I asked him to come down and drink some hot water, and he got straight out of the tractor and drank the bottle of canned water straight to the bottom.

It seems that he is really tired of working so hard, and I teased him: "Are you still willing to do it?"

He looked at me triumphantly: "Of course, I should be very qualified to be this farmer, right?"

"It's OK, I think it's good, I did a good day. ”

"Actually, I think I'm pretty good, if you think about it, there's a peasant woman, there's a farmer, if there's a few cows, and some springs, if there's a few children, it's a perfect life. ”

I laughed, his ideal is not what I also want, but after all, this is a life, just a small episode in it, not the life of the two of us.

All fantasies can't last, I can make this decision, because he can also go to study because of this week, but he can't drive a tractor for the rest of his life in junior high school.

Later, when the two of us were tired, we sat directly in the field side by side, watching the sunset back to back, watching this beautiful sunset, and slowly experiencing the kind of life that is as quiet as water, and the years are quiet.

At this time, the morning glow is full of sky, and the remnant sun has blood, blowing wave after wave of wheat.

He asked me, "What are you going to grow in your house this year? will you grow corn, sugarcane, wheat or soybeans?"

I said, "No, these are not heavy, we only grow the forage that we feed the cows, because the cattle are a very important breeding for us here, and they are a precious plan for us to get rich here, and the cattle are our ancestors." ”

"I know, you mean you want to plant those forages, specifically for cattle and sheep, wow, I once saw the powerful planting that kind of forage in a TV documentary in a TV movie, and there is really a very beautiful wind and grass cattle and sheep, I was thinking that it must be your home, I finally came to the place to see, really see the real appearance, this is really beautiful. ”

After he said that, he still remembers those words so clearly many years ago, and I was still moved by some emotion.

yes, how young we were then, he wasn't famous, I wasn't married, it was the best of times, it was like those times were gone.

Only the things in the world have never been left to people to choose, and I didn't expect to have too many emotional entanglements with him at that time, and he probably never thought of it at that time.

One day I sat on this sky, talking these inconsequential words back to back, and watching the romantic sunset.

The sun is setting little by little, I feel so melancholy, as if I am about to say goodbye to a past, as if I have to face more future, maybe every day we stay here seems so luxurious, so confused, we can't help but go again, is there a better choice.

It was going to get dark soon.

A star is to be sought from the sky.

We spend our lives with each other, as if all the things in the world have nothing to do with us.

He looked up at the star in the sky.

"Ou Ruoxi knows? In the future, whenever I see the stars in the sky, I will definitely think of today's situation and this scene, and I will definitely think of it for the rest of your life. ”

Yes, who will have a youth, maybe after tomorrow we will be over, and then we will be separated, and then we will each do things on their own life tracks, and tomorrow will be the end of today.

I'm going back on my own journey tomorrow, and although I belong to the same company, the track has changed a lot.

I drove him home on a tractor, and the tractor had no headlights but only one light, so it wasn't very far away, and we drove slowly.

He sat next to me and I were looking at each other's roads, as if the two of us were driving a tractor of fate.

There is a moth under our light has been lingering in the front of the car, lingering, this season is a very cold, there should be no kind of moth, after all, this is a winter, but he has been flying wings, has been constantly hitting the light of our car lights.

In the cold night, this feeling seems to be a little extra bleak, and this so-called is like being broken.

He suddenly squeezed off the scarf on his head, and slept directly on my head gently, as if with a very gentle movement, this scarf was originally my thing, but he took my things and never returned them, and now they are returned to their original owners.

"Ou Ruoxi, I will give you back this scarf, I don't want it, it is very warm and warm, and it has accompanied me through a cold winter. ”

The sound of the tractor consciously clattering, constantly moving forward in the air, bumps all the way, I saw a light in the home from a distance, even if the speed is very slow, I try to drive to the slowest speed, but the car is still moving forward in solid, no matter how slow the speed is still coming to an end.

The road will soon be completed, just as the road between me and him will soon be over by tomorrow.

After dinner in the evening, there was not much chatting about packing luggage, and there was already a tacit understanding between each other.

When we returned to the city on the second day, we didn't go back with the same flight, Fei Yan left before me, and I took the plane three hours later than him, because I had to be very cautious, especially in the entertainment industry, a top traffic star like him, if he appeared at the same time, then he might become an entertainment reporter again.

