Xue Luchuan smiled.

"Actually, you really don't think of your cousin as a very fierce person, he is actually a really good person, and he has always been a pride of our family, there is no problem, you just lack understanding of him!"

I thought with a faint sneer, and I immediately added.

"Your cousin originally looked like a domineering president, and in terms of appearance, he is indeed the type that makes people stay away, so it is relatively natural for him to have such an idea. ”

"I don't know my cousin at all, in fact, he is really a super handsome guy, from when he was studying to after college to now after work, his company is really a lot of girls are completely moths to the fire, but what, cousin he has not particularly liked this aspect since he was a child, so don't look at him from the world to the earth, but he has always been very persistent and silent about his feelings. ”

Xue Luchuan told me about Luo Jin in a heartfelt manner.

"No, and then I really can't see it, I thought he was a prodigal son in love, maybe he belongs to the kind of person who gets drunk in the flowers and dies in the peony. ”

"Then eldest sister, let me tell you, this is definitely your peace, cousin has been in a gap in his relationship in the past two years. ”

I nodded a little, I know that there are some things that I am afraid to know about Luo Jin, but deep down I really want to understand, because the person who is not right with this eight characters always seems to know how to avoid him after understanding a little.

After the two of us separated, I decided to take care of the work at hand.

I took a month off, there are too many things that must be dealt with quickly, I don't have much time to think about these details now, I don't have much time to grieve for Luo Jin to do things, I have to work hard now, and I am single-mindedly on the work.

Because the whole factory has to enter 1,000 people, and the human resources department is stepping up an arrangement, many things need to be trained and assessed, and the middle-level management cadres must be arranged to participate in some business training of DNA.

, I'm basically too busy to get dazed.

After processing these documents, I will directly take them to Yang Bingbing and sign them, and then confirm that after all the arrangements for this step of the personnel department, after this contract is valid, I am ready to turn off the phone and leave work directly.

Of course, Xue Luchuan drove the car downstairs directly as before, waiting for me to do my best as a qualified boyfriend.

I got in the car when he drove over directly, of course, we didn't wait for the second sister as usual, we bought some things directly at the supermarket, and drove home after shopping.

When I was on the way in the car, I asked Xue Luchuan, "Why don't you bring the second sister back together?" You are wrong about this, your daughter-in-law is so pitiful, your daughter-in-law is going to kill you. ”

"No, not now, because my cousin seems to have returned from a business trip, if you find out about the relationship between me and Bingbing, wouldn't you have to think about a lot of things?"

I don't know why, but deep down I felt a pounding feeling in my heart, that thumping feeling, as if it had fallen to the ground all of a sudden, and after a long time, I hummed.

There are some sports venues next to our community, so Xue Luchuan and his cousin often come here to play, although the crazy place is still not long in the future, but it has not been here for a long time.

After I ate a spicy soup pot casually with Xue Luchuan outside, because the weather was relatively hot during this time, and my appetite was not very good, I would instruct later, and I felt that after I went home, it was just for everyone to perform, of course, I also knew that Xue Luchuan couldn't wait, and I wanted to go back to see Bingbing.

So as a genuine girlfriend, of course I won't interfere, and I should be conscientious as a background wall of a relationship.

Of course, I have to pay attention to when I retreat and when I leave, and if it's so complicated, you can't do a lot of things with red lanterns hanging high.

I was alone in my room, I was really bored and lonely, because I couldn't even go to talk with them, they belonged to a two-person world that wanted to be separate.

I cleaned the house, then made myself a cup of coffee, and picked up a set of clothes, I planned to go to the gym and get some exercise, anyway, I have to recover since I was hospitalized.

My class tonight is Prady, I really like sports, although the effect of my exercise is not very good, but I like the feeling of sweating, I like the feeling of stretching, that is, after the workout and drink a bottle of frozen Coke, it makes me feel super cool.

Brady is a little more difficult than this yoga movement, and it is more technical and artistic, so in the process you will have a very strong exercise, which is a very pleasant way for me.

Through this kind of exercise, I feel that my mood is much better than before.

You may be working for half an hour, and the amount of exercise also means that I am already tired and fast, and I am lying there like a dog.

This gym is actually not very far from the community, of course, you can also take a taxi back, then if you walk back, it is only explained that it is 20 minutes away, but today is too tired, I plan to directly compete Didi taxi back.

