At the foot of Lingyin Temple, Yu Yifan and I were on a stone bench in an evening pavilion, talking to each other.

"I'll say I'm sorry to you first, on behalf of myself and on behalf of Shiyin. You've been waiting for us to apologize to you, haven't you? We've been busy lately, and we've been unable to find the right time, and we've been delaying until now. ”

Yu Yifan opened his mouth and apologized to me first, he represented him and Shiyin, which was really unexpected by me.

"You talk to me now, does Shiyin know?" I asked stupidly.

"Of course I don't know, how can I tell her this!" he replied to me strangely.

"I know you're busy, and I'm not idle! You say I'm looking forward to your apology?

"I also know that you are all for my good, and you have done nothing wrong, why do you want to apologize to me?"

I pretended to be calm, but I really wanted to hear their reasoning.

"yes, why should we apologize to you? But you behaved as if we owed you something. ”

"That's what you think, I don't think so. ”

"So we're doing it too much?"

Yu Yifan weighed the weight of his tone and asked me carefully.

"Whatever!" I spat out two words as if impatiently.

As soon as we started talking about the topic, we had some things that were not speculative, and the atmosphere was awkward for a while.

There was a brief moment of silence.

"Brother Yu, I've always had a question for you. ”

I realized that my attitude was wrong, and I wanted to break the subtle awkwardness of the night sky.

"Ask me, tonight we have no reservations, we must open our hearts to each other, and every word contains twelve points of sincerity. ”

He was looking forward to my questions and was ready to answer them from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, then let me ask you, have you ever ordered a song for me on the 'Midnight Heart Bridge' radio program?

This question has always haunted me, and I would like to take this opportunity to ask my question.

"Yes, it's me, or else, who do you think it will be?"

Yu Yifan replied without thinking.

"It's really you!"

I'm a little disappointed, who would I think it is? Shen Yiwei? How could it be!

"But we'll order it once!" Yu Yifan added affirmatively.

"Why did you order a song for me? Do you remember the name of the song you ordered?" I continued.

"It's because of the need for a treatment plan, it was Shiyin who told me that you often listen to the program 'Midnight Heart Bridge' at night. Also, she said that once she saw that your expression was very different when she heard a song, so she wrote down the name of the song, which was provided to me by Shiyin. ”

"We decided to order that song for you after discussing it, because it wanted to stimulate your memory, and I really don't remember the title of the song. Shiyin and I both like to listen to European and American pop songs, and there is nothing particularly memorable about Chinese songs. Later, we found out that ordering songs didn't seem to work for you, so we stopped using this method. ”

"You're so self-righteous! Who's to say it doesn't work? You make me feel different. ”

I was a little excited again.

"The song you ordered is indeed very special, the song title is "I have a date with spring", the person who ordered the song said that he would silently think of her every late night, bless her! Especially tonight, the bright moon is high, and the thoughts are irrepressible, he wishes her happy every day, and wishes her a speedy recovery!"

I learned the tone of the presenter and repeated the blessings I heard that night.

"I remember every word that the host Wang Hong said! This song is a song played by someone I used to like, and it has a special meaning for me, and I have inexplicably linked you with him. ”

Since we want to open our hearts, I'll just get straight to the point.

"I thought the guy who ordered the song for me liked me, I thought he was alive, his soul was alive!"

"Oh! we didn't expect this song to be so important to you, you care so much about him!

Yu Yifan apologized in surprise.

"You say, please don't say 'we', I want to hear it is you and me, the two of us!"

This mystery was finally solved by him himself.

I need to keep my emotions in check, and I want to make a long story short and not waste too much time on this.

"I'll admit that the main purpose of ordering songs for you is to heal, but actually, I ...... In fact, I really liked you, and there was no deception. ”

I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I was a little surprised that he said such a thing in a mature and steady manner.

I'd like to hear what he explains next.

"Although, I had a crush on you, but, I didn't expect that you are such a person, you are not worthy of my liking, we are not suitable!"

He's trying to find words that are accurate without hurting my self-esteem.

"As the eldest brother, your future brother-in-law, I really didn't want to say anything about you, but I have to explain it to you today!"

Yu Yifan suddenly became serious.

He finally admits that once upon a time, he liked me, and I was more than just his medical care!

My doubts were finally solved, and his unworthy and inappropriate words made me straighten my back.

"Oh, then go on. Listen, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

I also wanted to know what kind of girl I was, and why my relationship had failed so many times.

"That night, Shiyin told me your secret, don't blame her. You finally remembered everything and I am happy for the results of our treatment. But I'm also jealous that you ever had that past, I want you to be a pure and beautiful little girl emotionally, I don't want you to have so many sad stories!"

At the same time, Shiyin also told me about her life experience, and the real reason why she left me in the first place, it turned out that she ...... She, she has a last resort!"

"What's wrong with my sister?"

I couldn't help but feel nervous.

"Brother Yu, please tell me, what's wrong with my sister? It's not serious, right? I'll listen. ”

I'm curious to know, I'm worried that he says my sister has some terminal illness, and I always see such a passage in fiction magazines.

I lowered my voice very low and soft, so that Yu Yifan felt that I wanted to listen to it and could share it with him.

