Su Mu waited for Ling Feng with hope. She felt that with Ling Feng's usual attitude towards her, he should come to coax her, but to Su Mu's disappointment, when she was done, Ling Feng still didn't have the slightest intention of coaxing her, just sat on the sofa by himself, not moving or talking.

At that moment, Su Mu had already made up his mind to break up. After cleaning up, she sat down opposite Ling Feng with a straight face, and said to him in a cold voice:

"I think we..."

"I just want to know, I just want to see you, to stay with you for a while, what's wrong with me? Even if you think I'm using the wrong method, but I really just want to see you, why do you want to talk about me? Even if you want to say it, can't you wait until later?"

Ling Feng's series of questions made Su Mu's words that she had prepared long ago choke in her throat, and she looked at Ling Feng in a daze, and for a moment she couldn't figure out who was at fault for this matter.

She has always been a person who knows right from wrong, and for whatever reason, in her eyes, right is right and wrong is wrong. She does not accept any white lies, nor does she accept any purported decision that she thinks is wrong for her good. Because in her eyes, these are all manifestations of shirking responsibility and escaping reality. She has always solved problems immediately, if she can't solve them, she will always feel annoyed because of these things, but even so, she will never choose Ling Feng's way of dealing with problems, if others choose, then she will always think that this is a hidden danger buried for the relationship between the two people unintentionally, she doesn't want to worry about this kind of thing all day long.

But is she really right?

She has been living according to her own ideas and rules, and everything that does not conform to her ideas is all wrong. But her thoughts must be right?

For the first time in so many years, Su Mu was shaken by the authenticity of this matter. She began to think back to something that had happened before, trying to prove her idea right. But after receiving Ling Feng's influence, no matter how she thought about it, she felt that everything was wrong, which made her unconsciously angry.

Ling Feng also gradually calmed down when Su Mu was silent, although he still felt a little aggrieved, but he began to think about what Su Mu had just said.

It can't be denied that what she said actually has a little bit of truth, after all, the family has a bad impression of her now, and in this sensitive period, he will definitely make the family think more about this kind of bad reason, maybe it is really the same as Su Mu thought, her mother will blame Su Mu for his lying, and think that she instigated him to do this, so his mother's impression of Su Mu is even worse.

Thinking of this, Ling Feng felt a little regretful. But he really couldn't help but want to see her, and when he thought that he was leaving, he couldn't see Su Mu for a long time, and he didn't want to go. He felt that it was not easy for him to insist on going back to class, and Su Mu should praise him for this, but she not only did not praise him, but also scolded him, this gap is really difficult to accept.

Even if it's wrong, after all, the starting point is good, even if you want to be scolded, you should praise his original intention!

Thinking of this, Ling Feng still couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved. He sat there expressionlessly, not looking at Su Mu, as if he was emptying himself, not knowing where to gather his gaze. Su Mu also had something in her heart, and she didn't notice the change in his eyes, and it wasn't until the alarm clock she had just set went off that she finally came back to her senses.

"You should go, if you don't, you may not be able to catch the train. ”

Su Mu looked a little flustered when he said this, and he was even semi-forcing Ling Feng to leave quickly. Su Mu couldn't tell why, at this time, she was very afraid of seeing Ling Feng, as if when she saw him, she was about to admit that she was wrong.

But she didn't want to admit that she had a problem.

Of course Ling Feng didn't want to leave, he felt that I hadn't gotten a result yet, and he just felt very unhappy to be sent away by Su Mu so strongly. He wanted to stay here and argue with Su Mu, and wanted to hear her admit that what she did was wrong, so he rebelled against Su Mu for the first time.

"What are you doing, you just drive me away before you finish speaking, you just don't want to admit that what you did is wrong, do you? Then I didn't say that you must admit your mistakes, if you don't admit it this time, forget it, just don't do this next time, there's no need to drive me away." ”

"I don't think I'm wrong, everyone has their own principles and bottom line, I'm just sticking to my principles. ”

Hearing Ling Feng say these words, Su Mu's movements stopped suddenly. She straightened up, looked at Ling Feng with sharp eyes, and continued to say to him:

"There is an age gap between us, which means that I have experienced a lot more things than you, and all the truths and theories I have talked to you about are all summarized after my own experience, and you feel that it is wrong now, and you want to argue with me, I can't argue. It's like if you're learning a math problem, and I use the parallel line theory to explain the problem, and you don't even touch the parallel lines, you don't understand what I'm talking about, and you ask me how the parallel line theory is proved, and I can't explain it to you. ”

"Why can't you tell me about the origin of the parallel line theory? ”

Ling Feng looked at Su Mu unconvinced, and returned Su Mu mercilessly. After Su Mu heard what he said, he looked at him very deeply with his eyes, and then said to Ling Feng:

"But I have no reason or need to tell you all the things I've been through. ”

When Su Mu said this, there was a ruthlessness and determination in his tone that he had never seen before. When Ling Feng heard her say this, he subconsciously trembled all over his body, and suddenly felt a kind of fear.

He had always thought that Su Mu was a gentle and weak existence, and she might have suffered a lot of injuries, so she looked fragile like a fragile ceramic doll.

