Chapter 998: You Always Seem to Be Happy
If Xi Zhan is the person who connives, Xi Yun in the world, then the person in the world who can really understand Xi Yun is Mo Yuanlian.
After all, many things that can't be told to his father can be told to others to decompress, this person is Mo Yuanlian, who is as transparent and understands psychology as his father, Xi Yun has always known his strength, knows his indifference and coldness to people, and knows his care and tenderness for himself, Xi Yun's heart does not know why he always maintains himself, cherishes himself as if he cherishes his own life, just because he feels his love, so Xi Yun always thinks about him no matter what he does, and accompanies him on Chinese New Year's Eve.
It's a pity that she'll have to leave later.
She could not go to him at night.
Xi Yun let go of Mo Yuanlian's palm and got out of the car, she walked under his red umbrella and held his arm and smiled: "Brother Yuanlian loves to walk and exercise the most, I'll accompany you and send you home." ”
"Xiao Yun has something to do, so go get busy. ”
Xi Yun shook his head and said, "No matter how important things are, it is not as important as accompanying Brother Yuan Lian, will Brother Yuan Lian go to watch it when I play in Ireland next year?" ”
Mo Yuanlian asked gently, "Xiao Yun doesn't invite Yue Chun?"
Xi Yun refused: "He is uncomfortable with me, and I have been thinking about what my father said, I really didn't think about him first." ”
She really didn't put him first.
But Xi Yun also has his own suffering.
"I can understand Xiao Yun, your condition ...... After being with your brother Yue Chun, you are more likely to be cranky, he may be your salvation, or he may be a stumbling block to your condition. ”
Xi Yun understood: "Yes, my emotions will always fluctuate because of him, I was thinking about whether I was not suitable for falling in love, but I wanted to find someone to rely on, I like the eldest brother in my heart, he is the most suitable person I have met, I have always thought about what you said to be the only one, I am trying to let my heart lean towards him, but it still takes time." ”
The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and the two slowly walked in the direction of the apartment, Mo Yuanlian listened patiently to Xi Yun's words, and only after she finished speaking did he say in a soft voice: "Just like him." ”
"What does Brother Yuan Lian mean?"
Mo Yuanlian's gentle voice said: "If thinking about it will make you feel troubled, then just like him, because you like him, there is no one else in your heart except him, this is the only love that is certain, it's just that your brother Yue Chun doesn't know, it doesn't matter if you don't know how to express it, these are his problems." ”
Xi Yun was even more puzzled and asked, "Is it the eldest brother's problem?"
"It's that he doesn't trust you, or he doesn't have enough confidence in himself, it's that he doesn't find what he wants from you, and it doesn't have much to do with you, so he wants to be sure that the only love has to let him find it in you, and you don't have to worry about yourself, and then you will have more and more anxiety when you think about these things. ”
Xi Yun heard and asked: "Brother Yuan Lian means to let the eldest brother find it by himself, and I don't want to think about those messes anymore in order to control my condition, right?" But I'm afraid that I won't be able to control my cranky thoughts, and I'm afraid that my performance will be too perfunctory or heartless to make my eldest brother sad, and it will be difficult to be alone." ”
"Xiao Yun, the most important thing now is to heal the disease. ”
Xi Yun obediently said, "Oh, okay. ”
Xi Yun didn't want to discuss the matter anymore, she changed the topic and chatted with Mo Yuanlian, and arrived at the apartment after about two hours.
Xi Yun stood at the door of the community and said, "Goodbye!"
Mo Yuanlian asked her with a smile, "Don't you want red envelopes?"
Xi Yun immediately spread out his hands and squinted and smiled, "Yes." ”
Mo Yuanlian took out the red envelope that had been prepared in her pocket and put it in her palm, Xi Yun immediately opened it and said, "How much?"
She took it out and counted, "Nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety-nine." ”
There is also a light blue note.
It has beautiful words written on it -
If you are short of money, you can always ask me to withdraw money.
Xi Yun raised a small note and asked, "Aren't you afraid that I will buy snacks?"
Mo Yuanlian raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you afraid that you won't buy it?" Whether you have money or not, you will find money to buy snacks. ”
Hearing this, Xi Yun sighed and said, "Brother Mu Li gave me the supplementary card of his bank card, it is too painful, I am afraid that I will not be able to restrain it." ”
"The moment you take it, you don't have to restrain yourself anymore when you're playing...... We'll talk about it then. ”
When the time comes, he will go over to relieve her mental pressure.
Xi Yun asked expectantly, "Will you come?"
"We'll talk about it then. ”
He never gives promises lightly.
I'm afraid I won't be able to achieve it myself.
But he had already decided in his heart that he wanted to go.
"Then I'll wait for Brother Yuanlian in Ireland. ”
After saying that, she turned around and left, Mo Yuanlian saw her bouncing to the driver and opening the door to get into the car, he suddenly felt depressed in his heart, this child has always been sick, but she never worries in front of people, giving people the illusion that she has always been carefree, motivated and enthusiastic, but only he knows the pain in her heart, and she may not be able to stop next year.
Once she stopped, she became more anxious.
……
Xi Yun received a call from her father on the way to the airport, and she answered it and smiled in her ear: "Dad is looking for me!"
"Little lion, are you tired?"
Xi Yun was stunned and asked, "What do you mean, Dad?"
"As a father, I mean to say that you can do whatever you like, if your mother doesn't agree to hide it from her. ”
Xi Yun asked happily: "Why did my father suddenly tell me this, besides, my father has not restrained me much over the years, I have always been free, next year I will climb Kawagebo Peak, so far there is no successful climber! I want to challenge with my friends, I am considered to report to my father, don't blame me afterwards, and I don't want to take Xi Tuo, I just want to climb with my friends, my father must not refuse me." ”
This girl......
Do you have to inch in when you see that he is easy to speak?
"How do you keep yourself safe?"
Xi Zhan's main concern is her safety.
And this question stumped Xi Yun.
She never imagined what had not yet happened.
She has done a lot of bold things over the years, but she basically has Xi Tuo by her side, how to ensure her safety now if she abandons Xi Tuo?
Xi Yun thought that he was not afraid of death.
Because I am anxious about living, I am not afraid of death.
"Father, I want to do this. ”
If she wanted to go, he had no reason to stop her.
But I was very worried about her in my heart.
"Stay safe. Xi Zhan said.
"Yes, thank you dad, love you!"
Xi Zhan hooked his lips, "Well, so am I." ”
Xi Yun squinted and smiled after hanging up the phone, his father can always understand himself, understand himself for no reason, and he always causes trouble for him, what a guilt.
She blinked, and suddenly missed Yue Chun.
When she arrives at the airport, she goes to the VIP room to look for Yue Chun, pushes open the door and enters, and sees him looking down at the book in his hand.
She went over and hugged him and asked, "What is the eldest brother looking at?"
"Xi Yun, you always seem to be happy. ”