(11) Meet at the train station
Hearing the old man say this, Su Mu somehow directly picked up such a sentence, and after receiving it, she regretted it a little, because he didn't know what the situation of the two people was, and it was too early to make such an evaluation, which was easy to cause embarrassment.
But the words had already been spoken, and it was impossible to take them back, so Su Mu could only wait for the old man's answer in embarrassment.
"Well, if that's the case, it seems to make a little bit of sense. Hahahaha, we didn't have a phone at that time, and we didn't have WeChat, and if we wanted to see someone, we might have to trek through mountains and rivers, and if we wanted to communicate with her, we could only write down the words in our hearts on paper, and we might not be able to receive her reply for ten days and half a month. It's really hard for someone who has worked so hard to get it, and it's really hard to want to give up, and it's hard not to be nice to her. β
"But it's too easy for us to get someone now, is it because it's too easy, so we don't know how to cherish it?"
Su Mu sighed and lay on the small table, unable to help but recall the scene when she and Ling Feng first met.
Ten days, Su Mu really felt that it was not a short time at that time, but now that she thinks about it, it has only been ten days, and she has always been in a different place, how can she really know a person? In the past few days of getting along, Ling Feng has done so many things beyond her expectations, and even told her that it is normal for the two of them to become like this, because they have known each other for a long time, and after a long time in a different place, they will become like this, this is all a normal phenomenon, and there is nothing to worry about.
Su Mu was really hard to describe, what kind of mood she was in when she heard this, she couldn't say a word for a long time, she only stared at the message sent by Ling Feng on her phone in a daze.
From the very beginning, she has been trying to eliminate these problems between them, because she knows that the generation gap between them will definitely cause them a lot of obstacles. Although she really didn't take the relationship between them so seriously at first, and felt that she would break up sooner or later, so she just thought about enjoying Ling Feng's kindness to her, and didn't want to pay so much, but after that, she couldn't control herself more and more and fell in love with Ling Feng, so she unconsciously began to take responsibility as a girlfriend, wanting to leave the best things to Ling Feng. She began to change herself constantly, in order to adapt to Ling Feng, in order to be able to make Ling Feng like her even more. At first, the two of them did be like glue for a while, but after this period of time, the problems of the two of them became more and more serious. It's not that she didn't think about solving it, on the contrary, he thought of all kinds of methods, but Ling Feng didn't seem to want to make any changes at all, whatever he wanted, no matter what Su Mu said, he just felt that things should develop as he thought, and this was a normal phenomenon, so he didn't change at all.
Su Mu didn't dare to imagine why Ling Feng had such an idea, she didn't know what this thought had been instilled into Ling Feng at all. She had always felt that some of Ling Feng's thoughts were very stubborn, naΓ―ve, and difficult for people to accept, but she never thought that there would be such a terrifying side.
It's really an unimaginable thing.
A long time later, when the two were talking about breaking up, Ling Feng asked Su Mu if he didn't like him anymore. Su Mu spent a long time thinking about it, not whether she didn't love Ling Feng anymore, but when she stopped loving Ling Feng.
Maybe when she met that uncle on the train, she remembered the scene she first met, and she didn't love it anymore.
In the next time, the two of them didn't talk to each other anymore, and Su Mu kept lying on the small table and looking out the window, not knowing whether he was looking at the scenery or thinking about something. It wasn't until he was about to get out of the car that the old man chatted with Su Mu again.
Su Mu has always liked to chat with older people, because this can solve a lot of her confusion, and it can also make her increase a lot of knowledge, even if she just listens to stories, she will find it more interesting. And Su Mu herself is also very popular with the elderly, almost all the old people around her don't like her, even the parents of her classmates think that Su Mu is a very good little girl.
It's a pity that Ling Feng's parents were prejudiced against Su Mu from the beginning, and felt that Su Mu had delayed his son's future, so he never wanted to know more about Su Mu.
If you think about it like this, it will be very difficult to deal with Ling Feng's parents in the future.
Soon, the four-and-a-half-hour drive came to an end, and before leaving, the old man said the last words to Su Mu:
"Little girl, if you don't give up because you don't want to give up, you are the only one who is embarrassed. Some things just need to be given up, just like someone who wants to have it, and they will only see it again when they leave. β
For Su Mu, this sentence is still a little difficult to understand, and not only difficult to understand, but also difficult to practice, for the current Su Mu, it is basically impossible to fully accept this concept, but every word he said was deeply remembered by Su Mu. Maybe one day, she thought, she might be able to do that.
After all, people are selfish, and when there is really a day when she can't bear it, she feels that she will definitely be able to do it.
Although she was really reluctant, Ling Feng would force her to give up one day.
Thinking of this, Su Mu's heart became calm, she wanted to say thank you to the old man, but by the time she reacted, the old man had long since lost his knowledge of where he had gone with the crowd. And Su Mu didn't bother anymore, just walked towards the exit with his bag on his back.
Ling Feng had just sent a message saying that he hadn't arrived yet, and asked Su Mu to go out and wait for him outside, and if he could, he would walk towards the bus stop outside, and he would also come from that direction.
Su Mu knew that Ling Feng had delayed picking her up because of class, and it was also because of her that she had pushed back the time of the meeting, so she didn't blame Ling Feng, but directly followed Ling Feng's instructions and walked towards the station he said.
For a road idiot like Su Mu, the process of going from a place that he has never been to at all to a place where he only knows the name must be very difficult. Su Mu took the Baidu map and looked for the direction for a long time before determining his location, and then followed the instructions of the navigation and kept moving forward.