After getting out of the car, I went straight into the community.

This place is still a relatively prosperous place, and it can be regarded as a high-end community that can be entered.

I walked slowly all the way, I was very tired, I wanted to go back and take a good shower, and then watch a few levels of soap opera at eight o'clock, and then I could go to sleep, life was so simple to go on like this, I should feel that such a day should be calm enough for me, don't think so much about a strange thought.

But when I happened to walk to the downstairs unit of our house, I was under this plane tree, and I saw a black figure.

I felt the other person watching me, and I felt a very strong presence in the darkness, and the man's ideas were even faint in the darkness, like the cigarette butts of fireflies, and he slowly took a puff of cigarette.

I was standing under this street lamp, this place was the faintest place, and Luo Jin was standing under the plane tree, and there was also a light coming down from the director of this tree, which seemed taller and more irresistible.

I finally understand that sometimes a distance between people is not because of the distance between you and him, but because there is already a distance in your world.

I wasn't sure if he could read my face clearly, or if I was sure he could see me, and we were talking in the dark, as if separated by a galaxy.

I stopped, and I immediately wanted to adjust my mood, and I wanted to show that I was nonchalant, and that I was careless.

Yes, I'm not right with him, but what's going to happen today?

Black and dark.

There was something I felt like could penetrate my soul under his gaze, and I could see something deep inside of me, and I really didn't know if I should be with him face to face or just take a detour.

Or maybe I should hide myself and seal some secrets in my heart little by little, so that no one can understand them.

Luo Jin belongs to the kind of person who is very good at using his eyes, he can really penetrate the depths of your soul through you, making it impossible to find it.

Luo Jin is a very dangerous kind of man, and when I first started dating him, I had such an intuition, and I seemed to feel that such a person as him was shocked with a very obvious ability.

Sometimes I also feel that there is a line in a novel that says:

Feelings are a kind of phototaxis, when you find such a feeling, you will go directly to the most dazzling and bright place, the moth to the fire.

I don't know why, maybe my feelings are too naïve and naïve, or I don't know why, I always meet him with a moment, because I don't just feel the impulse to go in my imagination, but I feel that the feeling is getting clearer and clearer.

I'm standing there.

Luo Jin's footsteps walked towards me step by step without saying a word, but every step carried a gripping feeling.

He walked over softly, and I stood there dumbfounded, and he reached out and gently stroked my face.

There was a faint smell of tobacco on his body, and a faint smell of wine, and a smell of cologne's man's perfume, and I made people feel a kind of sinking, and I liked the smell of this, and my heart was screaming.

I was so bewildered, I couldn't look at him, and with a kind of infatuation, the backpack in my hand slipped to the ground unconsciously.

He took me by the hand and went straight to his sports car, put me on the seat belt, and without saying a word, walked straight up the hill at a high speed

At night.

Half an hour later, we were already standing on the highest point of the high South Mountain, where we stood and saw the bustle of the city downstairs through the drums on the mountain.

I've never seen it before.

I've never noticed such a stunning beauty in this place, you feel like you're in a cloud, and you feel like every lamp in the countryside is like a firefly with a fascinating story.

"Then I love it, I love the feeling, I've never seen it this vast. ”

I was standing on the top of the hill and I was talking loudly, and I felt very scary, the wind was blowing and my hair was messy.

Luo Jin is still holding your hand, as if my hand has not left since I got in the car, tight, warm.

"It's a very natural feeling that you can enjoy, and I will often come here whenever I feel bored, or in the dead of night, I often come here alone in the car to have a cigarette and a bottle of wine, and all my worries are insignificant and disappear at once. ”

I looked at him sideways, looking at the way he looked, his whole facial contour was a little sculpted, and I laughed silently.

"You know what? What kind of person do you think you are? I thought you'd come here and play the saxophone and then have a cigarette in your mouth, that's your standard. ”

"If you play the saxophone at this time, wouldn't it be a nuisance to the people? If so, the people who play the saxophone here are probably the kind of teenagers who have not yet grown up, and maybe some girl who is pursuing them is here to make a big fuss. ”

I was still looking at him with my head sideways, as if I was looking at a very familiar friend, and I was now relaxed, maybe he had just handed me a glass of red wine to drink, which made me feel more drunk and emboldened.