In the wilderness, we can chat with each other freely, hold each other's hands, hold each other's waists and grandchildren, and we can do a lot of things between couples.

But back in the crowd, back in the city, although we work under the same roof, it is like a thousand mountains and rivers apart.

Since then, the end of the world is at hand.

By the time I got back to work, Lisa had already come back to work, had been discharged from the hospital, and helped me prepare a lot of paperwork that had piled up on my hands, and I was happy to see him discharged from the hospital.

"You think thank you so much, what would I have done without you?"

"What's the big deal, it's just work, if you didn't say I was going to the hospital, I wouldn't be able to stand here and help you deal with so many documents, maybe I would have been over

Finish. ”

"Please, how can it be so exaggerated, you just have a chronic pancreatitis, so the doctor is easy to deal with, and it won't kill you. ”

"Ou Ruoxi, you really don't know, this pancreatitis doesn't hurt, it really can't hurt for a half-life, I really want to roll directly, the disease is not the most important, it can always be cured, but some things will never come back." ”

You looked at me stupidly and worriedly, I knew that he was talking about this terrible thing again, I knew that the relationship in his previous life was very important, but I didn't want to let myself fall into some kind of panic or some kind of emotion because of this matter.

"Please, I don't want to say this again, okay? I just came out of this feeling, and you're provoking me again, do you want me to cry in front of me?"

Lisa waved her hand and said: "Ok, let's not talk about it, there is a magazine, I want to make an appointment, uh, Fei Yan may do some advertising shooting here, and there are a few contracts to sign, you look at him and he said that he is on vacation, even if the other party in Suihua has a very valid saying that they can wait, do you think we can sign a contract for this matter or arrange a schedule to come out." ”

I frowned, I didn't expect this Fei Yan's vacation to be longer than mine, and he didn't have any contact with me after he came back, it seems that he might be hiding somewhere.

"Lisa, let's do it, you call Fei Yan directly, do you see if he is willing to expose these advertisements, if he is willing, then officially go to the contract advertisement. ”

I really didn't want to call him, because even though we were seeing the stars together.

I think of him often, but that doesn't mean we really have a future.

After work, I am very accustomed to calling Luo Jin directly, and afterwards I use this way to tell myself that you have returned to normal life, and the romance between you and Fei Yan has ended.

Luo Jin was very happy: "What's wrong? I finally got this vacation back, are you happy?"

I need a stone to fill the void of that stone in my heart, and now I suddenly understand why some people suddenly get married or do some strange things after falling out of love, in fact, I am not like this now, I am sometimes very selfish, I am using Luo Jin to fill this loneliness of myself.

"Well, not yet, do you have time to come out for dinner?"

Maybe this relationship with Fei Yan often makes me feel suffocated, a feeling of breathlessness, so I want to grasp any irrelevant things, make myself numb, or become as if I just forget these things, so that my life and these things have no time to think.

He asked me, "What would you like to eat today?"

"I want to eat Sichuan food, especially spicy kind. ”

"Ok, I've set a spot, I'll pick you up after work. ”

I suddenly remembered that the food was delicious last time, and asked, "Do you remember the last time you took me to eat egg fried rice?" ”

"But this owner is better at Cantonese food. ”

"Ok, that's Cantonese food. ”

"However, today happens to be a weekend, and I'm not sure if his private food is fully booked, and you don't necessarily have a place where you know that your restaurant is really top-notch. ”

I was a little unrelenting: "No, don't you know that boss, don't you call each other brothers?

He smiled.

"The people who go there to eat are basically friends with the boss, and they are all friends in the rivers and lakes, and they are all considered to have some friendship, but it's rare that you like to eat his food so much, and I must grab this position for you anyway, right?"

Sure enough, he never let me down, and I received a call from him very quickly.

"The things arranged by my girlfriend are on the knife mountain and down the fire, no matter what, I have to do it today, although this table is fully booked, but I still unyieldingly let the boss vacate a villa courtyard for me to eat. ”

I smiled puffily, I really knew that he was completely the kind of person who belonged to the supernatural powers, not to look at his current appearance, I always felt that his ability would not be what I saw.

When we rushed over, it was really a very hot business, there was a row of cars parked in the door, it seems that the people here come to eat here, either rich or expensive, because those cars are basically millions.

The last time I came, it was still dark, and I came in a hurry, so I looked very serious this time, and I saw the small courtyard more clearly.

