The moonlight outside the window was surprisingly bright, falling into the living room through the window, making the lights dim, and Zhang Rixuan's beautiful and unearthly face dimmed the moonlight.

I just stared at her, and her countenance was silent, which made me a little more nervous, and perhaps my nostalgia for this room did not impress her "cold".

After a long time, Zhang Rixuan finally said to me: "You love this house very much?"

I nodded earnestly: "I love it, I love it very much...... There is no one in this world who loves this humble house more than I do. ”

Zhang Rixuan smiled and said, "That's not likely. ”

I looked at her in amazement: "Are you the one you love more than me?" In fact, I have always wondered why Zhang Rixuan and Lao Li bought this house, although I can imagine it as a kind of performance art of the rich, but the real answer may not be as simple as I imagined.

Zhang Rixuan didn't answer my question, she asked me, "How long do you plan to stay?"

"Do you agree?" I asked, with some excitement.

"Jiaming, can you face the problem first?" Zhang Rixuan was a little dissatisfied with his words.

I smiled and exclaimed, "So you know my name!"

Zhang Rixuan frowned again. I smiled wryly, for fear that she would change her words, made an apologetic expression, and said again and again: "I'll answer the question first, I'll answer the question first, I'm going to live...) Stay for a month, okay?"

Zhang Rixuan was silent for a while, and finally said, "You can... But you have to agree to two conditions first. ”

"Okay, as long as you don't drive me away, anything can be said, and it will be done. I patted my chest and said.

"Don't swear until you do. Zhang Rixuan choked me. I smiled awkwardly again and said

"I know I don't have much credibility in your eyes, so let's put it this way, I'll do my best what you ask, okay?"

"Hmm. After a pause, Zhang Rixuan said again, "Let's talk about the first one first: you can't go to nightclubs in the future, can you do it?"

"Ahh I subconsciously exclaimed, I didn't expect Zhang Rixuan to make this request.

Zhang Rixuan looked at me, waiting for my reply Although I wondered why Zhang Rixuan made this request, but considering that a woman's mind has always been unpredictable, and she didn't want to get to the bottom of the question, staying first was the top priority, so I nodded without thinking about it

"Yes, what about another one?"

"You are not allowed to enter my room during your stay here, you have to give me back the key to my room. ”

"This request is due. As I spoke, I took out the key from my pocket and found the key to Zhang Rixuan's room and put it on the coffee table in front of her.

Zhang Rixuan got up from the sofa and finally said to me: "I remember you promised me, if I find that I can't do it, you will consciously move out." ”

After washing up, I went back to my room, it was supposed to be a night to settle down, after all, I could stay here for a while, but I still couldn't help but think about it.

There are 4 days left to be the day of Li Yang and Yanjie's marriage, as friends who have gone all the way, it is impossible for them to get married without stimulating me, in fact, I am not an unmarried, if I can meet a woman who is in love, I am also eager to get married, but my material conditions are indeed worse, and there are very few things that can be given to marriage, so the desire to marry for me can only be used as an unrealistic fantasy, temporarily sealed.

I thought of Angel again, on the day of Li Yang and Yanjie's wedding, we will definitely meet, if she brings her boyfriend or she is married and brings her husband, will I collapse again?

I shook my head and smiled, if it was really at a friend's wedding, then this one would be gorgeous!

The next day, I arrived at the office on time, and Li Yang had already rushed back to Suzhou from Shanghai, and the two met at the coffee machine in the rest room. One of us chatted with a cup of coffee, and I asked Li Yang, "How is it?"

Li Yang said with a relieved smile

"That's it, no surprise next month

Signed the entry contract. ”

"Yes, a first-line brand like GUCC can enter our department store, you are indispensable, and the future of the little comrade is limitless!" I patted Li Yang on the shoulder and smiled

Li Yang said to me with a straight face: "Jiaming, do you have any own ideas about work, I can help you fight for it."

I still smiled and said, "You don't have to worry about me, I will fight for it myself if I have ideas."

I know that Li Yang is anxious for me, but he himself has only been the head of the planning and copywriting team for half a year, and his qualifications are still shallow, but the company's water is deep, coupled with our well-known friendship relationship, the impact on him is not good.

"You have it, we've been working together for two years, when did you take the initiative to fight for yourself. Li Yang's tone seemed no

I smiled heartlessly: "It's not because I don't have ideas, I think it's pretty good, at least the work is easy, even if the sky falls, the first to smash is you model workers who are desperately trying to climb up!"

Li Yang was speechless by what I said, and sighed for a while: "You are really good enough! It's been two years."

I immediately interrupted: "Okay, don't be emotional, talk about yesterday, I accompanied your daughter-in-law to go shopping for a day yesterday, and you have to compensate me for this hard work today." Li Yang nodded: "Let's eat together after work." ”

The two of them said as they didn't drink it

When the finished coffee cup walked from the rest room to the office and I was about to enter the office, Li Yang suddenly pulled me to a stop, so that the coffee spilled on my cuffs.

