hours a day. And one of them brought a huge surprise to Su Mu.

She hugged Su Mu a folded ear cat that had just been born for more than 20 days.

When Su Mu first received the news, she couldn't believe it at all, if she hadn't sent the photo directly to Su Mu, Su Mu probably always felt that she was teasing her. And after making sure that what she said was true, Su Mule didn't talk to each other all day, and went around preaching that she finally had a cat of her own.

When Su Mu was a child, there were actually two cats at home, and they were very close to Su Mu, but it was a pity that the home was renovated at that time and they were sent to others for foster care, but they were lost by the foster person. At that time, Su Mu was angry and distressed, but there was nothing she could do, she just thought that when she had the ability in the future, she must have another cat of her own.

She has been thinking about this issue for the past few years, but the family conditions are not very allowable, and the family is very opposed except for her mother, so this plan has been put on hold. Now that his friend suddenly said that he wanted to give her one, and it was in this situation, Su Mu said that he couldn't rationally consider whether he had the conditions to raise a cat, so he directly agreed.

On the same day, Su Mu told his family about this matter, and only his mother agreed without exception. However, this did not stop her from wanting to have a cat, and the next day, she brought the kitten home.

Prior to this, Su Mu's experience of raising a cat was to play and sleep with the cat, and she had never done anything else, and this time she had to act as the responsibility of the cat's mother, which made her full of excitement and apprehension when she received the kitten that was no more than the size of a palm.

The kitten was so small, and when it was nested in a cardboard box, it was so small, Su Mu was afraid that she would be scared if she moved a little bigger. Before going home, the two of them went to the pet store to buy a bunch of milk powder and daily necessities needed by the kittens, and almost emptied Su Mu's wallet, but Su Mu didn't blink his eyes, and he was afraid that he was not fully prepared, and he discussed with the people in the pet store for a long time, how to ensure that the kitten survived smoothly.

When she took her home, her grandmother was still very opposed, and Su Mu didn't say anything, so she carried her back to her room.

Seeing such a small thing, soft and warm, just shrunk into a ball on the bed, Su Mu felt that his heart was about to melt. She cautiously crouched on the edge of the bed, looked at the little thing without blinking, and began to plan what to call it.

She said before that in the future, she must raise a cat named Qi Tian, and a dog called Dasheng. In fact, when it came to the name, of course she was still inclined to Qi Tian, but as soon as she remembered that Ling Feng knew about it, she said that in the future, she would raise a ragdoll cat that he liked, and then a corgi that Su Mu liked, so that she could have this name, she didn't know what was going on, so she gave up the name.

Su Mu didn't know if it was because she still had hope for him, but what she knew was that at this time, she didn't want to think of this person at all. So she tried to clear all her thoughts and began to think of other names.

A name that suits both the cat and her.

For a naming waste, naming is like a fate. She thought about it for half an hour, and then glanced down at the Coke bottle on the ground, so the word "Coke" jumped into Su Mu's mind.

Immediately after that, this little thing had its own name - Coke.

This is not the first time Su Mu has done this, when she wrote it before, she almost came up with her names, and she couldn't write any literary and complex names at all, such as the tree spirit, she directly called "Ah Shu", and once she was looking at "The Long River of Frost and Cold" written by Teacher Yu Qiuyu, so she directly named the supporting role "Frost River".

Similar things really emerge one after another, but this time, Su Mu felt that she still put her heart into it. After all, since the sixth grade of primary school, Su Mu has been inseparable from Coke in her life, and in the days to come, she will not leave this "little Coke".

After choosing the name, Su Mu took a lot of photos and videos of Coke like the pervert, and then began to shop on Taobao, buying her some toys and daily necessities, and after working for a long time, this little thing suddenly woke up.

Seeing that this little ball suddenly moved, Su Mu immediately became nervous, and then without any suspense, she urinated on her bed right under Su Mu's nose.

Su Mu sat stunned and watched for a long time, after which she forcibly suppressed the urge to yell for a while, hugged her aside, and began to change the sheets resentfully.

After changing it, the cola rubbed up again, as if she wanted to eat, so Su Mu cautiously rushed up the milk powder again, for fear that it would be too hot to burn her, and she couldn't wait to taste it first.

After a lot of work, she began to pester Su Mu to play games again, as soon as Su Mu wanted to read a book, she came over to pull her, and did not let her stop for a moment. After finally putting her to sleep, Su Mu suddenly began to fear giving birth.

If taking care of small things is so complicated and tiring, then she would rather not have children. She doesn't have the ability to be distracted to take care of the child now, let alone take care of it, she feels that she is still a child, and she hasn't played enough, if she is given a child, she may go crazy directly.

Just when Su Mu was busy, Ling Feng sent him a message and also called, at this time, Su Mu definitely didn't have time to answer, and besides, he really didn't want to answer his phone, so he let the phone ring all the time. When she was done, she didn't think about giving Ling Feng back, and it wasn't until Ling Feng sent another message that she started to contact Ling Feng.

In fact, at this time, Su Mu already felt that whether there was Ling Feng in his life or not was not so important. But Ling Feng still insisted, whether he was sincere or fake, Su Mu felt that it was not easy, so he didn't really put his mind to say it so desperately, and began to think again, if Ling Feng behaved well during this period, maybe he could get back together.

After all, it is fate for two people to meet and fall in love with each other, and she also wants to cherish it, otherwise, she will not endure these pains again and again. But she wasn't sure what Ling Feng was thinking, he didn't seem to have done anything other than what he said that could prove his sincerity, Su Mu didn't dare to trust him anymore, and even like this, she became less and less confident.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have insisted on breaking up.

Thinking of this, Su Mu couldn't help but hug the Coke in his arms. Soon, Ling Feng also sent a video directly, saying that she wanted to see her cat.

Su Mu didn't refuse, and the two of them chatted around Coke like this. Ling Feng didn't know if it was intentional or what, and asked Su Mu why the cat was called Coke, Su Mu didn't explain much, just said casually, because her favorite drink was Coke.

This was the truth, so Ling Feng didn't say anything after hearing it. After that, the two of them really had nothing to say, and after barely maintaining two more sentences, they hung up the phone.

It seems that the two of them have been in this state for a long time, and when they get together, they don't have anything to say, Su Mu is most afraid of being cold, so she tries to avoid the contact. Reflecting on Ling Feng, she didn't know what kind of feelings she had, which made her feel more and more chaotic.

Su Mu's mind is heavy, which is related to her inferiority complex, so she has always been looking forward to a man who can favor her unconditionally. In some things, Ling Feng did a good job, but there was no way to resolve those contradictions. It may make Su Mu's heart soften for a moment when he thinks of it, and he reluctantly forgives him a few times on small issues, but compared to the general environment, these good things really seem a little insignificant, and even compared to those that Su Mu paid, they are less than fifty percent. If Su Mu wants to rely on these to insist, she really can't do it.

Maybe some girls can, she has infinite tolerance and patience, and she can ignore Ling Feng's injury, but Su Mu is not such a woman, she can't do it, and she doesn't want to do it.