Chapter 43: Is Life Okay?
The little girl's love finally waited for a response.
The chaos in her heart finally waited for his salvation, but she didn't have the courage to step out now.
——
yes, I don't have that courage.
The man in front of me had clear eyes, and my mind was invisible in front of him, and he knew from a long time ago that I liked him.
In the depths of my memory, I will never forget his words, "Little girl, why do you keep following me?"
"Because...... I like you. ”
Because I like him.
At this moment, he stood in front of me, and asked in a warm voice, "Little girl, would you like to be with me?"
I think I desperately want to be with him.
Nine years ago, I thought so.
But now it's too late.
My original idea of returning to Wucheng was not to be with him, I just wanted to find him......
Find the one you really like.
I lowered my eyes and asked, "You like me?"
He probably didn't expect me to ask this question, so he hesitated for a moment, and then said calmly, "Well, you're the only girl I like." ”
He was dressed in a regular performance attire, a black suit and a white shirt, and he was tall, and he seemed to be very powerful, and he seemed to be able to completely control me.
This feeling was only given to me by Gu Tingchen in bed.
Yes, Gu Tingchen was particularly domineering in bed, and he completely controlled me by pressing me under him.
At that time, I didn't like it, but I didn't express my opinion.
It's unbearable, it's willing to bear it in the face of the person you like.
Because I thought I loved it then......
The only person who is deeply touched by self-righteous feelings is himself.
I opened the door and got out of the car and asked, "Come with me?"
Gu Lanzhi nodded, there is a river near the community, I walked in front, and he suddenly reached out and held my palm.
The temperature of his palm was hot, in contrast to his person, and I moved my fingers but was still reluctant to pull it out.
He held my hand and walked by the river, and I hung my head slightly and followed him obediently, thinking about how to refuse him, after all, I couldn't be with him now.
For one, I was his brother's ex-wife.
It was the woman his brother slept with.
Let's not say that I don't agree with it, just say that Chairman Gu, although he treats me very well, he will not allow such a thing to happen.
What's more, his mother supports him and Yu Luoluo together.
She definitely wouldn't want to see her second daughter-in-law become her eldest daughter-in-law.
Yu Luoluo is right, this matter is messed up.
It's against common sense for me to be with him.
Second, I don't have a healthy body.
I could leave this world at any time.
I am not qualified to love and be loved.
Third, Gu Tingchen will definitely stop us!
Fourth, and more importantly, I just asked him if he likes me? He hesitated, maybe he still doesn't know whether he treats me with love or the pity that Gu Tingchen said.
After all, no one can believe that a man who is arrogant, indifferent and not good at love in everyone's eyes would like a little girl who has never met a few times.
I really thought he was taking pity on me.
And he himself said that I was pathetic.
But pitiful is pitiful.
At least a response.
But I don't accept that response.
The two of us walked for more than ten minutes, and I finally didn't have to follow behind him, and I didn't have to look at his back anymore.
I pursed my lips and said with difficulty and reluctance: "There is no future between the two of us. ”
Hearing this, he tightened my hand, looked at me with a slightly heavy eye, he raised his other hand and gently rubbed my head, and reassured: "I know your worries, but if you are willing to be with me, I will solve those troubles." ”
I tried to rub his palm, but I held back.
"You can't solve those things. ”
"Believe me, Shi Sheng. ”
His voice was firm.
It was the first time he had called my name in its entirety.
"Gu Lanzhi, I don't like you anymore. ”
I rejected him with these words.
He pursed his lips, and what he wanted to say was silent after all.
He was holding my palm at the moment, and suddenly reached out and took me into his arms, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, little girl. ”
I rested my chin on his shoulder, and I saw Yu Luoluo and another man who looked exactly like him.
The man was looking at me indifferently at the moment.
I blinked and asked, "Why are you apologizing?"
"It's me who showed up too late and made you suffer so many grievances, this time I'll wait for you, and when you're willing, come back to me, this time I'll wait for you in the same place, can I do it for a lifetime?"
Gu Lanzhi said that he was willing to wait for me for the rest of his life.
My nine years changed his life.
These words fell on the ears of the two people not far away, word by word, and Yu Luoluo's face turned pale in an instant.
And Gu Tingchen's expression was still indifferent.
No matter what happens, he has a kind of imminence before the collapse of Mount Tai, even if the person holding me is his brother.
Gu Lanzhi let go of me, he turned sideways and saw Gu Tingchen and them, but his expression was faint, as if he didn't see the two of them, he calmly said goodbye to me and left.
As soon as Gu Lan left, Yu Luoluo hurriedly ran over to follow him, and now only me and Gu Tingchen are left here.
I put my hands in my pockets and asked him with a smile, "Yu Luoluo was afraid that something would happen to me, so he pulled you over to save the scene?"
Gu Tingchen was wearing a black coat, he came to my side in a few steps, and said sarcastically: "He gave you what you wanted, why did you refuse him? Why can't you get past the level in your heart?"
I was curious and asked, "Where is my heart?"
"The woman who used to be me conceived a child for me. ”
Me: "......"
I didn't bother to talk to him and turned to look for my car.
Gu Tingchen followed me without saying a word, and when I saw the car, he suddenly asked me a question, "Why did you reject him......?
I said quickly, "Fake." ”
"Then why reject him?"
Gu Tingchen got to the bottom of the matter, and I didn't know what answer he wanted to get, so I blocked him with his words and said, "You just said that I once conceived a child for you as your woman, and I don't have a healthy body...... Gu Tingchen, he is such a perfect man who deserves a better woman. ”
He whispered, "Then don't provoke him!"
"I didn't provoke him. I said.
"Flies don't bite seamless eggs, if you hadn't given him the illusion that he could have said those words?"
Gu Tingchen said coldly: "Shi Sheng, you said that you don't have a healthy body, so don't harm others and torture each other with me." ”