"What's wrong?" I shook off the coffee on my cuffs, and asked in surprise and dissatisfaction, I always felt that Li Yang was a little abnormal, from the time he suddenly asked me if I had any ideas about work.

Li Yang looked at me with a piercing look, paused for a long time and said to me, "... Angel contacted Yanjie by phone last night, and at that time she was ready to board the plane and return to China, and she would almost be in Shanghai at noon!

I froze for a moment, my head was a little empty, and I didn't know how to face the news.

Li Yang patted me on the shoulder and asked in a low voice, "Are you going to Shanghai to meet her?"

I was stunned for a long time and asked Li Yang: "Tell me, how do I go to see me, with a ex-boyfriend?"

"If you want to feel embarrassed, I won't tell you, but I always want to see each other, of course I know that Li Yang said that the last meeting is at his and Yanjie's wedding, and on that day, Anqi will participate, and I will also participate, but that meeting is just a routine, not deliberate, I think at that time, if I see enough, I only treat her as a stranger who met by chance, no need to greet, no need... Piercing......

All morning, I was still in a slump

I did my work on and off until noon, when all my colleagues had gone to the restaurant, when I lit a cigarette, closed my eyes, and smoked on my back in my office chair.

In the diffuse smell of tobacco, Angel's face on the day of departure lingered in my mind, and I was a little painful, a little overwhelmed, but I didn't know how to get rid of these innocent moans.

Two years ago, I already understood that the pain of the fantasy of breaking up is nothing more than unrighteous self-torture, but "cheapness" is the nature of human beings, and I would rather grit my teeth and bear false pain than get rid of "cheapness" and become a Buddha.

Perhaps at this moment, Angel was enjoying the afternoon tea after reuniting with her family and friends, while I was sitting in an empty office sadly, smoking cigarettes and spitting out a miserable fog all around.

I snuffed out my cigarette so hard that I couldn't smoke myself with a big mouth, and warned myself not to be too cheap.

In the end, I couldn't do it, just a helpless wry smile, all these years of my own indifference, all kinds of deviance, at this moment, it seems that Qia Yi is the sorrow she left me, and I have been immersed in the past that I can't escape with these sorrows to find harm for myself.

The smell of smoke gradually dissipated, in the huge office, I was still alone, the afternoon warm breeze with a hint of inexplicable melancholy blowing in from the open window, pleasant as my mood, and sat for a while before I felt hungry, stuffed the cigarette into my pocket, ready to eat something.

After getting out of the elevator, the mobile phone rang, and I saw that it was Lu Yu calling. Answering the phone, Lu Yu said to me with some apologies: "Jiaming, I am really embarrassed about yesterday's incident, and I couldn't help you carry it down."

I smiled indifferently and said: "If it's a brother, don't say anything to me I'm embarrassed, you play in a band, how can you be able to carry such a thing as a bar fight, which bar will have the courage to take you in and sing in the future, and besides, it is my bounden duty as a young man to teach those grandsons who don't open their eyes, so don't join in the fun!"

Lu Yu also smiled and said: "I won't say much about that line of brothers, by the way, there is a fashion show in Soho Bar tonight, full of beautiful girls, a few of them are quite familiar with me, you come, there is a good introduction."

"Okay!" I didn't think about it, I almost instinctively responded. Okay, I'll treat you tonight and we're going crazy. ”

I had already walked away from the office building with my mobile phone in hand, and suddenly I was shrouded in sunlight, and my thoughts seemed to spread out, and I suddenly remembered that I had promised Zhang Rixuan last night that I would not go to nightclubs again.

Stopped, remembering all the unreliable words and deeds I had to Zhang Rixuan a few days ago, I decided to be a man of my word this time, and after a little silence, I said to Lu Yu, who was still waiting for my answer: "Yo... Look at my memory, I have a bit of a personal matter tonight, and I really can't go. ”

"What's more important than a bunch of us eating, drinking, and being merry together?" Lu Yu asked jokingly, but he was also a little surprised, in his eyes, I Jiaming has always treated eating, drinking and having fun as the top priority in life.

"Things have priorities, let's make an appointment another day, I really can't do it today. ”

Lu Yu responded with a little disappointment, after all, he didn't force me, and I hung up the phone because I kept my promise and was about to hang up the phone on a dull night, I walked on the road with the warm wind, and I was a little surprised by my own change, in fact, even if I promised Lu Yu, it didn't matter, with my conduct, I could tell Zhang Rixuan with peace of mind: I just attended the company's party and drank some wine; She is in charge of the world, and she can't manage the legitimate party between me and my colleagues in the company.

And why didn't I choose to cheat on her? I didn't understand it for a while, and I didn't come up with a reason to simply understand that she was too beautiful, and men were always instinctively willing to obey beautiful women.

However, this baseless logic does not seem to stand so still, so what is the reason for this?... I still don't understand it for a long time!