The decoration here is still so unique, and the rows of palace lamps from this corridor are very delicate, these palace lamps really don't look like they were bought from the outside lighting market, they seem to be made by hand.

It has its own personality, and in this personality you can see that kind of luxury and a kind of artistic appeal.

The boss is still happy, wearing a white tunic to welcome the guests, and he is still full of pride when he sees me coming to see the lights.

"You know, we had a romantic mood, and we didn't put a few lights to highlight that kind of romance, but the last time a guest came to eat with us, he said that the lights were too dim, and he accidentally slipped and fell, so we have reinstalled these lights now, and it won't look like a black shop anymore." ”

I looked at these lamps, and I really couldn't help but ask: "The decoration of this lamp is really beautiful, alas, this is completely an art, it feels purely handmade, it should be unique, not like the kind bought outside." ”

The boss happily immediately shook his head and explained these things to me.

"Miss Ou's vision is really poisonous enough, how can this be bought in the market, this is all taken from the crew, these are brought back when filming the movie, you take a look at it seriously to see if this is the palace lamp that Director Zhang Yimou only had in the 10-sided ambush and dancing, can you see this?"

I took a serious look, and then thought about the part where Zhang Ziyi danced when I didn't shoot it for 10 years, it was indeed able to render the luxury of the palace, otherwise I would be funny.

"Boss, you are really amazing, think about it, when this crew was filming this film, when they were dancing this water show, and it was night, at that time, Takeshi Kaneshiro and Andy Lau were performing this play together, that scene was really very luxurious, no wonder I think these lights are really familiar. ”

The boss was very complacent.

"Miss Ou, your vision is really very powerful, these are indeed these lights made by the crew specifically for the filming of this drama, but because of the huge investment, it is impossible to be perfunctory, each lamp is actually some art after filming in the warehouse, I deliberately stole people to find these lights that they could buy at a price, but even if you have money, you may not be able to buy them, because it has a very memorable experience. ”

It seems that this is indeed the case.

But it also reminds me that this boss has such a deep background, a boss who cooks private dishes, and is actually related to these blockbusters in the entertainment industry, so you can imagine the relationship between this boss.

During the meal, I couldn't help but ask Luo Jin.

"This boss should have a big background, which side of the divine can actually take the lights directly from the crew. ”

"This common man Xiao used to specialize in film art, and he has filmed several big dramas, all of which are specially designed by him for professional photography and art, don't look at him Now he has changed careers to do this, and he may have mixed well in the industry before. ”

"Wow, you said it was that Xiao Qiang!"

I couldn't help but get excited, because of course I'd heard of this name, but in this entertainment industry, he is very famous for art design, and he is very good for a lot of luxurious costumes, including the design of the scene, which is specially made by him, and has won many awards, including the Academy Award.

"Luo Jin, you guys are too powerful, this boss is really Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, he actually opened this private restaurant here, and lived his casual life freely, this is really a very casual and free and easy. ”

Luo Jin looked at me with a smile in his eyes, maybe I was a kind of naivety or a little fan girl I showed in front of him.

"Ou Ruoxi, then do you want to ask the boss to come out and make an autograph for you, or take a photo with you. ”

"This may not be good, others may have quit the film and television industry, and they may disturb other people's lives, isn't it?"

"This is not surprising, because many fans of this place basically know that many people will come here, and they must be used to it. ”

"Ah, that's it, then let it be, if there is, forget it, I don't think it's reluctant. ”

Sure enough, when we were eating, Luo Jin really invited this boss over, I signed with him and took a photo, and I also wrote a lot of words in my notebook, and the words I wrote directly from my heaven were sprinkled.

I accidentally thanked: "Thank you very much. ”

"How can I say this, thank you for liking my work, although I have withdrawn from the film and television industry for so many years, but especially a beauty like you, there are really few skills, you come to be my fan, I really feel very honored. ”

I looked at him like this, and I couldn't help but become emboldened and asked a question.

"Mr. Xiao, I want to ask a question, you have been doing this art for so many years, if you quit now, do you feel that it is a pity, you are now retiring from the torrent, will you feel that there is a kind of miss after quitting this stage?"

"How to say this, for this stage is actually not nostalgic or nostalgic, he is just one of my jobs, but also one of my favorites, I think there are many such stages in life, not necessarily have to stay in a certain stage, will miss a lot of scenery. ”