Since then, I have become a busy person. Going to work, working overtime, studying, staying up late, and insomnia have become the norm in my life.

When I come home every day after work, I feel like a different person. I suddenly became mature and sensible, and I became a filial and sensible girl in the eyes of my parents.

Shiyin has finally found a good family, and finally waited for this day, Teacher Fan Hong would be happy if she knew that these two children were together!"

The mother was so happy when she saw the change in her two daughters.

In the evening, my mother set up a table of good dishes for the first time. A family of four sat around the courtyard, and the parents poured wine for each other, and the whole family enjoyed themselves.

"Alas, the children's business is still worry-free, but in our store, business is becoming more and more difficult to do! Several vegetable shops are facing closure. Wang's sister-in-law said that her store could not sell thousands of yuan a day. She suggested that the counter area of the store be replanned and adjusted, and I have a lot of worries here!"

"Don't listen to Sister-in-law Wang crying poor, she wants to get you more subsidies, she thinks so beautiful! I think it's better to change the store manager!"

"Mom, don't worry, tell me about it!" Seeing that their old couple was unhappy for the sister-in-law I knew, I was obligated to mediate.

Before I could mediate a clue, my mother turned to my life's events: "Caiyun, don't worry about adult affairs." When you go to work, you need to find a boyfriend in the company, you don't have to be as good as Dr. Yu, find a good ...... I heard that the IT man is reliable......"

My parents seem to have forgotten the days when I was injured at home, it's really good that the scar forgets the pain!

"I don't want to look for it!Sister, how is the big matter between you and Brother Yu?"

Although I don't want to know anything about Shiyin and Yu Yifan, I hope that my parents will shift the conversation to Shiyin, and it is better to ignore me.

"We, we want to get married!" Shi Yin took over in time.

"Getting married, so early!" I was surprised, even though it was expected.

"It's not early! they're both young!" the parents were overjoyed.

"Well, it's just been too busy lately. Everything is going smoothly in the matter of poverty alleviation. In the first batch of our employment co-training program with Min University, 500 'red button' nurses from poor families were delivered. These little girls are so beautiful and so angry in their nurses' uniforms!"

"It's a pity that our family Caiyun didn't have such a good opportunity at the beginning, otherwise, if you have a skill, you don't have to work so hard now!"

My mother turned the subject back to me and looked at me distressedly. It seems that because I don't have a skill, I have become a difficult person to find a partner.

"Mom, I'm still young! I'll talk about it when my sister gets married. ”

"Five hundred? Isn't that half a playground of women's soldiers?" I asked curiously.

"No problem, Guangfulian Hospital, as well as the health and elderly care center that is being invested, all need professional medical staff. Mingyueju's family doctor has signed a contract, and more than 50 percent of it has also been achieved, and we also need people! We have just jointly published a high-grade international paper, and we are really good together!"

Shi Yin's face flashed with the brilliance of love.

I try to make my life enjoyable and not allow myself to have a little free time to think about it.

Gradually, I became a workaholic.

Except for Hu Shu, I was always the first to arrive at the company early. It's overwork, everyone is gone, and I'm still buried in overtime.

But no matter how busy I am, every day after work, I will leave a message to Mai Tian, saying even one sentence to him: "Today, I'm tired, pat me!" "I'm so annoying, comfort me!" "I'm so beautiful today, praise me!" "I've completed a new plan, worship me quickly!"

Whenever I have such an emotional need, no matter how busy Mai Tian is, he will give me a hug symbol, or a word of comfort, or a humorous joke.

My "catcher in the crop" is my soulmate. He seems to be my small speaker, open at any time, and you can hear his response at any time.

My work, my emotions, my mood, Mai Tian has always been an enlightener who treats me gently. He listened patiently to me, and it was only after listening to his encouragement that I had the courage to go home and face my night.

I am grateful for the wheat field. I once asked him, "Why do you know me so well that you seem to have roundworms in my stomach?"

He said, "Don't you believe in fate? Some people are destined to be together." ”

He asked me again, "Have you decided when you want to see me?"

I said: "If we can, I hope we are such intimate netizens, we can meet online at any time, I resist seeing the light die." ”

So he said, "Okay, as long as you are doing well, I am willing to wait for you online until you have a happy home offline!"

What a warm and piercing word.

Will I still have my own home? I don't think I will be as lucky as Shiyin.

I leaned down on the table, thinking about the wheat field. I knew it wasn't early, so I turned off all the power and lights and got ready to go home.

But I saw a figure in the room, huddled tremblingly.

I walked over in disbelief: "Lin Dan, is that you?"

She didn't look back at me, she just said to herself, "What should I do? What should I do?

If it's really Lin Dan with red eyes, she doesn't know how long she's been crying here!

"Director Gu, although we don't usually interact much, and there are some conflicts, I'm not a bad woman, don't have an opinion on me. I'm not a bad woman......"

Lin Dan repeated repeatedly, and for a moment, she couldn't see that she was usually full of energy, and she only looked haggard and languished when she was bright and capable.

