(12) Prepare for departure
By the time Su Mu woke up, the car was about to arrive at the station, and the little time she stayed was not enough for her to wake up. She was dragged out of the car by Ling Feng almost with her eyes closed, and after getting out of the car, she was blown by the cold wind before she completely woke up from her sleep.
"Ah, really, why didn't you wake me up earlier!"
As soon as he thought of what he had just looked, Su Mu felt that it was really too embarrassing, and he couldn't help but complain about Ling Feng. Ling Feng wanted to cry without tears when he heard this, and defended himself innocently:
"I called, I started calling you from the last stop to stop, and I kept calling until I got off immediately, and you didn't wake up. ”
"How is it possible, I didn't hear, you lied. ”
"Why didn't you hear that, you keep telling you to sleep a little longer!"
"It's definitely not me, I didn't hear it, it's just that you don't call me, it's you who is you!"
Su Mu said these words with a hideous face as he shook Ling Feng's arm vigorously. Ling Feng was carrying his own bag, carrying Su Mu's bag, and he also had to protect Su Mu's safety, he really couldn't withstand Su Mu's toss like this, so he had to beg Su Mu for mercy after a few clicks:
"Oh, I was wrong, I was wrong, I shouldn't have taken a firm position, I shouldn't have been resolute and told you to get up, I should wake you up immediately, I will definitely change it in the future, I must change my career. Okay, okay, on the road, don't make trouble, walk well, and talk about it when you get there. ”
Being mentioned by Ling Feng like this, Su Mu realized this problem, so she had no choice but to give up, honestly took Ling Feng's arm, and went back to school with him.
Because there was another purpose for this trip, after arriving at the hotel, Su Mu didn't even want to eat, so he wanted to sleep first. Ling Feng didn't want Su Mu to sleep like this, but now that he went out to eat, it was indeed too early, and he had to stay up for a long time at night, so he had to give up his idea and coax Su Mu to sleep first.
For a long time, Su Mu was not used to sleeping with other people, and when she covered a quilt, even if the person lying next to her was her mother, Su Mu found it difficult to accept. However, the first time Ling Feng slept next to him, she unconsciously nestled in his arms, like an obedient kitten, she didn't move much all night, until now, she could only accept that the person lying next to her was Ling Feng, and only when Ling Feng was by her side, she could fall asleep quickly and with peace of mind.
She had never told Ling Feng about this, because she had always felt that if she told Ling Feng, this guy would definitely feel very proud, and she would feel that she couldn't do without him, and then she might no longer be good to her.
After all, most men are actually like this, when chasing girls, they try their best to be good to others, and they can't wait to take out their hearts, but after chasing them, it won't take long to throw the girls aside, which is also disgusting, and that is also disgusting. Now Su Mudu felt that Ling Feng had this tendency, if she showed it a little more, then if Ling Feng felt that he had completely mastered her and was no longer good to her, it would be more than worth the loss.
It was impossible for her to accept such a gap, if Ling Feng's performance was getting worse and worse, then she would definitely break up in the end. Ling Feng's theory is unreasonable to her, she can accept that the lives of two people will be dull, there is nothing new to speak of, but it is absolutely impossible for her to accept that the contribution to the other party will gradually decrease because of the relationship of time. This is simply making excuses for your own irresponsibility, what the hell is a normal theory.
By the time Su Mu woke up, Ling Feng had already fallen asleep while coaxing Su Mu. Because he was held in Ling Feng's arms, Su Mu didn't dare to move, he just raised his head and looked at Ling Feng, for fear that he would wake him up if he moved.
It's been a long time since the two of them have been together so quietly, and during this time, the two of them often quarrel, always as if they have a lot of problems. There were many moments when Su Mu felt that Ling Feng didn't seem to love herself as much as before, at least, it was definitely not as good to her as before, which had to make her feel that Ling Feng had someone else in this regard.
Once a person has been hurt, he will be particularly sensitive to the same thing, so Su Mu himself is very afraid of two people being in different places. At first, it was fine when the relationship was not so deep, but later when the relationship became deeper and deeper, Su Mu felt that she had no way to bear what was brought to her by a different place, especially Hou Ling Feng's attitude, which was so bad that it seemed to her that it was simply unbelievable, which made it really difficult for her not to think in the worst direction.
So the biggest purpose of her coming this time was not to do what she was going to do next, but to determine whether her conjecture was true or not.
If so, then she will choose to stop the loss in time.
It was probably because Su Mu had been staring at him, which made Ling Feng have some telepathy or something, and soon, Ling Feng woke up from his sleep. Feeling that Su Mu was still in his arms, Ling Feng, who had experienced the afternoon was not his own dream and was not fully awake, closed his eyes again, but at the same time hugged Su Mu fiercely.
Su Mu's body bones were already small, and when he was hugged by Ling Feng like this, his sternum was almost broken. She really couldn't accept that Ling Feng always carried out surprise attacks like this, if Ling Feng's strength was a little stronger, she was afraid that she would be strangled to death by Ling Feng one day.
"Hey...... It's going to be strangled...... Don't ......."
Su Mu warned Ling Feng while struggling hard, wanting to take two more breaths, but Ling Feng didn't care about her struggles at all, and pressed her under him.
"You've just slept too fast, and you haven't done a lot of things yet, so you can just make it up to me if time is still there. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Ling Feng's lips fell.
By the time the two of them got up from bed, it was almost ten o'clock, which was no better than the city, there were takeaways at two or three o'clock in the morning, and now it is estimated that there is nothing to eat when they go out, and the small supermarkets around are closed, if it is a little later, it is estimated that the two of them will not even have the opportunity to eat instant noodles.