Ling Feng felt that it was normal for Su Mu to be such a person. So he rightfully regarded her as a weak girl who needed his protection. He never thought that these injuries could actually make Su Mu stronger and stronger than others to some extent. Because of those dots, Su Mu has to learn to take care of himself and protect himself, so compared to those girls who have been cared for, Su Mu can do everything by himself. She is strong and independent, and she knows very well what to do in the face of harm in order to minimize the damage to her, and at the same time, she will not let herself go through a little twist and turn and collapse and feel that she has received the malice of the world.

This was an aspect that Ling Feng had never thought of, but today, he seemed to have witnessed the existence of this side of Su Mu with his own eyes. He didn't know exactly what kind of feeling he was feeling at the moment, but he knew very well that his existence was to counteract Su Mu's ability.

Because he has to work hard to become her dependence, so that when something goes wrong, she can be the first to think of him, and he can also help her solve all her difficulties.

This is exactly the meaning and direction of his efforts, that is, because he wants to give her a better life, so he will insist on studying abroad.

He knows very well how difficult a long-distance relationship is, and few people can make it to the end. He had also seen those women who gradually lost the women he wanted to protect in the struggle, but he always felt that Su Mu would not give up on him.

He didn't know where he got this confidence at the time, and even after a long time, when he talked about it with Su Mu, he never found an answer. Su Mu always smiled and said that it must have been because she gave him too much confidence at that time, feeling that she would never leave him, and at the same time gave him too many illusions, making him think that he had a lot of ability at that time and would definitely be able to accomplish these things.

Ling Feng knew very well that the truth was not what Su Mu said, but because he couldn't find the reason, he could only keep perfunctory with Su Mu "mmmmmmmm

Having said that, when Ling Feng first found out about this matter, he actually subconsciously wanted to suppress her arrogance. And every time he quarreled after that, he wanted to suppress Su Mu's arrogance. He didn't know why he had such thoughts, but as soon as he saw Su Mu posing in front of him with a look that he had experienced a lot, always wanted to reason with him, and felt that he was right about everything, he especially wanted to tear off her disguise, and then force her to expose her most vulnerable side to him.

Su Mu was wronged a lot because of his thoughts, at the beginning, she could bear it, after all, the age gap between the two of them was relatively large, Ling Feng might not be mature, and he didn't understand what kind of meaning he was doing and what kind of harm it would cause to her, and at his age, he didn't know whether what he was doing was good or bad, she just relied on her own feelings to do it, and she didn't consider other people's opinions or feelings, so she also tried her best to tell Ling Feng her true thoughts, communicate with him well, and try to solve the problem。 However, after communicating countless times, she was surprised to find that in fact, every time Ling Feng didn't really understand her true thoughts and all her needs, and it was precisely because of this that they went further and further away, almost to the point of breaking up.

The more the two of them came to the end, the more questions had accumulated in Su Mu's heart. She has long said that she is a person who can't accumulate problems, so when the first problem is formed but cannot be solved, she often tortures herself with this problem. After that, the problems piled up more and more, and the things that tormented her became more and more, so that she finally couldn't hold it anymore for a while, and the whole thing collapsed.

However, Ling Feng never felt that these questions were anything important.

For example, he didn't know why Su Mu was always angry with himself because he didn't report his itinerary in time. He really just forgot why Su Mu raised the issue to the level that he didn't care about her at all, and maybe even deceived her. In his opinion, there is no connection between the two at all, it is simply something that can't be beaten together, how can Su Mu be able to pull them together? Another example is that he just watched Douyin for a while and didn't reply to her messages, and didn't do anything else, isn't it a normal thing to not reply to messages for a few minutes? Why does she always have to guess what he did, or always wonder if he went to talk to other girls.

When he watches Douyin, he can often see those who say that girls are cheating on each other, and their intuition is very accurate. Every time he sees this, he wants to go to a comment to refute them, telling them that his girlfriend is really stupid, she always goes to imagine something impossible to happen, such a person's IQ is really not high, even if she is given a big flaw, she can't find it.

But in fact, in fact, when a major problem came, Su Mu's sixth sense was really accurate, and almost every word she said became true, but Ling Feng didn't want to admit that he had made a mistake, so he deliberately ignored it.

Thinking of this, Ling Feng's attitude unconsciously became stronger. As if he was comparing who could be more severe, his tone was even colder than Su Mu's.

"Since you don't want to say it, then don't give me examples of these unfounded things, I don't want to hear it, and I don't accept it. ”

When Su Mu was teaching other students, he had already deeply realized that people in their generation were really unreasonable, and once they established wrong ideas at some wrong levels, there was basically no possibility of correction. It was because of this that Su Mu did not choose the teaching profession, and resolutely chose to leave, but she did not expect that she escaped the torture of work and had to suffer from love at this time.

Sure enough, this kind of thing is really coming, although the time is uncertain, but it will definitely not let you go.

Thinking of this, Su Mu couldn't help but sigh, then looked at Ling Feng, and then glanced at her watch, making sure that it was really too late if he didn't leave, she chose to compromise for the first time.

"Okay, since you don't want to hear it, then I won't say it, let's go quickly, if you don't leave, you'll really be late and won't be able to catch the train." ”

"I'm not leaving, there are so many cars going to Haicheng, even if I miss this one, I can change to the next one, you don't have to worry so much. ”

"It's not that I want to worry about it, it's your problem, okay? As long as you're not always so willful, of course I won't worry about it. 2k reading network