Along the way, I didn't speak, knowing that status is not equal, and silence is also a way to give myself dignity.

When I arrived at the community, I saw my girlfriend from a distance, sitting on a bench by the river with rain. A white short-sleeved shirt on the top and a pink skirt underneath.

"Haixiang!" I got out of the car and hurriedly ran over and said, "I'm late, I'm sorry!"

"I thought!" Ren Haixiang threw himself into my arms and whimpered: "I thought you didn't want me anymore-----55555." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. "I hugged my beloved girl tightly, and I felt a sour nose, but I held back.

Tokai doesn't believe in tears!

"Little sister. The director coughed in the back and said, "I'm sorry! ”

Haixiang raised his head and said nothing, but his face was ugly. I understand her northerners' temper, and her joys, sorrows, and sorrows are undisguised on her face.

"It doesn't matter. I had to answer the embarrassed factory director for her.

"Who said it doesn't matter!" Haixiang said fiercely: "Punish you for inviting me to a big dinner!"

"Okay, okay, obey. I smiled bitterly in my heart, but I quickly agreed.

In Ben Cheng, my poor salary is divided into three parts: one is sent to my ex-wife to raise children, one is to accompany my girlfriend to play with petty bourgeoisie, and the rest is my own. Fortunately, at that time, I ate and lived in the factory three times a day, and it didn't cost money, otherwise I would have to go bankrupt.

"That's it!" the factory director sent kindness, "the factory has a treat and picks up the little sister." ”

That meal was eaten at the "East China Sea People's House". The exquisite Wu Shang side dishes are very in line with the taste of the petty bourgeoisie of Haixiang.

Looking at the sea enjoying the laughter during the banquet, I suddenly felt a sad feeling. Haixiang spoke English really well, and we had a good conversation with our foreigner factory director, and we also left each other's phone calls.

The only thing that makes me uncomfortable is that the foreigner may not hide it, while saying that Haixiang is beautiful and sexy, while staring at her delicate face with straight eyes.

Haixiang, speaking English with affection in his eyebrows, that kind of smile is very strange to me. Could it be that the goddess who is reserved and high in front of her buddies has also fallen into the mortal dust? Isn't she just a foreigner, as for it?

I drank in silence with the factory director. Life is like a play, and more often, we ordinary people only have to watch.

After the meal, the foreigner factory director proposed to go to the bar and sit down. Haixiang actually glanced at me, "thanks, Bye bye!"

When I returned to my Shikumen (called the snail house in the north), I was very tempted to look at the sea after drinking. Really, I love Haixiang so much. When I was in Ben Cheng, it took a lot of thought (I didn't know that there were 36 plans for love at that time) and sincerity to catch up.

This pear blossom is really annoying, with a standard height of 1.65 meters, red phoenix eyes, a tall nose bridge, a small mouth, and fair skin with wheat color.

"I'm tired today. Haixiang suddenly and gently refused, "Let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

I thought she was talking about playing, thinking that we have been separated for 4 months, it is impossible not to want to, right?

When I lifted the quilt and tried to undress her, she had a seizure: "Rude! Why are you so inconsiderate?"

After sitting up, she said sadly, "I thought I had found someone who had the ability, but who knows wow!

"I've just settled in, and trust me, I'll be fine soon. I said with some humility.

"The devil believes it!55. Haixiang actually cried: "I said yes to pick me up, but I didn't come, so I waited for you in the community alone for three hours." ”

"Well, it wasn't because of the meeting. I put my arm on her shoulder and patiently explained.

"Lie, the foreigner said that you are all fine at all, and you are still working overtime blindly every day!"

"I swear to God!" Thinking of the rush and grievances in the past few months, I said with a little choked up: "It's really a meeting, I want to pick you up early, and I have a big fight with the manager." ”

"You don't just say go. In Ben Cheng, I think you're a gentleman!"

I know what she said is that in Ben Cheng I found out that a sales manager stationed abroad had embezzled money from sales.

Not only did I not get the reward, but I was criticized by the general manager of the company, a relative of the guy, for losing control of my financial management, and I also had an unshirkable responsibility and wanted to punish me heavily.

In a fit of anger, the buddy "laughed and went out, and the lonely sail was tens of thousands of miles away", and he came to the East China Sea.

"Yes, I want to laugh too, but the salary is okay. "Thinking about the difficulties and hardships of interviews in the past few months, I weakly argued.

I wonder if there is such an axiom in mathematics that dignity is directly proportional to strength (ability)?

"Oh, how much is a month?" Haixiang suddenly turned his head and stared at me warmly and charmingly.

"5,000 yuan! There is also a year-end bonus. I said proudly.

"Alas!" the light in her eyes dimmed instantly, "Look at your little bit of interest, I thought it was 10,000." ”

“------”

I felt a stream of cold water pour into my heart, and I was taken directly by my beloved woman from the not cold autumn to the winter, and it was the Arctic ice field where the wind wailed!

Many times, the cracks in the relationship between us and our lover often appear quietly by inadvertently denying his or her ability. This kind of accusation can even make the other party easily lose the motivation to move on!

Loneliness is terrible! But at least you have self-confidence!

They say, "Women are men's schools!" I wonder if those heinous men are because they have found a bad teacher.

That night felt like it was a long one. In the middle of a dream, the phone rang out of nowhere. Pressing the answer button, I quickly tiptoed out of bed, covered the quilt for Haixiang with his back to me, and walked to the study next door.

"Phone, you're here to bully buddy, too. I whispered. I thought it was the headquarters of the nut country urging the report again.

"What are you talking about? "A heavenly voice came, like the first light before dawn.

"Ah, nothing. "I searched in my mind for a long time, but I couldn't match the audio and video.

"You don't know who I am, do you?"

