This time Ling Feng didn't break his promise, he took a shower, went back to his room, didn't say anything, hugged Su Mu and closed his eyes, ready to sleep.

At this time, Su Mu had already wiped away her tears, but the traces of crying were still very obvious, she originally thought that Ling Feng would coax her more or less, but he didn't say a word from beginning to end, as if nothing had happened.

Forget it, he was like this, no matter what he did that made Su Mu feel unhappy, he didn't feel it at all, as long as Su Mu expressed his wishes, he felt that she was unreasonable, coaxing her two sentences He felt that he was wronged, he was wronged, and he didn't even want to listen to what was wrong, Su Mu wanted to reason with him, it must only be a big quarrel, and if he was calm, she couldn't say it at all, and he wouldn't want to hear it. If she is unreasonable, she wants to coax her, and he will only yell at her that she has been coaxed at the beginning, which means that she will accept it if she doesn't see it, and it has nothing to do with him, so don't bother him with such things later.

Su Mu couldn't find any adjectives to describe the relationship between the two of them, so in that period of time, she was not thinking about this question, but why she was reluctant to say that she broke up.

At the beginning, Su Mu felt that Ling Feng's approach was a bit extreme in some aspects, if she said that she would break up, then it was very likely that Ling Feng would make a fuss for a while, which would definitely bring a lot of unnecessary trouble, in case it really delayed him to study abroad, she really couldn't afford this responsibility. She didn't have much confidence that she could have a good future with Ling Feng, if something went wrong, she would have to feel guilty for a long time just by feeling guilty, she didn't want to add such pressure to herself. Later, she found that compared to her, Ling Feng actually valued interests more, which was something she never expected. She couldn't accept that Ling Feng would have this kind of thought at his age, so sometimes, she would feel that if Ling Feng continued to develop like this in a few years, it would become particularly terrifying. It's just that the more this happens, the more Su Mu seems to have a heart of conquest, wanting to hold Ling Feng's whole thing in the palm of her hand, and definitely not give it to others, even if she breaks up, it can only be because she doesn't want it, she doesn't like it, it definitely can't be because of anything else.

It's as if Ling Feng wanted to break up, but it couldn't be caused by his own problems, it could only be that Su Mu made a mistake.

No one knows what the two of them think, and it's like a good relationship like this, as if it's a fight rather than a fight to win or lose. But there is no need to win or lose in love, or rather, there is no need to lose at all.

Perhaps because Ling Feng was by her side, Su Mu, who had never been sleepy, also calmly fell asleep at this moment. It's just that there wasn't much time left for the two of them to sleep, and not long after they fell asleep, Su Mu was woken up by the alarm.

Because she needed to put on makeup, she had to get up a little earlier than Ling Feng, so after the alarm clock rang, she comforted Ling Feng, who was woken up by the alarm clock, and asked him to sleep for a while, and then went to the bathroom to start cleaning up.

In the past, Su Mu didn't like makeup very much, because she didn't have confidence in her appearance when she thought about it, and she couldn't learn anything, so she simply broke the jar and broke it, and she didn't make up at all. Even if it is a job requirement, she is cutting corners, saving what she can, just to be convenient for herself when she washes her face at night. Later, when she changed jobs and deducted her salary without makeup, she slowly began to learn to make-up. It was at that time that she gradually felt that makeup was actually a lot of fun, not because of the peculiarities of the thing itself, but because every time she looked at herself with makeup in the mirror, she felt a little more confident. And most importantly, meeting others and dressing appropriately is both respect for yourself and respect for each other, after all, not everyone is a friend, and the people she has to face every day are not just people she can meet without washing her face or hair.

It doesn't matter if you're unkempt when you're young, but as you get older, some opinions definitely need to change, and it's not a matter of going with the flow, and certainly not assimilation, but a conventional conformity.

And this kind of conformity, for Ling Feng, who was in the rebellious period, could not be accepted by him.

Su Mu always wanted to lay some groundwork for Ling Feng in advance, so that he would take fewer detours in the future, of course, her original intention was for Ling Feng's good, but Ling Feng never appreciated it. Naturally, it was impossible for her to force Ling Feng to accept it, so later, she slowly gave up this idea.

Everyone has their own life, and since Ling Feng has chosen his own path, there is nothing she can do.

She didn't want to think of him as her own child.

Maybe Su Mu just wanted that kind of evenly matched relationship, the two of them supported each other, there was no excessive dependence, and there was no absolute dominance, this was what she thought was a good relationship, but between her and Ling Feng, it was not in this balance at all.

Just as Su Mu was hurriedly tidying herself up, Ling Feng suddenly appeared in the bathroom, hugged her from behind, and then buried his head in her neck.

The hotel shampoo smelled a little inferior, Su Mu didn't like to smell it, and his hair made her itch, making her instinctively want to push him away. But the two of them hadn't been so intimate for a long time, even when they were in bed, Su Mu felt as if it was a routine or satisfying Ling Feng's desires, and there was no emotion at all, so Su Mu didn't push Ling Feng away, but instead changed his position so that Ling Feng could be more comfortable.

Su Mu's body always carried a special aroma, from the time Ling Feng first held Su Mu, this smell has always stayed in his memory, Su Mu himself didn't know, but even if it was the clothes she had washed, Ling Feng felt that the taste of this clothes was exactly the same as Su Mu's body. He was so greedy for this aroma that he couldn't get tired of smelling it, and sometimes he thought that if this beauty was discovered by others, he even had the idea of destroying Su Mu.

He felt that his thoughts were a bit extreme and a little scary, but he really couldn't control himself. He couldn't care if he liked her anymore, he just wanted to trap her by his side, even if both of them were hurt, he couldn't just let her go.