The two of them packed up as fast as they could, ready to head out for dinner. Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked downstairs to the hall, I was stopped by the old man who guarded the door.
"Do you two still want to go out so late? I'm going to lock the door, and no one will be able to open the door for you when you come back too late." ”
"Uncle, what are you talking about, why don't you open the door for us? ”
When Su Mu heard such a theory for the first time, he thought that he was too anxious to hear it wrong, so he couldn't help but ask again, but as soon as the uncle heard this, he immediately said to her with a very strong attitude:
"We lock the door here at eleven o'clock, and I still have to sleep, no one will open the door for you. It's past ten o'clock, so don't go out if it's okay. If you go out, you can find another store. ”
After listening to this explanation and persuasion, Su Mu was furious at that time, and he didn't control himself at all, and said loudly to the uncle:
"But we really have something to do, and we won't be back at eleven o'clock. Besides, we paid, and I've never heard of a hotel that has a rule that customers can't go out after eleven o'clock, and they can't come back after going out. I'm not a dormitory, so don't I come out to stay in a hotel because I can have a place to stay when I come back late? Otherwise, how good it would be for me to go back to the dormitory, why spend money to live outside. ”
"We all have this rule, all the hotels on this street, you can't go out in the middle of the night, they all lock the door, no matter who you change. Besides, what is there to do on the big night? Can't you go to bed on time when you're young?"
"No, uncle, can you be reasonable? You can't accept it yourself, do we still have to accommodate you to change your preferences?"
Su Mu was so angry with the uncle that she didn't know what to say, she was afraid that if she said one more word, she might quarrel with the uncle directly, so much so that she didn't have to sleep upstairs and downstairs. But she really had no way to accept such a rule, and most importantly, it was impossible for her to give up tonight's trip, so she asked Ling Feng directly before the uncle answered:
"Did you bring your ID?"
Ling Feng was listening on the side, he originally wanted to persuade Su Mu not to quarrel with his uncle, but he didn't expect Su Mu to talk to him, and he didn't react to what Su Mu meant for a while, so he replied with a blank face, "I didn't bring it." His reaction was simply adding fuel to the fire for Su Mu, so after Su Mu heard it, he almost didn't control himself, and directly yelled at him to go upstairs to get it.
After Ling Feng took off his ID card, Su Mu dragged Ling Feng and pushed the door out directly, and only added to the old man before the door closed:
"You lock the door, we won't come back for the night. ”
Ling Feng originally wanted to say that let her not be so tough, maybe if she said a few more good words to the old man, he would be able to open the door for them, but when he thought of Su Mu's current mood, he would definitely be in a bad mood, so he swallowed this sentence back into his stomach.
Ling Feng was right, Su Mu's mood was indeed not very good now. Although she has always pursued the principle that "problems that can be solved with money are not problems", and her fear of trouble is destined for her to suffer more losses than others, this does not mean that she can accept these "uniform rules" that should not exist at all. If it weren't for the fact that she was weak and anxious, and that she wouldn't live here again, she would have disturbed them, and unless they were willing to change them, she wouldn't have given up anything.
In the past, Su Mu would not have done such a thing, and he would not even have this kind of thought. But since she engaged in the service industry, Su Mu's whole person has changed a lot, to a certain extent, her tolerance and acceptability have increased a lot, but in other ways, she has become more and more critical, and her tolerance has dropped from 100% to zero in an instant.
Some people say that this is a sign of her maturity, and she doesn't know how to answer this. In fact, in her personal opinion, this is not entirely a good thing. Because the position she is in now is very embarrassing, she can't bear her ideas at all, so this leads to her lack of a suitable position for the next work.
In this matter, Su Mu has always been very confused, she has always wanted to find someone to talk about these things, but the people who can solve her doubts are middle-aged and elderly uncles in her social circle. She doesn't like to contact them, because in their eyes, they are more interested in interests, and if Su Mu wants to get what she wants, she needs to pay the corresponding price. And she has nothing now, and the only thing she can give is her.
And this is the least likely chip to be used, but most of them are only interested in this chip.
There have been many such men who have told Su Mu openly and secretly that if Su Mu can let go of his figure and follow them, they can guarantee that Su Mu has endless money to spend and will have better development, and they can meet whatever she wants. This is really a good opportunity for some little girls to ascend to the sky, and there are countless people waiting for such an opportunity, but for Su Mu, even if she can have a variety of choices, and even hang these three or four people at once, she doesn't want to accept such a fateful arrangement.
Some things, given by others, will never be as reliable as what they get, those men can give her for a while, but they may not be able to give her a lifetime, not to mention that reputation is much more important than money, and it is impossible for her to hurt another innocent woman for such a small benefit in front of her.
No one knows how much these people's wives have paid for him, and even in the eyes of these people, their wives' efforts have long become unimportant at this time. So since they can even give up and betray their wives, what kind of thing is a woman who can only spend money in their eyes?
Su Mu knew this, so she chose to refuse. She thought that the women who agreed to these requests were not clear, but she didn't expect that when she chatted with them by chance, she found that they understood one by one.
This really made Su Mu feel incredible, so much so that she also deliberately chatted with a few such girls, just to know what they thought, they actually knew these things, and would make such a choice.
She didn't know what the answer would be before, but after listening to them, she suddenly didn't know who she should feel sorry for in these wrong relationships.
Right and wrong are not a very absolute thing in themselves, and even in Su Mu's current cognition, right and wrong seem to be divided into a hierarchy. She began to feel scared and tried to escape, but just thinking about it didn't solve anything.
This is the disadvantage of growing up, but these things, maybe Ling Feng will have to wait another ten years to understand.