"What about you, a person like me is very romantic, so rich, and looks at such a sports car, and looks so handsome, and will bring girls here for a glass of red wine, such a person can easily make many girls fall. ”

Luo Jin Yangzi frowned and smiled: "If you say such a thing, then I am not a very marketable person, so that's it, is there a more fatal attraction for you?"

My face flushed slightly, my heart pounded, my topic had a subtext that was so subtextual, it had a code word.

I turned my head to look at the scenery under the city, and I looked around and said, "Yes, it's basically very attractive to every girl, but it's not very stressful for me, because after all, I'm also a boyfriend." ”

"Are you sure it's your boyfriend?"

"Don't you think? Don't you feel more affectionate when you go in and out every day?"

Luo Jin didn't say a word, just smiled hehe, and I felt that he should probably know the relationship between Xue Luchuan and Bingbing.

"Eldest sister, I didn't expect you to be what kind of girl you are in my mind?"

I was curious about what he was talking about, but I nodded, "Say, let's launch a fierce attack as much as you want, if it sounds good, I think I can treat you to dinner another day, if it doesn't sound good, I might send you a blade." ”

In this city, sometimes you will find a lot of ideas, of course, such a light source can be brought by an artificial building, but it is not the kind of star in the sky, sometimes in the interaction with people, it is easy to be deceived by these so-called artificial designs.

When it often covers up the most real nature, just like when I look at Luo Jin, I always feel and can't find a sense of his existence, or that one of his truths is hidden in such a darkness.

"Big sister, do you know? You remember the night we first met, everything started from that day, you made people feel like a modern girl, but when you took off this mask, you had a little white rabbit, obediently sometimes I think you are a very stubborn girl, sometimes I think you are just like many girls, a very kind and simple person. You are very good at helping others, but sometimes you tend to lose sight of your own truth. ”

I don't know why so few people go to discuss with me, such people, deep topics are indeed so, I see in the eyes of many people that she is a very strong female student, a very capable success, and a daughter who can bring pride to the family.

In fact, only I know how much I longed for that beautiful thing to be a little more natural when I was alone in the dead of night, when I was alone together, and I didn't want to give these data signs.

I was really shocked by the conversation when others said this kind of thing, and I even had a feeling that I wanted to put down all my advantages, I wanted to communicate with the other party well, ordinary friends, and I was willing to share some of my joys, sorrows and sorrows with the other party in the future.

"And about this matter, I don't know what you thought about at the time, you and Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing, I think you used a very strict way to deal with this matter, in fact, I think that simplicity and beauty is a virtue, but don't think that constant contact and pity, just keep prompting me to ask myself a direction to move forward, to ask myself a landscape. ”

"I said here that the relationship between Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing, although it involves a problem of the previous generation of a family, it may seem that there is no way to solve it at present, because of the stubbornness and stubbornness of the older generation, it may be difficult to solve the difficulties on this stage, but as long as there is courage to love anything, a person is brave enough to do something for the other party, and this thing does not hurt anyone, why not fight for it?"

"So for Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing's feelings, I think they should slowly learn to mature, slowly learn how to communicate with the family, maybe there is no way to solve it for the time being, but at least they should be honest and face it together, instead of blindly avoiding it. ”

I immediately interrupted him.

"No, Luo Jin, don't be impulsive about this thing, don't be so anxious, because this thing is not only a problem of two families, but also involves the problem of my family, and now the problem of the three families must be properly solved, otherwise Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing will not be able to withstand this pressure, and they will break it!"

Luo Jin looked down with a smile and looked at me with a burning gaze.

"Sometimes I really can't imagine, in fact, you are quite pessimistic about relationships, why don't you try it? Sometimes you will be in the corner for a sudden enlightenment, maybe not every relationship will make you feel that you will get the result you want, but why should you be afraid in the journey of life. ”

My gaze was a little panicked, my expression was a little evasive, and I immediately threw out another topic.

"I know that Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing are a pair of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, Juliet and Romeo, no matter what, if anyone is separated, then they will form a tragedy, I know them too well, you don't think they can be separated like this, or they will be subject to external pressure, they will be able to persevere, I don't want to see tragedy like this. ”

Yes, I don't want to see it.