He seemed to have a big stone in his heart, and maybe he would feel better if he said it.

"You care about your sister very much, thank you, she didn't hurt you in vain. ”

As for Shiyin's hardships, in addition to her background, she also told me the reason why she broke up with me in the United States. She was so sad that she had just found out that she was born with no children, and she made all kinds of excuses to leave me. She also asked me if I liked you, and said that if I did, she would really bless us. Your sister is such a person, dare to love and hate, and always think about others. How stupid she was, she should have told me sooner, I would never leave her because of such a thing!"

"Sister can't have children, which means you won't have children in the future?"

I murmured, poor sister, why is it all happening to you and not to me alone?

I know how much Shiyin loves children, and it's so cruel to her.

And this turned out to be the reason for their breakup.

And both of these news made me sad and shocked. Because I found that I seem to really like you, and I am thinking about how to take into account Shiyin's feelings and confess to you, but Shiyin's current confession makes me hesitate!"

"Maybe you won't believe that in our treatment plan, let me accompany you, emotionally transfer, get out of the past, it's my own will. But people's feelings are uncontrollable, unconsciously, we get along day and night, your simplicity and loveliness, your helplessness, and your mystery, let me have a different kind of feelings for you. ”

I lowered my head, and everything he said seemed to be exactly what I had imagined.

"I'm sorry, it's me who shouldn't be in your life, it's me who is sorry for you and my sister, I'm guilty. ”

I apologized to them.

"Do you like me? You keep feeling this way for me, is that true?"

Yu Yifan raised his face and asked me.

I remained silent and did not answer.

Because I haven't figured out how to express the kind of love I used to have for him.

"Maybe I shouldn't ask, a girl like you, there are many people you like, not too many of me, I don't need to take it seriously. ”

He seems to be self-deprecating.

"That night, I really don't know how I should choose, I'm sorry Shiyin, because the person I'm worried about is you, and the person I'm looking for everywhere is also you, you disappeared all night, and I looked for you everywhere like a fool. ”

Yu Yifan was talking to himself, I remembered that night, I went to Qianqian's house and stayed at Chen Qiang's house for one night.

"Until early in the morning, I bought roses and waited at the intersection where you went home. I finally made up my mind, I want to wait for you to come back, and in front of Shiyin, I want to officially confess to you. No matter what kind of past you have, I have repeatedly pondered for a whole night, how to face you and Shiyin, how to speak. ”

"But what awaits me is to let me see your true colors!"

"What face?" I was curious about what kind of ugly person I was in Yu Yifan's heart.

"Yes, what kind of person are you? Innocent on the surface, in fact you are a girl who does not learn and has no skills! You didn't come home all night, and I was afraid that something would happen to you, but the truth quickly gave me the answer. ”

"I saw with my own eyes a man sending you home, and you said goodbye affectionately, and I knew what kind of girl you really are, you can spend the night elsewhere casually, and who will have amnesia if you don't lose your memory!

"I can't learn anything"? "Water-based poplars"? A chill that was strong like an Antarctic glacier rose in my heart.

"I even suspect your so-called amnesia, everything is your lie. You are a liar, you deceive me, deceive Shiyin, deceive your parents and all the people, you only pay for your wayward past, how selfish you are! Compared to Shiyin, you are really inferior to one ten-thousandth of her in any aspect!"

I'm a liar? I try to remember, what night, what morning, what am I doing?

Yu Yifan, please don't say it again, don't hit me again!

I remember, that night, that morning, I was also very lost, my sister said that she still loved Brother Yu, and I also found myself in love with this sister's ex-boyfriend!

Why do you want me to know all this, what if you know all this, what if everything is a misunderstanding?

Let everything pass in a misunderstanding! The ancients: The old things of the Six Dynasties are like flowing water, and the merchant girl still sings it all the time, the last song of "**"!

But isn't that the case, you misunderstood me.

Shiyin told me that you were ...... She still can't forget you. At that time, I had completely forgotten Shen Yiwei, forgotten all the unhappiness, and there was only one you in my heart.

I am waiting for your confession, I imagine a bright future. Why is it Shiyin, I have already lost Shen Yiwei for the same reason, and I have struggled to get to where I am now, how can I make the same mistake again?

I can't make the same mistake and fall in love with you again!

I can't tell you that I drank all night of wine in agony, and that the man you saw that morning was just a good man who had never known what he had lived. His name is Chen Qiang, nothing happened to us, you can't misunderstand me like that.

How could I tell you that morning?

I saw Shiyin's happy face, and I personally planted roses for you. Just because I'm Caiyun and Shiyin's sister!

I thought you were really in love, I thought you were cheating on me!

"The person you fell in love with passed away, but you didn't tell me anything, and used me as a stand-in? What kind of cleaner are you going to do, you have a hot fight with Qianqian's little boyfriend, and you are very close to the boss of the ladder company...... You never liked me at all, you are such a person, distracted, not motivated, and emotional...... I didn't wrong you!"

I have never seen an angry Yu Yifan, he doesn't understand me so much!

In the end, he and Shen Yiwei are people of two worlds!

Yu Yifan shouldn't be so undignified, he is gentle and elegant, with a graceful demeanor, and the wind and snow are snowy. At this moment, he has also become a person who has lost his grace!