I walked up to her, leaned down and took her hand, I held her head and held her in my lap.

I said, "Lin Dan, please believe me, I have always been grateful to you! You are my first guide in the ladder company." I also admire you, I have no contradiction with you. If you have any difficulties, you tell me, maybe it will be better to say it. ”

I believe that any individual who sees her fragile at this moment will comfort her in this way.

"Thank you, you are such a person who does not hold grudges! But how young you are, you have never experienced anything, how can you understand my sadness? The sadness of a married woman! If you want me to give up my family, I just can't do it! My husband forced me to divorce, this thing without conscience! I can't believe it, they are so deceitful that it breaks my heart, it breaks my heart!"

At this moment, Lin Dan had forgotten that I was the handyman she looked down on, she only regarded me as a stranger, her listener.

Then she sobbed and told me that her husband had filed for divorce from her, confessing to her that he had always loved a married woman. When he knew the woman when he was fifteen, she was already the mother of a two-year-old child.

He had always loved her deeply, and although she had a crush on him, she had always treated him like a brother. Until he and Lin Dan became a family, he thought that he would forget her when he got married, but now that the woman is divorced, he finally sees hope again, and he has been thinking about that woman.

Now, more than ten years later, that woman is already the mother of a fifteen-year-old child, a middle-aged woman!

"How stupid he is! How shameful he is! He actually has the face to confess! I really can't bear it! Am I not as good as a middle-aged ugly woman? What did I do wrong? I begged him, I did everything I could! Is there still a woman in the world who is so cheap as me? I have simply disgraced our women's face!"

"I begged him to change his mind, and he actually loved an old woman who didn't love him with all his heart! In that case, why didn't he tell me in the first place? Why did he marry me? Why did he think about her after marrying me? Why, could he not love his children for her? Should I live with a shell like this for the rest of my life......

Lin Dan was incoherent and heartbroken.

Her words were like a sharp cone, and they stung me faintly. For a moment, I seemed to feel that she in front of me was Xiao Yeqing, who was once heartbroken.

Did Xiao Yeqing also think the same way about Shen Yiwei in the past? Did she have a love and hatred for him? Since the last time she took Ming Ming to see me together, we haven't seen each other for a long time.

"How small you are, you may not understand anything about emotional things, you will never understand me, understand me!"

Lin Dan looked at me disappointedly. He turned his head helplessly.

I really don't understand?

How many times after work breaks, female colleagues discuss feelings, love, and family affection together, in which Lin Dan always talks about how considerate her husband is to her first love, and listens to her happily describe the loving life of their husband and wife.

When they talked about trying to get me into the League, I always said to them, "Spare me, I don't understand this! I'm a celibate!"

"Celibate!" these are the words that Yu Yifan once rejected me, but it has no effect on Shiyin!

They always stuck out their tongues at me, and looked at me like an ascetic on a business trip with a cross-bag to examine and become a workaholic, and they even said: "Director Gu's eyes only have hygiene and work, no sex and love!"

This often elicits laughter even from male colleagues.

Yes, I don't understand, I'd rather I don't!

Because I am indeed an emotionally retarded person, I fell in love with Shen Yiwei by mistake, and I fell in love with Yu Yifan again and again! I am not qualified to talk about feelings.

Lin Dan was still telling me, she said to me: "I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled! I can't compare to a middle-aged woman, I must make him change his mind! I can't let you see jokes!"

Then she stood up strong and pushed me away: "Don't comfort me pretendically, I know you hate me to death! Don't you like Hu Shu? Why are you so hardworking? Do you think I don't know your purpose? Just go and confess to him, Mr. Hu likes people like you who work hard for him." ”

"I don't like Mr. Hu!" I denied her suspicions, but she couldn't listen.

"I might as well tell you the truth, Mr. Hu did chase me before. But don't worry, that's a thing of the past, I don't mean anything to him now, really not at all, I only have my husband and children in my heart, how much I love them!"

"I gave everything for this family! When I met my husband, he was a student as simple as a blank sheet of paper, and it must have been that slut who seduced him. I don't like Hu Shu for a long time, I don't like his commercial spirit! I'm just a part-time worker, if you like him, you have to be bold and magnify, don't pretend you don't understand anything!"

She was crying and laughing as she got up to go home, and I wanted to help her, because I felt like she was almost going to fall down several times. But each time she pushed me away so hard that it was like I was covered in thorns.

At this time, how can I deal with her? I forcibly swiped her card and left the company.

When I was sending Lin Dan out of the elevator, I said to her, "Let's have a good talk with that woman face to face, after all, everyone is a woman." ”

She nodded noncommittally at me.

Then she said to me, "Director Gu, please keep it secret for me, I don't want anyone to know!"

How can you believe that the misty clouds in front of you are sorrowful for eternity, the golden beast with a rui brain, the curtain is swept by the west wind, and the little woman who is thinner than the yellow flower is Lin Dan, the iron lady of the cloud ladder!

The despair and grief in her weeping eyes were so sincere that now she seemed to be her closest friend.

I nodded solemnly, and she straightened up and went with confidence.