The street where the wind lives –

In fact, the wind did not live here, or stayed, he just passed by, when you and I were young, swept away our time, you left here after such a gust of wind, and I have been waiting in the same place, but the wind is gone.

I waited in the same place for nine years, and the once determined youth, the sure love, seems to be a joke today.

I love the wrong person and my whole life is a joke.

The familiar melody rang in my ears, lingering in my mind over and over again like in a dream, and I sighed and stood up.

The moment I stood up, the music stopped abruptly, and the man's gaze fell on me accurately through countless audiences, and the eyes were clear and faint, and I seemed to really see the mercy that Gu Tingchen said from it.

I smiled calmly, and at this moment, Ji Nuan and Yu Luoluo in the first row both looked at the back with puzzled eyes.

When he saw me, Ji Nuan hurriedly got up and came over to look for me.

I looked at Gu Lanzhi calmly, he suddenly played this piece again, and I left the concert hall in a hurry.

Ji Nuan followed me out and asked, "Why are you here?"

I pointed to the advertisement at the door and explained with a smile: "I wanted to listen to music on a whim, but I didn't expect to meet him......"

Ji Nuan knew my affairs and understood my feelings very well, she reached out and hugged me and said, "It's going to be fine." ”

Remembering that Chen Chugang had just left her side, I gently patted her on the shoulder and said, "Everything will be fine." ”

I don't know if this sentence is comforting her or herself.

Ji Nuan suddenly said, "Come with me." ”

"Well, Chen Chu hasn't contacted you all this time?"

The March wind was slightly cool, I tightened my clothes and heard Ji Nuan's calm tone say: "No, I don't want to worry about him anymore, I don't like this feeling of gaining and losing...... Chen Chuta...... I thought that love could overcome everything, but I could never overcome the inferiority complex in his heart, and we just lost in reality. ”

From sweetness to happiness to reality, it was only a few months, Ji Nuan was willing to give up everything to accompany Chen Chu, but that man could never live the so-called self-esteem in his heart.

I can understand, I can understand that the sense of humility that exists in front of the people I love cannot be easily erased.

Ji Nuan understood his humility, so she didn't go to him this time, because it would be useless to find him.

She can't convince that man, just like she can't convince and forget him, everyone has different obsessions in their hearts.

"How can you give up so easily if you love vigorously? Ji Nuan, you and Chen Chu, the two of you are at least in love. ”

I don't even know who I love.

And Gu Lanzhi doesn't love me at all.

Besides, Gu Tingchen lost his memory, and it was impossible for him to love me.

And the faith nine years ago was crumbling, and my heart began to slowly lean towards Gu Tingchen three years ago.

"Sheng'er, love doesn't solve everything. ”

Me: "......"

The two of us walked down the alley, and it was about half an hour before I remembered that the car was still parked in front of the concert hall.

When Ji Nuan and I returned the same way, we saw Gu Lanzhi and Yu Luoluo at the door, and Yu Luoluo saw Ji Nuan and hurriedly shouted with a smile: "Senior Sister Ji, your bag is still with me." ”

Ji Nuan hurriedly went over and took it in his hand and said thank you.

Yu Luoluo shook his head and said, "You're welcome." ”

Then she glanced at the Rolls-Royce parked on the side of the road, and asked me expectantly, "Sister Shi Sheng, we don't drive, it's remote and it's not easy to take a taxi here, can you send me and my eldest brother home?"

This proposal is not excessive.

I have no reason to refuse.

I looked at the man who had been silent, put my hands in my pockets and asked, "Do you want to go home?" ”

Gu Lanzhi nodded, the black hair on his forehead swayed slightly in the wind, and he said in a polite tone: "Miss Shi, it's troublesome." ”

I shook my head and said, "It's fine." ”

Then I looked at Ji Nuan and asked, "Do you want to go back to Shi's house with me?"

Hearing this, Ji Nuan hurriedly shook his head and refused: "Your villa is too big, I'm not used to living there, you can send me back to my own home." ”

Although Ji Nuan lived in the town with Chen Chu for a few months, she had a house in the city and had certain economic conditions, while Chen Chu had nothing.

Plus the man values his self-esteem......

