Mo Yuanlian has been lonely all his life, of course, this is in the eyes of outsiders, and he himself does not think that he never needs pity, in the eyes of Assistant Yin, he never celebrates the New Year with others, it has been like this for so many years, even if Assistant Yin knows that he has his own world in his heart, he still feels that he is lonely.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have run here on Chinese New Year's Eve.

Assistant Yin's careful thoughts Mo Yuanlian didn't know how clearly, but he never cared, and he was too lazy to waste words with him.

After Mo Yuanlian left, Assistant Yin contacted Jiang Chen.

The other party replied to him, "I will be at home later." ”

Assistant Yin and Assistant Jiang have not been married over the years, and there is no one at home, so they all go to Shi Sheng's villa to celebrate the New Year, but fortunately, there are many people there, and they are not bothered.

They just make a splash and make a scene.

On the other side, Xi Yun said to Yue Chun: "I have to leave for a while, why don't you wait for me at the airport first?"

Yue Chun agreed: "Well, it's up to you." ”

Xi Yun glanced at the time and said: "Then I'll go first, and when my mother asks me, you will say that I have some personal matters, and I will go directly to the airport later, big brother remember to help me get my luggage, see you later!"

Xi Yun left in a hurry, she went downstairs and asked the driver to take her to Mo Yuanlian's apartment, but on the way she met Mo Yuanlian holding a red umbrella, she quickly asked the driver to stop, she rolled down the window and leaned on the window and shouted obediently, "Brother Yuanlian, Happy New Year! Although I am an adult, I still want a red envelope!!"

Mo Yuanlian turned around and smiled slightly.

His eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled with a smile that captivated the country and the city.

"Brother Yuanlian, you are so beautiful!"

Xiao Yun is sweet-mouthed. ”

Mo Yuanlian reached out and rubbed her head, Xi Yun grabbed the back of his hand and put it under his cheek and said, "My anorexia is getting worse and worse, Brother Yuanlian, how can I defeat it?"

Mo Yuanlian asked first: "Do you have any new plans after the year?"

"Well, I want to go to Ireland to compete, and if I'm idle, I'm going to be very depressed and anxious all the time. ”

"So where are you going now?"

Every year on Chinese New Year's Eve, Xi Yun will accompany Mo Yuanlian.

But this year she came a little earlier.

There must be something to leave later.

Xi Yun's aggrieved little expression explained: "Go to Rongcheng, the home of my eldest brother's biological parents, I don't know what is going on, but it must be a big deal for him to leave on Chinese New Year's Eve." ”

Hearing this, Mo Yuanlian knew it from the bottom of his heart.

He didn't pay much attention to Yue Chun's affairs, because Yue Chun could handle these things by himself, he took out a bottle of medicine from his coat pocket and handed it to Xi Yun, "This is medicine to suppress anorexia." ”

Xi Yun took it and said, "Wait until it's serious before eating." ”

Xi Yun has been most afraid of taking medicine since she was a child.

"This is what I prepared before, thinking that I would give it to you after you told me that I was seriously ill, and I didn't want this day to come...... Xiaoyun, when you have time to come to me, I will relieve you of mental stress, a large part of anorexia is caused by this, your anxiety disorder...... It also seems serious. ”

Hearing this, Xi Yun asked with a pale face: "I can't stop even more, right? I want to learn more things, I want to keep myself busy all the time, I want more freedom?" But Brother Yuan Lian, I'm almost at the limit, I've learned everything I want to learn all these years, and I plan to climb the most dangerous ice next year, I've been gambling with my life! But now you tell me that my anxiety is more serious, what the hell ...... I do?"

What the hell is she supposed to do?!

Learning more, pushing the limits, venturing everywhere, gambling with your own life, these are not the fundamental treatment for anxiety, for her it is just an outlet, because of this her condition has been stable for so many years, but since when did it start to become serious?

Mo Yuanlian thought carefully and thought of Yue Chun.

From after they got acquainted.

Since they have been together.

Mo Yuanlian originally thought that Yue Chun could give her redemption.

Of course, she also gave Yue Chun redemption.

But it also gave her another cage.

Thinking of this, Mo Yuanlian asked her in a low voice, "Xiao Yun, you asked me last night, I think you are troubled by your relationship with Brother Yue Chun, this trouble makes you think crankily every day and adds to your pressure, I think this is the reason for your anxiety." ”

Because he didn't know how to solve the relationship between the two and the two close to him, Xi Yun's anxiety was even worse.

This is not a good thing.

But the two of them got along with each other again.

"Brother Yuanlian, I'm tired. ”

Xi Yun is tired, tired of smiling at all of them every day, tired of running around every day, tired of reminding himself to keep a good mood every day, tired of thinking every day.

She was very tired, all these years of life had made her feel very tired, she blinked and said in a calm tone: "Father thinks I don't remember what happened when I was a child, how can I forget? I just don't want to remember, because I am so tired, they always say that I have no heart and no lungs, but how can I really have no heart and no lungs? Brother Yuan Lian, I am so tired, I am really tired of living, you say that I, the daughter of the Xi family, is not short of money and freedom, and I have not tasted the hardships and pains of life, why am I still so tired? I don't know why this is happening, I feel like life is very hard, I should spend more time running next year, I even hope that one day something happens to ......"

Mo Yuanlian interrupted her, "Xiao Yun." ”

Xi Yun reacted and said, "I'm just talking about it casually." ”

"Xiao Yun, whether you are sick or not has nothing to do with whether you have money or not, what does it have to do with your heart being sick?"

"yes, my heart is sick. ”

Mo Yuanlian rubbed her cheeks and said, "Brother Yue Chun is studying psychology, you can try to tell him to communicate with him." ”

"Will he be able to give me the answer I want?"

"He may give you love. Mo Yuanlian said.

"Can love cure heart disease?"

Mo Yuanlian smiled and said: "The doctor can treat the body when you are sick, if the heart is sick, then love can be cured, if you don't know how to rely on him, continue to run next year, it is better to find an outlet than to suppress, and then confess to him when you figure it out, believe Brother Yuanlian, he must be the one who loves you the most." ”

Xi Yun's anxiety disorder is not groundless, it was originally related to the incident when she was five years old, what exactly is Xi Yun doesn't want to think about anymore, the only person who understands her is Mo Yuanlian.

Mo Yuanlian knew that she wasn't really heartless, she was just used to suppressing herself and didn't want to think about what had happened.

She filters all the things that are unhappy.

So it always makes people feel like she's happy.

But only I know if I'm happy or not.

"Brother Yuan Lian, I like my eldest brother, but I don't know how to express myself, but he is very important to me. ”

"Brother Yue Chun's most uncontrollable and unconfident thing is to be firm in your heart, so there is still a strangeness between you. ”

"So how do you get him to reassure me?"