(5) Fortunately, there is no need to break up

"Okay, okay, I know, you just dislike me for being young, so I can't do anything right. Don't you just want me to go? ”

After Ling Feng said this, he went out without looking back with his suitcase. Su Mu still had a lot to say and wanted to explain, but because there couldn't be no one in the store, she couldn't chase it out at all, so she could only watch Ling Feng go out.

Su Mu knew that she had really disappointed Ling Feng this time, otherwise, Ling Feng would not have left like this, even if she had to leave, she would at least explain everything clearly, and she would definitely not leave without knowing anything. In fact, she also felt that what she was doing in this matter was not quite right, but she definitely did not dislike what Ling Feng said about the fact that he was young.

She has always been very aware of the age gap between the two people, although she has a very pessimistic idea, thinking that the two of them will not last long, but she has never disliked his young age. On the contrary, because she felt that he was young and ignorant, she tried her best to teach him how to find a more suitable position in love without letting him feel too much pressure. Although she didn't like him at first, which made her feel a little indebted to him, in other respects, she did her best to make up for it. She didn't know where she had made Ling Feng feel like this, she even felt that she had done a lot better when she was with others, so she didn't understand why Ling Feng would say such things to her at all.

Was she not tolerant enough? Or did she not compensate enough? Or did she do all these things late?

While thinking about these things, Su Mu was expecting Ling Feng to come back, but she kept waiting, waiting for wave after wave of customers, neither waiting for Ling Feng to come back, nor waiting for any news from him.

She suddenly felt a little disappointed.

As for Ling Feng's side, he began to regret it after he walked out, and then kept silently reciting in his heart, hoping that Su Mu would be able to chase him out. As long as she can chase her out, he will definitely stop arguing with her, and he will definitely apologize to her, he hurt her by saying whatever he wants, but he went down the fifth floor, deliberately slowed down Su Mu, and even lingered at the gate for a while, he didn't wait for Su Mu.

He didn't know what kind of mood he was in to take a taxi to the train station, and when he saw the three big words at the train station, he really wanted to break up. He could accept that she didn't love him, but he couldn't accept that she pitied him or simply treated him as a child and wanted to take care of him. He is about to become an adult, although he has been in school and has no social experience, and it is difficult for him to understand the work things she occasionally tells him, but this does not mean that he is a child who doesn't understand anything, and he can't even take care of himself, and he needs to be taken care of by others. He was looking for a girlfriend, not his mother, so why couldn't she treat her the same way she did her peers? Even if he liked her at first because she was more mature than girls his age and thought that she would get along better, now he hoped that she would be like those little girls, and he would try to rely on him so that he could find the true meaning of existence around her.

He wants to be her man, he wants to be relied on by her, to be able to take care of her and protect her, instead of being a child who is constantly taken care of and educated by her, like a child who will never grow up.

That would only make him look like a failure.

So he deliberately didn't send a message to Su Mu, and deliberately didn't let her know if he really got in the car and went back to school. When sitting on the train, Ling Feng was still thinking when he looked at the scenery outside the window, if Su Mu took the initiative to send him a message, he would continue to persevere, and if she stopped ignoring him, then he would give her back his freedom and let her find happiness that was more suitable for her. So he waited and deliberately muted his phone to create more surprises for himself when he received the message.

Ling Feng really couldn't remember how many times he had flipped through his phone along the way, and he even felt that the frequency of his flipping phone would make the eldest brother next to him think that he was going to cramp. For the first time, he felt that four hours was so long that it would give him more than a minute and a second, and he felt that he might die at any moment.

When he was about to run out of battery on his phone, finally, he found a WeChat message reminder on the screen. This is an explosive discovery for Ling Feng, who saw that his mobile phone was an advertisement, and it was not a boring message sent by those boring people on QQ, and he immediately clicked in to see what Su Mu had sent him, but he didn't expect it to be a message sent to him by a senior sister who usually had a good relationship with him.

"Do you still eat with me in the evening?"

If it weren't for the fact that there was someone next to him, at this moment, Ling Feng would definitely hold his mobile phone and yell, "Eat, eat

"No, I just went back today, and I have a lot of things to pack, so I'll talk about it when I'm free. ”

After refusing the invitation, Ling Feng continued to repeat the actions just now, and kept praying that no one would cause him a mess like the woman just now. As a result, he didn't expect him to make such a wish for the first time, since he said this, no one has really sent him a message again, including Su Mu, and he hasn't sent half a word.

When Ling Feng got off the train, his whole body was in an extreme trance, except for remembering that he was going back to school, he almost forgot how to go back to school. If he hadn't met a classmate of the same grade on the road, he might have slept in a street Internet café. When he returned to the dormitory, he didn't have any time to pack his things, so he just put his suitcase on the ground, threw his schoolbag on the desk, and then climbed into bed and covered himself in the quilt.

He couldn't tell what kind of feeling he had, he didn't know whether he was angry or sad or had any other thoughts, and he couldn't even tell if he really wanted to be with Su Mu anymore.

Because in order to stay with Su Mu for one more day, Ling Feng didn't come back with his friends the day before, so by the time he arrived at the dormitory, his roommates had already gathered together to play games. And not long after he got into the quilt, they just ended a game, so the group of roommates who were addicted to the game and didn't notice Ling Feng's state at all began to collectively ask Ling Feng to score points together.