Because Ling Feng said that he didn't know how long it would take, Su Mu was not in a hurry, and just walked forward little by little, by the way, he was still thinking about the sentence he had just heard. She had walked like this for five minutes, and she hadn't walked two hundred meters, and just when she found this and wanted to speed up a little, Ling Feng suddenly appeared behind her and hugged her in his arms.
"Walking so slowly, have you become a little snail?"
Ling Feng's familiar breath fell on Su Mu's ears with a warm touch, and Su Mu trembled unconsciously, and his face turned red in an instant. She immediately tried to break free of Ling Feng's embrace, and said to Ling Feng coquettishly as she struggled:
"Oh, what are you doing, there are so many people around. β
"What's wrong with so many people, I hugged my own wife, and I didn't hug other people's wives, what's not okay. β
"Really, there's no serious time for the day. How are we going to get back, is there a subway at this station?"
Seeing that Ling Feng had no intention of letting go, Su Mu didn't struggle anymore, and shifted the topic to the main topic by the way. After Ling Feng heard Su Mu say this, he thought for a moment, and then said to Su Mu:
"It's still quite far from the subway, it's a bit of a walk, but you can take the bus directly to our school, just in front, but I haven't taken it, do you say we take the bus or go to the subway? β
"How long does it take to get on the bus?"
"It's probably about the same distance, and I haven't sat on it before, so I really don't know the specifics. β
In fact, when Su Mu heard the word "bus", all that came to her mind was the feeling she felt every time she got motion sickness, and she actually rejected this option very much in her heart, so when Ling Feng finished saying that he didn't know, she immediately took out her phone and began to check it.
The answer is obvious, taking the bus is much faster than taking the subway, and it is also very close to Ling Feng's school, there is no need to reverse, and this is the starting station of the bus, and there are seats, and the subway they have to stand for about an hour, and the most important thing is that the tickets for the two of them will not exceed ten yuan, but if they go to take the subway, it will cost eighteen yuan to go to school, which is much more expensive than taking the bus. So after thinking about it, Su Mu still chose to take the bus.
When Su Mu told Ling Feng all the reasons for this series of reasons, Ling Feng really didn't know what to say, let alone what to do, except for a helpless smile. Su Mu didn't expect him to understand her thoughts, and after she finished speaking, she turned the topic to something else.
After the two of them walked to the station, they kept waiting for the bus, thinking that the fare was the same as that of ordinary buses, just get on the bus and put coins on the line. As a result, the passengers behind were the same as the two of them, it was the first time to take such a car, because they didn't know how to pay, so they went to ask the security guard who maintained order, and when he came back, Su Mu and the two of them knew that they had to go to the ticket booth opposite in advance to buy tickets.
After knowing this, Ling Feng immediately went to buy a ticket, and after buying it back, the two of them let out a sigh.
Fortunately, this matter was known in advance, otherwise, they would definitely miss this train, they have been waiting here for half an hour, in case this trip is not on the board, to wait for the next trip, then it is better to go directly to the subway.
Time is money, and delaying a few hours to save a few dollars is the worst thing.
After the two of them got on the bus, Su Mu looked at Ling Feng next to him, and suddenly realized that this was the first time the two of them took the bus together, and he felt very happy, and couldn't help but smile at Ling Feng. Ling Feng realized that Su Mu was looking at her, and when he turned his head, he happened to see Su Mu's smirk, so he didn't hold back, and laughed with Su Mu.
"Why are you peeking at me and smirking. β
"It's the first time we've taken a bus together, so let's commemorate it. β
"Eh, when you were in Jilin before, didn't you sit there?"
As soon as Su Mu mentioned this, Ling Feng began to replay their experience of getting along in his mind, and then he was surprised to find that neither of them had done such a common thing, he couldn't help but sigh, and then said to Su Mu in a very solemn tone:
"When we get home, let's take a bus ride together. β
Su Mu hadn't heard Ling Feng talk about anything like this, and in Su Mu's opinion, although it was just a small promise, it was promised in the future, which was equivalent to making a guarantee for the future.
Su Mu valued these things very much, so even if Ling Feng just said something on a whim, she would take it to heart. However, Ling Feng never paid attention to these things, some of the words were really just casually said by him in response to the scene at that time, and after he finished speaking, he almost forgot about it on the spot, and he would not remember it at all.
It was precisely because of such a gap that Ling Feng said many things, but they were never completed. Su Mu would feel disappointed at first, but he wouldn't be angry, he just felt that Ling Feng might have simply forgotten. Later, there were more and more such things, and Su Mu gradually discovered that the reason why Ling Feng didn't remember was that he never took Su Mu's affairs seriously, she began to quarrel, began to accuse, and began to directly pick out these problems. And after that, after Su Mu found out that no matter what she said, Ling Feng could find an excuse, she couldn't even mention the disappointment, she began to become numb, began to become calm, and finally understood that it was really impossible for her to accept Ling Feng as a person anymore.
Whatever he does, whether he wants to make up for it or not, no matter what ......
Because Su Mu was too prone to motion sickness, almost as soon as she got on the bus, she leaned on Ling Feng and fell asleep, and there was no way to watch the scenery passing by outside the bus with her boyfriend romantically like in the TV series.
Ling Feng really had the heart to look at the scenery outside the window with Su Mu, but he really didn't expect that on such a bumpy bus, Su Mu could still fall asleep, and he couldn't wake up no matter how he screamed, and she would hit people after calling twice. And in view of Su Mu's sleeping like this, he really didn't know what else he could do except give Su Mu a pillow, so he could only honestly let Su Mu pill on his shoulder, avoiding letting her lean against the dirty, cold, hard and bumpy window.
Although he was a little tired and his shoulders and forehead were a little sore, this feeling of becoming Su Mu relied on was also quite good.