"Certainly not a stranger!" I said, trying to hide my embarrassment, "either friends or relatives." ”

"Hahaha!" the other party laughed, "You said it was a lover, can't you remember someone's name?"

"I don't speak Mandarin well, I'm talking about relatives, relatives. "I'm not in the mood to ridicule at the moment, I just think there is a nice female voice, let's be silent.

"You're poor, you!" The other party didn't embarrass me, "I'm Yang Yan, didn't bother you, right?"

"Oh, I remember. I tried to be as flat as I could. The superimposed images and voices in my heart in an instant have long summoned the beauty in the microphone to my side in an instant like quantum entanglement. "It's not too late, what are the instructions?"

"It's so strange, don't you dare to give instructions!" Yang Yan must have pouted on the phone, "You didn't come to the party last week, and asked Xiaoguan for your phone number." Do you have time to get together tomorrow and Saturday?"

"Ah, I'm sorry!" I was upset, after all, a beautiful woman took the initiative to call you and asked you out very gently, not all men can enjoy this kind of treatment. "I worked overtime last week, and I will work overtime tomorrow. ”

"Ah, you're so busy!" Yang Yan said regretfully on the phone, but still very understanding, "Then make an appointment next time?"

"Okay. I said helplessly.

"It's okay, it's not like you at all!" Yang Yan didn't give up, "Are you afraid of paying money?" Don't worry, Chu Han and I will come out." ”

"No, that's right. I said with difficulty in my mouth, but in my heart I was admired by Yang Yan's intelligence.

"Alright, alright, let's make an appointment next time. Good night!"

I wasn't allowed to answer, and the phone was hung up.

When I looked back melancholy, I didn't know when Haixiang stood behind me, and she was wearing a nightgown with tears in her eyes.

I hurriedly hugged her and rubbed my hair. "Are you awake? Why are you crying again?"

"Who are you calling?" Haixiang asked while sobbing, "It's a beauty, right?"

"A friend I just met. "I really don't know how to explain it to her jealous.

"Liar, big liar!" Haixiang cried even more, pushed my arms away, and staggered towards the bedroom.

"Haixiang, listen to me. I hurried after her, trying to help her.

"I don't want you to help me!" Haixiang pushed me away.

Alas, the French cousin Napoleon said: Don't wake up the sleeping lion!

Barely standing still, I could only watch her silently.

"When did it start? you and her?" she was so strong that she didn't cry anymore.

"2 months ago, ah, no. "When someone is wronged, I always stammer.

"Did you say that you leaked your mouth?" Haixiang pointed to my nose and crossed his waist, "He lied to me and said that he would be good to me for the rest of his life!"

"It's not what you think!" "I just met her, too!"

"Then do you dare to call her again and say that you have a girlfriend?"

"Hit it!" I said angrily.

The speakerphone was connected for a while before Yang Yan's voice came.

"What's wrong? miss me?" she joked on the phone: "I went to wash up just now, and now I see the phone." ”

"Cake seller!" I felt a chill in my heart, and secretly said that I was going to suffer.

"Who are you?How do you know my old Liu?Why did you seduce him?" Haixiang snatched the phone, feeling that Huanghe was roaring (Haixiang is Qilu's sister paper)!

"Who are you?" Yang Yan asked coldly.

"I'm his girlfriend, the only one!" said Haixiang proudly.

"Hey, I heard that he is divorced, where did he get his girlfriend?" It is estimated that Yang Yan looked confused.

"Liu Dajun, you big liar, you come and tell her who I am in person!" Haixiang handed over the phone, "Let her die of this heart!"

"Yang-yan, she is really my girlfriend Ren Haixiang, who just came from Ben Cheng. "I felt like I had a hard time saying every word.

"Didn't I hear you say that?" Yang Yan's voice was very low, but she could still hear a little loss.

"Ah, I, you, you haven't asked. "It felt like I had cheated on her, but we really didn't have anything.

"Okay, I see, take care. ”

"Well, you too. ”

It's not that you have a chance to get the good things. More often, we can only appreciate it from afar, and maybe when you get old, you can still recall this scenery of life, which is enough!

This is the ordinary life of me, us, most ordinary people!

"Look at your deep affection!" Haixiang snatched the phone again, "I don't care who you are, listen well, don't contact our family Lao Liu again!

"You're too domineering, aren't you!Are you married?" Yang Yan raised the decibel level on the phone, but it was still so pleasant. "I'll also tell you, I want to be nice to the army, see which of us can be with him for the rest of my life!"

The phone hung up, and Haixiang was still angry at it: "What quality? Is it justified to rob someone's boyfriend?" found that he was teased, and his anger burned to me again, "It's all your indiscretion that attracted a cat and a dog!"

"Okay, don't insult people!" I don't know why, my psychology is still a little complacent: "Besides, we really don't have anything, just drank once." ”

What I didn't know was that I had subconsciously hidden a lot of details of my interactions.

"Yo, you're still distressed?" Haixiang cried even louder, "You're a liar!"

"Okay, okay, count me wrong, it's all right?"

"What do you mean it's your fault? It's your fault!"

"Okay, I was wrong, I'm sorry. I hugged Haixiang and said sincerely.

"Hmm", Haixiang stopped crying, "punish you for writing a review! Also, invite me to a big dinner tomorrow!"

"It's all up to you, okay?" I have a big head at writing a review, and no more than 5,000 words is perfunctory and has to be rewritten.

But when I saw that it was very late, and my buddy had to get up early to go to work tomorrow, I hurriedly raised the flag made of white shirts!

"Come", Haixiang threw a wink.

"I'm coming", I flew into bed, "to his mother's work!"

......

At that moment, I no longer bothered about the humiliation and unhappiness in my life, and a powerful courage burst out from the bottom of my heart: I can in this world!