After screaming for many times without responding, these few people realized that something seemed wrong with Ling Feng, so the person who had always been the most active in the bedroom secretly climbed onto Ling Feng's bed, slapped Ling Feng's ass fiercely, and then said with a smile to Ling Feng:

"What's the matter, is this? I've been with my girlfriend for too long, and my health has deteriorated?"

Ling Feng also wondered why when he wanted to stay alone for a while today, everyone he met would not open which pot. When he heard this, the whole person was really irritable to the extreme, almost completely uncontrollable himself, and said to him in a tone ten times more serious than usual:

"I'm in a bad mood, you guys play, leave me alone. ”

Ling Feng was almost known for his gentleness, he almost never blushed with anyone, and he never even spoke out loud to anyone, so when he finished speaking, the people in his entire dormitory felt a little incredulous, and even began to suspect that the person lying in the quilt was not Ling Feng at all.

After a few eye contacts, several people gathered together at Ling Feng's bedside, ready to take out their emotional master side and take turns to enlighten Ling Feng. Unexpectedly, just as they were about to show off their skills, Ling Feng suddenly sat up from the bed with a "poof", scaring the person lying on the side of his bed on the ladder so much that he almost fell.

"What are you doing, take the quilt off, don't scare people like a corpse. ”

The man said as he tried to pull Ling Feng's quilt, but Ling Feng was very cooperative this time, throwing the quilt away, and then smirked and said to his roommates with his mobile phone:

"She finally messaged me back, and I don't have to break up. ”

He said it so thoughtlessly, and no one heard what he was trying to say. Seeing the three people waiting for three pairs of eyes of different sizes but all full of doubts, Ling Feng smiled "hehe" and explained to them:

"I'm ready to reconcile with my daughter-in-law. ”

"Trouble big brother, can you make it clear? Who can understand you, who understands this?"

The man who finally climbed down the ladder and returned to his bed rolled his eyes at Ling Feng and replied to Ling Feng angrily. Ling Feng didn't care about his attitude at all, and continued:

"It's just a quarrel, and now that the crisis is over, are you going to play a game? ”

After Ling Feng finished speaking, he picked up his phone and clicked on the game. The others were confused by him, but when they heard that they were going to play a game, they didn't care about Ling Feng's affairs anymore, and they all silently clicked on the game.

In fact, in fact, Su Mu didn't take the initiative to send a message to Ling Feng. This wasn't because Su Mu didn't want to send it to him, but from the moment Ling Feng left, Su Mu just took a break up and cleaned up the console. In the following time, she was very busy, and she received eight customers by herself. Not to mention that she didn't have time to send a message to Ling Feng, she didn't have time to take pictures of the working group, and she hadn't finished until Ling Feng and they started playing games. If it weren't for the fact that Ling Feng's leader who happened to be in time for her to call her when she sent the message, she might not have been able to reply to Ling Feng so quickly.

Yes, although Ling Feng felt very aggrieved, he also decided that if Su Mu didn't send him a message, then he would break up with Su Mu. But ideas are always different from reality, just like flipping a coin, in fact, proving that the opposite is really not so important at all, what matters is what is really in your heart after the hard pen is thrown. So the moment Ling Feng covered the quilt, he took the initiative to send a message to Su Mu.

He knew very well that although he was a little disappointed and felt that he had not received the same amount of return for his efforts, he would be very aggrieved, but despite this, he was still reluctant to lose Su Mu like this. He had imagined many times that Su Mu would leave, but he never realized how uncomfortable it would be for Su Mu to leave, but he really experienced it today, and he felt very uncomfortable just thinking about it, if it really became a reality, he really didn't know what he would become. Besides, even if he doesn't think about his future, he has to think about whether he will have a hard time spending the next few days. So on the trade-off, he didn't want to stay up for a day, so it was better to take the initiative to send a message to Su Mu, so that maybe she could feel better.

In fact, she will be very unhappy, hearing him say such things, she should be the same as him, and she will feel very uncomfortable. Ling Feng himself also knew that when he quarreled, he would have the problem of not choosing his words, and sometimes he would quarrel, if the pace was too fast, he himself didn't know what hurtful words he could say. So Su Mu felt sad and he wasn't surprised at all, because the words he said without going through his brain when he was arguing were indeed very lethal. If the words he said were replaced by what Su Mu said to him, then he might be so angry that he jumped off the building, let alone what Su Mu would be like when he heard it. The two of them are like this, and it is unreasonable to say that he has no responsibility at all, so it is nothing for him to take the initiative to send a message to Su Mu.

After comforting himself, he began to wait quietly for Su Mu's news. In the past, if Su Mu didn't hear in time, he would definitely call and ask what she was doing and why she didn't reply to his message. But since he went to class with her for a while, he found that it was really not Su Mu who deliberately did not reply to the message, but was really too busy and unavailable, so since then, he has never caused trouble to Su Mu because of this matter. And after waiting for about five minutes, he received a reply from Su Mu, although there were only a few simple words on it, saying that she was busy, and she would reply to him when she was not busy, but it was enough for him to be happy for a while.

Because this shows that Su Mu still has him in his heart, and she is also trying to save this relationship, otherwise, with Su Mu's character, she will not explain so much to him. 2k reading web