If Gu Lanzhi was the man who played the piano music and called me a little girl nine years ago, then the next time I met him after I separated was the familiar back I saw outside Ji Nuan's Maomao Teahouse.

It's as profound as it was many years ago, overlapping with the warm man in my memory.

At that time, Ji Nuan also asked me, "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"

I don't want to cry, but I've followed that back for nine years,

It's something that flows in my blood and is engraved in my bones.

It's the only covetousness I have left in this world.

I vividly remember that after the concert that night, I got up in a panic and went backstage to look for him, but I found nothing, I was so disappointed that I left the music hall unwillingly.

When I walked slowly on the street with high heels, a long figure suddenly dragged out of the ground in front of me, and I was surprised to look up and hear him smile and say, "Little girl, you follow me again......"

At that time, 'Gu Tingchen' was the man I really loved in my heart.

He was there waiting for me that night.

It was also on that night that I called him Gu Tingchen.

He knew I had recognized the wrong person, but he didn't correct me.

He knew I was waiting for him, but he never explained it to me.

He is gentle, but he is also cold and cruel.

......

The weather in Wucheng has always been rainy, and the day I came back was also gloomy, and Chu Xing revoked my death report before I returned to Wucheng, which means that the will I made has not yet taken effect.

Although the Shi family is in the hands of Gu Tingchen, it is still my company in name.

But I don't care, I didn't come back to fight with Gu Tingchen or anything.

I just stubbornly wanted an answer.

I want to meet Gu Lanzhi.

I want to talk to him.

It is regarded as cutting off his nine-year followership.

But how can nine years of obsession be cut off?!

I dragged my suitcase to the outside of the airport, and as soon as I got in the car, I received a call from Ji Nuan.

After my condition stabilized after the operation, Ji Nuan went to Chen Chusheng with confidence, I don't know what the state of the two of them is now, but I noticed that Ji Nuan is much happier than before.

She asked me in a worried tone, "Sheng'er, how are you doing now?"

I stayed in the hospital for two months in S City, and my condition improved, although the tumor was not completely eliminated, and it was even in danger at any time, but the doctor said that I can live for a year or two longer.

And as long as I get the treatment well, I can survive until they come up with a new drug to cure my disease.

I didn't feel too relieved and said, "It's good, at least there's hope." ”

After hesitating for a while, Ji Nuan said worriedly: "Chu Xing said that you went back to Wucheng. ”

I reached for the skirt inside my coat and replied, "Well, just arrived at the airport." ”

Ji Nuan asked clearly, "Are you going to find Gu Tingchen or him?"

In Ji Nuan's mouth, he was referring to Gu Lanzhi.

I was speechless and didn't know how to answer her.

Then Ji Nuan asked me a fatal question, "Sheng'er, you married Gu Tingchen three years ago because you recognized the wrong person, and you think that he is the man you love deeply, although this truth is very cruel, but it is Gu Tingchen who has really been with you for three years and has a relationship with you." ”

Ji Nuan paused, and said word by word: "Even before you know the truth, all you pretend to be Gu Tingchen in your heart, have you ever thought about whether you love the Gu Lanzhi nine years ago or the Gu Tingchen who has been with you for three years, hurt you for three years, and made you taste the pain of love?"

Ji Nuan asked me, who do you love......

My love seems to have been split in half with a knife.

She asked so suddenly that I couldn't answer the question.

Ji Nuan's voice came from the other side of the distance, and he said clearly: "Gu Lanzhi's appearance in your life can be said to be a flash in the pan, and his appearance may be arranged by fate to let you know Gu Tingchen! Sheng'er, I can see that you like the man with flesh and blood in front of you." ”

Ji Nuan's words hit my heart, I had never thought about these questions before.

Because this is a question that I still can't figure out.

If it is really as Ji Nuan said, then what is the purpose of my return to Wucheng?

But my heart told me that I must go back to Wucheng.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be light-hearted and said, "I have my own considerations. ”

After thinking about it, I asked curiously, "Why do you keep saying good things for Gu Tingchen?"

Ji Nuan's revenge with virtue seems to be too much.

When I asked like this, Ji Nuan said with some embarrassment: "I'm worried about you." ”

It should be that he was afraid that I would ask something, Ji Nuan hung up the phone in a hurry.

After hanging up the phone, I kept thinking about what Ji Nuan said, these questions are unavoidable to me, I haven't found a correct answer myself, and no one can answer me.

An hour later, the car stopped at the door of Shijia's villa, I dragged my suitcase and got out of the car to see the man standing at the door stunned, and subconsciously asked, "Gu Tingchen, why are you here?"

The man in front of me was wearing a white shirt with a black tie tied between the collars, and a string of polished beads hanging from his white wrists, which I remember he had not worn before.

At this moment, he looked at me with a faint light, quenching the soft light, as if a deep vortex absorbed me into it, and indulged in it.

After a long time, he frowned and asked in an unfamiliar voice, "Do you know me?"

I looked at him in amazement, "You don't know me?"

He gave me a cold look, then turned and left.

Looking at his departing back, my heart was full of disbelief, and I hurriedly called Chairman Gu.

The latter was surprised when he received my call and shouted, "Sheng'er, I didn't expect you to contact me......"

Chairman Gu was not surprised at all that I was still alive, after all, Chu Xing released my news before I returned to Wucheng, and the Gu family, as a big family, was very sensitive to these things.

What's more, the Shi family has not really reached their hands yet.

"I just met Gu Tingchen. I said.

He was surprised and asked, "Have you met?"

I was confused and said, "Well, he doesn't know me." ”

Chairman Gu thought for a while and explained: "After he came back from your funeral, he stayed in the hospital for a while, and then someone mentioned the name Shi Sheng in front of him, he would ask who it was, we noticed that something was wrong and took him to the hospital for examination, and the doctor said that Tingchen's current condition is selective amnesia." ”

So, forget me alone, right?

It was a joke that I recognized the wrong person three years ago.

Now Gu Tingchen has forgotten me......

I'm just a joke of jokes.

Do you care?!

I don't care, I really don't care.

But there is a faint loss in my heart.

"Oh, I see. ”

I was about to hang up the phone, but Chairman Gu hurriedly said, "They are not married. ”

I subconsciously asked, "What?"

He said anxiously: "Tingchen and Shen Ruyan are not married. ”

Whether they got married or not had much to do with me.

"Oh, I want to ask you about someone. ”

Chairman Gu asked, "Well, who?"

"Where is Gu Lanzhi?"