The rainstorm seemed to be getting heavier, and I didn't know if Xi Zhan heard what I said, because he was also far away from me, so I opened my voice as much as I could, "You give me eight months to give birth to this child, if I can still live by then...... I'll come to you when my children and I are healthy and healthy, and will you let me be your wife?"

I love this arrogant man in front of me who has never hurt me, who has given me endless indulgence, dependence, and trust in me.

I don't want to miss him again in my life!

I just want to be his wife in this life!

I don't think I'll ever fall in love with someone again!

Although he is not the only man in my life, I can be sure that he will be the last man in my life!

Xi Zhan didn't speak, this is like his character, but he makes me sad like this, I pursed my lips and then said: "Xi Zhan, I'm also scared, I'm especially afraid that you will leave me, I'm afraid of death! But I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to keep this child, I'm not as strong as I imagined, I'm even cowardly, but this child is my only courage, can you understand what I mean?"

He suddenly turned around and looked at me with a cold gaze.

Xi Zhan's clothes were soaking wet, and the white shirt inside seemed to be dark, was he injured in prison?

I asked worriedly, "Are you hurt?"

He didn't respond to me indifferently.

It dawned on me that he didn't want to talk to me anymore.

My heart was suddenly very deflated, Xi Zhan turned to leave, and at the moment when he disappeared into the night, I seemed to see a ring on his finger, a very familiar ring!

I went to Finland some time ago with a gift.

I wanted to give him a twenty-seventh birthday present.

A wedding ring.

However, he didn't see me that day, and although he explained to me that Chen Shen was inside, I was still sad in my heart.

Although he also has a reason not to see me.

After all, I hit him hard!

I let him down!

In fact, Xi Zhan is benevolent and righteous, he came to see me and said that he didn't misunderstand me, but he actually didn't want me to have any psychological burden!

He didn't want me to be upset about it.

But his departure was doomed.

Looking at the pouring rain outside the door, I didn't know at that time that Xi Zhan's life in the coming year would be full of crises and embattled!

I don't know that he needs to rebuild his power in Europe, and he needs to deal with those who secretly want to devour him, and the process is very difficult and very dangerous!

He can't take me with him!

I can't take my pregnancy with me!

I can't take me, who is pregnant and in such a bad physical condition, and is about to have the power of the Xi family, with me!

Moreover, he is accustomed to bear all the dangers alone!

He never puts danger in front of me.

At that time, he was actually quite helpless.

Xi Zhan finally left.

Our breakup was peaceful.

Calmer than expected.

But the process is so hard!

I went upstairs in despair, lying on the bed with my eyes open and thinking about what he had just said, how tolerant and generous he was, and so ruthless and ruthless.

I closed my eyes and said softly, "Wait for me Xi Zhan." ”

During the time I was with him, I always asked for him, and I never gave him anything and pushed him into a desperate situation!

If I give birth to a child in eight months and live alive, I will definitely be by his side, even if he doesn't want me again!

I can't imagine him not wanting me.

But he didn't want me now!

How can Xi Zhan not want me!!

……

Wucheng, the top of Wushan.

In January, the snow fell in Wucheng, Xi Zhan put his hands in his pockets and looked at the continuous snow in the distance, and his heart was quiet for a while.

And the man next to him asked him, "When are you leaving?"

Xi Zhan replied indifferently: "Later." ”

He's calm, and he's always been like that.

Chen Shen handed him a lit cigarette, but Xi Zhan didn't pick it up, and the latter didn't mind the slightest and threw it in the snow.

Chen Shen stepped on the cigarette butt with his foot, and asked in a low voice, "Then you are willing to leave the woman in Tongcheng?"

"What if you can't bear it?"

After a pause, Xi Zhan said in a rare hoarse voice: "If she stays by my side, her life will be in danger, and she will only take over the Xi family next month, she needs time to grow up alone, she needs to learn how to take care of a big family, and she needs time to give birth to that child......"

Xi Zhan knew that it was dangerous for her to conceive a child, but he knew her too well!

He knew she wouldn't give up on the child.

In that case, he didn't force her.

He was reluctant to force her after all.

He had relented to her after all.

Since she wanted to mess around, he accompanied her to mess around.

But now he couldn't be by her side.

He couldn't selfishly say that she was waiting for him.

Because he wasn't sure if he would be able to return to Tongcheng alive in the future.

In that case, then don't give her hope.

Chen Shen has known Xi Zhan for more than ten years, and he knows that the man beside him is in the same situation as himself, and he has climbed up from the bottom step by step.

He could relate to the pain he had suffered, and that was why they were both enemies and friends.

"That woman is so worthy of your thoughts? How can she be worthy of you if she has been divorced and had an abortion?"

Chen Shen deliberately said these words to pierce his heart.

Who let him last say that his woman was older.

Chen Shen wronged Xi Zhan, and that day in the Finnish prison, Chen Shen casually asked about Shi Sheng's age, and Xi Zhan just replied casually: "A few years younger than your woman." ”

But Chen Shen felt that he was mocking his own woman.

Hearing this, Xi Zhan squinted at him, "What about you?"

"She's never married. ”

This can also make Chen Shen find a sense of superiority.

Two men who were equally powerful and had experienced the dangers of the world suddenly seemed very naïve, as if they had a common topic.

Xi Zhan said solemnly: "You know that what I care about is only her, as long as it's her, everything else doesn't matter." ”

Chen Shen knew that he himself was like this, he didn't mention the woman again, but reminded him lightly: "Your future road is difficult and dangerous, and I will not show mercy to your subordinates, and naturally I will not take advantage of the danger of others, I promise you that I will give you half a year of repair." ”

Chen Shen will not target him for half a year.

Xi Zhan hooked his lips and said lightly: "No need." ”

"Heh, you're still so arrogant. ”

Xi Zhan was silent, his personality was more taciturn than Chen Shen, and he used to hardly say a word of nonsense except for work matters!

Until that night I met that woman......

She chattered and thought he was cold.

He began to learn to speak and be a good communicator.

The snowflakes in the sky fell on her body one after another, Xi Zhan closed her eyes and didn't know why she wanted to come to Wushan before leaving, maybe this was her mother's territory.

Chen Shen stared at Xi Zhan's calm expression, and suddenly asked him suspiciously, "Xi Zhan, what is love?"

Chen Shen likes Ji Nuan.

But he didn't know what love was after all.

It is even more unclear why the woman kept rejecting him.

Obviously, she once said that she liked herself.

Love......

Once Shi Sheng asked Xi Zhan for love.

At that time, he said that he didn't understand love and needed her to teach.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't understand love, but he doesn't know how to express it, so when Sheng asked him at that time, he subconsciously said that he didn't understand.

What is love?

No one knows better than Xi Zhan.

"In this life, the only one. ”

Chen Shen asked suspiciously, "This is love?"

"Well, the only one in this life. ”