Xia Zhifei gently let go of her, and she saw that even though Zijin was asleep, the corners of her eyes were still dripping.

Zijin almost cried like a little cat, her face was full of tears, and the mud on her face when she was playing was accidentally following the traces of tears.

But love is as clean as Xia Zhifei, when Zijin was asleep, she did not dislike Zijin's dirty face, on the contrary, she kissed Jin's forehead without disgust.

She didn't know if Xi Shaoxuan was gone now or if he was quietly watching her from a corner, but it didn't matter, Xia Zhifei didn't want to make it difficult for others, so he had to force him to meet with her.

She didn't look for him, she didn't even want to turn her head back, she wiped her tears, and then stubbornly, straightened up and hugged Zijin back home.

It was a long time after Xia Zhifei left, Xi Shaoxuan dared to come out of that dark corner.

His eyes were full of loneliness and bitterness, but he couldn't do anything, he could only comfort himself, and silently said in his heart: I originally came to see Fei Fei, and I was relieved to see that she was fine, why do I care so much useless? I am already divorced, I am free, I am a manly husband, I can't have children, a broken marriage is just a broken marriage, how can I not give up?

But even though he comforted himself like this, he couldn't help but blush, after all, my Feifei is just a weak woman, in the years I have known her, she is always coquettish, always messing around, always making some petty temperament, she always gives me the illusion that she can't live without me.

I am her husband, and I was supposed to shelter myself from the wind and rain with my children, but in the future, I could do nothing but let her, a weak woman, carry everything......

Xi Shaoxuan sighed softly, his heart was dripping uncomfortably, and he found that the corners of his eyes were slightly hot, so he looked up at the sky.

He saw that the sunset had already set in the west, the withered yellow fall accompanied by the blood-colored dusk stretched the entire horizon, the sunset and the lonely bird flew together, the autumn water grew together in the sky, it was not early, and he should go back to the place that belonged to him.

Xi Shaoxuan shook his head, and when no one was paying attention, he quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and turned around and left with a lonely back.

And everything was in full view of Xia Zhifei, who was standing on the second floor, she entered the building But she didn't go home directly, but went to the corridor on the second floor, where there were windows, and standing by the windowsill, you could see everything moving outside.

She bet that Xi Shaoxuan must not have left, he must still be there, so she stood in the corridor on the second floor and waited persistently, she didn't know how long she waited, and finally saw Xi Shaoxuan's figure, she hugged Zijin who was already asleep, looked at Xi Shaoxuan's departing back, and cried silently.

......

After Xi Shaoxuan returned to his rental house, as soon as he entered the door, he collapsed uncomfortably on the ground.

He felt that he had a splitting headache, as if he was haunted by demons, he didn't have any strength to torture, he didn't seem to be able to bear it anymore, he smashed his forehead with his fist uncomfortably, he kept smashing his forehead one punch after another, as if only in this way, he would be sober, but as if doing so, it didn't have any effect, in his mind, frame by frame, scene by scene, all of them were Xia Zhifei's figure.

Xi Shaoxuan laughed and stood up with a shake of his head.

He picked up his phone and went back to the bedroom, rummaged through the address book for a long time, and finally found a string of numbers, which he dialed.

And the person who answered the phone was Ma Guobao, Xi Shaoxuan told him that now he has 60,000 yuan on his body, although it is not enough for his mother's medical expenses, but their family is in trouble, and if he doesn't change his money, he is really not human, he only has so much, so he can only pay him back so much first.

The other party agreed again and again, and he could clearly feel that the other end of the phone was happy as if the money was not something that Xi Shaoxuan should have returned to him, but the rivers and lakes to help him, and it was Xi Shaoxuan who helped him when he was in difficulty.

After Xi Shaoxuan hung up the phone, he put on his clothes and took the 60,000 yuan in cash to the bank not far away, and deposited 60,000 yuan into his account while the bank had not yet gotten off work.

Then he turned back to his rental house, and after some operation, he transferred all the 60,000 yuan to Ma Guobao without blinking an eye.

After this Zhuang heart, and also went to see Xia Zhifei, Xi Shaoxuan seemed to feel that all the stones in his heart had fallen to the ground, and he picked up the wine bottle.

There was still the wine he hadn't finished in the morning, and he poured himself a sip of wine, and the spicy and pungent wine poured into his stomach, and his stomach immediately hurt hot, and he wanted to die uncomfortably.

But Xi Shaoxuan only hurt for a while, and after a while, as if he had recovered, he should eat and drink, pick up the pancakes and fruits that he bought in the morning, which had been cooled, and swallowed them into his stomach.

Xi Shaoxuan didn't care about the taste of the cold pancakes, or that he was just trying to fill his stomach, he didn't care about what he was eating, he didn't mind whether the cold pancakes were delicious or not, and he didn't care if there were any spicy ingredients in the pancakes that should be taboo when taking medicine by himself.

He's just trying to fill his stomach, that's all.

Xi Shaoxuan's eating appearance is very funny, even more ugly than Zhu Bajie eating ginseng fruit, and eating fast, he hasn't eaten well in the past few days, Xi Shaoxuan is too hungry.

The result of gobbling up was that Xi Shaoxuan was choked, burping one after another, he took another sip of wine, and swallowed the food that choked on himself.

The food was stuck in his esophagus, and it felt like a foreign object was stuffed with his **, and the sip of wine was like a pusher, pushing the blocked food into his esophagus.

Finally swallowed.

Xi Shaoxuan exhaled a long breath as if he had been amnestied, but because the wine was not completely swallowed, he choked on another sip of wine, and the spicy wine mixed with his snot and tears flowed down in a handful.

Xi Shaoxuan became more and more uncomfortable, his whole face was unusually spicy and uncomfortable, and after a while, this spicy taste disappeared.

"Whew---- it's so comfortable!" Xi Shaoxuan sighed.

Then he took back the cigarette he had bought in the morning, opened the seal, and took out a cigarette from it and lit it.

He took a hard breath, and in the smoke and mist, as if everything was an illusory existence, his spirit relaxed in an instant, as if even Xia Zhifei's figure in his mind was blurred a lot.

"Heh!" Xi Shaoxuan laughed self-deprecatingly, he was really more and more obsessed with the pleasure of smoking.

In the past, when Xia Zhifei was here, he had to be sneaky if he wanted to smoke, and in the future, no one cared about him anymore.