Yue Chun's question was completely unnecessary, and it was even more unnecessary to deliberately make things difficult for her in front of her mother, she grabbed Shi Sheng's arm and said with a smile: "Big brother, don't wronged Yun'er, besides, what my mother said is not right, does I love to laugh and say that I love perfunctory?"

Xi Yun suddenly felt that everyone didn't understand her very well.

are in their own understanding of her.

She bit her lip and looked unhappy, Yue Chun could see that she was awkward, and he said, "I was wrong." ”

Shi Sheng saw that Yue Chun admitted her mistake, and she felt uncomfortable.

"Say two words to you, why do you still make your brother apologize. ”

Xi Yun frowned and said, "Okay, it's my fault." ”

She is used to admitting mistakes, and sometimes she doesn't know what she did wrong, but she subconsciously doesn't want her mother to be angry.

"I'll pack your bags for you, and I'll take it with you later. ”

Shi Sheng left Xi Yun's bedroom, she walked in and took out her usual suitcase, and then opened the wardrobe to pack her clothes for her, this child loves to run, she has become accustomed to packing her luggage at home, Shi Sheng packed a few winter clothes for her and was afraid that she would be hot and brought some thin coats, in fact, there is no need to be so troublesome, what is needed for Xi Tuo to buy.

Shi Sheng took out two pieces of clothes and put her skin care products and cosmetics into them, when she opened the drawer to fill a few lipsticks for her, she saw a small diary in the drawer, and her heart was slightly curious, "Yun'er wrote a diary?

The diary is pale blue.

It had a flower petal imprint that she didn't recognize.

She hesitated, not knowing whether to watch it or not.

But he was worried about Xi Yun......

That child didn't have a good habit of keeping a diary since she was a child, and that's why she was worried, because a child who didn't keep a diary suddenly wrote something that showed that she had something on her mind.

Shi Sheng hesitated for a while and opened the diary.

The first reads: "Boredom. ”

Just two words, boring.

The time was seven years ago.

The second one still reads: "Boring. ”

The time was six years ago.

The third article reads: "I am very sad, I feel very happy every day, but I am still sad, as if something is missing, I mentioned to Brother Yuan Lian, he said that I need to take risks in life, then I will go on an adventure, live a different life may not be so depressing, but why do I feel depressed? I asked Brother Yuan Lian, he said that my soul is free, but my life is regular, my life cannot satisfy my soul, I don't understand, I want to live a free life. ”

It was still six years ago.

Six years ago, Xi Yun was twelve years old.

At that time, her mental state was not very good.

But how did she know Mo Yuanlian?

Look at this, you should be very familiar with Mo Yuanlian.

Shi Sheng bit his lip and said, "Thank you." ”

Thank you Mo Yuanlian for calming Xi Yun's psychological state for her without her knowing, so that her incompetent mother would not be so a failure, he is really good anywhere.

So good that she could only be grateful in her heart.

"Thank you, Brother Yuanlian. ”

The fourth article reads: "Life has been very interesting over the years, but over time it has become boring, I really don't know what to do, my heart is very empty, I can only keep learning, but as time goes on, I have learned many things." ”

The time was two years ago.

At that time, Xi Yun was sixteen years old.

Xi Yun's diary time varies greatly, all of them were written in a poor psychological state, and the last one was written half a year ago: "Xi Yun is eighteen years old, she is not happy. ”

Xi Yun was unhappy.

This is something that Shi Sheng only knows now.

But she didn't usually control her much.

Her life was free and easy.

Why are you unhappy?!

She remembered the picture in front of the door of Yue Chun just now, she seemed to criticize her, she seemed to admit her mistake, but where was her mistake?

Shi Sheng thought carefully, she was indeed right.

Shi Sheng sat on the chair, his eyes were ruddy, and at this time Xi Zhan went to Xi Yun's room to look for her, "What are you doing in your daughter's room?

Shi Sheng gave him the diary and said: "My daughter is unhappy, she has been unhappy since she was a child, but she usually gives us such a happy state, smiling, I can't see any problem at all, if it weren't for the accidental flip to this diary......"

Xi Zhan took it and looked at the contents.

Xi Yun's state is indeed bad sometimes, he knows this, but as a father, he doesn't interfere too much in her life, and does his best to give her the free life she wants.

I didn't expect her to be in such an unhappy state.

What do you want at such a young age?

Could it be that the events of the year reminded her?

She was only five years old at the time, how can she remember?

Xi Zhan frowned and said, "Let it be." ”

"Let's see how she's doing. ”

……

About a kilometer outside the villa, Mo Yuanlian stood on the steps with an umbrella and looked at the silent river in the distance, it was all frozen, and the weather was not very cold, so the ice was not thick, and it would break if you stepped on it, and the surface looked so strong.

It's like Xi Yun.

She looks heartless on the surface, smiling and grinning, young and bright, but her heart is very fragile, she has been by Mo Yuanlian's side since she was a child, he knows that she has anxiety disorders, and her heart is empty to depression, and now she is accompanied by anorexia and bulimia.

Her problem is serious.

It's so serious that it's vulnerable.

But it's not that serious.

Because she looks healthy.

Maybe it's because she hasn't experienced much yet, and nothing too sad has overwhelmed her, so Mo Yuanlian is worried...... He was worried that one day in the future, Xi Yun would experience a big setback and collapse.

So what should he do?!

Her life has just begun, the rest of her life is long, and she has to encounter a lot of things, how can he ensure that she will always live as smoothly as she is now, he can't guarantee it, because her life depends on her, he can only ensure her physical safety, and her heart is ...... This man is the key.

Xi Yun wants to learn to trust someone by himself.

Give your whole life to each other.

Give your heart a place to belong.

Xi Yun's anxiety lies in having no place to go.

This is not a matter of family affection.

It's that deeper love.

"Xiao Yun, the future life will go by yourself, there may be suffering, but after the experience, that is your new hope. ”

Mo Yuanlian's eyes narrowed, he turned around and walked slowly towards his apartment, on the way he met Assistant Yin, it should be Assistant Yin who drove and met Mo Yuanlian who was holding a red umbrella on the road.

Assistant Yin quickly stopped and got out of the car and shouted, "Mr. Mo." ”

Mo Yuanlian glanced at him lightly.

"Mr. Mo, Happy New Year. ”

"Well, go ahead. ”

Mo Yuanlian raised his feet and left, "Happy New Year." ”