I suddenly felt that he was not suitable for Ji Nuan.

After all, the right love lasts longer.

Love doesn't solve everything.

Including the gap in reality.

If Chen Chu wants to really walk with Ji Nuan without barriers, unless he wants to make changes and become stronger.

I think of the man with clear eyes......

I suddenly felt that he had a plan for himself.

He may just be away temporarily.

......

Ji Nuan is the closest here, I'll send her home first.

Then came the gloom.

Yes, Gu Lanzhi insisted that I send her home.

Even if Yu Luoluo kept flattering: "It's so late, brother, can you let me go home with you?"

Gu Lanzhi didn't say anything, I thought about it and hesitated and asked, "Do you want her to come with you?" ”

His voice was undoubted: "Miss Shi, send her back home." ”

I suddenly understood a little bit of his desperation.

As a last resort, I will send Yu Luoluo home first.

I didn't drive too close, parked two hundred meters away from Gu's house, got out of the car with a pouting and reluctantly followed us to say goodbye, I answered her with a smile on my face.

She sighed and said, "Goodbye, brother." ”

Gu Lanzhi hummed lightly.

Yu Luoluo looked at him in frustration, and then looked at me, and his eyes revealed a touch of imperceptible unwillingness.

I know what she's thinking.

After all, there were two people sitting in the car......

At least in her eyes, I was a threat.

The little girl's mind is really very simple.

I grinned and said, "Luoluo, goodbye." ”

I started the car and left, and I didn't ask Gu Lanzhi's address, but I vaguely remembered the community where I sent him back last time.

Because there was only me and Gu Lan in the car, I saw his eyes staring at me through the rearview mirror, I retracted my gaze in horror, hid the panic in my heart and asked, "Mr. Gu, do you have a concert next?"

"Gu Lanzhi. He said.

I subconsciously asked, "Huh?"

"Little girl, call me Gu Lanzhi. ”

When no one is around, he calls me a little girl.

"Oh, well, good. ”

I seemed too nervous.

"I didn't have a recital scheduled, and today I remembered it on the fly. He said in a warm voice, "Thank you for coming to my recital, the street where the wind lives...... Given to you. ”

Wind inhabited streets......

And he said, Give it to you.

The voice is low and lingering.

My heart trembled uncontrollably.

I can't describe the feeling...... It's like the scene when I first met, like the time when I was young, like I waited nine years for a little response from that person.

Even the absence of love can make me ecstatic.

I don't like you anymore......

The text message I sent the day before yesterday shattered instantly.

My heart tells me,

I like him very, very much.

I love him who used to play the piano for me,

I like him who calls my little girl.

Even if I just felt that my faith was crumbling,

Even if I thought my heart was leaning on Gu Tingchen.

But as long as he says a word,

A word that is not sweet,

The dam I hold on to will collapse.

yes, how can you give up so easily?

How could it be so easy to give up on him?

I can't, but I can't get close.

Because I'm a person who doesn't even have health.

My love will only be a burden to him.

Besides, he doesn't have me in his heart.

It doesn't have to be that I love him, he has to love me.

I swallowed the bitterness in my heart and said, "Thank you." ”

I heard him play this tune outside the classroom nine years ago, and it was the night I asked him.

Nine years later, I also heard him play in concerts.

I even heard him play in that classroom again......

Did he play it all because of me?

The car was moving at a turtle speed, Gu Lanzhi was silent and didn't like to talk much, so I didn't bother him anymore.

He and I couldn't coexist in the same space, because my heart was beating wildly in my chest, but luckily it was there soon.

I parked the car at the entrance of the community, he opened the door and got out of the car, and just as I was about to leave, he said softly, "Little girl, let's talk?"

Although it is a question, it is full of affirmation.

I pursed my lips and looked at him through the car window.

This man is clear, gentle, and incomprehensible.

I wanted to refuse, but he bent down slightly and whispered in my ear, "I know what you mean to me, some things should have been made clear nine years ago, but I've put it off until now...... I'm sorry little girl, but I came too late to hurt you so much. ”

His meaning was clear, and for a moment, I stared at him with moist eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "What do you mean?"

"Little girl, would you like to be with me?"