"Sheng'er, you just had surgery and need to rest. ”

I didn't die, Chu Xing forcibly took me out of Wucheng for surgery.

An operation with a success rate of only one percent.

But Chu Xing said that I was already dying when he arrived at Shi's villa that night, and I was lying on the bed in a white skirt at that time, my face was pale and lifeless, and I would die if I didn't have surgery.

The operation was not a success, but it was not a failure.

At least buy yourself some more time.

Ji Nuan raised her hand and combed the long hair on the side of my ear, I opened my lips with difficulty, she saw me so busy and stopped me and said, "You just woke up, and you still have instruments inserted in your body, and you can't speak for the time being." ”

I blinked in compromise, and heard Ji Nuan say: "We didn't take you away immediately a few days ago, I called Gu Tingchen according to Chu Xing's proposal, and when he came to see you, he thought you were dead, and he cried very sadly, and they also held a funeral, and the lawyer also read out your will." ”

I also had a funeral for me......

Is there no one named Shi Sheng in Wucheng anymore?

When I think of this, my eyes are full of sadness.

Ji Nuan rubbed my stiff arm because he had been lying down for me, and said guiltily: "Chu Xing disguised you as a dead man to punish Gu Tingchen and make him sad and remorseful and full of guilt for the rest of his life, but I ...... Seeing that he was crying silently at the funeral, he finally relented and told him the truth. ”

Crying silently......

I remember that before I fell into a coma, Gu Tingchen came to my house and said sincerely: "During this time, I have been thinking about who I love...... I love the woman I hate. ”

He also said: "Be my Mrs. Gu, we will remarry." ”

I didn't say yes, and he didn't keep it.

Gu Tingchen finally decided to marry Wen Ruyan.

I pursed my lips and asked with difficulty, "Don't you hate?"

My voice was unusually hoarse.

Gu Tingchen put Ji Nuan in prison for Wen Ruyan before, and the days inside must be like years, but she didn't expect her to repay her grievances with virtue and actually told Gu Tingchen the news that I was still alive.

"I hate him. Ji Nuan paused, gently rubbed my arm and said: "I hated him all the time in prison, hated him for shielding Wen Ruyan, hated him for bullying my best friend, but all the hatred disappeared when he knelt in front of your grave and cried." ”

Ji Nuan couldn't bear to say: "I love Chen Chusheng so fearlessly, I understand the pain of losing my beloved, and seeing Gu Tingchen like that is like seeing my former self." ”

Ji Nuan said that Gu Tingchen cried for me heartbreakingly, I couldn't imagine that cold man's emotional appearance before, let alone his sincerity when he cried in front of everyone in front of my grave.

This kind of Gu Tingchen is really distressing.

I closed my eyes tiredly, and heard Ji Nuan ask me, "Do you still love him?"

I opened my lips and said hoarsely, "Love." ”

My love for Gu Tingchen has been nine years, this kind of relationship can not be erased in a moment, and now this ending is another kind of fulfillment, wishful thinking is willing to gamble and lose.

Ji Nuan asked with concern: "Then will you go back to Wucheng after you are well?"

I asked her in frustration, "Who am I when I go back?"

Ji Nuan suddenly hesitated: "Sheng'er, there is one thing I've been thinking about for a long time, and I've been hesitating to tell you whether to tell you, but I'm afraid that you won't be able to accept this result...... But I want you to know the truth. ”

I asked her suspiciously, "What truth?"

I've all died once, what's the result I can't accept?

She said solemnly: "Gu Tingchen has an elder brother named Gu Lanzhi. ”

It may have been that I had just awakened, and my consciousness was very blurry and my head was heavy.

"I know about it. I said.

Ji Nuan looked at me with pity and said, "They are twins, they look exactly the same." ”

I looked at her in astonishment and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Nine years ago, you didn't meet Gu Tingchen. ”

It was dark in front of me, and I only heard Ji Nuan calling my name.

At the moment, my mind is empty, and I can't think about anything.

It's really hard to understand what Ji Nuan meant by what he said.

It took me a long time to understand what it meant.

......

I have a secret hidden in my heart-

I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years.

When he was young, he often followed him.

When he was older, he finally became his wife.

Nine years, I unswervingly guarded that man for nine years.

With a nervous, cautious posture guarding that crush.

Even if he doesn't give me love, even if he doesn't have the slightest pity.

I still stayed by his side without hesitation.

Because my love is pure,

So far, this is the only one in my life.

But now Ji Nuan tells me that the man I love who is as gentle as the breeze and the moon has never been him.

The so-called memories, the so-called deep feelings, were mistakes from the beginning.

The thought of this makes my heart feel densely painful.

I went into the emergency room again, and after I woke up again, Chu Xing appeared in the ward, seeing my sad appearance, he stroked my head with his palm, and asked softly in a soft voice: "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"

Am I in tears?!

I still remember the first time I saw 'Gu Tingchen', I still remember the warm tone and softly calling me a little girl, and I still remember the song he played for me in the classroom - the street where the wind lives.

The memories between me and him are very pitiful, but I cherish them very much.

Like a treasure, hold it tightly on the tip of your heart.

But now someone told me, "Nine years ago, you didn't meet Gu Tingchen. ”

If the man who called my little girl that year was really not Gu Tingchen!!

Isn't my three-year-old Mrs. Gu and all these tortures a joke?

Haven't all those loves of mine been deceiving themselves?!

The pain in my heart was hard to let go, I shook my head and didn't know what to do, as if my heart had been cut out of a huge hole, and there were streams of blood flowing inside, and this truth was indeed a result that was more unbearable than death.

Seeing that I kept crying, Chu Xing was so distressed, he hugged me in his arms with red eyes, and coaxed me softly: "Don't be afraid of Sheng'er, you're fine, the doctor said you'll get better, as long as we have enough time, as long as you listen to me well and recuperate, everything will be fine!"

I shouted at a loss, "Brother." ”

I couldn't stop the tears, Chu Xing wiped them for me and said, "I'm here." ”

Life seemed to have lost all meaning, I grabbed his arm tightly, and remembered that when the snow fell that night, that 'Gu Tingchen' gently tied a scarf to me and called me a little girl......

He was the man I actually met nine years ago.

I softened in Chu Xing's arms and said, "I want to go back to Wucheng." ”